Ukiyo · Jingzhe

Jin Zaizhong brought them back home, of course not to demonstrate to Jin Junxiu, but because he felt that there was no need for him to mix with them anymore, it would be more convenient for him to pack up his things and leave.Park Yoochun's recent abnormality, Kim Junsu's unreasonable but not timid eyes are enough to explain everything - he is the third party in their relationship, even though he knew Park Yoochun first.

Cheng Xu didn't follow along, and they didn't do much to persuade them to stay. After all, this was the business of the three of them, and now, it's much better to tell the truth clearly than to deliberately hide it.

It was very quiet. In the afternoon in late summer and early autumn, I couldn’t hear the cicadas, the whistle, or the greetings from the grandparents downstairs. Three people stood in the living room, and no one spoke.

"Jazhong..." Park Yootian spoke first, after all, he was the most asshole.

Jin Zaizhong looked at him, saw that he hesitated to speak, and pulled the corners of his mouth, he sighed in his heart, then looked away, looked at the ground and said stiffly: "What's going on?"

Park Yoochun looked at Kim Junsu, gritted his teeth, and chose to tell the truth.

"At the beginning, when I helped you out of the siege, I injured an alumnus. His family didn't want to let me go easily, but just a few days later, his second son also stabbed someone. It was quite serious. His parents had several The day was not settled, I was relatively short of money at that time, and I couldn't go to school, so I took the crime for his brother."

Jin Zaizhong laughed, he didn't know how to react for a moment, he raised his hands to cover his face, panting desperately, suppressing his suffocating emotions at the moment.

For so many years, so many years of persistence, he never thought he was gay, but for the sake of one day, this person he thought he had ruined his whole life because of him, he was willing to take this detour, even if he really found what he wanted. Love quit that day, on the one hand to make up for it, on the other hand he also wanted to thank and repay.

He didn't know how to express his apology and gratitude, so he proved it with the most direct actions.He will take care of his food and clothing in the future, and he will try his best to give him a stable life without being judged by outsiders, and he is even ready to spend his life like this without a title and promise. ...

But what?He never dared to ask for anything in exchange for what he paid, as long as he and Youtian could live in peace, but what?Now, the source of all this is just for a ridiculous reason.He always thought that Park Yoochun was the only one in the world who was sincere to him. Even if he used himself to steal information from other companies, even if he knew it was illegal, even if he was reported and sent to prison, he would still be willing to repay him like this. , it is regarded as karmic reincarnation, but what?Now the truth is out, the past is gone, and there is only irony.

Jin Jaejoong didn't reply, Park Yoochun and Kim Junsu didn't dare to say anything, they looked at each other, but they didn't know what to do next.Now, it's them who await trial, from Kim Jae Joong's trial.

After a long time, Jin Jaejoong raised his eyes, and saw Park Yoochun's hand at a glance, that hand tightly held that person's hand, and then interlocked his fingers.

He thought of the years between himself and Park Yoochun, and the relationship between the two of them in these years.

In this house, they ate and lived together, but never exceeded the rules.Sometimes, Park Yoochun would touch Kim Jaejoong's soft hair or give him a hug when he was tired and unable to hold on, but that was all.Their relationship is more appropriate to be called roommates than friends.But these Jin Jaejoong always thought that there was no need to force it, because he always thought that Park Yoochun was not his kind, and that he liked women, but...

The two also met Kim Jaejoong's eyes. One day after thinking about it for a while, they felt that this was the best time to confess to him about Kim Junsu, so they simply opened their mouths to explain.

"His name is Jin Junxiu, and I met him in prison."

Jin Zaizhong was very surprised. The person in front of him was handsome and honest, no matter how he looked at it, he couldn't tell that he was a prisoner.

Jin Junxiu bit his lip, he felt that he should face it with Youchun now, but just as he was about to speak, Youtian stepped forward and said: "His mother was ill and needed money urgently, and he was caught stealing the national cable in desperation. "

Then one day I talked about my acquaintance with Jin Junxiu, how they helped each other in prison and finally fell in love with each other for a long time; one day after Jin Junxiu was released from prison, how did I go to find Jin Junxiu when Kim Jaejoong was busy dealing with various company executives trace.

There is no need to say any more, everything Youchun said is now like a sharp knife to Kim Jaejoong.But looking at them like this, Jin Zaizhong felt that he was simply the Queen Mother standing between the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl, but...but he, Jin Zaizhong, was the one who had been deceived all the time, wasn't he?

"Then Park Yoochun, what is the reason why you spent so much time with me for so many years?" Jin Jaejoong now only had the only, only question left.Since you don't love me, since you love someone else, since he came out before you, why didn't you tell me earlier?Then you will be free long ago, why waste time on me?

Park Yoochun looked at Kim Jaejoong and then at Kim Junsu, wondering if he should tell the truth.

At the beginning, after he was released from prison, he couldn't find any news about Jin Junsu. Before he was released from prison, Jin Zaizhong visited the prison regularly, and he never lost contact. When he was released from prison, he naturally lived with Jin Zaizhong.

Kim Jaejoong was obedient to him, reasonable or unreasonable, as long as Park Yoochun said, he would absolutely obey, even sold his appearance to become a commercial spy, Kim Jaejoong agreed without the slightest hesitation on the spot.

Later, Park Yoochun gradually got used to Kim Jaejoong's kindness, and even made it worse, but Kim Jaejoong still accepted it.At that time, he knew that Jin Jaejoong needed someone to rely on, a spiritual sustenance.

After spending a year with Kim Jaejoong under the same roof, Park Yoochun felt that Kim Jaejoong really wasn't suitable for him, what he wanted was not an empty shell, a robot that couldn't say no, even though this robot was pretty enough.

After successfully stealing several business documents and making successful transactions, Park Yoochun got a lot of money. At that time, he thought about moving out, but Kim Jaejoong really couldn't do without him; and one day, Park Yoochun saw Kim Jaejoong and The boss shows up at an upscale hotel with his arms around his waist, and Kim Jae-joong smiles and stares blankly.At that time, Park Yootian knew that he had really ruined him.

Therefore, he dared not leave out of guilt and responsibility.Just treat him as his roommate and his elder brother, no matter what his status is.But this identity does not include a lover - he really tries to love him, but Kim Jaejoong is really not the type he likes, the identity of a lover has been reserved for a person named Jin Junxiu.

Now, Kim Jaejoong heard Park Yoochun say, "Maybe I'm used to being taken care of by you, and I want to take care of each other with you. It's always too lonely to be alone."

"Hehe..." Jin Zaizhong chuckled, it turned out that it was just to relieve loneliness.

There is no need to stay any longer... Kim Jaejoong turned around and walked into his bedroom to find out the suitcase.

"I should go." Park Youtian snatched the suitcase, "I know you don't want to see me now, so I'll go."

Jin Zaizhong looked at him blankly, then closed his eyes: "Then let's go."

"Kim Jaejoong, I'm sorry for you. I know I don't have the qualifications, but I hope you can do well. Stop thinking about entrusting the meaning of your life to others. This will only hurt yourself again and again." Park Yoochun felt distressed. Looking at him intently, although this person never touched his heart, he was indeed his concern, "Jazhong, this time, live for yourself."

Jin Zaizhong quietly watched the two walk out of the door in front of him, and then the door was closed with a "click".

Live for yourself?But am I eligible?Now you don't want me anymore... Yes, maybe this is the meaning of you letting me live for myself, so as not to be abandoned next time.

He didn't change his clothes and lay back on the bed, let's go to sleep, only in the dream is it not so cruel.

But, how can I sleep?Although he didn't have a good rest in the past few days, but now, his eyelids are heavy, but his mind is clear.

He stayed up until dawn with his eyes open, and before the alarm clock rang, Kim Jaejoong had packed himself up and left for work early as usual.

When he arrived at the company, before he went to work, he sent a text message to Youtian, "I'm not at home today, you go back and take your things away."

Almost immediately, he received a reply from Youtian, with only one word "OK".

Then, he put the phone aside, turned on the computer, clicked on the PS to start working, until everyone arrived one after another.

"Kim Jaejoong." Zheng Yunhao approached him, and after seeing the picture on the monitor, "Have you already made it? Okay, send it to me as soon as you finish it."

Jin didn't even turn his head: "Okay, I'll do it as soon as possible."

Zheng Yunhao gave a dissatisfied "tsk", then stretched out his hand and twisted his head forcibly: "Why didn't you follow up with your boss in the morning..." Halfway through the conversation, he saw Jin Zaizhong's bloodless and lifeless face, and his bloodshot face. eyes full of doubts.

Jin Zaizhong dodged his eyes, pushed his hand away, and faced the monitor again.He hasn't sorted out his mood yet, he doesn't want to show a weak and incompetent look in front of Zheng Yunhao: "I'll finish this right away, I guess Mr. Zheng will receive it after you enter the office and turn it on."

He could hear that Jin Jaejoong was driving him away, and Zheng Yunhao didn't make things difficult for him, and walked back to the office after stroking his soft and smooth hair.

When Zheng Yunhao turned on his computer and logged into his mailbox, he did receive his picture as Kim Jaejoong said.

but……

Soon, Kim Jaejoong received a reply from Jung Yunho, "Come to my office, now."

When Jin Zaizhong came to his office, Zheng Yunhao had already placed the chair that should be opposite him next to his own chair.

Zheng Yunhao pointed to the seat next to him: "Sit".

Jin Zaizhong walked over and sat down, staring at the monitor, still not looking at Zheng Yunhao: "President Zheng, what's the problem?"

"Yes, and it's a big problem." Zheng Yunhao simply turned the monitor around, "Look for yourself."

Jin Zaizhong looked at the picture expressionlessly, and silently lowered his head after just one glance.

There is no need to say more, such an obvious semi-finished product, anyone with long eyes can tell, did he send the wrong version or did not save it?Kim Jaejoong himself is not sure.

"What's wrong with you? When I saw you just now, my complexion was not very good." Zheng Yunhao noticed that something was wrong with him, and asked with narrowed eyes.

Jin Jaejoong lowered his head, bit his lower lip tightly, and it took him a long time to say three words: "I'm sorry." Like Shen Changmin, he also didn't want to disappoint Jung Yunho's expectations, but now he brings his personal emotions into work, and has already Seriously affected the work.

Seeing that he didn't want to say more, Zheng Yunhao didn't force it. Seeing the lower and lower head in front of him, he stretched out his hand and rubbed it again: "Mistakes are inevitable, once you make a mistake, you will remember it long."

Jin Jaejoong didn't dare to look up, he was afraid that when he saw Zheng Yunhao's eyes, he could not help hugging him, seeking warmth there.

Zheng Yunhao forcibly raised his head, and saw the bloodshot eyes and pale face in his eyes, and couldn't help feeling distressed in his heart: "Did you not sleep well last night?"

Jin Zaizhong got up in a hurry, and answered irrelevant questions: "I'm sorry, I'm going to change it now." Saying that, he was about to leave.

Zheng Yunhao hurriedly grabbed him, and sighed helplessly: "Can you concentrate on your work in this state?" After speaking, he picked up the phone and dialed the internal number, of course, he did not let go of Kim Jaejoong's hand: "Changmin, Come to my office."

When Shen Changmin came in, he saw the other hand holding Jin Jaejoong's hand at a glance, his brows were subconsciously frowned, and his tone was not very good: "What does Mr. Zheng want from me?"

Zheng Yunhao pointed to the computer and said: "This drawing is almost finished, please help me to complete it, Jin Zaizhong and I will go out for a while, call me if there is anything to do."

Shen Changmin wanted to stop him, and Kim Jaejoong didn't want to affect Zheng Yunhao's work because of his own reasons, but he didn't give them a chance to speak.

EAST's headquarters is in a 33-story office building, and EAST occupies two of them.It's not that they can't afford a single-family building, but that most artists don't often appear in the company, so naturally they don't need such a big place.

Jin Zaizhong originally thought that he would take him somewhere to relax, just like in idol dramas, so when Zheng Yunhao pulled him not only did not leave the building, but took the elevator instead, he was a little dazed.

"Zheng... Mr. Zheng..." Are you going to take him to the top floor and yell at the bottom to show your loyalty?

Seeing the bewilderment in his eyes, Zheng Yunhao smiled lightly and calmly pressed the 21st floor.

On the 21st floor, Zheng Yunhao took the hand that he never let go, walked out of the elevator to a certain door, swiped his card to open the door: "This is the place where I temporarily rest, sometimes I am too busy to go home, so I just stay here for one night. "Actually, the fact is that more people live here, and the real home has become a place to go back to on rest days.

Jin Zaizhong became cramped in an instant. Although it was a temporary resting place, he was not ready to "enter the room": "Mr. Zheng, this is not good, how dare I bother you..."

Entering the house, there is a very simple single room inside, only about 50 square meters as far as the eye can see, with a bed, a wardrobe, a dining table, and a chair, but it is very tidy.He went to the dining table where yesterday's newspaper was still lying on it.

Zheng Yunhao adjusted the air conditioner to a suitable temperature, then pointed to the bed and said, "You can rest here for a while."

"This..." Jin Zaizhong didn't know how to answer for a while, because he couldn't turn his head at all.

"Your condition looks very bad now, and it's inconvenient for me to ask too many questions, but I'm worried about you. You rest here for half a day, and I'll call you at noon."

How is it possible to sleep on this?

Jin Jaejoong doesn't have time to be sad at all now, and the blow that Park Yoochun brought to him is no longer the point. All his nerves are highly tense now, entangled in how to deal with the matter in front of him.However, before he calmed down, Zheng Yunhao had already caused him a second injury, and he only heard him say:

"Jaejoong, you can't be..." Zheng Yunhao looked at Jin Jaejoong meaningfully, "After sleeping with me for a few days, you can't sleep anymore, right?"