Psycho

Rabbit sat on the sofa, the warmth of the room eased the coldness of his body.He was obviously very excited, standing upright, looking at Ye Zi's apartment.The narrow living room is dominated by gray, white and black, with silver-gray curtains, white walls, black sofas, and milky white tiles.There were newspapers and magazines on the coffee table, and the fruit bowl was empty.The cold wind hit the iron window again and again, making the sound of hula hula.

Ye Zi brought over a cup of steaming hot juice and put it in front of the rabbit: "Drink it."

The rabbit looked at the juice, then looked up at him.

Those light-colored eyes were full of happiness and emotion, as if tears were about to burst out in the next moment.Ye Zi turned her head awkwardly, sat on the other side of the sofa, and turned on the TV.The Spring Festival Gala has begun.

Gorgeous dances, bright colors, and festive music finally made the room more popular.

After being silent for a long time, Ye Zi, who was leaning on the cushion, suddenly turned his head and looked at the rabbit.

The rabbit's body stiffened immediately: "A Zi?"

"What's your name?" Ye Zi asked.

Rabbit froze for a moment: "My name is Rabbit, you can also call me Jason."

"It's asking for your real name."

The rabbit's eyes drifted to the screen, took another sip, and then replied: "Gu Chengxi. The city of the city, the tide of three o'clock water."

Ye Zi frowned suddenly.

"What's wrong, Azi?"

Ye Zi rubbed his temples: "I have a headache, maybe I have a cold."

"Have you taken your medicine? Do you want to take a break?"

"It's all right. Now, I say."

When Ye Zi said this, he looked at the rabbit again, not only that, but also reached out to grab a lock of the rabbit's hair, and asked, "Is the color of your hair really natural?"

"Ah."

"The eyes too? The color is really pale."

The rabbit lowered its eyelashes slightly, its face was slightly red, and there was a smile on the corner of its mouth: "It's natural. Just because this color is different from my parents, my father suspects that I am not his own. believe."

No wonder the rabbit's father will find a woman to have children again, no wonder the rabbit's mother will be bullied.Probably, Rabbit's father suspected that his wife was having an affair?

I accidentally thought too much, and accidentally forgot the distance.

Ye Zi just wanted to observe the rabbit's appearance more carefully, and unconsciously got closer and closer to him.

The hair between the fingers was smooth, with a slight rustling sound when rubbed.

The rabbit's pupils were gradually dilated, and soon, the light-colored eyes became extremely deep.

But suddenly, the rabbit tilted his head slightly, swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and said in a low voice, "Azi, you're too close."

Ye Zi was stunned for a moment, then backed away a little: "I thought you were shameless, but I didn't expect you to be shy easily?"

The rabbit put the cup on the coffee table: "That's because the object is you."

Ye Zi watched the show for a while, as if he was thinking about something seriously.After a while, he suddenly said, "Have I met you before?"

"?"

"I think your face looks more and more familiar, but I can't remember it. By the way, the day before my birthday, you also asked a very strange question. You asked me, do you still like fireworks?"

"Maybe we've known each other in a previous life."

"Be serious!"

"In order to see you, I have been waiting, watching you secretly from a distance, hoping you will think of me."

Ye Zi sighed: "I said, are you so nasty to everyone? Damn it, it gave me goosebumps."

Rabbit smiled: "I only treat you like this. Azi, you are special."

Ye Zi was completely speechless: "Sometimes, I think you have a very high IQ, and sometimes I really think you are unreasonable. How long have we only met, what makes me fall in love with you? I don't remember ever being kind to you Huh? Or is it common among high school students nowadays, to just pick a target and harass him every day? Talk about whether you like it or not every day? Is it a competition? Or some kind of punishment game?"

Rabbit shook his head.

"What the hell is going on, and you also know that we are in a special situation... Being with you is like jumping into a fire pit. Also, I already have a girlfriend, and I will never do things that are sorry for her. And I don't call men. To put it bluntly, I can't accept you."

"It's okay, just keep the current you." Rabbit bowed his head, "I'm content to be able to talk to you like this."

"..."

Ye Zi sighed, completely lost, and leaned on the sofa to watch the Spring Festival Gala.

After eleven o'clock in the evening, the rabbit wanted to leave, but was stopped by Ye Zi.

"It's snowing so hard, how do you go back?"

Find the quilt that has not been used for a long time from the cabinet and throw it on the sofa: "You sleep here, don't get dirty."

"Okay." Rabbit rolled his eyes, "Azi, you really know how to take care of people."

Ye Zi was upset: "Who took care of you? Also, letting you live in my house definitely has no intention of accepting you. Don't push yourself further in the future, do you understand?"

"Well, I know. Thank you today, Azi, and happy new year."

Ye Zi clicked his tongue, walked into the bedroom, and closed the door.After washing, turn off the lights and go to bed.

He won't know.

In the middle of the night, in the dead of night, his door was quietly opened.

A tall boy walked in slowly, slowly, his footsteps were as silent as a ghost.

He sat by the bed, staring at Ye Zi's sleeping face in the dark.

A faint light leaked through the cracks in the glass and spilled in from the window.The rose patterns on the window rails and sheer curtains were reflected behind Ye Zi, dyeing half of the rabbit's body.

Ye Zi's left hand was placed on the edge of the bed, her back was fair, her fingers were relaxed and curled up slightly.

Rabbit carefully stretched out his hand until it lightly covered Ye Zi's hand.

Snowflakes rustled, the second hand ticked, and Ye Zi's breathing was even.

In this way, I don't know how long it has passed.

Rabbit fell asleep.

Leaning against Ye Zi's bed.

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…………

After Ye Zi woke up, her head was no longer dizzy.The rabbit has also left.

On the coffee table, there is breakfast.There was a text message lying on the phone, which was sent at 7:[-] in the morning.

Rabbit: "I'm leaving first, remember to eat breakfast. Soy milk and steamed buns need to be warmed up before eating. PS: Your sleeping face is so cute, I couldn't resist taking a few pictures><[Picture]"

The attached picture shows Ye Zi's sleeping face stretched out, her hair messy, her mouth wide open, saliva slipping from the corner of her mouth, her hands are still scratching her belly...

Ye Zi slammed the phone down on the sofa, and said depressedly, "That bastard!"

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Although they said they were disgusted, in fact, after a night of New Year's Eve, the relationship between Tu and Ye Zi had developed by leaps and bounds.

Now it’s not rabbits who send text messages unilaterally, Ye Zi will occasionally reply, and also say "good morning" and "good night"; when they meet on the subway or bus, they will say a few words; He often goes to Ye Zi's school. When Ye Zi plays basketball, he will see the rabbit sitting in the auditorium; when Ye Zi and his girlfriend are studying in the library, occasionally, the rabbit will read a book near him. Do questions.

Soon, it developed into a scene where Ye Zi occasionally helped the rabbit to do the problems.At this time, you don't necessarily choose the library. In order not to disturb others, you will choose an empty classroom.

Ye Zi's advanced math is good, and the math problems of the rabbit are just small games in his opinion.When he is in a good mood, he is also happy to be a senior and solve problems for high school children.

Only at this time, it seems that the rabbit guy really looks like a sophomore in high school.Look at him frowning and calculating on the draft paper with a pencil; look at him spending half an hour on a geometry problem; look at him looking at Ye Zi's way of solving the problem in surprise; look at his admiring eyes... Ye Zi is really Very proud, it seems that he did not live four or five years longer than this kid in vain.

Ye Zi discovered that Rabbit had a notebook, which contained some mixed Chinese and English passages.

"what is this?"

"It's an accumulation book. It's just a copy of some good sentences."

"It's quite thoughtful, these seem to be, poetry?" Ye Zi asked while texting with his girlfriend.

"Some are poems, and some are passages from novels."

"Oh?"

Probably waiting for his girlfriend to get a little bored, Ye Zi had a sudden thought and said, "Read something you like aloud? By the way, don't read English, read Chinese, I can't understand those birdsong."

"it is good."

Rabbit turned the book skillfully, the pages rattling.Soon, he began to read, his voice was quite soft and clear, Ye Zi propped his chin and listened.

"There is a legend about a bird that sings just once in its life, more sweetly than any other creature on the face of the earth. From the moment it leaves the nest it seeks the thorn A tree does not rest until its wish is fulfilled."

Ye Zi closed his eyes, let out a "hmm" with his nose, and said, "Continue."

"It plunged itself into the longest and sharpest thorn, and among the savage branches it let go of its song. In its dying moment, it rose above its own pain, and its song made both the lark and the nightingale sing." Overshadowed. It's such a beautiful song, it's a song that dies."

"..."

"Yet the whole world is listening, and God is smiling in the firmament. For the best things can only be bought with great pain."

After listening, Ye Zi was unable to make any comments.

He didn't know what to say.

He even started to feel dizzy again.

When he went to the toilet, Nie Haixia just came, followed by a group of girls.

Nie Haixia sat down on Ye Zi's seat, fiddling with Ye Zi's pen, her nails were thin and long, bright and beautiful: "Jason, why did your relationship with your husband become so good all of a sudden? I'm a little jealous Woolen cloth."

The rabbit smiled and began to collect things.

The girls looked at him excitedly, chattering.

"Jason, your parents' genes are too good, how did you get born?" "Didn't you date Xiaoqin? That means you're single?" "Jason, are you free next week? Join our event? By the way, our film club is short of people this Friday, do you want to come and help, there will be rewards?"

Rabbit shook his head: "I'm sorry senior, I'm afraid I won't be able to come."

The girls immediately cried out in regret.

Nie Haixia doubted: "Obviously you seem to be quite free, otherwise you wouldn't be able to run to our school every day. Just to save face, you don't know how those girls in our major got your photo, now they say it every day And you. It would be a great help if you could come to our event."

After putting away his things, the rabbit lightly stroked the smooth strap of the shoulder bag with his fingers, and the corners of his mouth curled up slightly: "Are you inviting me, senior sister?"

The girls died instantly.

Nie Haixia was not killed in seconds, and continued: "Yeah, so, can you come? Well, let's put it this way, what do you want to play? I happen to be planning in the Propaganda Department, and I can add some activities temporarily. Singing ? Outdoor games? Sports activities?"

The girl next to him interjected: "If we get more funds, we can go out to eat good food after the event is over, and go to KTV to sing!"

"Have you ever gone to KTV to sing with your senior?" Rabbit looked at Nie Haixia and asked suddenly.

Nie Haixia froze for a moment: "I sang it."

"Ever kissed?"

The girl exploded when she heard it, and Nie Haixia was also a little shy: "Why did you ask suddenly, it's not natural..."

"Have you ever done it?"

The girl next to him exclaimed excitedly: "I didn't expect that high school students are so precocious now..."

"It's a meat eater!"

Nie Haixia's face was completely red: "Stop teasing senior sister, so what do you want..."

Before she could finish speaking, the rabbit stood up suddenly, and the chair rubbed against the floor, making a high-pitched sound, like a terrified scream.

He was originally tall, but after standing up like this, he felt like he was looking down on these girls.No, actually, he was just looking down on one person, Nie Haixia.

Half of his face was hidden in the shadows, expressionless, and somehow inexplicably terrifying.

He opened his mouth, his lips moving slightly.

No one heard what he said because he only moved his lips.

"What did you say, I didn't hear it just now." Nie Haixia asked.

Rabbit suddenly smiled, still so gentle and friendly, without any haze on his face: "As long as senior A Zi participates, I will come."

After saying that, he left.

No one heard what he just said, only he knew.

Who told Nie Haixia to ask his wish suddenly, so he just answered honestly:

"I want to kill you, dead woman."

The author has something to say: ① Selected from the inscription of "The Thorn Bird".