Playing tricks is the appearance of loving you

Later, Yan Anzhen discovered that she and Yuanyuan were neighbors on the first floor.The original Zhao Qianhe went out early and came back late in high school, went to college and was away for a long time, and finally stayed at home all day long during the holidays to be a home girl with peace of mind, so Zhao Qianhe and Jiang Youshu have never met each other, only two of them His parents had the experience of taking the elevator together, and they knew that the other party had such a daughter.

She... seems to have become the neighbor's sister that Yuanyuan talked about before.

Since the encounter in the trash can, Yan Anzhen has often visited Jiang Youshu's house. She specially found dessert tutorials that children would like to eat from the Internet, and then knocked on the door next door with a small cake dessert that looked attractive. Jiang Youshu was quickly caught. Small desserts captured.Jiang Youshu's parents also welcome this. Her visit can not only relieve Yuanyuan's boredom at home alone during the summer vacation, but also help take care of the spot and reduce accidents.

As a result, their size became acquainted naturally.

It was an afternoon in mid-July, and Yan Anzhen knocked on the door next door as usual, and before the door opened came Yuanyuan's clear and clear child's voice: "Come, come, come."

Soon, the door was pushed open, Jiang Youshu tied her hair in a ball, looked up at her crisply, smiled with crooked eyebrows and said, "My mother just piled ice cream in the refrigerator yesterday, Sister Qianhe, come and see Is there anything you like to eat?"

As he spoke, he took her hand and dragged her to the refrigerator.

They were brands she had never seen before.

"This is..." Yan Anzhen picked one up to look at, and asked hesitantly, "Green tongue?" What a strange ice cream.

Jiang Youshu took an old popsicle, tore open the packaging bag and couldn't help but bite first, squinting her eyes with satisfaction, and said to her, "Well, didn't you eat it when you were young?"

There was nothing worth remembering about Yan Anzhen's childhood, and even the memory of her mother was overshadowed by the car accident.

She shook her head silently, watching cartoons on the sofa with Xiao Jiang Youshu.

Jiang Youshu is at the naughty age of "standing or sitting or sitting". At this time, she is slumped on the sofa, staring at the TV in the most comfortable posture. She is not very familiar with the cartoon that is broadcast now. Interested, after looking at it for a while, his eyes drifted to Yan Anzhen, and he asked in a surprised tone: "Do you usually sit so upright?"

If Sister Qianhe was a classmate in her class, she would be the most popular student from the teacher, the one who would praise her every day.

Yan Anzhen straightened her back and replied, "I'm used to it."

Jiang Youshu was amazed by this. In her little head, she really couldn't understand those people who were so serious and meticulous outside of the classroom, and she would feel a little tired.

"It's not good-looking." Jiang Youshu muttered, picked up the remote control and changed the channel, and finally the screen was fixed on the well-known couple, with six large characters on the right side of the screen - The Legend of the New White Snake.

Jiang Youshu has also reached the age where she doesn't just watch cartoons.

She put down the remote control with a smile, and watched it with relish.

For this kind of love story, the little girl seems to have a natural ability to capture, and can always accurately find the one she wants to watch among dozens of TV series.

After watching it for a while, Yan Anzhen suddenly said: "Do you know that Xu Xian is a girl?"

Jiang Youshu was shocked and said, "Woman???"

She sat upright all of a sudden, staring at the watery eyes, almost sticking to the TV screen.

Jiang Youshu said: "But isn't she a 'Sister-in-law'? Can a husband-in-law be a woman?"

Seeing her reaction, Yan Anzhen raised the tails of her eyes slightly, filled with a lingering smile and tenderness, and said softly, "I mean, the actor playing Xu Xian is a girl—Xu Xian is a boy."

There was great doubt in Jiang Youshu's eyes, and after stroking his thoughts, he said, "That is to say, a girl pretends to be a boy to fall in love with another girl?"

Yan Anzhen: "That's right."

In Xiao Yuanyuan's cognition, the two parties in love are limited to the opposite sex, and it seems rare for same-sex couples to do things that lovers would do. Not only are they rare, but they are hardly mentioned by everyone.

Her face suddenly "opened the door to a new world".

Yan Anzhen didn't know why she would talk to her about this, maybe she had some selfish intentions, but she didn't want to guide Yuanyuan, any future choices Yuanyuan made would be related to her current cognition, she... didn't want to let A tragedy repeated itself.

Yan Anzhen stayed with Jiang Youshu for the afternoon, and it wasn't until Yuanyuan's mother came home that she realized how quickly time had passed.

Mother Jiang smiled at her and greeted her, "Qianhe, stay for dinner."

Yan Anzhen couldn't refuse, but with that little selfishness, she stayed and had dinner with them.

That was one of the few memorable moments for Yan Anzhen.

Rarely has she been so peaceful and relaxed.

When her mother was still there, she vaguely felt Yan Yujing's indifference towards her, but Yao Mengying's existence maintained this seemingly intimate but actually tense relationship.After her mother passed away, she didn't sleep peacefully every day, and she became more and more silent.Later, Yan Yujing moved back to Songze, and she stayed at Liang Yue's second aunt's house. Although she escaped from Yan Yujing's control, she also lived a life under the fence.When she finally survived in Liangyue with her own strength, she was already riddled with wounds, and it was difficult for her to develop intimate relationships with others.

Until she met Yuanyuan.

But her past made her cautiously reach out her hand but dare not touch it. Yuanyuan is too beautiful, like a fragile dream. Compared with never having it, she is more afraid of losing it.Even after waking up, she was often awakened by nightmares, the more Yuanyuan expressed that she didn't care, the clearer the picture of that night in her mind.

Therefore, Yan Anzhen decided to make a decision.

The little flame that had been severely extinguished ignited again, and swept through the wasteland in her heart, burning her blood vessels, making her eyes red, making her stand in front of Yan Yujing and say those words word by word ——That sentence was many years late.

Now, she has unloaded the burden and started to heal, using the brand new "Yan Anzhen" to face the innocent Jiang Youshu, and to be in her family, she feels extremely at ease.

After dinner, Yan Anzhen was going back to the original owner's family.

She stood at the door, waved at Jiang Youshu, suddenly remembered something, and said seriously to Mother Jiang: "Yuanyuan ate three popsicles this afternoon."

Mother Jiang frowned and scolded, "Jiang Yuanyuan! Did I say that heaven can only eat roots! What's the matter, you, you're disobedient again?"

Jiang Youshu's voice was full of grief and indignation of being betrayed.

She covered her head and walked around Mother Jiang, ran to Yan Anzhen, pouted and said dissatisfiedly, "Why did you tell her, sister smelly."

Yan Anzhen was amused by the word "Smelly Sister". It was not so much to blame as to act coquettishly in annoyance, so she knelt down and touched Jiang Youshu's head. Her palms were scratched by the hair, and it was itchy. She blinked, warm Said loudly, "This is a small punishment for lying to me."

With that said, he opened the door and walked out.

Yuanyuan yelled from behind: "When did I lie to you? Sister Smelly is back,"

Yan Anzhen didn't look back, fearing that the tenderness and love in her eyes would overflow and be discovered by her.

After being acquainted for so many days, she also vaguely understood the twists and turns.

Why can she feel the preciousness and ardor of feelings in "Jiang Jiang" who has an extremely rich love history in the past, why Yuanyuan can resolutely leave the Jiang family without any regrets or regrets, why Yuanyuan is not close to her sister Jiang Youyu , I don’t hate it, there is a strange kind of politeness in it, why is Xiao Jiangjiang slender and thin in the picture album of grandma’s house, why is Yuanyuan’s father here not the prostitute in her impression—everything, hidden in In the huge torrent of fate, she had ignored the small details in the torrent, until she inexplicably passed through Zhao Qianhe's body, and she suddenly realized it.

It turns out that "Jiangjiang" has always been "Yuanyuan" from the beginning.

She could understand why she didn't tell her, but it didn't prevent her from bullying Yuanyuan when she was young.

only……

She had a hunch that she would be leaving here soon.

The day she left Zhao Qianhe's body, was it also the day Yuanyuan left Jiang Jiang's body?

Yan Anzhen returned to her room, thinking hard about this question, but to no avail.

When the giant wheel of fate rolls over, no one knows who will be involved first.

The only thing she can do now is to spend more time with Yuanyuan.

The next day, Yan Anzhen went to knock on the door next door as usual, but this time there was no clear and clear answer from a child's voice, but the slow sound of slippers hitting the stone bricks. Eyes, voice a little muffled: "Sister Qianhe, I'm a little unhappy today, I can't play with you."

It was the first time in so many days that Jiang Youshu expressed her negative emotions directly.

Yan Anzhen froze for a moment, did not move, looked down at her warmly through the crack of the door, and said in a tone as light as a feather fluttering in the air, "What's the matter, can you tell my sister, my sister promises not to tell anyone else."

Xiao Jiang Youshu frowned and struggled for a while, as if she had made up her mind, she opened the door abruptly, pulled Yan Anzhen into the bedroom, and sat on the edge of the bed, she said sullenly: "I went to play with Xiaotian this morning, and I will play with you." She said that Xu Xian in "The Legend of the New White Snake" was played by a girl, and she exaggeratedly said that it was not gay, it was disgusting. I asked her what homosexuality meant, and she said that girls kissed girls, boys kissed boys, They're different from normal people, and everyone doesn't like them."

Yan Anzhen looked at her silently.

Children at this age have limited knowledge of the world. They can only explore the world from the Internet, parents, friends, teachers and other places where they usually have more contact. They are too small, and no one will pay attention to this group of children. In the inner world, they don’t care about their views and feelings about things, and no one will guide them patiently. When they start to take root in this society based on the one-sided information they have obtained, many voices of crusade come to them body.

But there are many truths that should be taught, and the adults keep it secret.

Yan Anzhen was not a victim at that time.

She didn't expect that because of her words, Yuanyuan would experience the confusion she experienced when she was a child.

So, Yan Anzhen held Xiao Yuanyuan's hand and stared at her. When the surprise and embarrassment in her eyes turned into concentration, Yan Anzhen slowly said, "Yuanyuan, homosexuality is not disgusting. Some people don't like them. For various reasons, we can’t decide what other people like, but you have to know that homosexuality itself is not wrong, nor is it a shameful thing. You like someone, and she happens to be the same gender as you, but your gender does not affect Your love for each other. As long as you love someone faithfully, passionately, and frankly, there is nothing wrong with that in itself."

She didn't expect Yuanyuan, who was only ten years old, to understand the truth immediately. Many people lived for decades without understanding it.

Jiang Youshu's eyes were misty, and soon the mist dispersed, like a bamboo forest after a spring rain, with a clear appearance.

Jiang Youshu said with a smile, "I know, just like I like my sister, so it's not disgusting."

The author has something to say: the first love of two people is not the other party, but also the other party~

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