Playing tricks is the appearance of loving you

She wanted to tell her brave Yuanyuan that she couldn't leave her anymore.Even though Yuanyuan has many little lovers, even if she is not sure whether it is "like" or "fresh", even if she does not know the weight of that "I love you", but she is already deeply trapped and cannot escape , I just want to tie her by my side and hide it in my heart so that no one will find out.

If only she hadn't received that text message, then she could lie to herself and pretend she was normal, and then she could gently hold Yuanyuan in her arms, find those lips that she was ecstatic, and Kiss softly and hard.

But she received it, and she knew that she was distorted and riddled with holes inside, but she was only wearing the most gorgeous and correct human skin.

She closed her eyes, trying to calm herself down.

Seeing that she didn't speak for a long time, Jiang Youshu felt a little wronged. She ignited her courage with all her might, but failed to get the answer she expected. The other party even pushed her away because she was too frightened. The first confession in her life was like this Yet?

The two fell into a heavy silence.

Until Yan Anzhen opened her mouth and called her, "Jiang Youshu."

Seriously, call her name.

Jiang Youshu was shocked, her chest seemed to be turned into a dance floor, her heart was beating inside, her throat was tight, and she coughed as soon as she uttered a sound, then cleared her throat, and said quickly, "Speak, I'm listening."

Yan Anzhen fell silent again, and after a minute, she said: "I don't want to lie to you, but I actually like you too, maybe more than that, I love you."

When Jiang Youshu heard the first half of the sentence, her heart beat blankly, but when she suddenly heard the second half, she was stunned before the joy, and she was stunned because of disbelief. Ah Zhen's tone was too solemn, and she pressed herself down like weeds. The joy and sweetness of the general crazy growth continued to listen to the second half of her sentence.

If she had a tail, she would be wagging to the sky by now.

Yan Anzhen said quietly: "I just lied about your photos and your lover. Since I love you, how could I not be jealous or jealous, but I don't despise or loathe you like that, I just have some regrets, I can't get to know you one step ahead of them, and let you like me earlier."

Jiang Youshu listened, the corners of her mouth curled up because she was so happy, she thought to herself, it's a good thing you didn't know each other earlier, otherwise Jiang Jiang would be the one laughing, and I would be the one crying.

Yan Anzhen continued to speak on her own, with a solemn tone and a bit of bewilderment, and said, "After I discovered what you mean to me, I thought about confessing, but..."

Seeing her pause, Jiang Youshu said softly, "What?"

"I won't be a good partner." Yan Anzhen closed her eyes, heard the occasional voices whizzing by on the road outside the window, and said, "Yuanyuan, I'm not as good as you imagined, if I rashly stay with you now, It will only hurt you more. I've been thinking about this and I haven't slept all night. I've looked up what a long and healthy relationship looks like, and what a first-time relationship needs to be aware of I have also read a lot of papers on homosexuality, and I have read almost all the materials I can find."

Jiang Youshu was shocked, and said in her heart that she was worthy of Ah Zhen, and she was so solemn and serious when she was in love.What to do, she seems to like her more.

Yan Anzhen said: "In the end, I came to a conclusion that now I am forced to be with you, there will be no good ending. For a while, we got along sweetly and harmoniously, which almost confused me, making me think that there is something between us Maybe there are not so many obstacles, but I was wrong." She kept avoiding Jiang Youshu's gaze after taking a bath tonight, and pushed her body that was pressing down on her, which is the best proof.

Jiang Youshu was a little confused, and asked: "You mean, you like me, but you can't be with me. For some reason, you may hurt me. You are afraid that this relationship will not last long, are you?"

As expected of Yuanyuan, she accurately grasped what she wanted to express.

Jiang Youshu asked cautiously: "Then can I know, what is the reason?" Afraid of offending her, she was afraid of thinking of something and feeling sad.

Yan Anzhen felt heartbroken as she listened.

The gentler Yuanyuan was, the sadder she was.

After a long time, she said, "Sorry."

She wasn't ready yet, and tonight was not a good time to tell Yuanyuan about those things. If she had to start from the beginning, both of them would probably suffer from insomnia.Yuanyuan has just plucked up the courage to confess, and she has to go to the company to face the rumors in two days, she doesn't want to add trouble to Yuanyuan anymore.

Jiang Youshu shook her head, smiled, and said softly: "You don't have to say sorry to me, Ah Zhen, I will never force you to do anything, in fact, I can wait for a sentence of 'I like you too', I'm already satisfied. That's enough, Ah Zhen, let me know that I'm not alone in my passion, and I'll find a way for the rest. I won't give up on you, and of course I won't feel that It's so troublesome to be with you, I will work harder to walk to you and hug you tightly."

"You don't have to do anything, just let me come. As long as you say you love me, I will run to your side in the remaining hundred steps."

Yan Anzhen was in a daze, the needle in her heart seemed to be getting deeper and deeper.

She knew it all the time, that day when she came out of the hospital with a sprained ankle, Yuanyuan squatted in front of her, looked up at her, and she saw the mature and gentle soul in Yuanyuan's body.

Charming, charming, charming, sweet and lustful, occasionally silly, these are just the external manifestations of Jiang Youshu. Her soul needs to be more tolerant and warm.

Yan Anzhen lightly pressed her finger on the corner of her eye, and she said in a nasty voice, "But, I will hurt you..."

"Don't be afraid, Ah Zhen." Jiang Youshu said softly, as if coaxing a child, with a calming magic power, "There is no smooth sailing in this world, no matter which direction you go, it's just It’s just difficult and more difficult. In that case, why not choose the path I want to go the most. Ah Zhen, since you have read so many articles and documents, you naturally know that two independent people want to be together for a long time , It needs to go through a long running-in, which may be bloody, after all, no one is born with a perfect lover.

"You may hurt me, how can I be sure that I won't make you sad-of course I will try not to make you sad-but if I feel afraid because of this and look forward and backward, then I will feel sorry for me This is the first time a heart so fresh after being silent for more than twenty years.

"Ah Zhen, I mustered up the courage to confess tonight. I don't ask you to let go of your heart and accept me immediately. I just ask you to be brave for me once, and don't give up on me easily."

Yan Anzhen blinked, the corners of her eyes were moist.

She really, hadn't been like this for a long time, moved and sad.

She, Yan Anzhen, was so lucky to meet Jiang Youshu.

Jiang Youshu expressed her determination to her. Although she didn't know what her knot was, she was determined to be with her. If she retreated because of a text message now, then she was not worthy of Jiang Youshu's feelings.

When she just understood her mind, she still had the courage to fight against the knot in her heart. Why has that courage disappeared now?

Yan Anzhen sighed and said, "I won't give up on you. As I said, I can't leave you anymore."

Jiang Youshu's eyes were shining, and she could almost see the galaxy in the sky in her eyes.

"Then we..." Jiang Youshu approached quietly, like a kitten who wants to please its master but is afraid of being annoyed by him, stretched out his finger to poke her arm, and said expectantly, "Are we together?"

Yan Anzhen looked at her sideways, and suddenly noticed the gap between the two of them, so she raised her hand and pressed the vacant bed in the middle, and said softly: "Will you wait for me for a while? I'm not running away, nor do I want to give up on you. I just need to deal with a little matter to make your path go more smoothly. Although you are not afraid of being hurt, I will feel sorry for you." She spoke slowly, giving her enough time to think.

She didn't wait for a long time. Jiang Youshu felt emotional when she heard it, and nodded without thinking. She felt that her heart had turned into honey, which was extremely sweet, and said, "Okay, I'll wait for you."

"Yuanyuan." She raised her hand, touched Jiang Youshu's head, rubbed it twice, her heart rose silently.

Like sea water, bit by bit, it overflowed over her chest and over her head, drowning her in this sudden happiness.

Maybe it wasn't as bad as she thought.

Professor Yan, who just talked about it, felt that this night was too sweet.

Jiang Youshu said that she was very happy to be touched, and she quietly moved closer. A furry head arched and arched until it reached Yan Anzhen's shoulder. With the previous lesson, she didn't dare to make a sudden attack again, so she had to slowly raise her head. Pouted her lips: "Yuanyuan wants to kiss."

Yan Anzhen couldn't help laughing when she heard the words that sounded like a three-year-old child acting like a baby, but she was willing to accompany her childishly.

She moved, pulled the quilt so that the cold wind would not blow in, then lowered her head and lowered her eyes, her eyes were filled with infinite tenderness, as deep as the sea.

Jiang Youshu felt hotter and hotter, and her head was dizzy, so she couldn't help but said, "Yuanyuan wants to hug her."

Yan Anzhen froze almost imperceptibly, then sighed silently, moved away a little, pinched her face, and said calmly, "Okay, don't make trouble, go to sleep."

The body reacted, every cell was clamoring for longing, the other party flirted and then stopped suddenly, it was so heartless, Jiang Youshu gritted her teeth on purpose and said, "Woman, you are playing with fire."

Professor Yan, who had never seen Xiaoyan in which the domineering president fell in love with me, was stunned, and asked solemnly, "What's playing with fire?"

This made Jiang Youshu stunned, and she laughed out loud after she realized it, because the night was too happy, and her laughter seemed to have become a lot more low-level: "That's right, it's just a stalk, I forgot that Professor Xiao Yan didn't Read novels hahahahaha."

Yan Anzhen didn't seem to like the estrangement of this kind of topic, she frowned, and said seriously: "Please suggest some novels for me, I'll read them."

Is the domineering president falling in love with my Professor Yan?Immediately in Jiang Youshu's mind, she was sitting upright at her desk with the top journals in the field of biology spread beside her, but her eyes were staring at the novels on the mobile phone webpage without blinking, and she couldn't help laughing louder.

"Hahahahahaha, it's better not to use it, I think Professor Xiao Yan--"

The voice instantly disappeared into the night.

The author has something to say: Author: Originally, I wanted to describe two delicate and gentle kisses, but...the reason is known to the cuties, and I can only fall in love in the future. I hope the cuties will understand, and I changed it seven or eight times this morning. , vomited, even marked the last few paragraphs yesterday for me, me? ? ? ? ? ?

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