brother's advice

Sure enough, Guo Fu transferred to another school the next day, and the fat man kept asking her where did she go?

In a blink of an eye, after graduating from junior high school, Wu Jidong passed the provincial high school with excellent grades, which is a very important task for a small village.

It's a beautiful thing.

But Wu Dacheng did not approve of him going.

"Ji Dong, the high school in our county is not bad, although it is not as good as the one in the province, but as long as you are serious, it is the same no matter where you study.

so far away..."

"Brother, are you going to study in the province?" Wu Jinan studied desperately, and now he skipped another level and will be promoted to junior high school, thinking that he can finally be in the same school as his brother again.At that time, junior high school and high school were the same school, but the teaching buildings were separated.

"I'm going to the province to study." Wu Jidong just looked at Wu Dacheng indifferently, but his tone was very firm, and he didn't look up at Wu Jinan at all.

"Didn't I explain it to you? Why did you..."

"There is nothing to say, I just hope you respect my choice, the teacher on the tuition and fees side has contacted me, and can set up one for me

Proof of halving..."

"You!!" Seeing his eldest son who was already as tall as him talking to him so coldly, Wu Dacheng was blocked for a moment and couldn't speak.

I don't know when, my brother stopped saying a word to himself.Now that his brother decided to go to the province to study again, he felt that the distance between himself and his brother was getting wider and wider, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't catch up, which made him very sad.

The elder brother became more and more unfamiliar, and he saw his elder brother secretly smoking a cigarette the night before yesterday.He couldn't know what his brother was thinking, and his expression became more and more indifferent.

No matter how much trouble he made at night, he refused to let himself sleep with him again, obviously he slept with him every night before.

When he woke up in the morning, he glanced at the opposite bed. This was the first thing Wu Jinan did every day when he opened his eyes. There was no one on the bed.Wu Jinan quickly put on his clothes.

"Brother." At a glance, he saw that the old man was chopping wood with a sickle.

"Ahem, you, come down quickly and stack the firewood when you wake up."

"Brother, what's wrong with your voice?"

"Ahem, this is changing your voice, ahem, you will do the same in the future." Wu Jidong squeezed his throat while talking.

Wow, it looks so uncomfortable.

After breakfast, Wu Jidong went out.

"Brother, where are you going?"

"Don't follow." Wu Jidong cast a cold glance at him.It's this kind of gaze, Wu Jinan is very afraid of this kind of gaze, this kind of gaze that rejects him thousands of miles away, every time he meets this gaze, he doesn't have the courage to stick to it.

Wu Jinan flipped through the textbook to review, but he didn't see anything. He was still wondering when did his brother become like this?After thinking for a long time, he didn't come up with a reason, so he just lay down on the window sill and became dazed.Before I knew it, I started to think about what I had or didn’t have. When I was thinking about boredom, I decided to go out for a walk. Seeing that the clothes on my body were still my father’s clothes for work, I wanted to change them. His clothes and his brother’s clothes They are all placed in a cabinet, but separated by a wooden board in the middle.He flipped through a few times and didn't see the clothes he usually wore, but found something dark green in his brother's clothes.So he pulled it apart, took it out, and shook it open. It turned out to be a hand-knitted scarf.

This dark green scarf looked familiar, but he had never seen his elder brother wear it. Just as he was thinking about it, the door was pushed open.

"You like that scarf?"

"Ah? No, no. Brother, I didn't mean to rummage through your things. I was looking for my blue dress..."

"Didn't it be washed by your mother?"

"Ah? Yes. I'm sorry, brother, I really didn't mean to go through your things."

"It's okay, if you like it, I will give it to you."

"Huh? This, isn't this someone gave you?"

"you saw it?"

"Brother, then, that girl——, are you going to the province to go to high school for her?"

"...".Wu Jidong walked slowly in front of him, silently looking down at the younger brother who just reached his waist.

For some reason, Wu Jinan's heart beat wildly, thump!Boom!It felt like it was going to jump out of his throat, he was so frightened that he couldn't breathe.

out, for fear that his brother would hear his heartbeat.Did I ask the wrong question?There was no reason, he felt that he shouldn't ask this question anyway, but his head became confused at the moment, and he blurted out again: "Do you like her?"

"You care?" Wu Jidong still stared at him quietly.Just when Wu Jinan didn't know how to answer.But I saw him silently taking the scarf from his hand and folding it quietly. "This scarf is still not for you."

"Don't be in a daze, I'm pretending to be a hare, you can help too."

"Oh."

The holidays are over.School was about to start again, and after waking up in the morning, I realized that my brother had already reported to the school in the province, and he would live on campus.

All of a sudden, he couldn't see his brother at all, and Wu Jinan felt empty in his heart.When he was eating, he looked at his elder brother who had been sitting next to him all the time. When the seat was empty, his eyes were red and tears came down. He was afraid that his parents would see him, so he quickly lowered his head and took a few mouthfuls. He said he was full and went back to his room.

In the village, only the head of the village has installed a telephone, and it was installed just last year. The whole village held a meeting about it, and finally installed it on the grounds that it would be convenient to answer the news from above. He thought that the elder brother would always call once, but once nor.He knew he had to get used to living without his brother.

He was promoted to junior high school, because he was three years younger than other classmates, and he was the shortest in the class, so he was placed in the first row.Brother Fat took him to and from school, and Ji Dong originally carried him.

"Hey, sure enough, you have to pay it back when you come out to hang out. Your brother drove me to and from school, and now I have to pay you back."

"Thank you fat brother, I will carry you when I grow taller."

"Hey, that's a good thing, but fortunately, you are small and not heavy, so you are relaxed."

"Because I'm very young." Wu Jinan hated people talking about his size.

"Yes, who told you to be a little genius? You just skipped the second grade in elementary school. You are the only one in the whole county. Are your genes all the same?

For studying, that bastard of your brother abandoned me and ran into the province. It’s really disgusting. Sure enough, he went to find Guo Fu

Let's go. ”

This was the first time Wu Jinan heard that girl's name: "Huh! What's so good about her, it's worth my brother going all the way to find her."

"Tsk tsk, you're still young, don't you understand? Guo Fu is so good-looking, and she's such a nice person, even me and she would take the initiative to talk to me. At that time, the two of them were often tired of being together..."

"Fat brother, concentrate on cycling, be careful not to fall into the field!!"

"Hey, don't talk nonsense."

In a blink of an eye, more than two months have passed, and my brother has not come back for the Dragon Boat Festival and Mid-Autumn Festival. Tomorrow is the winter solstice. Go to the grave.

"Father, will brother come back tomorrow?"

"I called his school, and he said he couldn't come back, saying that he had already visited his mother before going to school."

Wu Jinan really wanted to ask his brother, why didn't he come back?Is it because he really hates him and his mother?After suffering for so many years, I can finally leave.In the past, it was because there was no way to leave, but now if you have the opportunity to leave, won't you come back easily?Thinking of this, he couldn't help running to the room to suffocate with the quilt and cry bitterly.

At this time, Zhang Yan walked in, patted him who was wrapped in the quilt, and said softly: "If you miss my brother, you can call him? This is his school phone number, call it and report your brother." Name, hey, maybe we really hurt him by coming to this house..." Said

I went out after finishing.

As expected of a mother who knows her son better than her mother, she looked at a string of numbers written on a piece of white paper, which was pressed with coins.

Wu Jinan clutched the paper tightly.

The next day, Wu Dacheng was going to sweep the grave with a hoe, and Wu Jinan followed.

"Xiao Nan, what are you doing?" I thought to myself, didn't you go here to anger her?

"I'm going to visit for my brother. It's okay. I used to visit my aunt often."

"..."

When he came to the mountain, Wu Jinan remembered something.On the day of the third grade, he took the test paper with the composition that was rated as excellent.The title is "My—" He wrote about my brother.Originally, he wanted to show off to his brother, but when he saw the girl give him a scarf, he even kissed him!At that time, he was dumbfounded, and suddenly thought that if my brother talked to her, then my brother would no longer belong to me alone...

My brother would become that girl. He was still young at that time and only knew that this feeling was like someone else taking something he loved, angry and sad.In a fit of anger, he ran up the mountain, cried and tore the test paper to pieces. Tired from crying, he sat on the ground and fell asleep. He didn't know how long it took, but a burst of damp and cold woke him up, and he realized that It was raining and sleet, and there was a strong wind. He seemed to have returned to the night when he was thrown out of school by his brother. He was scared and cold in his heart, but he just refused to go down the mountain, thinking that his brother would definitely come to him. , There was a big tree next to Wu's mother's tomb, and he squatted with his back against the tree and waited.In this kind of freezing weather, the child's resistance is already weak. After a while, he became dizzy. Suddenly he saw his brother coming to look for him. He stood up and hugged his brother. Brother was talking: Brat, what are you doing here with my mother?I'm not afraid that my mother will kick you down the mountain if she is upset, why is your body so hot?He only remembered these, and he couldn't remember what happened after that. When he woke up, he was already lying on the bed.

If you think about it carefully, it seems that because of this incident, my brother started to alienate me.

The author has something to say: There were only two years of junior high school and high school.