girl who disappeared

"I am very honored to meet you. When I was in the hospital, I have been watching you from afar, looking at you who are blind but strong in learning knowledge, looking at you who always look out of the door expectantly, looking at the plain You look out the window as if nothing happened to you..."

She spoke tremblingly, as if she was about to cry, but she held back after all: "I'm so envious, my body was so healthy at that time, but I couldn't compare to you at all. You ask 'how can we achieve that level'..."

She tilted her head, not daring to look directly at me: "I'm such a waste..."

"I heard about you when I was two or three years old. At that time, your father died because of the unbearable drug use of your mother. People spread it. I just pretended not to know. At that time, my own affairs were not resolved. Well. Of course you don’t know me. At that time, I was very short, and I would hold a stool by myself, step on it, and lean over the doors and windows to see the people in each ward. Some people said that I was like a pervert... I also listened to others later That said, there are everyone in the hospital, and I just filtered out those people because I was curious about you."

She seems to be planning to present everything: "Because I am neurotic and slow to accept, I occasionally 'follow you to listen to lectures' when I study something. My family, although they are all there, but I don’t know where they are. If I say this, you will envy Well—I don’t even know where my parents are, just laugh at me—I guess I was very active at the time, jumping up and down the corridor, otherwise I wouldn’t have seen you.”

"When I recovered, I was about 12 years old, and I already had the ability to be independent. I asked for some news." The corners of her mouth were slightly raised, and she smiled, showing some white teeth, and she seemed very happy.

"The doctors in this hospital, they are all very good. I have asked them questions, and I remember them all clearly!" She looked at me, "After all, it is about you!"

"It is because of medical insurance that you stay in the hospital very well and receive good training. I really want to thank the country for giving me such a good gift. I remember when we were 12 years old, your mother also walked with her lover. up.

Gradually, you are the only one in the ward, I once proposed to move to you, to be with you, but I was very afraid..."

She suddenly fell silent, and I waited for a long time to hear what she said.

"You sometimes hum the music of those people, but it's too far away from you, and you can't hear many of them clearly. I haven't heard the original song of "Nan Shan Nan", but I always remember what you sang to her In Li, I never forget, but I can't sing your feeling, I am not as good as you, nothing can make me forget like this, nothing can make me try my best to see you openly!"

"No!" She suddenly shouted, "I obviously died earlier than you, why do you remember a song so clearly! What are those doctors, what can they give you, even if something happens to you, they will not Never mind! Why do you hate me so much!"

"Smile when you talk to the doctor, and they face you with fake professional smiles, talk to you, chat... Of course you can't see them—" she said later, The tone is intense and ethereal.

I listened quietly.The surprise is no less than the fact that I was reborn. Maybe, she said so, she was also reborn...

After a while, her voice sounded again: "I'm sorry, I'm excited again, I've been preparing for a long time to say these words to you, but I still can't stop me... Forget it... Speaking of which, this time I The words you said are worth the amount you spoke to me in those four months, it seems that you can really listen to Lingdie."

She smiled wryly, and I didn't speak, feeling a little embarrassed.

"There are still many things I haven't told you, which one do you think I should talk about first~" The other party suddenly realized, and said: "Then tell me about your 'sweetheart'..."

"I didn't!" I finally said something after listening to her (since this person saved me, but the person who saved me was a male voice, I don't know how to call it) talking about "sweetheart", my voice was slightly hoarse, I don't care too much, and I believe she doesn't care even more.

She ignored my rebuttal, and smiled at me with a see-through expression, and just said that it was her own, and of course mine.

"She died, on the second day of that night, before you woke up, she left and left quietly. Maybe she lost her mind after that? Hmm~ a car accident happened, and I'm curious too , her family is so rich, doesn't she know to be careful about this kind of thing?"

She glanced at me, you could say she has been looking at me, "Are you curious too?" she said.

"Then I'm sorry, after so many years of research, I don't know. What the media and her family explained is: the daughter went out to play alone and got into a car accident." She said.

"Is it self-blaming?" she asked me.

Yes, I blame myself very much, but no matter how much I blame myself, even if I die with Lingdie, it can't change what happened, let alone more than ten years have passed.

I am still speechless.

"I know you won't blame yourself too much. Before she died, because of strong resentment, she didn't conceive (her tone is very light here). I, who have been wandering around the world for hundreds of years, discovered Lingdie by chance. This person has a good family background, is also good-looking, and has a pure and kind heart."

"What's more, you like me so much, I'm so annoying?" She took another deep look at me.

I had already returned to the lying down posture, with my head turned away from her, and did not answer.

"I remembered that the willow tree at the door was well maintained. I thought that you thought of me and planted this tree again. When I said 30 years ago, I found that you didn't think of it. I'm afraid it was deleted. I lost part of my memory and achieved a super memory, should I thank you and praise you?"

The other party's tone gradually became cold, and I vaguely remembered something, and suddenly interrupted her, "What's the matter with your voice, or are you male or female? You have said so much, I am not even sure of your gender."

Instead, she smiled indifferently and said, "Of course I am a woman, the same sex as you."

The sentence "same sex" accentuates the pronunciation.

She spoke very harshly and not very euphemistically. In addition to the content of the speech, I turned my back to her again and couldn't help frowning. She probably couldn't see it.

"I don't know if Chenwu received my wishes at that time. I was afraid that homosexuality would make you hate me more, because I had no money. At that time, the political system was not complete, so I went to work in nightclubs , At that time, I didn’t know anything, only this would allow me to earn some money, so I bought a voice changer, and I carried it with me when I was next to you.”

"Thanks to your bad eyes..." She paused: "I didn't prepare for this sentence. I don't know if it will disgust you if it comes out of nowhere."

How long did it take her to explain to me so perfectly, she was not prepared, did she ask me to thank her?

It’s just that what she said earlier, I seem to hear clearly the whispers of those people by the river more than ten years ago (I don’t know if this distant world can be called more than ten years ago).

Sure enough, she asked a question and said, "Do you still remember the riverside where I saved you?"

I remember, of course I do.

"This is simply a great encounter, allowing me to meet you as a 'benefactor'."

"Time caught me off guard, and I got you very quickly. The plan I started when I was a child was finally implemented. That day, I didn't want you to leave because of my negligence. I didn't expect you to hate me so much. I will give you everything you want , I will accompany you wherever you are going.

I can't find you. When I heard that you were slandered, I was crazy and at a loss. I wanted to find that person, but I was afraid that I couldn't beat him (her), so I just let it go, so I was crazy and planned again. one thing. "

plan?Is it all because of her?I thought.

"I said anonymously that you made a big mistake, you killed someone, you killed me."

I squinted and looked at her quietly.

"Of course, you hadn't entered the game at that time, because of my greater slander, you..."

She sighed, and after talking so much, she presumably wanted to take a breather, and soon, she heard her say again: "I cheated, asked many people, and thought about it carefully... After that, I died."

"The way of 'killing him' is very uncomfortable. Compared with you, I am very tired..."

This is what she called "hard work"?

"Calculated the time, calculated the location, calculated the insider, calculated every moment, every drop of blood, calculated my freezing time, calculated Well, if I will die suddenly after I go down with a knife, I have calculated the size of your fingerprint, the possibility of your entry into the game, the sharing in the interpersonal circle, and whether someone will save you... When everything is settled, I will die too."

"It's also thanks to no one withdrawing the lawsuit for you, otherwise, all this would have been in vain."

"It's even more fortunate that no one found out that you are blind, otherwise, it would be in vain."

When she said this, she suddenly changed the matter.

It finally returned to the problem itself.

"I still remember that day when I was wearing a voice changer and walking on the street chatting with you. Although it was very close to the river, as a beautiful scenery, there were still many people. I hope those people's words about me can be covered by you, no Let me show my true face as soon as possible, maybe God has mercy on me and didn't let you hear me—after all, I see you don't have much expression." She said alone, without giving me time to answer.

"Let's talk about that one with you. Seeing your expression, I can't bear to talk about it anymore."

I don't know my expression, maybe it's ugly, maybe there's no expression, it's just made up by her - so I turned to her when I heard it.

It is also worthy of what she said "good-looking", she lost her youthful youthfulness and became mature.

The thick and thin false eyebrows can be beautiful without makeup. The phoenix eyes are not too big or small. They are very tall, clean and beautiful, and the eyeballs still shine with a light that makes me relax. Maybe they live abroad, and the bridge of the nose is a bit high. It happens to be able to highlight her nobility, her orange lips are so beautiful that even I am envious, her face is very white, spiritually white.

This reminds me of why she was so low-key at the airport.

It wasn't until she opened her lips and said something that I was relieved, "It's just that I don't know what to say, and I have nothing to say. Sure enough, I met in person, and I can decide what to say when there are some things."

So those few words just now are not in the scope of the plan?I thought.

"I have been wandering in this world as a ghost for hundreds of years. You are reborn. If you use today's words, it can be regarded as time travel. You use your own body, but when will you have a life..."

"Is there any difference?" It means what is the difference between rebirth and time travel.I am sure she will understand.

She froze for a moment, as if she hadn't considered this sudden and inexplicable question, but she quickly gave the answer: "I don't know, no matter what it is, my wish has come true, but the process is not over yet."

She continued: "I have been aimless for hundreds of years. I can't feel the slightest breath of you. Before I met Lingdie, who can see you, I didn't have any thoughts. I was a lonely soul. Ghost, until that day, when she met you and gradually had your existence, everything in me instantly seemed to be remembered before death, as if I was running... and indeed I was running, arrived at the destination, and observed you .”

"I think the butterfly that suddenly appeared is the appearance of my soul!" She was a little overwhelmed and excited.

I remember this. I vaguely asked Lingdie at that time, and she said she didn't see it, so she passed by.

"I can actually find a substitute, but I still can't see you after I try. I have looked for you, but the feeling at home is lost, so when she died, I came to her body with almost no thought. , which made another her—me who will never have a name.”

"At that time, none of the top hospitals here could save her. At that time, I obtained her memory. Her mother looked at her who had died and was about to be sent to the mortuary. She woke up suddenly. The mother who loved her deeply cried Yes, I looked at the scene and covered her mouth. This mother didn't even have any doubts.

I said to her: "Find someone to cremate me first, and then I have to hide everything after that." She agreed without saying a word, and kept saying, "Dieer, it's fine if you wake up, just wake up"... ...I know, I can't hit her yet, so I can only endure it.

Until one day, I told her 'Your feather butterfly is dead, I'm just her substitute', what I didn't expect was that the girl who loves her deeply, although she was surprised that she didn't see me for a few days, on the contrary As time passed, it got better for me and now I understand.Of course, I don't recognize her, I've already confessed, so I can't think about her. "

"I don't remember the day when I told her that I wanted to study abroad, and she naturally agreed. I went abroad and used your name, and no one knew you anyway.

I studied hard there. In 11 years, I only knew two languages. The people there saw me as a foreigner and treated me neither too well nor too badly. I lived a fulfilling life and gradually had my own life. Minority forces──These things are actually of no use to you, they just want to tell you and only you. "

She smiled at me with doting eyes again, it was difficult for me to give her an expression, I just smiled politely, seeing me like this, the other party understood and said: "It's okay, Chen Wu can not answer, what I want to say, I will also say almost."

However, she came to the deep memory again, "But even if I have worked hard for more than ten years, I can't beat you who worked harder. When I was young, my brain was not very flexible, with delay and slow reception ability, that is, The above-mentioned 'slow neurological acceptance' is probably because of this, leaving sequelae in a brand new body."

"Speaking of which, without your friends, I don't know how to contact you. I want to surprise you, but I dare not. I can only search by manpower. I can't fly around like you. Then At that time, I was a soul, not just an invisible and intangible body, otherwise I would leave her body and go directly to find you."

The last sentence sounded a bit playful and angry, but I ignored her.

After digesting these, I suddenly thought of a question──Although there are many questions now, I asked her: "How do you know my friends?"

She sat up and stretched out comfortably when she was tired from lying down, and Jian Xiao's long-lost words came: "I don't think it's hard not to find such a smart person."

After she finished speaking, she didn't look at me, but stood up, and said to me with a look of distraction: "It should be finished, I hope you can have a good time with them, that little chef and his sister I also After clearing it, they are all good people, much better than me."

"I wish you a happy life." After finishing speaking, he stopped when he was walking, remembered something, turned around, squinted his eyes and smiled, "If you want to keep me, then forget it, I'm just going back with the excuse of seeing 'mother' This beautiful hometown."

"By the way," her smile deepened, "We actually met each other when we were 12... Do you remember?

I designed this house for you. Back then, we lived together for four months. I never forgot every moment. "

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The sun hangs obliquely above, and the sun spreads lazily on everything. I stared at the path where there were no traces of people, and slowly stood up.

Slowly, I smiled at the uninhabited road ahead.

The memory is just like what she said, the lost memory has returned to a leaky gap in me. In terms of language, this is the hypnotized memory. How much effort did she use to make me lose it?Or, because it is her particularly important memory, it is deeply erased from my mind?

"In this world, who is it that disappeared..."

I muttered.

Just glanced at the time casually, and noticed this watch after wearing it for so many years (it's not that I haven't observed it, it's just that everything seems to show), she bought it for me, because it is very important to me .

At that time, I didn't wear it for various reasons—it must have been made by him himself.

The sky-blue watch ring is engraved with small golden stars, the hands are perfectly made, and the numbers are clearly printed on it. On the edge of the silver dial, a few words that are barely visible engraved clearly...

──Forget it, I won’t say it.

as a password.

I also know that this dress not only has cherry blossoms on it, but also clouds that are about to disperse, scattered all over the dress, blue, very beautiful.

I smile.

Hmm... As for the wind chime, it must have come with her strong "resentment". The sound of this kind of thing was so clear that it scared me into her arms the first time I heard it.

She will cherish it so much.

The wind circulates every day, and I don’t know how many times it touches the flowers, plants and trees. The flowers are happy, the leaves are laughing, and the water in the distance is laughing. It seems that everything is frozen at this moment.

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Another sunny day.

Five people gathered at my house, Wuchang tried several times in the new kitchen, and found that both the water quality and the environment are very clean and tidy, and the residue from washing does not know where to go, and there are kitchen utensils, which makes me As a young and middle-aged man, he is like a rambunctious dog, always relying on me to stay here every meal.

The good thing is, I don't have to look for something to eat either.

The worst thing is, the house is getting more and more noisy.

Many things were displayed during that day, including electronic products. As a result, those things of Ruyi and Chaoyang were also moved over, and those musical instruments were occasionally taken out for "playing".

In Taoyuan World, Yu Lai is normal.

I didn't tell anyone about her and I, so I lived like this, which was fine.

After the man left, several people asked me if Lingdie had come back. I said I was, but I was busy with work and it might take a long time to come.

They didn't doubt it at that time, but when they came into the house, they were more surprised than me...Although this is certain, they asked me what happened, why there are so many things, daily necessities are available, this must be you Steal it!

They also said that there are even voice changers and so on, so it can't be so boring!

My answer is just a smile, which means a lot.

It was still such a day, and an unexpected visitor came to visit.

At that time, the sun was just right, and there seemed to be a halo. She came down from the tree and caressed the kitten who was sleeping soundly in her arms. The shadow of the tree set off her body so that she was very cherished.

The man said: "Hello everyone, my name is Lingdie, Ling of Lingyu, and butterfly of Butterfly, it's the first time we meet, please take care of me!"

"The Complete Book · Finale"