It's not good to be a priest of heaven

Yang Ling was taken aback, everyone was male, why is he still shy?Forget it, this person is sick and stubborn, so just let him go, so he turned around and went out the door without saying a word, standing outside the door watching the boundless rain curtain and waiting for him.

After a while, I guessed that no matter how slow he was, he should have replaced it, and then knocked on the door again.

Si Nan opened the door, his black hair was like a waterfall, and he was dressed in white clothes.

"Have you seen enough!"

Yang Ling came back to his senses, and said embarrassedly, "I'll go see if the imperial doctor is here." At the end, he added, "Stay in your room, don't run around."

Simon: "..."

After he left, Si Nan slammed the door shut with a "bang", took another blue dress and changed into a white one, obviously there are people he likes!How dare you look at him in a daze! !

When Yang Ling hurried over with the imperial doctor, he saw that the door of his room was closed again, and he was not allowed to open the door back and forth, so he pushed the door lightly and walked in.

At that time, Si Nan was already lying on the bed, falling asleep with his eyes closed.

He asked the imperial doctor to see him, prescribed medicine, ordered someone to decoct it, and then sat on his bedside again.

The person on the bed was sleeping in a regular posture, and his breathing was long, but why was he wearing this mask while he was asleep?Yang Ling reached out to take it off, but stopped when his fingertips were less than one centimeter away from the mask——

He is so cautious, it must be because he doesn't want people to know his real appearance, is there any difficulty?Still hiding from someone?

Thinking of this, he withdrew his hand again. This is his private matter, not something he should interfere with.

But, Simon, who are you?

He has investigated him, but his background is a cloud of fog, and no one even knows where he came from. He seems to have appeared out of thin air, with no trace of his origin.

However, when he thought of what he said to him, "I admit it", Yang Ling's heart suddenly jumped... Is there any connection between him and him?Could it be that he was thinking too much?

The rain outside the window was still falling, and it was getting heavier and heavier. In this heavy rain, many worries of everyone were covered.

Yang Ling looked at him for a while, then put his hand that was exposed outside the quilt back under the quilt, and when he was about to get up and leave, the person on the bed suddenly unconsciously held his hand.

The temperature from his hands was scorching hot, he was taken aback for a moment, but still pulled his hands out of the blanket.Then he took a basin of water to wipe his hands to cool down, and while wiping, he thought about——

"Sir, I seem to have involved you in something bad. The road ahead is long, and I'm not sure what will happen in the future. The queen mother said that what I did was nothing more than man's knife and me as fish..." He sighed, "I just Not reconciled, I always want to fight desperately, but if I lose from the beginning, shouldn't I recognize the reality? And let the people around me suffer less... Forget it, after you recover from illness, I will send you off Let's leave, the sky will be high and the road will be far away from now on, with your great talent, you will be able to live a good life."

He held his slender white hand in silence for a while, but suddenly smiled, "Sinan, can I call you that? To be honest, I really appreciate you and want to be friends with you.

And I think you are very similar to a cat I raised before. It is black and white, very smart and always looks arrogant. After I got pregnant, I often like to nest in my arms. I don’t move it for a long time, and I don’t make noise or make trouble...

I thought it would stay with me forever, only then... it drowned..."

In the summer 15 years ago, Yang Ling's small body hurriedly shuttled back and forth throughout the palace. He was looking for his cat, but in the end he only found its dead body in the river leading outside the palace...

Later he found out that it was the eldest prince Yang Xun who didn't like him and didn't dare to do anything at will, that's why someone caught his cat and drowned him in the river.

He found a quiet place for his cat. At the age of 11, he gave away a life that was with him day and night for the first time. He was silent for a long time in front of its small tomb. He didn't want to be bullied, he needed to be strong , it was also at this time that he first had the idea of ​​seizing the heir...

But now he finds out that his participation in the seizure of the heir apparent made his mother suffer, and even she didn't know how to face him...

In his whole life, why did he become the word "contradiction"...

Yang Ling took a deep breath, threw the handkerchief into the basin, put Sinan's hands away, and tucked in the corner of the quilt for him, as if promising, "Sinan, I will send you out of Jin safely!"

"It's just that there are many disputes outside now. Countries are either uniting or killing each other for territory. In this chaotic world, nowhere is safe. I hope you will have the opportunity to find a stable place to show your talents and ambitions in the future..."

There was a trace of loneliness in his eyes, he got up and left, and helped him close the door with a very soft voice.

After he went out, Sinan, who was asleep, slowly opened his eyes. He propped his hands on the side of the bed, sat up slowly, leaned against the bedpost wearily, and took off the mask on his face. His beautiful face On the other hand, his face was pale, his eyes were melancholy and empty, and he didn't know where to look——

So I don't like him, and I want to drive him away... So now he doesn't even have the qualifications to stay by his side...

Si Nan took a deep breath, closed his eyes with red eyes, and clenched his hands tightly...

You are cruel to me...

His heart ached, and he suddenly vomited a mouthful of blood.

He is also a person, he also has a heart, and he also suffers...

He really wanted to blame him, but he didn't even know how to blame him. He didn't have any memories of the past, but he remembered them all. In the first life, he approached him tremblingly, he touched him cautiously, his subtle and affectionate expression...

He obviously does everything willingly, and obviously feels that as long as he can be by his side, as long as he can survive in the end, he will have no regrets in what he does, even if he never knows that he likes him in his whole life, even if he just loves him in this life. He also thought it was good to guard him silently.

But why, now he is very eager to get his response, even if he just expresses a little love for him, he also longs to have it.

Only now did he understand that he was not selfless at all, he was greedy, and he also longed for him to like him as much as he did, and even be able to love him, he longed to be with him forever and even lay down on his neck, he hoped so strongly... …

But the reality hurt him badly.

Liyang, can you also like me...

Just a little bit, just a little bit...

I'll just give you a little bit of liking...

Liyang...