Miss Akutagawa is in a complicated mood

The next morning, after Ms. Akutagawa got up, she borrowed Chuya Nakahara's kitchen to make breakfast.Nakahara Chuya came out of the wash, and seeing the breakfast on the table, his mood suddenly became complicated, "Ryunosuke, you don't have to do this."

Ms. Akutagawa came out of the kitchen, wearing the kimono from yesterday, "Because I really don't have anything at the moment, and this is the only thing I can do. Please don't reject my wish, Nakaya-kun."

Nakahara finally compromised, "I understand. Are you really not going to find Akutagawa?"

Ms. Akutagawa shook her head, a little disappointed, "I have to confirm some things first, and if there is no problem, then go to Ryunosuke-kun."

After breakfast, Nakahara asked Ms. Akutagawa, "If Ryunosuke is looking for a job, what kind of job do you want?"

Ms. Akutagawa pursed her lips, "I'm a novelist. Apart from a little bit of literature and English literature at the University of Tokyo, I have almost no other skills. So, I still want to write novels, or find a novelist first." teacher's job."

When it comes to novels, Ms. Akutagawa's self-confidence is so dazzling. This is the field she has spent her whole life in, and she sticks to her own path and writes the story of her life with a pen.

Ryunosuke must be very successful in the field of novels, Nakahara Nakaya thought of Miss Akutagawa's dazzling appearance.and……

He has studied at the University of Tokyo, and Akutagawa also said before that he wants to study at the University of Tokyo. Could it be that Ms. Akutagawa brought him this goal?

Born in a big family, studying in a college, having a good job, and living a very comfortable life, Miss Akutagawa seems to be completely different from the whole of Yokohama.Even Akutagawa Ryunosuke has a big deviation from this one.

However, after getting to know Ms. Akutagawa, Nakahara Nakahara came to understand the reasons why Akutagawa Ryunosuke refused to relax his studies and writing for a moment.With such a goal supporting Akutagawa Ryunosuke, it's no wonder that it is so.

"So what are you going to do today?"

"Let's go to the bookstore first." Miss Akutagawa said, "I'd better read everyone's books."

Nakahara also nodded, "If there are books you want to buy back, you can buy them directly, as I borrowed money from you. I will finish work as soon as possible at noon, and you also need to buy some daily necessities. There are also cats."

The unused new dishes in the cupboard were also taken out to temporarily make food dishes for the cat, and there were many things missing.Zhong Yuanzhong also looked at the cat curator, "Can your cat eat oil and salt?"

"The cat curator is different from other cats, he can eat anything."

"is it?"

Miss Akutagawa felt a little helpless, "Nakaya-kun has more troubles."

"You said the word trouble a lot." Zhongyuan Zhong also snorted lightly, "I'll take you to the block and wait for me at the place last time at noon."

Ms. Akutagawa suppressed the sigh that floated to her lips. The love she accepted this time would have to be repaid sooner or later, otherwise it would be too difficult to accept with peace of mind.

"Then, I'll leave it to you, Chuya-kun." Miss Akutagawa stopped talking about trouble, since she has officially decided to accept Chuya-kun's kindness, it would seem hypocritical to say it.

Big deal, after the manuscript fee is earned back, buy a few more copies of Miyazawa-kun's poetry collections for Chuya-kun, Chuya-kun should like it.If... during the four years she has spanned, there is indeed a Miyazawa Kenji in the literary world.

In the process of communicating with Nakahara Chuya, Ms. Akutagawa also understood that she had become a useless parent who only adopted but not raised, so she was even more afraid to see the three children.I heard that Ryunosuke is already preparing for the college entrance examination next year, but she can't help with anything.

Ms. Akutagawa wrote this matter down in her heart, and then silently erased it. Nakaya-kun is just the same name as Nakahara-kun, but they probably have different preferences.Besides, it seems that Zhongye-kun likes red wine more?Each bottle of red wine on the partition looks expensive.

In addition, there is a record player in the living room. Mr. Zhongye probably likes music very much, but I don’t know if he likes pop music or not. She can’t buy classical records now, so she can only find them if she has a chance. Looking for some nice pop music for Chuya-kun.

Miss Akutagawa untied the sleeves and hung them on the hanger, "Nakaya-kun, it's ready."

Zhong Yuanzhong also nodded, put on his gloves, took off the black gentleman hat he often wore from the hat rack, and put it on his head, "Let's go."

Ms. Akutagawa is following Nakahara Nakaya, and Nakaya-kun seems to like hats too?Maybe buy him a hat.

Do you only like narrow-brimmed top hats?Or can you try other types of top hats?

Flat hats and Humboldt hats should be fine.

Or a slightly lively jazz hat?Jazz hat, this is a branch of gentleman hat, Mr. Zhongya should accept it.

Even though she was ready, Ms. Akutagawa suddenly raised her heart when she saw the locomotive, but she saw Nakahara Naka also walked to the other side, and Ms. Akutagawa stopped, "What's wrong?"

Miss Akutagawa asked him, "Aren't Nakaya-kun going to drive the car today?"

Zhong Yuan also paused, and laughed shortly, feeling helpless and amused by Ms. Akutagawa's question, "Forget about yesterday, today you are still riding a motorcycle while you are wearing a kimono, it is a bit too much."

"I don't drive the car today, I drive."

Miss Akutagawa watched Nakahara Nakaya go to the garage, and then drove out a black car.

"Come up."

Zhong Yuan also pressed the window of the car, "Is it okay to take a car?"

Ms. Akutagawa shook her head, it is indeed much better than a locomotive.

If you sit in the car without opening the window, you will not feel too much wind. Sitting in the car seat is at least a little higher than the sense of security brought by the motorcycle.

Nakahara put Ms. Akutagawa near the bookstore, and then drove there.

After Ms. Akutagawa got off the car, she keenly noticed that the people around her seemed to have a little more fear and shy away from them.

That's right, Nakaya-kun is Mafia.

Ms. Akutagawa walked into the bookstore with a calm demeanor. She looked around the books and took down some books by Natsume Soseki.

There were only Natsume-sensei's novels, but Shiga-sensei's novels were not found.

Not only Mr. Shiga, but also Kenji Miyazawa’s poetry anthology, Nakahara-kun’s poetry anthology, Mori Ogai’s, Tanizaki Junichiro’s, Izumi Kyoka’s book, Dazai-kun’s, none of them, but Sakunosuke Oda wrote a book.

It has been four years, and besides Natsume-sensei, there are still so few books that catch the eye.Ms. Akutagawa has pulled out a lot of modern books, and it is also obvious that the writing style is immature, the style is clumsy, and there is no slight improvement.

Unspeakable emotions enveloped Miss Akutagawa, and Miss Akutagawa suddenly found that she seemed unable to move, like a trapped animal trapped in a field marsh, unable to find a way out, and could only slowly bear the pressure of being swallowed by the swamp mud. feel.This time, it seemed that no one could hold her back.

Just like at the beginning, the self-denied Hell Change, the fact that Shiga-sensei and Dazai-kun wanted to bring him back no matter what no matter what, no longer exists.

The restless spirit never returned to the Imperial Library, nor did it get a good rest. Instead, it was constantly being consumed. Until now, it finally ushered in the outbreak period. Deeper.

Miss Akutagawa suddenly coughed violently, and the blood on her face began to fade badly.

And in this trance of anxiety, there were several different voices in Ms. Akutagawa's head.

Ms. Akutagawa tried hard to tell the difference, but she couldn't tell.

Ah, one of them seems to be the store manager. The store manager is also a good person, but I am so sorry that something went wrong in the bookstore.A feeling as if he was about to cough up blood filled his chest.

Who else is talking?

As if someone was supporting her, Ms. Akutagawa's hazy eyelids opened, and the world became clear again in her eyes. She supported the bookshelf and took out the wallet, which was stuffed by Nakahara Chuya before she left, "Sorry Ah, store manager, I just bought these few books."

The store manager looked at her pale cheeks, and said with concern, "If you still feel uncomfortable, why don't you just sit down for a while, read a book for a while, call your family, and don't go home alone."

"Hi, I understand. Thank you for your kindness." Ms. Akutagawa sat at the small table outside the bookstore. She opened the book, exhaled slowly, looked away, and smiled softly and peacefully.