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Chapter 33: The Secret in My Heart (2)

更新时间2015-8-249:57:07字数:1497

"I'm not willing to do this, but I also know what you want from me. As I said, that's the only thing I can't give you... There's always someone in my heart, and you, because of that person's shadow It will be discovered by me, and I told myself, how can you fall in love with a shadow? What's more, you are still a man, and I am the emperor, what a ridiculous relationship... My reason does not allow me to fall into this predicament! But... "

"Obviously I want to give up on you and repay your love by making sure you have no worries about food and clothing, but I am shaken by a song every day... Oh, you also know that I don't like to get up early, but when I accidentally found Yingheju Every time when the zither sounds, I remembered that you used this method to wake me up before. But, I am not by your side, I am sleeping in front of someone else's bed, why are you still not complaining? Still playing music for me? I don’t understand, everyone wants to sleep with me every night, stay with me, and want to be alone to be satisfied. If I make another new love, they will be jealous and angry, and will curse the person who sleeps next to me .Why don't you? You are still playing the zither for me, even if you don't know where I stayed that night..."

There was a sweet smile on Emperor Xuanyuan's face: "I don't know when it started, but I have paid special attention to your tunes. In the silence of all sounds, there is a vague and ethereal sound of the zither, which even touches my heart. I can't help but be intoxicated by the ease and tranquility, which made me deeply attached to it... In order not to miss the song, I started to get up before the hour, and then leaned against the window, waiting for you to start playing the zither, and when your When the sound of the zither is played, I will be very happy, so happy that I don't even know why..."

Two lines of clear tears slowly flowed from Xihe's eyes, he rested his pillow on Emperor Xuanyuan's shoulder speechlessly, and slowly confided his heart to the magnetic voice.

"Do you remember? There was a time when I was never lucky with you, and even if I stayed overnight, I just hugged and slept together... because I heard from the imperial doctor that you were born weak and could not stand the night after night sex, I dare not touch you again You...hehe, there will be times when I feel sorry for someone, if I would not have believed it before, but I never thought that I would be able to bear it when I am clearly reluctant to let go, and I can just quietly hug you and sleep contentedly..."

"emperor……"

"Later when I came out of the palace, I met Yang Jun. When I saw him, the thought that popped into my mind was 'he really looks like Xihe!'. At that time, I was really confused and lost. How did your "pity" become so worrying... When I put everything together, I suddenly realized, but I dare not accept this answer. You are just a stand-in, so why do I fall in love with you? In fact, if you look closely, you and that person are only [-]% like each other. Why do I like you? I can't figure it out... So I started to avoid you... I said I hate you, because I hate you for stealing you without knowing it. I have lost my heart, hating you for not being a woman, so that I can love you without any scruples. Therefore, I have been silent and want to bury that feeling..."

Emperor Xuanyuan laughed at himself: "I know what the rumors in the palace say. You all think that Chu'er is my favorite, right?"

Xi He was startled, and asked stupidly, "Isn't it...?"

"Fool!" Emperor Xuanyuan rumpled Xihe's hanging hair with his hands, and said with a wry smile, "Could it be that I'm so stupid that you take such unethical things for granted? No matter how lustful I am, I won't be right." Blood relatives make a move?"

"But……"

"However, he and I were not born of the same mother. Why do I love him so much? That kind of love has already surpassed the definition of brother, let alone not being a real brother. You think the same way, right?"

Xihe is a little confused, isn't she?

Emperor Xuanyuan hugged Xihe tightly subconsciously, and the deep sorrow revealed in his words made Xihe's heart twitch.

"That is the secret in my heart. In this world, no one knows it except me, but today, I want to tell you..."

Emperor Xuanyuan's eyes drifted away slowly, recalling the deep attachment of youthful madness and the faint sadness of youthful love...

That is the story of the late emperor when he was alive.At that time, Emperor Xuanyuan was just a prince. The natural emperor's blood and the influence of acquired power created Emperor Xuanyuan's self-confidence and arrogance. He comfortably enjoys the carefree domineering among the various power factions, as if everything in the world is under control.

That first meeting in late autumn seemed to be the most sudden turmoil, causing Emperor Xuanyuan to plunge into the endless abyss without even a chance to resist...

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