I fell in love with someone worthy of love, but unfortunately I realized it too late.

When I suddenly realized, the day of parting from life and death.

If there is an afterlife...

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A cup of poisoned wine and a piece of white silk, this is Chengying's final destination.

The poisonous wine and the white silk were delivered by Fuquan himself, and he put down his things and left without leaving a word.

Chengying looked at the poisonous wine and Bai Ling in front of him, but did not move for a long time.He wasn't afraid of death, he had already predicted his end when his master passed away, he just regretted that he didn't meet Zhao Zhen earlier, and that he made an irreparable mistake before the two met.

From trial to judgment, Chengying stayed in prison for more than half a year. Although he was not free, he did not suffer much.

During this time in prison, everyone who was close to him came to see him for the last time. Only the person he wanted to see the most never came, never once... Therefore, Chengying is not afraid of death, but has some secret expectations.

It's the last time, he should come, he should see me off, he should see me for the last time, right?

Quiet cell, closed space, no one to disturb, time is endless, Chengying will be in a daze every day, recalling the memories related to Zhao Zhen over and over again.Has he grown taller, has his appearance changed, gained weight or lost weight?When will he come, and what eyes will he look at me when he comes?Will he be sad, will he cry for me?Will he say something to me, or say nothing and just look at me?

If he can see him again, if he can die under his gaze, Chengying will have no regrets in his life.

So Chengying waited, waited, waited... from sunrise to sunset, from sunset to dawn, waited all day and night, but never found the person he wanted to see.Chengying thought bitterly: Maybe he's tired of me for a long time, the only kindness is to let me kill myself...

Chengying chose the glass of poisoned wine, toasted, and drank it down.

I heard that people will go to hell after death. I don't know if we can see each other again before drinking Mengpo soup...

*****

Chengying never expected that death is not the end.

When he woke up again, he was lying on the bed in the inn? !

This is an ordinary inn, the sound insulation effect is not very good, Chengying can clearly hear the cries outside the window.

It is probably early morning now, the light in the house is dim, the worn-out bed curtain is half-covered, and the bedding has long since been washed white.Cheng Ying had just experienced life and death, and was in an unfamiliar environment, her mind was still a little confused, thinking that she was dreaming, and fell asleep again in a daze.

I don't know how long it took, Chengying suddenly woke up——I'm not dead?

Cheng Ying stood up and saw the bundle beside the pillow at first sight.Opening the bag, there are several changes of clothes inside. The material is very ordinary, but the needlework is the craftsmanship of the embroiderer in the palace.There is also a thick stack of bank notes, which is enough for Chengying to live in peace for a lifetime.

At the bottom is a Yangzhou household registration - Wang You.

Chengying looked up and found a short sword and a pig's head mask on the table...

Cheng Ying was stunned for a long while, and suddenly her eyes were blurred, her heart was so sore that she couldn't wipe away her tears.

No wonder, no wonder he didn't come to see him off...

Wang You, Wangyou...

Chengying smiled bitterly: You're so cunning, you didn't stop driving me away, and you made me difficult again.

I use the money you gave me, wear the clothes you gave me, wear the mask you gave me, and carry the memories you gave me...

Where do you want me to go?How did you let me forget you?

I can't forget you, how can I forget my worries...

*****

Zhao Zhen once said: "If you gain something, you will lose it. If you give up, you will gain. Although I am rich in the world, I have no freedom. I only hope that my descendants will succeed in the future, so that I can abdicate as soon as possible. Don't wait until the beard and hair are all white and it is inconvenient to walk. Only then can you have the opportunity to visit the great rivers and mountains.” He said to Chengying, “If you are free, just walk with me, your martial arts are better than mine, and when I get old and can’t walk anymore, you can still wear it behind my back. Mountains and mountains..."

For these words, Chengying chose to wander.

Chengying took the money Zhao Zhen gave him, wore clothes made by Zhao Zhen, took the Chengying sword that Zhao Zhen left him, and carried a pig's head mask in his arms, and embarked on a journey alone.He has been to the water towns in the south of the Yangtze River, the desert in northern Saibei, the snow-capped mountains, forests, and the ends of the earth... Chengying traveled all over the world alone, but he dared not set foot in Bianliang, and he dared not inquire about Zhao Zhen.

Zhao Zhen is a good emperor. He led the people of the Song Dynasty to become rich and prosperous. He took it as his duty to make the country strong and the people strong. No matter the relatives of the emperor or the civil servants or military generals, no matter whether they were traffickers or pawns or poor peasants and rich businessmen, they all worshiped Zhao Zhen as a god. , all looking forward to Zhao Zhen's long life.

Every time someone mentioned Zhao Zhen, Cheng Ying would turn around and leave.

He was afraid, afraid of hearing the news that Zhao Zhen had married a wife and had children, and even more afraid that he would be driven mad by jealousy and hurt Zhao Zhen again.

Chengying couldn't understand many of Zhao Zhen's thoughts.But Cheng Ying kept everything that Zhao Zhen said firmly in his heart. He remembered that Zhao Zhen once laughed at himself, "As long as I give an order, what kind of woman can't get it, and the three thousand women in the harem are all because I am" I've just gathered here...I'm not belittling them by saying this, I'm just pitying myself...I've got enough, some things are destined to be hard to get."

At that time, Cheng Ying was just a young boy with no air, and he was still ignorant. He couldn't understand the true meaning of Zhao Zhen's words, so he just said in a strange way: "Maybe there is a person who doesn't care about fame and fortune, who has no desires and no desires. You are not the emperor, but I like you."

Zhao Zhen just smiled: "If there is such a person, I will definitely stay away from him."

Zhao Zhen said, "I'm not good enough for him."

Every time thinking of Zhao Zhen's expression when he said this, Cheng Ying felt heartache.

When Chengying's first identity was leaked, Zhao Zhen probably had a premonition and persuaded Chengying to leave more than once.Zhao Zhen said: "You have too little experience now, so you will be willing to stay by my side. When you have read a thousand sails, when you have seen the outside world, and when you have tried the feeling of freedom, you will not be reluctant to part and never forget. It's..."

At that time, Chengying couldn't refute, but now she has some insights.

——Even if I read all the beautiful scenery in the world, I just want to go back to you.

Over the years, Chengying traveled all over the world, made many friends, and had many admirers.It's just that every time I dream back at midnight or wake up from alcohol, there is only one person I care about most.When you meet the right person at the wrong time, your heart is filled, and you can no longer accommodate others.

Chengying has been evading, how many times she walked outside Bianliang City, looking in the direction of the imperial palace from a distance, but she never dared to take a step beyond the thunder.More than ten years have passed, time has not only failed to dilute the longing, but engraved Zhao Zhen's every frown and smile in my heart, which became clearer and clearer, and I will never forget it.

In his thirties, Chengying died of illness, and he still couldn't forget it before he died.

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Chengying was close to death for the second time, but she still didn't die...

Waking up again, Chengying was reincarnated into a strange world, to be exact, the world after a thousand years.

Chengying likes this new world, because there are shadows of Zhao Zhen everywhere.Zhao Zhen's whimsical ideas, Zhao Zhen's mantra, Zhao Zhen's obsession with mobile phones and computers, and the doubts that have plagued Chengying all his life, finally found the answer.

It turns out that the master and Zhao Zhen are both "travelers", they traveled through time and space, and entered the Song Dynasty in the story.The difference is that the two people are like two extreme opposing existences. The master brought destruction to Song Dynasty, but Zhao Zhen brought new life to Song Dynasty.

Fortunately, Zhao Zhen won.

The whole world is full of Zhao Zhen's shadow, but there is no Zhao Zhen himself. After the novelty is over, Cheng Ying starts to miss Zhao Zhen again.

In order to make up for the regret of not seeing her parents in her previous life, Chengying has been a [children of other people’s family] since she was a child. She has participated in various competitions and won various awards. Ken got married and had children, which made his parents very troubled.

Same-sex marriages are allowed in this era, and same-sex couples enjoy the same rights as heterosexual couples.Chengying's parents are very open, no matter whether the son will be with a woman or a man in the future, even if the son marries himself, Chengying's parents have no objection.

But Chengying has memories of two lifetimes after all, and he is a stubborn donkey. When he is sure about something, he will not look back when he hits the south wall, and he will not cry when he sees the coffin.The parents were really pressing too hard, Chengying adopted a boy to divert their parents' attention.

Anyway, if you wear out your mouth, I will say three words-not to get married!

As the first and only person Chengying has ever loved, Zhao Zhen's view of love has a profound influence on him.

For example, Ning Que Wu Lan...

Chengying doesn't want to get married, but Chengying's parents can't bear to see their son alone, and arrange blind dates every now and then.Relying on her paralyzed face + taciturn innate skills, Chengying scares away countless blind daters, and occasionally has a unique taste, but she can't pry Chengying's clam shell.

On this day, Chengying was escorted to the blind date by her parents again.

It was still early, and the other party hadn't arrived yet, so Chengying ordered a cup of coffee and waited slowly.The watch on the wrist turned to the last lap, and the blind date walked slowly towards the time. Judging by the lukewarm energy, the other party is probably not happy, and I hope we can get together and break up.

Chengying was very gentlemanly, stood up, opened the seat, and asked the blind date to sit down.

The man didn't sit down.

The unknown man smiled slightly, opened the seat on the other side not to be outdone, and said to Cheng Ying, "Please sit down."

Chengying didn't sit down either.

One person supported a chair, and the two began to compete, neither of them willing to show weakness.

Looking at each other for a moment, Cheng Ying was stunned for a moment, feeling that the unknown man looked familiar?The unknown man also frowned, his elegant smile froze, and he looked at Chengying strangely, "You..." He only said one word, and the unknown man quickly shut up and walked away without looking back.

Chengying looked at his back, feeling more and more disobedient.

Where have you seen it?This face, this tone of voice, this walking posture, this little habit of stomping when angry...

Boom, boom, boom, Chengying heard the sound of her own heartbeat, her mind was buzzing, she rushed out without thinking, and chased all the way to the garage before catching up with the unknown man.The unknown man just opened the car door, unprepared, was hugged by Chengying, and pressed tightly on the seat.

The unknown man was anxious, "Let go! I'm calling security!"

Chengying's palms were sweating nervously, "Name, tell me your name!"

The unknown man raised his eyebrows, "Mr. Wang You, you don't even know my name, so you came on a blind date?"

"Zhao Zhen..." Is that you?

Chengying's voice was very soft, with a kind of pleading cautiously, as if afraid of waking up this beautiful dream, and afraid that it was all just a dream.The unknown man froze for a moment, puffed his cheeks indignantly, and looked away awkwardly, not looking at Chengying's trembling expression.

"Presumptuous, who allowed you to call me by my first name!"

"It's really you."

The unknown man kicked Chengying, "Give me an honorific!"

"It's really you."

"You're never finished! Mother-in-law and mother are so annoying...uh..." The complaint was blocked back.

Chengying pressed Zhao Zhen on the seat and kissed, Zhao Zhen refused to cooperate at all, twisted and twisted, struggled and struggled, but couldn't shake Chengying's arm.He opened his mouth to curse, but Chengying took advantage of it and entered. Zhao Zhen was completely blown away, and beat Chengying's shoulder hard.

Such a little attack power is almost like beating his back to Chengying. Instead of calming Chengying down, it aroused Chengying's potential wolf nature, and even his blood began to boil.Chengying trapped Zhao Zhen with both hands, with irresistible tenderness and strength, Zhao Zhen moaned softly, like a little beast falling into the mouth of a wolf.

The two of them were physically entangled, and Cheng Ying could easily feel Zhao Zhen's dissatisfaction and depression, as well as the frustration of losing power.Zhao Zhen's breathing became heavier and heavier, but his resistance weakened, probably because his strength was exhausted.Despite this, Zhao Zhen is still struggling softly, don't give up even if he dies!

After a long kiss, Chengying clings to Zhao Zhen with infinite nostalgia, the excitement gradually calms down, but the joy in his heart cannot be calmed down.Chengying put one arm around Zhao Zhen's waist to prevent him from slipping down, and the other hand comforted his back to calm the anger of the little animal—commonly known as Shunmao.

Just as Zhao Zhen regained some strength, he hammered Chengying twice, and it was exhausted again...

Chengying was happy to be hit by him, and didn't hide.

Let him hit you twice, it's good to vent your anger, but don't make yourself angry.

Chengying kissed Zhao Zhen's hair, her voice was low and joyful, "I miss you so much..."

Zhao Zhen kicked him angrily, "Let go! I haven't forgiven you for what happened in my previous life!"

Chengying smiled slightly, "What in the previous life, this is the first time we met, right? What kind of enmity? What kind of resentment?"

Zhao Xiaozhen was furious: "Don't pretend to be confused, you will kiss me the first time we meet, are you a kissing madman!"

"Is it love at first sight?"

"Fart!" Even swear words came out!

No wonder Zhao Zhen was so angry. He had waited for this man for decades in his previous life, but this heartbroken man refused to come back to see him until he died. Is this revenge for not going to the prison to see him off?Under the circumstances at that time, no one could keep Chengying, so Zhao Zhen could only arrange for him to feign death to escape. He thought that after a few years, Chengying would be able to change his face and start again, but he never thought that this guy would never return!

Bai Yutang has always had the temperament of revenge, in order to avenge Zhao Zhen's love of being a light bulb when he was a child, and destroy the two-person world between him and Zhan Zhao.After marrying Zhan Zhao, Bai Yutang brought his own cat every day to show off his affection, show off his existence, and brutally abuse single dogs in front of Zhao Zhen...

The most hateful thing is Chengying, if you say you die, you can die, why let people bring the ashes back.

Back then, Zhao Zhen was holding a jar of ashes, what a heart!It's really sweet, bitter, spicy and salty.

Zhao Xiaozhen wanted to save face very much, so he snorted coldly, "If the master hadn't stopped you, you bastard would have been beaten to ashes!"

Chengying said distressedly: "In this life, I will let you die first."

The corner of Zhao Xiaozhen's mouth twitched: "Can you speak human language!"

Cheng Ying tightly hugged the lost and recovered treasure: My master, this time you don't want to get rid of me.

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