On Uncle's Darkness

Qin Zhan knocked on the door symbolically, then pushed the door open and entered.

I didn't expect to see such a gorgeous and nosebleed picture when I first started,

Su Yao slept all night and his clothes were disheveled. Although he didn't change his pajamas last night to control himself, it was because his clothes were more comfortable and loose.Unexpectedly, Su Yao's sleeping posture was too bad, so he undid some of the top buttons in a daze.A large piece of white, tender and delicate skin was half exposed, with a delicate collarbone, Su Yao silently seduced him with the confused and innocent eyes that just woke up, and then,

Qin Zhan swallowed, oh, of course there is no trace.

Then there is no more then.

Qin Zhan frowned calmly, walked over to fasten the buttons for him lightly, and said to him, "Be careful next time."

Su Yao was dumbfounded, hey, uncle hates me, why are you still so close to me? Why?

So the cute star nodded slightly with his usual cute expression, and then began to think about the meaning of "be careful next time".

Qin Strategy nodded slightly, then walked to the door of the bedroom, looked back at Su Yao, and said in a low voice, "Eat."

Tens of thousands of muddy horses galloped past in Qin Zhan's mind. Would Su Yao show others like this?He doesn't seem to have slept with anyone else, ah no, when I went to a picnic when I was four years old...

Su Yao said "oh", and started to go to the bathroom to wash up and plan to have breakfast. The meal made by my uncle has not been eaten for a long time, so I think about it, it is so delicious~

When Su Yao arrived at the dinner table, Qin Zhan seemed to be distracted and thinking about something, but when he saw him coming, he was taken aback for a moment, and quickly returned to his senses.

Then he ate without saying a word.

Su Yao was puzzled, but still moved the chair and sat down to eat with chopsticks.

Silent for a long time.

In the end, it was Su Yao who couldn't bear the silence, and this silence was as disturbing as a confession of crime to him.

"Uncle, I...well, what happened to you yesterday?"

Qin Zhan looked up at him, with a hint of coldness in his eyes, and then he hid it well, and said, "It's nothing, my stomach hurts suddenly."

Su Yao nodded, believing Qin Zhan's words without a doubt.

Then there was still suffocating silence.

Qin Zhan quickly finished eating, put down his chopsticks, and wiped his mouth with a gentle napkin.Then without a trace of nostalgia, carrying a briefcase and going to work.

Su Yao was really stunned when he heard the "bang" closing the door, thinking: "Why is my uncle closing the door louder today than yesterday."

Rubbing his hair, he was dazed again,

"From yesterday to now, Uncle, it seems that he hasn't rubbed my hair...he said he would rub my hair every day." Thinking of this, he couldn't help but feel a little sad, then shook his head and continued to eat.

Rubbing her stomach sadly, Su Yao felt that she had lost weight again, and suddenly remembered a line of poetry,

The belt gradually widened and he didn't regret it.

Su Yao thought about Qin Zhan and shook his head slowly.

It suddenly occurred to me that Shouyin didn't know if he had done it before. After breakfast, he forced himself to drink a glass of milk. It is said that he could grow taller this way.

Thinking of this, Su Yao is worried, he is only [-] now!However, my uncle is all one... ah, there is a difference of twenty centimeters!

How can I be worthy of my uncle like this, will it be embarrassing to be taken out by my uncle in the future...［＝＝］

Going upstairs to his bedroom to turn on the computer, seeing a lot of messages from director Xiaohong, Su Yao opened the dialog box and began to read one by one.

There is a director named Xiaohong in the circle

Great Suyao, your hearing is a bit unsatisfactory~

Suyao, are you not there?

Great! ?

Pfft, big, I was wrong.

Your voice is so good, it's over~~~

Big [Star Eyes]

Don't forget my goodness. . .

Su Yao was confused, and started typing to reply,

Suyao

?What do you mean, Xiaohong, what's wrong with you?

There is a director named Xiaohong in the circle

No no no!

That is, your voice will pass in the future~

a ha ha ha. . .

Su Yao was in a daze, why did he feel a little confused?

Suyao

Oh……

There is a director named Xiaohong in the circle

Da Da, there is a drama, you will accept it as the main character, can you accept it?

Ah, don't reply!

Su Yao's hand that was about to type stopped.

There is a director named Xiaohong in the circle

Da Da, this show is simply amazing, you know that!I have to pick it up, I have to pick it up!Okay, that's it, I sent you the script.

Su Yao was confused by this series of words, and then began to type slowly,

Suyao

Uh, if it's good, I can still take it, I'll see the script.

There is a director named Xiaohong in the circle

Ahhh good! (*^◎^*) Thank you very much.

Su Yao has a black wire, but he just said that he can pick it up if it's good, but it's not a promise.

After clicking on the script, Su Yao began to read it carefully.

An hour later, I returned to Xiaohong,

Suyao

Great screenplay!

I take it.

There is a director named Xiaohong in the circle

Thank you very much!I will never forget your great kindness and virtue...

Then there was the full screen of "嘤嘤嘤", Su Yao couldn't help but wonder if the child was stimulated. [That's right. ]

The script Xiaohong gave was really good, he was very moved after reading it, and, in fact, the main reason was...

This story is very similar to the story of him and his uncle.

Gong accompanied Shou for a long time, and later confessed to him successfully.

Simply not cruel.

But maybe, my love ended without a problem like this, my uncle will find someone to be with, even if he hasn't met that person yet, he will always meet.

He...has dragged on as a child for a long time, so he must be sorry for my uncle...

Hoping for something like this, but, incest...

Uncle will definitely hate himself, maybe he will look at himself with strange eyes like others, and maybe he will say: "You are so disgusting, how could it be my Yao, get out of here! I don't want to see you again."

Thinking of such a scene, Su Yao felt like crying.

For his uncle, silence might be a good choice. He might also find a girl to marry and have a child with. After all, Qin Zhan is his uncle.You must want him to live a "happy" married life.

But even if you marry someone else, you still can't forget my uncle.

Maybe Qin Zhan is a poison, there is no antidote, and it has grown deep in his body for a lifetime.

Su Yao shook his head and didn't want to think about it anymore. Actually, it's nothing.

But what can be used to explain the teardrops falling in clusters?

Maybe liking is his own thing, if uncle likes him, then they will be together.

But if my uncle doesn't like him, then he can only,

Continue to like him.

From childhood to adulthood, my uncle taught him a lot, and the two of us spent many different years, but why, Qin Zhan didn't teach him how to forget someone...

Su Yao read the script again, and then accidentally cried for a long time, thinking that his uncle was not there, so he burst into tears, pouring out all his emotions.

Qin Zhan opened the door with the key and heard Su Yao's cry, his heart twitched suddenly, as if a piece had been forcibly pulled off, bloody and bloody.

He ran over quickly, opened the door, and saw Su Yao suddenly raised his teary eyes and looked at him.

Just like a lost deer, those eyes are so pure.

What right does he have to destroy him?

Qin Zhan stepped forward to pick him up, hugged him, and said something like "Don't cry, baby."

Su Yao wanted to cry even more when he heard that Qin Zhan hadn't had a gentle comforting voice for a long time.

Qin Zhan frowned, continued to pat Su Yao's back lightly, leaned forward and kissed his cheek, then gradually moved down, the corner of his lips touched his head very lightly, saying one sentence in his mouth coaxing.

Su Yao's eyes were blurred with tears, but the sound of crying became more and more intense. He didn't know what he was thinking of, but his bright eyes were full of happiness.

When Qin Zhan was 15 years old, he was a carefree young man, with idle clouds and wild cranes, just like the children of high-ranking officials and aristocrats, he was proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.

The sudden disaster seemed to break through his protective shell, allowing him to see the world completely and clearly, and also let the pain land on him completely and clearly.

It seems that the world is gloomy, and even if he sees a delicate and charming rose, he can't wait to pick it off, destroying its beauty, and making him as down and out as himself.

Kicked out of the house, like a drowned rat, Qin Zhan's youthful dignity could not bear the abuse and ridicule, and he wanted to kill himself for a while.

But from the moment he saw his newborn nephew, the world seemed to have a touch of vivid color, right in front of his eyes, ready to touch.

Right by his side, always his person.

Qin Zhan picked up the baby carefully, and was taught by the nurse to correct the wrong way of holding the baby with a smile. He was stunned for a moment, he had never held a baby before.

Then he gave the nurse a polite smile, ignoring her shy expression.He just greedily looked at his little nephew, sucking in the clean and refreshing breath from his body, which seemed to still smell of milk, which was delicious.

He couldn't help but hugged the baby in his arms tightly, and he didn't let go until he waved his fleshy little hands in protest.

Looking at his little nephew's big eyes that were as clear as water, Qin Zhan smiled, from the heart.

Qin Zhan was really a young man, and he really didn't know how to take care of children, so he took the money he had saved before. His parents' bank had been frozen, and the two went bankrupt for no reason, and both committed suicide.The elder brother was in an accident in a car accident, and the elder sister also died of hemorrhage and dystocia when giving birth to the younger nephew.

It was really difficult for a young man to accept and endure, but Qin Zhan took it over silently. He always believed that there was a reason for the death of his relatives, and someone framed him.

Over time, friends and relatives who seemed to be close in the past disappeared. He went to visit one by one, but he was either blocked from the door, or heard them say helplessly: "Sorry, I can't help..."

Qin Zhan felt that there was no way to ask for help, so he started to invest on his own. With the previous pocket money, he rented a very cheap house without a bathing system. However, for a better life in the future, Qin Zhan could only wrong his little nephew.

Every time he used the bathtub to adjust the water temperature carefully, and carried Xiao Suyao to take a bath.Scrub his body carefully, even though his waist is sore and his legs hurt, he still feels an inexplicable happiness.

Looking at Su Yao's innocent smile, Qin Zhan decided to give his little nephew a good life and make him the happiest child in the world.

Qin Zhan doesn't know how to coax children, and whenever Su Yao cries, he is worried and doesn't know what to do. It's really a joyful thing to see a big man wandering back and forth in a small house, sighing.

Once Su Yao cried out of nowhere, and Qin Zhan, who had just returned from work, ran over immediately, seeing Su Yao's snot and tears, and hurriedly found paper to wipe him.

While Su Yao was sobbing, he still didn't forget to call out "Hold", Qin Zhan quickly picked up the little baby, not too dirty, kissed the little cheeks and lips, and rubbed the hair.

Su Yao just laughed "hehe", trying repeatedly.

Since then, kissing cheeks, lips, and rubbing hair have become Qin Zhan's habit, but now, only the habit of rubbing hair remains, and kissing lips and cheeks is just a way to resolve lovesickness in the dark.

The most heart-wrenching thing is that you are right next to me, in front of my eyes, but I can't kiss you openly.

The darkness of more than ten years has been corroded step by step by loneliness.

Time flies too fast, and the crying doll has become the Pian Pianjia today.

Although Qin Zhan was proud, he also felt melancholy. This kind of youthful girlishness lasted for more than ten years.

When Yao grows up, he will definitely leave. What if he doesn't want to be an old man like himself?

Yes, although Qin Zhan looks tough on the surface, in fact... he is also a tsundere with a soft heart and a girlish glass heart~

Qin Zhan began to become sensitive.

Su Yao's words, he can think for a month.

But from the beginning to the end, Qin Zhan never thought of giving up, and what he wanted never changed.

Su Yao is his, and it can only be his,

Anyone can do anything except him, but Su Yao, he can't give up in his whole life.

He Su Yao, in this world, one is for happiness, and the other is for Qin Zhan.

The author has something to say: Ah, Qin Zhan’s past will be written in detail later, in short, it’s a black-bellied, arrogant and domineering attack~ If you are stunned (⊙v⊙), don’t carelessly save it and leave it in the comments~ I will write it better(*?)?*)