innocent deception

Marriage matters

No.20 Two Articles: Because you came too early.

When Xia Diyi and Yu Jinnan were in their junior year, there was a time when the music club of University A held an event and set up a stage on the rostrum of the playground.The music club has warmed up the event very early, with forwarding in the circle of friends, a lottery, as well as previous contestants of The Voice on Campus, and even received strong support from the principal.Therefore, there was a lot of rumors at the time, and many people had expectations for this event.

Xia Diyi and Shi Yan are naturally two of them. Xia Diyi was quite lucky. His message on the official account of the music club was selected by the backstage. The president of the music club contacted him and asked him how he was singing. Those who are selected can sing a song they like on stage.This is a good thing for those who love to perform, it can greatly increase their popularity, and maybe gain a group of fans; but Xia Di also sings very generally, and can barely maintain the limit of "not unpleasant".So under the balance of the two, he reached a consensus with the president-let the president choose someone to sing a song that Xia Di also likes.

At that time, school had just started in September, freshmen had just finished their military training, and the summer heat hadn't faded away, and the temperature at night could make people feel damp and sticky for no reason.Shi Yan prepared mosquito repellent spray and toilet water. After fully armed, she went to the playground to grab a good location; Yu Jinnan, who was about to read modern history on the bed, got up from the bed and dragged him directly to the playground.

In fact, Yu Jinnan was the only one in the dormitory, and everyone else was watching this small music festival on the playground.It was already very late when Xia Diyi arrived, and the place was already heated up. He looked at the cheer sticks and banners held by the students in the front row of the playground, and Shi Yan who was desperately waving at them among the pile of cheers. , and immediately pulled Yu Jinnan over.

The background sound is a very upbeat and atmospheric song, even a top student like Yu Jinnan who only loves to study can hum a few words.Their ears were full of voices and shouts, Yu Jinnan was wearing a solid white T-shirt, five-point black shorts and slippers, Shi Yan looked at his outfit, and shouted loudly: "Why is he dressed like this! "

"He's about to go to bed after taking a shower—he was dragged here by force!" Xia Diyi's tone was full of complacency.

Shi Yan reserved a good seat for the two of them, facing the rostrum in the first two rows, it was basically a VIP viewing seat.Xia Di also arranged Yu Jinnan by his side, and he was between him and Shi Yan. Shi Yan handed over a bottle of mosquito repellent spray, and he handed it to Yu Jinnan next to him: "There are a lot of mosquitoes in the playground! How about you?" Spray it! Save yourself from being bitten by mosquitoes!"

The song the two were talking about came to an end, and the sudden silence made Xia Di feel a little uncomfortable.The group standing next to Yu Jinnan should be the first-year school girls. Of course, Xia Di was not just guessing, because he noticed that the skin around their necks was tanned and layered.

Yu Jinnan dressed casually, but he didn't look casual at all. Although the freshman had been in military training for almost a month, the sophomore, junior, and senior had just started school.Therefore, the school girls are

Seeing Yu Jinnan for the first time, Xia Di also noticed that they were whispering in a group, smiled and approached, and said without any surprise: "Yu Jinnan, if you are with me, how many people will be heartbroken?" ?”

"No." Yu Jinnan glanced at him and said calmly, "We won't be together."

Xia Di also curled her lips, accustomed to Yu Jinnan's indifference.The host spoke a series of scenes, but Xia Di didn't listen carefully, and focused all his attention on Yu Jinnan, who was spraying mosquito repellent spray beside him.Soon, a boy dressed in punk came onto the stage, and there was a burst of shouts, and Shi Yan beside her also screamed. Xia Di also looked at her fanatical appearance, thinking that she was also a fan girl, so she humbly asked for advice : "Yanyan, who is this?"

Shi Yan smiled happily: "I don't know——"

"Then you are so excited?"

"Everyone else has called, and I'm embarrassed if I don't..." How many people are hooked with their eyes first when they look at people, Shi Yan waved the cheering stick that she didn't know where she got, desperately waving Go ahead, "He looks so cool, he must sing really well."

Xia Di also couldn't tell how many skills others used when singing a song, but he could tell it was the song he had won when the front played.Yu Jinnan was also taken aback for a moment, because Xia Di had shared this song with him before, and Yu Jinnan clicked on it to listen to it. It was a very quiet song, and the sound source was the live version.

He felt it was a bit of a coincidence, so he turned his head to look at Xia Diyi, trying to find something on his face.But Xia Diyi happened to be whispering to Shi Yan with his head leaning against his head, so he couldn't notice anything from his perspective.

The prelude started quickly. The style of this song really didn't match the trendy and cool guy on stage. Fortunately, he is a capable person and can control any style.Whispering voices sounded around, Shi Yan asked him in a low voice: "Just this one?"

"Ah."

"...Maybe my appearance/can make you understand the so-called inescapable/nothing special..."

"Too..." Shi Yan frowned while listening to the lyrics, "It's too hypocritical."

"It's a love song about a broken relationship. It's not appropriate to play it on this occasion."

"I understand the truth." Xia Di also replied arrogantly, "But I am the winner, and I can sing whatever I want him to sing."

When the climax sounded, the schoolgirls around Yu Jinnan couldn't hold back their curiosity after all, they approached Yu Jinnan cautiously, and asked Yu Jinnan: "That...senior, can I ask you a question?"

"can."

"Are you a couple with the senior next to you?"

Yu Jinnan stared straight at the boys singing on stage, and answered unequivocally, "No."

"Oh..." The school girls seemed a little disappointed.

"...Why can't you see how I treat you like this/It's just in the eyes of others/It's too abnormal..."

Only then did he look away, the lights on the stage were flickering on and off, and Xia Di, who had always been paying attention to Yu Jinnan, could clearly distinguish his voice even in the deafening music.

"He was never my type."

The memory stopped abruptly here, and Xia Di also didn't know why he suddenly remembered this matter.The number of people in the park gradually increased. They were the old men and women who came out for a walk after dinner. Yu Jinnan walked over and stretched out his arms to pull up the hat of his down jacket.

Xia Diyi's eyes dimmed, and Yu Jinnan's deep voice sounded: "I just have a cold, so don't catch a cold."

He always felt that this man's ability to avoid the important and ignore the trivial was excellent, but Yu Jinnan couldn't find any faults in everything he did-you were playing petty, verbally telling people to get out of here, but actually hoping that he could be beaten You scolded and stayed by your side and refused to leave; the fact is that Yu Jinnan did it, he left just to park his car, and he came back to find you after all.

These things are what Xia Di also wanted Yu Jinnan to do. Not only did he do it, but he thought more about it than you, and he became more and more like a model lover.

What are you not satisfied with?Xia Diyi, the most taboo thing between lovers is distrust, don't do it anymore, if you do it again, you may really lose your husband.

Even though the two are married now, it is still difficult for Xia Di to change his position - he is already low in the dust, and he can only hold on for a while when he is angry. When he calms down, he will definitely regret why he chose Feel free to lose your temper at Yu Jinnan.

The hat played a very good role in keeping warm. Xia Di also drooped her long and slightly curly eyelashes, and her gaze lost the previous look: "Yu Jinnan..."

"what happened?"

"That Lin Yuning..." He said in an aggrieved tone, "Who is it?"

Sensing his softening attitude, Yu Jinnan explained calmly: "He is a family friend with our family, and the university I went to abroad happens to be the same school as him."

"So coincidental?"

"Ah."

"Are you familiar? You grew up together?"

"No, I got acquainted with it after going abroad for a few years."

"and then?"

"And then..." Yu Jinnan also remained calm for a short while, and soon his tone became very cautious, "He is not in good health, and his parents often call to let him I helped take care of him, and I did. One day he suddenly told me he liked me..."

These are not much different from what Yu Jinnan told him before, but now the man makes it a little more specific——

"He said he liked you and you agreed?"

"No, I have considered it." Yu Jinnan's argument sounded more like adding fuel to the fire, "Then I agreed."

"Why?" Xia Di really didn't understand, and according to the words Yu Jinnan gave him last time, he didn't understand, "You can promise him but not me. When I chased you in college, you really didn't understand. After thinking about it? You can break up with him in less than a month, so what is the meaning of being with him?"

The two didn't seem to be arguing, but Xia Diyi's way of asking the truth made Yu Jinnan feel that the two of them might as well quarrel.The voices of people around gradually came over, split between the two, and spread out in all directions.

He couldn't answer any of the questions Xia Diyi asked, because feelings were originally a mess of wool, tangled together by cats.It would be wishful thinking if Xia Di expected this emotionally clumsy man to sort out these details.

Yu Jinnan couldn't answer, so he used the old method again, keeping silent.

"Didn't you say that you would explain to me? Now that you have time to explain, why don't you speak again?" The hood of the down jacket is very wide, making Xia Diyi's face even smaller.Everything he did recently was so dissatisfactory, and he decided secretly not to be aggressive with Yu Jinnan a few minutes ago, but now things are showing signs of getting worse.

"Yu Jinnan." Xia Di also pursed his lips and thought of the music festival, and asked him in the words he once said, "I am such a noisy, clingy and annoying person, is it your favorite type?"

In fact, there is another question that Xia Di dare not ask: Why do you want to marry me?

The sky really darkened, and the sound of lively music gradually came from a distance, which should be the opening preparations for the square dance.Yu Jinnan raised his head and quietly watched the lover in front of him who was worried about gains and losses, and sighed silently, after all, he was reluctant to cherish words like gold any more.

"Didi, when I first went abroad, I was thinking about one thing." Yu Jinnan kept these things in his heart all the time,

I was a little embarrassed when I said it for the first time, "During the break-up meal after graduation, do you still remember what you said to me?"

Xia Di also didn't expect Yu Jinnan to suddenly mention this. He frowned and thought for a moment, only remembering that the dinner was extremely miserable, and he couldn't remember anything else.

"You said Yu Jinnan," Yu Jinnan imitated Xia Diyi's tone of speech at that time, "After this meal, I don't know when we will meet again next time. You have to take good care of yourself abroad."

Xia Di also still had that half-understanding expression, apparently having lost this memory.

"I have been chasing you for four years but I haven't caught up with you. You should think of me occasionally in the future, otherwise it will appear that I have failed in these four years."

"and then?"

"Then you vomited all over me, and I was covered in your snot and tears."

Xia Di also listened to it for a long time, but only heard about her embarrassing things, but didn't hear any important content.

The man looked at him with a concentrated expression: "Didi, you were really sad at that time."

"so what?"

"After I went abroad, I couldn't lift my spirits. I often dreamed of you when I dreamed at night. I don't know what this means." Xia Di also always thought that Yu Jinnan was a stone, but he didn't expect that the stone seemed like a stone. It was slowly warmed up where he couldn't see it.

"I thought about it for a long time, until I got on the plane back to China, and I didn't want to understand what I was feeling when I sent you back three years ago."

The slow-heated man was three years late, so Xia Di also heard these words——

"Didi, later on I would often compare others with you, and when I compared them, I found that no one seemed as good as you."

"You seem to have come too early." Yu Jinnan looked apologetically, "You have come to me before I have enlightened."

It's hard for Yu Jinnan, a man who usually doesn't talk much, to talk so much. Xia Di was also worried that if he listened to it, he would repeat the scene of snot and tears. He interrupted him in a panic, but he accurately caught Yu Jinnan's words. The sentence after finishing speaking: "...wait a minute, how did you feel when you sent me back?"

"You lean on my shoulder and tell me how to live without Yu Jinnan in the future."

Three years ago, two boys were forced to squeeze into the back seat of a taxi, surrounded by drunken classmates, someone in the co-pilot sang an out-of-key love song, and the car was filled with a strong smell of alcohol.The master driver complained that the young man didn't take care of his body, and the light outside the car window shone into the car, scattering into fragmented shadows.

"When you got out of the car, you asked me for the last time if you could not go."

In the early morning of summer, the temperature in the air has not dropped for a long time, and the wind blows with a scorching breath.The boy who had always been taciturn handed over the person in his arms to his roommate who was still awake, and watched them stumble up the dormitory building.

"And then on the way back I kept thinking..."

"I seem to be really reluctant to leave."

The author says:

Friends, pay attention to the timeline. Yu Jinnan found a boyfriend and found that he was not good and had no feelings for him. Finally, he got on the plane back to China and thought about it. Then he married Didi.Yu is such a person, he is very slow in love, but Didi is too proactive, when Didi pursued him, he didn't understand it, but when he figured it out, the two of them had already missed it.I don't think I can say what Yu did wrong or what, I can only say that the time when they met was not a suitable time, but the time to get married now is a very suitable time.