Simple addition of male gods and male gods

Only the wall lamp was turned on in the living room, the light was warm yellow and soft, and Cheng Yuexi's expression appeared soft and tender in the light.

Zeng Qi looked at him quietly for a while, reached out and hugged him, and said softly: "I love you, Cheng Yuexi."

Words such as letting go of the past and looking forward to the future have always been meaningless to Zeng Qi, and he doesn't pay much attention to such words.

Because from birth to now, he has always had a harmonious family, loving parents, and both parents have devoted their resources to love and train him. He has a good head, and his study and work are also smooth. If he does it step by step, he can be in the forefront.

There is neither love nor money.There is neither height worry nor hairline crisis. Although the appearance is not the best, it is still pleasing to the eye.

The greatest pain he has ever experienced was watching his beloved fall in love with others, but now even this problem is gone.

To say that many people may still worry about work, Zeng Qi does not even have a problem with this. He loves work, enjoys work, and is not worried.

In this way, he can be regarded as a winner in life.

But he knew that Cheng Yuexi was not like this.

He even has a past that he wants to escape.

Zeng Qi couldn't appease Cheng Yuexi's past, he could only do his best to promise him the future.

Cheng Yuexi felt Zeng Qi's feelings for him, he patted Zeng Qi on the back, and said softly, "I know."

Zeng Qi said: "I will always be with you, like your grandma, never leave you, no matter what happens, I will be by your side, and I will leave everything to you."

Cheng Yuexi was amused by him, and was more moved. He was silent for a while, his eyebrows became more gentle, and said: "Zeng Qi, you said you thanked me, but I should actually thank you. In the past, because my parents didn't love me They care about me, they feel that I am a burden, so some of the loneliness, resentment, anger, I just think, I have to work harder, I want to do my best, I don’t need their attention, I just rely on I can be good enough myself, I want to be the best kind of person, I want them to regret abandoning me. I am an adult, and I have always been good. I got what I always wanted by myself. He wants a lot of things, status, some money, and Brother Jing Xin..."

Hearing Zhao Jingxin's name, Zeng Qi felt a little awkward again, but he didn't make a sound.

Zhao Jingxin and Cheng Yuexi know each other and love each other. They have been together for more than ten years. He is already the most important part of Cheng Yuexi's life.Zeng Qi made himself understand that if he denied and rejected Zhao Jingxin, he might be denying Cheng Yuexi.

Besides, Zhao Jingxin is dead, he will never be with Cheng Yuexi again, so what should he care about.

Cheng Yuexi continued: "Brother Jing Xin, he taught me a lot. I used to think that what he said was true."

Speaking of this, Cheng Yuexi hugged Zeng Qi tightly, as if he wanted to warm him. He buried his face on Zeng Qi's shoulder, feeling that Zeng Qi was also hugging him tightly. He hesitated for a while, and continued to speak softly: "He said that both of us are incomplete and similar people, so we can understand each other better. He knows my past, he knows my loneliness, he knows my pain, and I know his. We Being together, being able to comfort each other, we are the most suitable people to be together, if I leave him, I will be in a loss again. Because I have no parents, so I have no roots, he is my root. I have no sense of security, I Only with him."

Zeng Qi frowned when he heard it, and wondered what Zhao Jingxin meant, wasn't he giving negative psychological hints to Cheng Yuexi?

If someone said these words to Zeng Qi, Zeng Qi would feel that there was something wrong with this person when he heard it, he wanted to harm himself and control himself, but Cheng Yuexi was such a smart person, did he really accept Zhao Jingxin's words?

Zeng Qi stroked Cheng Yuexi's back and said, "What he said was trying to control your mind. Maybe you do feel lonely and painful, but that's not the reason why you must have Zhao Jingxin."

Cheng Yuexi didn't want to talk about Zhao Jingxin anymore, he whispered: "Yes, I just figured it out recently."

Zeng Qi breathed a sigh of relief, "You just need to understand."

Cheng Yuexi laughed again at this time, he raised his head, faced Zeng Qi who was frowning tightly, stretched out his fingers to smooth the wrinkles between his brows, and said: "So I want to thank you, Zeng Qi, you let me I understand these things. I think that only when a person has received unreserved love and knows what it is, can he stop caring about someone not loving himself. Now I think about my parents, I have I don't care anymore."

Zeng Qi understood what he meant, and he said: "We have nothing to do with the past, but in the future, we have many ways. Yuexi, I can give you everything."

Cheng Yuexi smiled and said, "Well, I understand."

Zeng Qi wanted to ask again, "I'm better than Zhao Jingxin, I can make you happy and happy more than him, can't I?"

But he felt that there was no need to ask these words at all, and it was enough for the two of them to live better together in the future.

In fact, he also needs to think like Cheng Yuexi, don't dwell on the past, just take the future seriously.

Interrupted by Cheng Yuexi, Zeng Qi didn't remember that the question he wanted to ask hadn't been answered until before going to bed.

"Yuexi, isn't it our birthday soon? I want to buy you a present, but I don't know what to buy?"

Cheng Yuexi smiled and asked, "What gift do you want?"

Zeng Qi said: "I don't have anything in particular. I think it's good if we can stay together and have a meal."

Cheng Yuexi: "Why are you so desireless?"

Zeng Qi really doesn't have any special material needs, because what he needs is what he needs in his daily work and life. He bought these himself a long time ago, and he doesn't need anything else.

Cheng Yuexi suggested: "Why don't you change your phone."

Zeng Qi said: "But my mobile phone was changed last year, and it still works. I don't want to change it."

Cheng Yuexi: "Applewatch?"

Zeng Qi: "It's useless for me to buy it."

Cheng Yuexi: "Come on, why don't you buy a ring and wear it alone? This is considered a birthday gift for each other, so you don't have to think about breaking your head."

Zeng Qi was stunned, and looked at Cheng Yuexi seriously, his eyes clearly meant that this was OK, but he was sullen and didn't immediately agree.

Cheng Yuexi was with Zhao Jingxin before, and they both had rings, because when Zeng Qi went to Zhao Jingxin's dinner, he saw Zhao Jingxin and Cheng Yuexi wearing the same ring at the dinner table.

Later, Zeng Qi asked Cheng Yuexi to have dinner, and when the two met, Zeng Qi also noticed that Cheng Yuexi was wearing a ring on his finger.

Because they were all plain rings, Zeng Qi didn't know if the rings were the same one, or maybe not, but Cheng Yuexi and Zhao Jingxin had bought several pairs together.

When Zeng Qi went to the coffee shop to meet Cheng Yuexi in October, he noticed Cheng Yuexi's finger. He no longer wore a ring on his finger.

But Zeng Qi wasn't sure whether it was because of Zhao Jingxin's death that Cheng Yuexi didn't wear the ring anymore, or because Cheng Yuexi and Zhao Jingxin broke up, so he didn't wear the ring.

Cheng Yuexi looked at Zeng Qi with bright eyes, "No way?"

Only then did Zeng Qi say, "It's ok. Where can I buy it?"

He really wanted to ask, "Where did the ring go when you were with Zhao Jingxin?"

Because it is impossible to throw away all those rings.

Cheng Yuexi said, "Which brand do you like?"

This made Zeng Qi question, he didn't understand this aspect at all, he only went to see Van Cleef & Arpels with his mother before, but in the end his mother thought it was too expensive and didn't buy it.

Zeng Qi said, "See if you like it."

Cheng Yuexi said: "Then take the time to go shopping in the mall..."

Zeng Qi: "I don't want the brand you and Zhao Jingxin bought."

As soon as he said these words, the air in the room seemed to freeze for a moment, and Zeng Qi didn't know why he said these words like this.

There is almost no difference between men's plain rings, Zeng Qi didn't want Cheng Yuexi to see the ring on his finger, and thought it was the one he wore when he was with Zhao Jingxin before.

Obviously the atmosphere was good just now, but now it became embarrassing, and Zeng Qi regretted it after he finished speaking.

He remembered what his mother had said to him, no matter how Zhao Jingxin was, he didn't want to make a deal with Cheng Yuexi.

Zeng Qi was a little embarrassed and nervous, Cheng Yuexi rubbed his forehead, and said, "Why don't we find a designer to make a pair, it's special, what do you think?"

Zeng Qi knew that Cheng Yuexi was sadder than himself, but he still wanted to embarrass him, so he nodded quickly and said, "Okay. Do you know the designer?"

Cheng Yuexi said: "Just ask a friend to introduce one."

Zeng Qi said: "It must be too late to make a birthday present."

Cheng Yuexi's eyes fell softly on his face: "You come to accompany me, it's a gift."

Although Zeng Qi knew that he had always been eloquent, he was still sweetened by his words.

Zeng Qi prepared other birthday gifts for Cheng Yuexi, and went to the mall to buy a bottle of perfume.

On Cheng Yuexi's birthday, he gave him the perfume.

Cheng Yuexi has a lot of perfume, at least Zeng Qi didn't count the exact number, and he bought at least a dozen bottles for Cheng Yuexi before. Sometimes he goes online and sees someone recommending it, so he will place an order.

Cheng Yuexi did not refuse such gifts from him, and thanked Zeng Qi every time he received them.

After Zeng Qi knew that he liked it, she kept giving it away.

If it was a girl who kept receiving the same gift, she might remind her boyfriend not to do that, but Cheng Yuexi never refused, so Zeng Qi didn't realize that she could change it.

The two went to the Moscow restaurant, and the restaurant was very lively. Zeng Qi said: "I remember when we first came to Beijing to go to school, we also ate here. It has not changed much after so many years."

Cheng Yuexi said: "I remember you invited me to eat, it felt quite expensive at the time."

Zeng Qi said: "At school at that time, no matter how much I ate, I would be hungry before get out of class was over, and I wanted to eat meat every day."

Cheng Yuexi also deeply agreed, and said: "At that time, I had no money, and I didn't have to eat if I wanted to."

Zeng Qi was surprised and felt sorry for him. Of course he knew Cheng Yuexi's living expenses were limited at that time, but he didn't expect Cheng Yuexi to be so poor that he didn't even dare to eat.

Cheng Yuexi didn't know that Zeng Qi was thinking about this, and said: "But you took me to eat a lot of delicious food. I remember that once your father came to Beijing, you asked me to come out to have a big meal. I was looking forward to you Dad came to see you."

Zeng Qi didn't know if he was telling the truth or he was talking about enlivening the atmosphere, so he replied: "If you told me this at the time, I could buy you meat every day."

Cheng Yuexi laughed and said, "You treated me to enough food at that time."

Before the meal was finished, Cheng Yuexi's phone rang, because Cheng Yuexi always had a lot of calls, Zeng Qi didn't care.

Cheng Yuexi found a quieter place to answer the phone, and Zeng Qi also looked at the phone.

I didn't look at my phone for a while, and there was a lot of information in WeChat.

A friend sent him more than 20 messages in a row.

This is a friend I met when I was studying in the United States. The other party is now working in Shanghai, has a wife and son, and rarely communicates with him. Zeng Qi didn't know what he was looking for, so he went in to see it suspiciously.

It was a surprise at first sight.

It contains screenshots of the other party's online information, all of which describe the rumors of the SARS epidemic in Wuhan.

In addition, it is to describe the situation he inquired about, to the effect that he heard that the situation in Wuhan is very bad now, saying that there is SARS, but he does not know what the real situation is, it is all hearsay, his wife’s family is from Wuhan , his father-in-law and mother-in-law are still in Wuhan, and asked Zeng Qi if he should take his parents-in-law to Shanghai.

The rumors in Wuhan made people panic, but the officials said it was all right, and he and his wife didn't know who to believe.

I thought that Zeng Qi was going in this direction, so I asked Zeng Qi.

His wife was restless in Shanghai, as if a biochemical crisis was about to happen in Wuhan, and his father-in-law and mother-in-law were very worried, saying that Wuhan was fine, and he was caught in the middle, and life would be difficult.

Zeng Qi has also been paying attention to things in Wuhan recently. By this time, the pneumonia of unknown cause in Wuhan had been determined to be caused by a coronavirus, and even the whole genome sequencing and analysis had already been completed. Zeng Qi not only knew that the sequencing It's done, and many details are still known. Several teams completed the work at about the same time, but one team uploaded the virus genome sequence to the public database in advance.

Because these matters involved a lot, Zeng Qi did not participate in the discussion.

What is absolutely certain is that what happened in Wuhan this time was not caused by the SARS virus, but a new type of coronavirus.

Because it is a new type of coronavirus, everything about it is still unclear.

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The information that Zeng Qi knows, firstly, comes from official reports, and secondly, it is just some opinions of people in the circle. In this case, Zeng Qi also believes in the official investigation results, because they have the first-hand information. material.

Of course, Zeng Qi also knows that the government may influence the expert investigation due to other considerations, but in this case, it is definitely the best choice to believe in the judgment of the expert team with first-hand information.

Zeng Qi replied to him and said: "The incident in Wuhan this time is not SARS, but a new type of coronavirus. Now the official judgment is limited human-to-human transmission, and limited human-to-human transmission, so it is not very serious. However, if you are really worried, Even if it affects life, let’s take the old man to Shanghai.”

The other party felt relieved after hearing his words, and said to arrange to pick up the old man to Shanghai immediately.

Because of his reminder, Zeng Qi looked online again and found that the situation in Wuhan was already raging.

In fact, he is also very interested in this new type of coronavirus, but this virus has already been studied by many teams, so Zeng Qi didn't have to join in the fun.

Zeng Qi used his Weibo account, which he logged in once every few months, to scroll through Weibo for a while, and thought that this public opinion might be more serious than the epidemic.

It is winter at this time, and it is a period of high incidence of respiratory diseases. It is so serious on the Internet, but probably more people just have influenza.Even though he thought so, Zeng Qi still felt the tension in the atmosphere.

After a while, Zeng Qi was full, and Cheng Yuexi came back from the phone call, and said to him, "Zeng Qi, I'm going back to pack my things right away for a business trip. I'm sorry, I can't accompany you."

The school is already on winter vacation, and Zeng Qi doesn't have to go to class anymore, so Zeng Qi can stay in Beijing for a few more days this time, because he wants to return to City S with Cheng Yuexi after his birthday is over.

The two have been together since they were together, although they have been together less often, but now that technology is advanced, the two can video chat for a while every day. Zeng Qi didn't think it was inconvenient, but at this time Cheng Yuexi said that he had an emergency On a business trip, he stayed in Beijing by himself, and he was still a little uncomfortable. After a while, he asked, "Where are you going on a business trip?"

Cheng Yuexi said, "I'm going to Wuhan."

Zeng Qi was taken aback.

Looking at the information just now, Zeng Qi also used his scientist's knowledge and reason to analyze that the epidemic in Wuhan is nothing. This new type of coronavirus is still in a state of limited human-to-human transmission, and there is no strong human-to-human transmission ability. The public opinion in Wuhan, It is likely that people are too panicked. After all, this is the winter season with high incidence of influenza, but when Cheng Yuexi heard that he was going to Wuhan, his heart sank and he became nervous, "What are you going to Wuhan for?"