Dust of Rebirth

After Tan Fan agreed to Xing Qian's three requests, he got the answers to the questions he wanted to know.

Just like a dream, it’s just the environment in the dream, what happened, and the people he met were all so real. He felt that he was always looking for something, until he met Fan Chen, who would just stand far away and keep close to him. Dust of distance.

Why not rely on him a little?Obviously everyone pins their hopes on him every time, why are you so far away from me?

In the dream, I saw Fanchen grabbing his collar and crying, blaming the woman behind me so heartbreakingly, but I didn't let go to comfort him, and watched him leave until I knew everything, and A piece of news that I would never want to believe...

"Tan Fan?" Fan Chen felt his heart was about to jump out of his throat. The moment Tan Fan opened his eyes, the boulder hanging over his heart finally fell down, but when he wanted to check Tan Fan's temperature, he half lifted The hand that was touched was grabbed by the opponent, and the strength was not small, "Tan Fan? What's the matter?"

Almost at the moment when Fan Chen finished speaking, Tan Fan suddenly approached, and Fan Chen could feel Tan Fan's dehydrated lips pressed against him tightly, kissing him deeply, lingering and lingering for a long time, until he was about to suffocate before remembering to push someone away .

"Don't do this!" Fan Chen stood between himself and Tan Fan with one hand, covered his mouth with the other, lowered his head not because of shyness, but because of fear and sadness, "Don't do this..."

Don't do this, don't do this kind of thing, don't do what friends don't do, it's wrong...

Tan Fan saw Fan Chen's expression and the emotion in his eyes. Seeing the other party's refusal and reaction, his heart throbbed violently.

"That's what you want, isn't it?" Tan Fan subconsciously opened his mouth, but he didn't even react, but felt Fan Chen's shock, and looked up at him with a hurt expression.

Tan Fan was taken aback, and raised his hand to caress Fan Chen's face.

No, it's not like that, that's not what it means...

But before the fingertips touched the temperature that belonged to that person, they were already slapped away by the cold.

"Don't touch me." Fan Chen's eyes were red, he never expected Tan Fan to respond to his feelings, but he didn't want such a result.

"I didn't mean that." Regardless of the other party's resistance, Tan Fan grabbed Fan Chen's arm and tried his best to control his emotions. A voice in his heart kept reminding him to speak clearly no matter what.

"Don't touch me." Fan Chen began to struggle, his nose was sore, he just wanted to leave, and he didn't want this man to see him in a mess.

"I like you, can't you feel it?"

Fan Chen stopped struggling, and looked at him in a daze.

"No, it's not liking, it's love." Tan Fan's voice was very soft, different from his usual indifferent attitude, showing more affection, "Whether you want to or not, don't leave my side, without you, I have no life The meaning of going down."

"Tan Fan..." Fan Chen couldn't believe his ears, he was stunned for a long time before he smiled: "Are you sleepy?"

"I only belong to you, because of fairness, you can only belong to me." Pushing the person into his arms domineeringly, Tan Fan felt as if he had returned to that time again, afraid that the person in his arms would suddenly disappear, and the strength of his arms was tight Tighten up, "In this life, I will repay you, all my feelings, everything."

After knowing Fan Chen's death, it seems that nothing can arouse his interest. He even began to question why the survivors should live. Living in a fearful environment every day, isn't it tired?It would be better to die than to be free.

But now it's different, he still has a chance, this time, he can't let Fan Chen leave his side no matter what, in the last life he worried too much, he didn't confess his intention earlier, he failed to protect Fan Chen, let him suffer so much So much suffering, this time, it's only for the mortal world, as for the others, wouldn't death be too cheap?

In his last life, he could only look at Fan Chen from a distance, as if there was a transparent wall between the two of them, he watched Fan Chen gradually leave him but could do nothing, until Tan Fan decided to give up everything just for one person At that time, nothing can be redeemed... All the pain will not reappear in this life. On the contrary, some people will never live as comfortably as they did in the previous life.

The sadness in the depths of Tan Fan's eyes gradually faded, and the cruel thoughts cooled the heart-warming affection to freezing point.

Those who hurt the mortal world, those who make the mortal world suffer, don't even try to escape. In the last life, I killed the other party easily. The way I did it was too kind, so I died so happily. How can I feel the horror and cruelty of the last days? reality?Survival is not easy in the first place, and I don't mind if it is even more difficult.

Tan Fan said too many words, which flattered Fan Chen, but the connection of hearts that should have been happy made him unable to hold back his tears.

He wanted to say that he was very happy that Tan Fan could like him, but he couldn't say anything.

Reborn with the memory of the previous life, after experiencing all this, I almost thought that those pains and sufferings were just dreams, but they were all real. In those days, no matter how tired or afraid I was, I never cried or even complained. , until the important people around me suffered misfortune one by one... I feel at ease in Tan Fan's arms, but it is because of the peace of mind that I can vent all the grievances in my heart at this moment, feeling that I am inferior and at the same time grateful Can rely on this man.

Feeling the change of the person in his arms, Tan Fan's heart softened, and he held the back of Fan Chen's head with one hand, hugged him tightly, and let out a long sigh of relief.

Fortunately, everything is in time...

Fan Chen leaned against Tan Fan and fell asleep crying, with one hand tightly clutching the corner of Tan Fan's clothes. Once he showed dependence, he would be special to children, making him more lovable than usual.

Tan Fan hugged him to the bed, and lay down together himself, enjoying the warmth of the two cuddling together, looking at the sleeping Fan Chen, a little distressed, picked up the phone and dialed Liu Wenbin's number.

【boss. 】

"Where are things?" Tan Fan lowered his voice as much as possible, looked at the person in his arms, and said calmly.

[It's a little troublesome. The ship that temporarily put the things is being targeted by the police. I'm afraid we won't be able to get the goods so quickly. 】

"Where is the ship."

[Stopped at a distance of ten nautical miles from the pier and did not stop. 】

"Go there at night."

【Yes. 】

After getting the news from Xing Qian, Tan Fan began to prepare supplies. The food was mainly suitable for preservation, resistant to hunger, and high in calories. However, guns and ammunition were a problem.

If you want to buy large quantities of arms, you only need to find black arms dealers to buy them, but it is not a small problem to get them without being noticed by the police.

After hanging up the phone, Tan Fan touched the diamond earrings on Fanchen's ears. The moment his fingertips just touched the earrings, a blue light flashed across the earrings. After a while, the entire diamond changed its appearance and turned blue.

Unconsciously, the corner of his mouth curled up, Tan Fan circled someone in his arms, and planned to take a rest to prepare for the night's action.