girl who disappeared

When I woke up again, the sky was already blue and black, and the stars were all over the sky. I looked to the side, and the girl was staring at me. I woke up feeling at a loss, and asked worriedly: "Sister, what's wrong with you? You suddenly fell down. Fortunately, Die Er responded Hurry up and catch my sister, or else..."

I looked at the porcelain floor and felt chilled, indeed, if she didn't catch me...she caught me? !

I am older than her, I am also taller than her, her thin body can catch me, or in that situation, how sensitive the reaction is, how strong the strength is...

"Are you okay?" I asked.

The moonlight was shining, and I could see her stunned for a moment, then smiled, "It's okay! Sister, you are the one, why did you suddenly collapse?"

I was silent, "Then...did I say something before I passed out?"

"Well," she nodded, "'Sparkling like a star, flawless like a wind chime, if the clouds are about to disperse, I will descend', sister, don't you think it's strange."

"It's okay." How familiar, how deep the words in my heart, and this room, are always extraordinarily familiar, I answered her question not long ago: "Chen Wu, my name is Chen Wu."

"Chen Wu..." Lingdie broke her thoughts and exclaimed: "Sister, you really are from the gods!"

"Ah?" I thought to myself that the thinking of a child is good, and a few hahas concealed a certain thought. I might really be a person in the gods, living a life of indifference and emptiness.

"Sister, can I stay at your house tonight? Die'er will be good!" Her shining eyes stared at me, like bright starlight, which made people fall into it. I couldn't move my eyes, and stammered back: "Yes, you can..."

Realizing that the words he said were wrong, he stuttered even more: "No, no, won't your parents be worried?"

"No, they are very nice to me." She smiled.

"Then... what about eating?" This is such a big or small place, and there is no kitchen butterfly. She knew it from a glance, and she didn't believe that she would be detained here.

"Then don't eat!" She said coolly, teasing me, and then she followed suit, and the empty house echoed with laughter. Naturally, I couldn't do anything about her saying that.

I waved my hand to make room, and said generously, "Sit here, let's chat." Fortunately, there are two pillows here, otherwise I wouldn't know what to do as an adult.

Put the pillow up and lean on it, and the moon will transmit its reflected light into the house, and shoot it to the front of the bed. Through a ray of light, we chat happily.

"Die'er, I didn't expect you to have so many embarrassing things when you were young, haha~" There was silence around me, I stopped laughing instantly, I think this was the happiest time I laughed, "Okay, stop laughing..."

"Hmph, don't talk about Die'er, let's talk about you, sister!" The child became excited when he talked about me, and I really don't know what to do with me.

"Huh—eh? Me?" Oh, I'm too excited, and I will show my flaws, but I think too much, a child is a child after all, just say "yes" and wait for me to speak with inexplicable joy. At this moment, I think Fu forehead, really put on a good boy.

Tell her about my previous life, after all, I only have this part of the memory.

"Well, the story is relatively short, let's listen to it."

"When I was two and a half years old when I had the ability to be independent, a major event happened. I can't remember the exact time. My father committed suicide because my mother couldn't stand the drugs. I... can't see it anymore. When it comes to nature and things, I was already crazy when I was less than three years old. I remember the doctor said that my nerves were damaged. My mother raised me until I was 12 years old and died because of lack of funds to raise me. Other relatives basically did not visit me anymore. For more than ten years, my mother has been teaching me to practice calligraphy. No teacher is willing to teach me reading, even the teachers in the disabled children's home. Who wants to teach a neurotic child... (I laughed at myself when I said this)

My mother wrote and drew on it one word and one word in the palm of my hand, telling me where it came from, which area has many types, and what it looks like. Some easy-to-get things were brought over for me to touch...

for me……

not bad

After my mother died, I hated her very much. Why do you think she gave birth to me? "

There was silence beside me, I didn't look at her expression, and continued to talk: "In the next ten years (I don't know if Lingdie can hear my flaws here), maybe God has mercy on me, and I have been in trouble for a few months. His nervous system has recovered, no different from a normal person, but it's just in place, and he can't see the use of nervous thinking.

A few years later, the elders have all passed away one after another. I have no younger siblings, and if there are any, I don’t know their existence until now.I have no friends, only doctors to teach me what is all things and all kinds of life.

The smell of disinfectant is always lingering in the room, but I'm used to it. If I can, I can learn better than others and go to a good university or something. "

I thought about it, and I should not tell her that I am just a soul without a body, "Afterwards, I... finally couldn't stand it and escaped from the hospital and came here, and then I met you," I looked at her and said softly: "My first friend."

The story is indeed very short, and the time is proved by the moonlight—it is unusually long, the soft light shines on my face, I look at Lingdie, and she also looks at me in surprise, I said that I can only stay here from now on, I can't go outside to play with you, I'm also an incompetent friend...

Having said that, I smiled lightly, feeling her gaze, I was stroking her head tenderly like a mother, she moved her body and rested her forehead on my lap.

Suddenly, I felt a crystal liquid flow on my leg, and it slid onto the quilt.

The window was open, and occasionally the wind blew the wind chime, and the beautiful sound was accompanied by intermittent whimpering.

"Yes... I'm sorry, I stained my sister's quilt... But sister, you... woo..."

I patted her on the back and said softly: "Okay, it's not a big deal, it's all in the past, and you won't meet Die Er, don't cry, if you cry again, my sister will get angry!"

I imitated the doctor's words of consolation, and it actually worked, but I still choked up.

I haven't heard too many songs, and I want to give her a better song, which is something I heard occasionally in the hospital:

"You snowed in the southern sun

In the cold night of the north, I feel like spring all year round

If there is time before dark

i want to forget your eyes

I can't finish a dream in my life

He is not talking to anyone about the island of reunion

Because my heart is already deserted

He can't hold a home in his heart

Be a dumb who only lies to himself

He says you're not as beautiful as he was when he first met you

Time lingers helplessly

If all the lands join together and walk all my life just to hug you

Drunk his dream, good night

……

Nanshan South, North Autumn Sad

Nanshan Yougudui

The south wind murmurs, the north sea goes north

There are tombstones in Beihai

......"

Moonlight passed us, so she fell asleep.

The night is still silent, and I am still recalling those unforgettable past events.

……

Since I gained normal consciousness, my personality has also become very approachable, but except for those doctors with missions who occasionally drop by to deliver water to Duanguo, no one comes to look at me (although I am blind, but I still feel it), Slowly, I seem to have returned to everything before. Some people say that I am too lacking in love, will I go crazy in the future.

I thought for a moment, I might kill myself...

Who can endure such torture, so I was advised by passers-by to jump into the river (of course not the Miluo River, if it is... I can still make friends for thousands of years?), I believe that death can bring me happiness, but unfortunately I—— The nobleman rescued him and survived.

I don't know him, and he doesn't seem to know me, because he is very polite and even a little afraid of me. I smiled lightly and said sorry as if he was in trouble, but after a long time, even in the face of me who doesn't speak often Also get used to it.

A few days have passed like this, I still don’t know his name, he doesn’t go out often, or he never goes out at all, he spends 90.00% of the day with me, to be honest, I’m a little moved.

Then, did it go on like this?Of course not, because of what he did, after four months, I finally couldn't help but secretly left "home" (because I often walk around here, and I remember the direction of the journey clearly), he may not have noticed that I was gone , I'm glad you didn't come after me.

Before he rescued me, I had nothing. After he left, I still had nothing to take with me. I was happy in my heart, but my body was already in danger. With the only ten yuan left in my pocket, I thought why not go to him to get some before that, and imprison me. It's time for me to exchange interest for so many days... I laughed at myself, it has already happened, how to recover?go back again?

No, absolutely not, that kind of life without freedom and full of torture is not as good as being ridiculed and whispered by others in the hospital smelling the smell of disinfectant.

So I committed my first sin: robbery.

People who commit crimes will die. Apart from snatching children's food, I also pick up useful things left by passers-by on the street. After all, I don't know anything.

Occasionally, a good person will give me a glass of water, there will be a candy seller at the street stall, and occasionally someone will give me a few yuan; It's just that I can't see them.

The clothes are a suit, with blue short sleeves, a slightly thicker dark black gown, paired with sports shorts, and casual lotus shoes—these are all made by himself—it’s him Said.

Since I didn't want to bother the good guys, the dress was worn to the end.

Thinking that this place should be in the south, it is neither hot nor cold, and I have a fulfilling life.

However, I don’t know who is aggressive and falsely accused me of killing someone. I pointed out countless times that I didn’t kill someone. As you can imagine, the person excitedly told the police for too many reasons. I haven't seen much in the world, and I'm just a rookie when two people play against each other!

None of the passers-by who witnessed the whole thing dared to make a statement, for fear that they would be asked to go in, that place, once in, a deep memory (even if sometimes they did nothing).

I stayed in prison for more than a year, because no one came to visit me, secondly, I had "a myriad of crimes", and moreover, I was hopeless, and my desire to survive dwindled with the passage of time.

The superiors of the police station are also uncertain about my intentions. In the past, even though the criminals were handcuffed, they still had the "consciousness" to talk to other criminals, including the patrol police, and would ask them, but I just Those people asked me what I answered, and sometimes it was over with an "um", basically I was the first to speak up.In this year, Dream has gained a lot.

──I can't remember any other beating incidents.

I also have to thank the people who told me this, without them, I don't know why I am going to the death penalty so soon, the punishment is not surrounded by a bunch of people like in ancient times.

so lonely...

I have no regrets about this world, only anger and dissatisfaction.

Why am I being treated like this? The cause of death is still unclear. No wonder the superior hesitates.

Dissatisfied with why I was born, there are such parents... If there is a time machine in the world, I will strangle myself when I was just born as a baby, so that there will not be too many incomprehensible things It's over.

Death filled my mind.At that time, I was 23 years old.

Seeing me like this, God finally rewarded me with a conscience to give me a chance to be born again.

I took a deep breath, smiled as if relieved, looked at the person who was still lying on my lap and curled up together, and said to my heart that she was still a child, if she could understand what I said, then this friend would definitely be my friend. I will do well (laughs).

It is estimated that my state here is the physical body (in fact, there have been many guesses), because the thigh felt numb, I carefully raised her head and put it on the soft pillow, I still sat with my back, quietly Waiting for the result of the day and night struggle.

Gradually, I fell asleep together, and in the dream, I seemed to feel something pressing on my leg again.

The author has something to say:

"Her shining eyes stared at me like bright stars, I couldn't take my eyes off" This sentence has a foreshadowing!There are other small foreshadowings, but this one is more important!

ps: The song in this chapter is called "Nan Shan Nan"