Simple addition of male gods and male gods

The street lights illuminate the night, and the light seems to divide the light and darkness into two distinct worlds.

This world is really strange, Zeng Qi sat on the chair, this idea flashed in his mind.

He didn't drink any more, he was easy to get drunk with a light drinker capacity, and the quality of the wine was very poor, he was worried that if he drank again and again, he would get drunk immediately, and he might not be able to control himself to speak ill at Cheng Yuexi.

Zeng Qi tried his best to control the bad thoughts in his mind, and asked, "Yuexi, are you gay?"

His tone was very calm. When he said this sentence, many specious things that Cheng Yuexi had said before entered Zeng Qi's mind again at this time, and Zeng Qi understood the deep meaning.

There are several bookstores opposite the school gate of their high school. A lot of boys and girls in the class have long been instilled in the concept of "love has nothing to do with gender" through various books and comics in these bookstores.At that time, there were girls in the class who said that Zeng Qi and Cheng Yuexi were "good gay friends". The two returned to S City from the capital to attend a class reunion during the winter vacation last semester. The girls' enthusiasm for homosexual topics once made Zeng Qi feel weird and didn't understand them. As a girl, why are you so keen on the topic of love between boys.

Zeng Qi asked very puzzled at the time: "Why do you girls like to watch two boys fall in love? Isn't it strange?"

A girl said: "Because the love between 'boys' is more like real love."

Zeng Qi almost spit water out of his mouth on the spot, "There's no such reason."

The girl said: "Why is there no such reason, you are a boy, what do you know?"

Zeng Qi was speechless, "It's not that you said that the love between boys is the real love. How come I turned around and turned into a boy, and I don't understand anything."

Zeng Qi never talked much, but when he suddenly spoke such a long sentence, even Cheng Yuexi, who was sitting on the side, gave him a surprised look.

The girl said: "Because in the final analysis, China is a patriarchal society. You enjoy a bunch of invisible advantages in society. How can you tell? Among those who are in love, as long as one is marked as a man and the other is a woman, it makes me feel that this is not right. Fair, do you understand? Because as long as this is the case, there will be a bunch of social topics about marriage, marriage, and children. I have seen enough of my parents. I still want to see men and women. Books of love? You know?"

Zeng Qi was robbed a lot, and realized that the other party was insinuating himself, and immediately felt boring, but at least he stroked the other party's logic, thinking that this person actually went to learn mathematics and skipped so many steps How to solve the problem, the teacher must be so understanding to understand what she means.

Zeng Qi said: "Then watch whatever you want, but don't call me and Cheng Yuexi good friends."

The other party probably felt that Zeng Qi felt too good about himself, so he turned his head and said to Cheng Yuexi, "It's not easy to have a friend like Zeng Qi for such a rigid person."

Cheng Yuexi said: "Since Zeng Qi cares, it's really not good to say that."

The other party said in embarrassment: "It's just a description of the relationship."

Cheng Yuexi nodded, "That's right, but Zeng Qi really minds."

The other party turned to look at Zeng Qi, "Why do you mind so much, don't you have 300 taels of silver here?"

Zeng Qi didn't think he could beat most of the girls in the class on this kind of topic, but of course he had a clear conscience and said, "You said that if you don't have three hundred taels of silver here, then you don't have three hundred taels of silver here? Don't you have the right to ask others not to say that about me and Cheng Yuexi?"

The girl said: "Cheng Yuexi doesn't care."

Zeng Qi turned to look at Cheng Yuexi, Cheng Yuexi looked helpless, "Can you stop discussing such things."

Zeng Qi was resolute and said: "Cheng Yuexi and I are good friends, just good friends, don't use the word "good friends". There is no need for him and me to maintain such a title in order to satisfy the ideas of you rotten girls."

Knowing that Zeng Qi could not swallow his anger for the sake of someone's face, although the girl was embarrassed, she had no choice but to agree to his request.

Cheng Yuexi pulled La Zengqi and said, "It's just a joke, you are really angry."

Zeng Qi said, "I don't like this joke."

Cheng Yuexi said, "Oh, let's do it."

Zeng Qi asked: "Do you really think it's okay? If you think it's okay, there's no need to endure it for their sake."

Cheng Yuexi looked at him with bright eyes and said, "Oh, I really don't care."

Zeng Qi asked: "Why, you are not angry when people think of homosexuality."

Cheng Yuexi looked at him and said, "It's a trivial matter, don't worry about it."

Zeng Qi had no choice but to shut up, because he felt that if he cared any more, it seemed so petty.

When the two went home together that day, Cheng Yuexi asked Zeng Qi: "Do you care about homosexuality so much?"

The two have a close relationship, almost talking about everything, Zeng Qi said: "No."

Cheng Yuexi said: "Then you reacted so strongly that you even quarreled with Pan Ling."

Zeng Qi said: "It's just that I don't like her attitude. I don't have any views on homosexuality, just do whatever you want, and it's none of my business."

Cheng Yuexi said "Oh", as if he was about to say something, and finally he didn't speak again along the way.

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Cheng Yuexi was stopped by Zeng Qi's question "Are you gay?" It's because of Zeng Qi's nature, or the environment in which he lived since he was a child made him more straightforward, or because he is still young, and after getting in touch with more things and people, he will change.

Since Zeng Qi asked so straightforwardly, Cheng Yuexi also understood that Zeng Qi's character is straightforward, he was still young and he was a little hesitant about his own sexuality, so when he was asked such a question, he had no choice but to bluntly say: "Well, that's right. "

After he finished speaking, he thought that Zeng Qi would reveal some views on homosexuality, but he didn't expect Zeng Qi to say directly: "Then..."

Cheng Yuexi was puzzled: "What?"

Zeng Qi hesitated to speak, but finally asked: "We have such a good relationship, why didn't you fall in love with me?"

If Pan Ling was present, she might immediately laugh at Zeng Qi: "Aren't the mirrors in your house bigger than those in other people's houses? Otherwise, your face will be completely illuminated."

But Cheng Yuexi has a good temper, and would not care so much about Zeng Qi's brain damage, he thought for a while and said: "Uh, love and friendship are different, I have always liked Brother Jing Xin, and I regard you as a good brother .”

Zeng Qi didn't figure out her mental journey, but ever since Cheng Yuexi said that she has always liked Zhao Jingxin, Zeng Qi couldn't stand it, "All this time? When was the first time? Have you been deceived by him?"

According to Zeng Qi's thinking, Cheng Yuexi probably never received paternal love since he was a child, so he found the projection of paternal love in Zhao Jingxin. If Zhao Jingxin lied to him again, at such a young age, Cheng Yuexi must have thought it was love.

Cheng Yuexi didn't hide it, and said: "Probably in the second year of high school, during the summer vacation, Brother Jing Xin asked me to play badminton or swim every day, so I understood."

"Understand what? You understand?" Zeng Qi felt that he was just like an old father, thinking that Cheng Yuexi must have been deceived.Although he has always respected Zhao Jingxin, if Zhao Jingxin deceived Cheng Yuexi, a little fool, he would also hate Zhao Jingxin because of it.

Cheng Yuexi looked at Zeng Qi helplessly, and then he felt like he was facing a child and said, "When you want to fall in love with someone, you will understand."

Zeng Qi stared at Cheng Yuexi silently for a while, then suddenly asked, "Have you guys slept together?"

"Ah?" Even Cheng Yuexi, a young and mature man, immediately blushed.

"Yes, right!" Zeng Qi was angry and told Xiaoyan. There was a lot of resentment and dissatisfaction in his chest, so he said indiscriminately, "You will destroy yourself if you do this! You just don't take responsibility for yourself, you will ruin yourself."

Cheng Yuexi couldn't understand Zeng Qi's anger at all, and he didn't feel that he was ruining himself by being with Zhao Jingxin. He thought about it and said, "You just discriminate against homosexuals, don't you?"

Zeng Qi said: "I don't discriminate. You and Zhao Jingxin are together, what good can you get? I heard from my mother that he is already preparing to go abroad and will go to the United States for graduate studies. You are only a freshman now, and you two are so far apart. , how do you know what he will do abroad, he might be with someone else behind your back?"

Cheng Yuexi frowned and said, "Brother Jing Xin is not such a person. He is very good."

Zeng Qi said sarcastically: "You must be confused by love."

Cheng Yuexi said, "I might as well not tell you."

Zeng Qi was choked immediately.

Zeng Qi originally wanted to turn around and leave, but he felt very uncomfortable, as if firecrackers were put in the pot, and they were stuffed inside and exploded randomly, as if they were going to blow him to pieces.

Zeng Qi stood up with a straight posture. The midsummer night wind blowing made him feel chilly all over. He looked at the night sky silently. The breath of the night calmed him down. Regarding the series information of Voyager 1, I thought of the original English text of "Pale Blue Dot" that I reread a few days ago.

Voyager 1 is the farthest artificial satellite launched by humans so far. On February 1990, 2, Voyager 14 looked back at the earth where it started from the distant space and took pictures of the earth and the solar system. These There is "Pale Blue Dot" in the photo.

In this photo taken 64 billion kilometers away, the Earth is suspended in the dark background, just a "pale blue dot" occupying 0.12 pixels of the entire photo.

Zeng Qi is a fan of astronomy. At this moment of emotional agitation, he turned to think about the dim blue dot. Maybe this is strange to others, but it is really normal to him.

The insignificance of human beings in terms of space and time compared to the boundless universe allows Zeng Qi to calm down quickly.

Although Cheng Yuexi was constantly splashed with cold water by Zeng Qi, he had a good temper and didn't seem to be particularly angry. He said: "Brother Jing Xin is a very good person. I confessed to him in my third year of high school, but he said I was still young." , should focus on studies, he will not accept my feelings. If I still have this idea after a few years, when I understand my feelings and thoughts, he will think about it again. I still have the original idea now, So Brother Jing Xin said yes."

Zeng Qi pursed her lips tightly, and looked at Cheng Yuexi with deep eyes, as if she was not the same person as the distraught young man just now.

Zeng Qi said, "Have you been to Shanghai recently?"

Cheng Yuexi shook his head: "No."

Zeng Qi also thinks it's unlikely, Cheng Yuexi is very poor, his parents divorced when he was young and then formed a new family, each has a few more children, although I heard that Cheng Yuexi's parents are quite successful now, It's not short of money, but they all have their own families to support, and there is really little money that can be spent on Cheng Yuexi. Now that Cheng Yuexi is an adult, his parents are a little bit hesitant about the support they give him. It is said that they gave him tuition. That's all, he has to go to work-study programs for his living expenses, and Cheng Yuexi has never had money to buy extra things. Some foreign language professional books can only be read by borrowing from Zeng Qi. How can he have extra money to travel back and forth between the capital and Shanghai.

Zeng Qi said, "Zhao Jingxin came to Beijing to look for you?"

In Zeng Qi's heart, Zhao Jingxin was older than Cheng Yuexi, so Cheng Yuexi would suffer if the two were together, because Zhao Jingxin, who had the advantage of age, also had the advantage of life experience.

Cheng Yuexi looked up at Zeng Qi. His bright eyes made Zeng Qi feel that his heart was as clear and pure as his eyes, and he was the kind to be deceived.

Cheng Yuexi pursed his lips and smiled, and said, "Yes. He came here a few days ago, and then returned directly to City S from Beijing. He has a summer vacation earlier than us."

Zeng Qi's nerves tightened, "Is he still in Beijing?"

Cheng Yuexi nodded: "Yes."

Zeng Qi: "Then why didn't you go to him?"

Cheng Yuexi said: "He lives with his classmate, and I have another exam. We met on the day he came."

"Did you go to bed that day?" Zeng Qi asked straightforwardly, without seeing him embarrassed.

Cheng Yuexi blushed and said, "Why are you staring at this matter so closely?"

Zeng Qi said, "Isn't this important?"

Cheng Yuexi: "Important is important, but I don't want to answer you, this is my privacy."

Zeng Qi thought for a while and said, "Anyway, we still have to pay attention to safety."

Both of his parents have medical backgrounds, and he is far more sensitive to infectious diseases than most.

Cheng Yuexi didn't respond, probably because he was ashamed.There is a good buddy like Zeng Qi, and telling him this kind of thing is to make trouble for himself.

The author has something to say: Chi Chi: Teacher Zeng, I think your immunity to embarrassment is much higher than ordinary people.

Zeng Qi: Teacher Nan, what's embarrassing?

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