Stubborn illness

It's like watching movies when I was a child, no matter which village I was in, no matter how far the mountain road was, my heart would always be drawn by it, hold a torch, follow the crowd, and pass.

Tencent, Guangtong, Bichat, ..., watch other people chat, find people to chat, add Q, video, meet.

In the online world, in the real environment, wandering, free.

Birds of a feather flock together, people are divided into groups, the public, the small crowd, tired, tired, hide in the book, read "Love Comes with the Wind", read "Guzhen Men", there is an emotion, the fiction is so real!

In those days, Shulian was under maintenance, suddenly, like a lone goose that was left behind, even if the fear was indifferent, it could not get rid of the emptiness and loneliness.

I searched on the Internet again, entered the entry of "middle-aged comrades", Baidu, and a middle-aged gay emotional station appeared, marked as: the home of middle-aged and elderly comrades and young comrades who love old people, click to enter, and the registration is successful.

Entering the world of "Zhongtong", although there are few long, thick, and punchy emotional texts, I have indeed found my own ethnic group and found my own village. The pictures and texts there are more naked and more Original ecology, please don't call me a pervert!

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When I was young, when I was herding cattle in the countryside, I would often squat on the ground alone and play a game: fishing for sand nests.

On hillsides covered with sparse grass and fine sand, or beside roads, if you look carefully, there will always be many smooth and delicate funnel-like sand nests all over the mountain ground.

Pulling a strand of my own hair, squatting down, poking the strand into the depths of the hourglass, gently, like picking out earwax, and after a while, sizzling, struggling and jumping, there will be a sandworm, thinking I caught delicious food by myself, biting my hair, and the sand emerged.

The small body rolls, bounces, swings the scissors, dances its limbs, ..., carefully puts it in the palm of the hand, plays with it for a while, and can't bear to hurt it, then puts it back to its original place.

It is the first time to add friends on the "Zhongtong" gay blog, and there is such an artistic conception, which will bring back good childhood memories.

Just like there is a sand bug in every sand nest, there must be a real comrade or straight person behind every profile picture, or every user name, but in the vast Internet, can you, me, and him behind the profile picture Easily pulled by the hair, exposed to the scorching sun.

"Hello." I will find the one I like in various Facebook and various message annotations, and send a conversational message.

"Thanks, I don't make virtual friends online."

Rejection is inevitable, because people always have more worries, not to mention, he is probably looking for someone he likes, and I am not up to the standard.

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"Sincerely, hello."

"Shouwang, you are also good."

There will always be people who can chat together, come and go, and add them to QQ friends.Sincerely, in their 40s and nearly 50 years old, the people from Hechi, Guangxi, near Vietnam, are as their name suggests, very sincere.

We chatted, and he was not shy. He would tell me a lot of his past when he was a soldier, and he would tell me the current situation of his family life. He has two children. , his wife is physically disabled, but she is also fully able to take care of herself. However, the income and expenses of the family are supported by him alone, and life is a bit difficult.

"Shouwang, sorry to bother you, I would like to ask, do you recruit workers there?"

"Not recruiting for the time being, why? Are you going to work in Guangdong?"

"Thinking about it, it's just that I don't have the skills and I'm too old. I'm afraid it's hard to find a job. Can I trouble you to pay attention to it?"

"Yes, what are your requirements? Such as treatment?"

"I don't have any requirements. I just have a job. How dare I have too many requirements. If it doesn't affect you, please pay attention to me. I really want to go to Guangdong to work for a few years and be my youngest son." Even after graduating, I have nothing to do in my hometown now, but my family spends a lot of money." He is very humble, even a little humble.

"Okay, let me help you pay attention. In the past two years in Guangdong, as long as you are willing to endure hardships, it is easy to find a job."

"Thank you, thank you very much, Watchman."

At the beginning, I was inquiring for him. I went to the surrounding factories to ask, and looked at the job advertisements at the door. I even wanted him to come to our company as a security guard. There happened to be a vacancy. I just hesitated for a few days. I'm on the top, I'm a little disappointed, I don't know if he can do the work in the factory outside?Would you like to do it?

In the end, in the end, I still hesitate, with many worries!Half a month later, when he asked carefully again, I said, "I'm sorry, I have asked a lot of people for you, but they didn't recruit workers. I'm sorry." ?

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On the Internet, searching and chatting in a role reversal of caution and frivolity.The space distance of that person is very close to me. He is a civil servant, and he likes elderly people over 50 years old with temperament and quality.

Didi Didi: (the other party) sent you a window jitter.

Me: You are the only one who can shake. You have shaken several times. It is not even midnight yet.

Didi Didi: Hehe.Still not sleeping?

Me: you don't sleep

Didi Didi: Why don’t I sleep?

Me: I want to guard you, lest you have an accident or have an affair

Didi Didi: It will happen sooner or later, can it be held?

Me: (Invite the video, the other party turned it off) Hehe, you have no face to meet people?

Didi Didi: You don’t live in Jiangdong

Me: Son, as long as you live a good life, we old people don't mind your achievements.

Didi Didi: Are you older or am I older?

Me: You are older, so what, I don’t know, haha.

Didi Didi: I'm really sorry, haha.

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Me: You have been missing for a long time, I have called the police

Didi Didi: I’m not coming back, are you okay?

Me: Still alive, hey, did you go to the countryside with your old man?

Editor's note: He once told me that in the community where he lived, during the summer vacation, he fell in love with a simple, honest and somewhat refined rural retired teacher, and he liked it very much.

Didi Didi: Is it okay not to mention this?I just want to chat with my friends, just talk about other things

Me: Let’s talk, what are we talking about?