Inner entertainment first vase

When Zhong Ping heard the sound of breathing on the other end of the phone, he suddenly held his breath, and the smile on his face deepened, "Why, so you don't know?"

"Shanglu knew about the six years between you and Mr. Tang. Not only did he know, he also watched all the photos and videos. He already knew exactly how you were trained by Mr. Tang," Zhong Ping said. After a pause, he asked with great interest: "Speaking of which, can your body, which is used to whipping, bear it? He should be very gentle to you. Do you think Phytophthora would think that the more gentle he is to you? , the more boring you feel, the three years you have treated each other like guests should be very boring to you, right? Mr. Ke. "

He got no response, and Ke Yu hung up.

...What does the clock screen mean?Why can he understand every word Ke Yu, but he can't read the meaning when they are connected together?What does Shanglu have watched the video?what video? ...Is that the video from Yuno Villa?

"Let me take a gamble with your life to see if I win or you win, and see which day your beloved Phytolaca will find out about this. If your life is good, as you said, use the money from the first half of your life Doom to replace him, you can really go on for a long time, then when I lose a game, I will be convinced-if your life is not good, one day something will happen, baby, I want to see him Will I hate you?"

Really, so soon, the second game will also open the cards.

"Teacher Ke?" Yu Changle called him, and handed him a glass of iced latte, "Thank you for your hard work, I want you to stay with us at the scene at night."

Ke Yu hooked his lower lip habitually, but his eyes were distracted and distracted, which seemed strange to Yu Changle.He seemed to be seized by something terrible, like a kind of stiff corpse white under the white light of the film school classroom.

Yu Changle restrained his pleasant smile: "I'll ask Guoer to take you back to the hotel first."

Guoer was still eating takeaways outside, Shanghai cuisine with thick oil and red sauce, she was not very used to it, and was secretly happy that she could lose weight by the way, when she heard Yu Changle calling her.

"Hey Teacher Yu!" Guo'er waved at him with her chopsticks in between.

"Teacher Ke is not feeling well, you send him back to rest." Yu Changle ordered.

Guo'er was taken aback, "Okay, okay." She replied, wanting to turn around and get her and Ke Yu's backpacks, but as soon as her eyes touched Ke Yu's face, she panicked, "Brother?"

Yu Changle silently rolled his chin at her, and looked at her reproachfully, implying what he was still doing in a daze.

"I, I'm going to talk to Shanglu—"

"No need!" Ke Yu suddenly stopped her, seeming to have lost the will to control the volume. The loudness of the voice shocked both of them, "No need...let him be busy."

When I was leaving, I was passing the big classroom where the casting was done, and it was at the corner of the stairs.Shanglu sat in the first row of the stepped seats, with his legs crossed, his back straight and his neck slender, and his aura seemed difficult to approach.The small table board of the side armrest is on display, and there is an empty water bottle on it. The cap tip of the black pen is unscrewed, and his eyebrows are slightly frowned, and he is writing comments on the roster folder of the audition.

Ke Yu passed by, Sheng Guoer hesitated to speak, Shang Lu didn't know that his beloved was passing by the window at this moment.He didn't raise his head, and under the daylight, there was only a faint and light shadow sweeping past him.

"Remember to remind him to drink water." Ke Yu said as he passed by Mia.

The car was parked in the open-air parking lot outside the teaching building. It was summer vacation. There were very few students staying in school, and there were very few pedestrians on the road. I always felt that the night was more empty.Guo'er wanted to ask him what's wrong, but her heart was so uneasy that she was like a gourd with its mouth sawn, and she couldn't say a word.

She had never seen Ke Yu like this.In the past, Ke Yu was dissociative, as if he didn't like this world very much. In peace, Guo'er felt that he would disappear and leave at any time.But the past few years with Shanglu will not last.He likes Phytolacca very much, likes himself very much, rain or shine, and he also likes every day in this world.

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Shanglu didn't return until late at night.

The room was opened separately, and in order to deceive others, the two of them did not stay overnight, but he was used to saying good night to Ke Yu before falling asleep.

There was the sound of the electronic lock starting from the door, and the door swung open. The room was pitch black, except for a floor lamp by the window. Standing silhouette.

The air conditioner was turned on so full it was almost cold.Shang Lu closed the door, smelling the strong smell of smoke first.Before he could move, Ke Yu said, "Don't turn on the light."

"Why do you smoke so much?" Neither the central air conditioner nor the ventilation system cleared away the lingering smoke. During these four or five hours, he smoked more than one pack.Shang Lu sniffed lightly, put down his tablet and notebook, and when he walked to Ke Yu's side, he wanted to hug him into his arms.

He did hold him in his arms, but he found that Ke Yu's body was cold and trembling abnormally.

"Why are you shaking so badly?" You pressed the back of your hand to your forehead, to check if he had a fever.Yu Changle only said that he was not in the right condition. Ke Yu didn’t reply to the text messages he sent, and he didn’t answer the phone calls. More than 20 people were waiting for him to have a meeting to arrange work—Shang Lu regretted it, and he shouldn’t neglect him for work.

"A long time ago, someone unilaterally wanted to make a bet with me," Ke Yu opened his mouth, but the answer was not his question.He didn't know that his fingertips were about to cut off the pipe, and because of the root of his teeth, his jaw line was as clear as a stone carving, "I don't want to gamble, but I can't leave the game, because the bet is actually mine. I can’t control my own life, so I can only wait for the day when the cards are revealed.”

Shanglu's embrace froze, but it was only fleeting. He asked, "What did you bet on?"

"He bet on two secrets with me. It doesn't matter if the two are changed by others, but because I have someone I care about, it has become a very important secret. The first secret is that I, who always say I like acting, actually have a heart Blindness. The person I care about regards me as a genius. Although the whole world thinks I am a vase, he says that I am a natural actor. Because he always says this sentence, I want to fight for him, At the very least, he shouldn't be disappointed."

"On the Fengche Mountain of Nanshan Island, the typhoon is coming soon. He said that the high mountains and flowing water are Boya Ziqi. I said, my heart is the same as that of Ziqi. For this confidant, I am determined to devote all my efforts in this life. It's just me I still feel panic, afraid of seeing a disappointed look on his face. In fact, now that I think about it, I am very selfish, knowing that I am hopeless, but still coveting his salvation."

"This game was opened at the end of the previous year, and the whole world knew that I was mentally blind. The person I cared about, he stayed up for many days because of me, watching all my performances frame by frame, I spent an extra 6000 million for me, and said that this is his way of investing. On the day the cards were revealed, the person who bet with me sent a text message, and he said, there is still one round.”

"In the first game, I won."

Because of shaking so badly, the smoke also trembled when biting into his mouth.Ke Yu took a sip nervously, and smiled expressionlessly: "The second game——"

Shanglu suddenly tightened his arms, and at the same time took the pipe away from the corner of his mouth, "You are tired, go to sleep, and we will talk about it tomorrow." The strength of his hard-working arms almost strangled Ke Yu until his chest hurt. , the heart inside seemed to be squeezed pitifully, beating heavier and slower each time.

"The second secret is to claim that I have not been ruled by unspoken rules, and that I have been in normal heterosexual relationships six times—"

The embrace behind his back left, and Shang Lu turned around in a big stride, "Ke Yu," his voice tightened, losing his composure just now, "I don't really want to hear it."

Ke Yu put out the cigarette in the ashtray.He called him, "What are you afraid of?" He looked at Shanglu's back and smiled, "Come back, give me a hug."

"Aren't you coming back?" Ke Yu lowered his eyes, eyes hidden in thick shadows, "I wish you could hug me."

He was suddenly embraced by Shang Lu, almost bumping into him.

"When I beg you," Shang Lu couldn't stop kissing his ear, "stop talking."

"The guy I cared about, I remember him when we first met because he was so good looking... I don't know, I think I might have liked him the first time. Go to the psych clinic to sleep, doc Said, you often mention him during hypnosis, if you really like him, try to catch him... Actually, I really want to catch him, but I don’t deserve it.”

"What kind of deformed life did I live in the first six years when I met him? I dare not tell him, because this is not the world he should know. I dare not tell him, because I am even more afraid that he will ask me why There is no resistance? If there is resistance, why do these days continue for six years? If the fish dies and the net is broken, there will always be a result, such as I die and become disabled, or he dies and becomes disabled, or become a social sensation Big case. Why not? I'm afraid he'll ask me that. I can't answer. Not only did I not die, but I also gained fame and fortune and made a lot of money. Do I have any guilt?"

Ke Yu looked up at Shanglu, pursed his lips, and the dim light in his eyes was about to disappear, as if it was Shanglu's illusion.

"I have a guilty conscience," he said.

"The person I care about, the better he treats me, the more I feel guilty. I feel guilty that I have dealt with that person for so many years in order to protect myself. I feel guilty that I wait for him every time I kneel on the bed with my back to him. When I was whipped, I was so self-conscious, guilty that I had kissed him so many times, done so many disgusting things, and took so many disgusting photos."

"I thought this game would last until I died without playing cards," Ke Yu smiled, and in the moonlight outside the floor-to-ceiling window, stretched out his hand to trace Shanglu's eyebrows, "Now I know, I can't beat myself Fate. In fact, I have always known that my luck is not very good. What I want will always be missed, and what I want to keep will always be counterproductive. It was still my best luck when you said you love me when I was in Nanshan Island time."

"I still remember what that man said when he made a bet with me. He said, 'I'll take a bet with your bad fate, Ke Yu, to see if your life will favor you this time, and let this matter come to an end. I will keep it hidden until death.' He said well, I really want this matter to be kept hidden until I die, I die, if the person I care about knows the truth, how angry, how disappointed, how I don't even know the pain."

"He also said, 'If one day he finds out, it's fate, do you know what that means?' He asked me and gave me the answer, 'It means it's not me that's against you, it's your life that's against you. You. You lost, you lost your life, you saw the sun and lost it, it was your fate.'”

"I don't care," Shang Lu said hoarsely, "I don't care, you don't need to bet, you don't need to bet, who do you bet with? Just bet if I will know? And then? Why don't you ask me what will happen if I know?" ? Let me tell you now, nothing will happen, nothing will happen, this bet is meaningless."

"Shanglu," Ke Yu's hand that was originally on his chest slightly exerted force, turning into a posture of pushing him outward, "...but I care."

"I really care what I look like in your eyes."