Inner entertainment first vase

Sure enough, the cafe was sitting on a cliff, facing a large open sea.Perhaps a port, full of ships.Farther away, there is an outlying island with lush greenery, a small one that only birds may pass by.

This place is already far away from Windmill Mountain, and there are only dense forests everywhere. The huge treetops are shaking in the wind, and the wind chimes under the eaves are also jingling.On the side facing the sea, a long column of open wooden bar counters has been made, and now the glass has been closed due to the typhoon, forming a perfectly stitched floor-to-ceiling window.

Ke Yu opened the door and went in. Before she could raise her head, the girl behind the bar said, "I'm sorry, customers, we are closed today..." As she spoke, she raised her head, and her voice stopped abruptly: "—Boss?!"

Ke Yu said with a lazy smile: "We will close early before the typhoon comes, and wages will be deducted."

The little girl greeted her while twisting up her apron and wiping her hands: "Why are you here! Isn't it a typhoon!"

"Leave at night."

"This is..." He glanced at Shang Lu.

Ke Yu thought of Sheng Guo'er. Sure enough, one or two of these girls had a phobia of trendy handsome guys. When they saw Shanglu, they couldn't speak and started stuttering.

"My friend, bring him here for a cup of coffee and leave." Turning to Phytolaca again: "What do you want to drink?"

Shanglu looked away from the elegant bar, "You are the boss, do you have any recommendations?"

Ke Yu ordered: "Two cups for hand pouring."

"Okay!" The girl rushed back—and stepped back lively: "Handsome guy, have you made your debut yet?"

"No."

"Then..." Skillfully took out the phone and called up the QR code: "Add a WeChat?"

Shang Lu glanced at Ke Yu: "I already have a date."

Ke Yu coughed, and pressed the girl's phone gently but firmly: "Xiaobai, don't deal with personal matters during work."

When walking towards the floor-to-ceiling windows, he whispered, "Who is your dating partner?"

Shang Lu sneered: "Your entertainment industry is really corrupt."

Ke Yu: "..."

The pour-over coffee was served slowly, so Xiaobai served two cookies and madeleines first.Ke Yu asked, "You're the only one today?"

"That's right, it's the off-season, and it's a typhoon, so there are no customers at all. If you come five minutes late, I'll be off work already." Xiaobai grinned, and took out Ke Yu's photo from his apron pocket , a super thick stack: "Thank you, boss! Just treat it as a New Year's profit!"

Ke Yu took the marker pen, smiled and said, "You will take advantage."

With so many, you can sell them for tens of thousands of yuan if you sell them second-hand.

Shang Lu accompanied him to watch him bow his head and sign. He was fast, steady and unhurried, but all of them wrote the word "Xiaodao" without a love tail.

"Why did you write 'Keyu' on my palm last time?"

"do not like?"

"The island is lovely."

Ke Yu stopped moving, "Grandma calls me Dao Dao, but her accent is heavy, so it's like a babble."

"The island was taken by fans?"

Ke Yu was silent for a moment before saying, "That's right."

"Then why did you sign 'Keyu' for me?"

"Why do you have so many?"

Shanglu made an inch of it: "Why is there love in the back?"

Ke Yu was speechless: "I'm obsessed with ghosts!"

"Teacher Ke," Shang Lu approached, his voice low: "You can't do this to me."

"What did I do to you? Can't I lose control of my emotions and lose my mind?"

"You want to kiss me when you lose your mind?" Shang Lu keenly grasped the point.

Ke Yu said leisurely: "I have kissed a lot of people, if I were to be responsible for all of them like you, I wouldn't be able to arrange enough for a week."

Shang Lu took out one of his unsigned stacks of photos, turned it to the back, and wrote down a line of dignified regular script with the sticky pen that Xiao Bai had left behind just now.

"What did you write?" Ke Yu asked, seeing Shang Lu pressing the photo with two fingers and pushing it over.He stopped writing, "Scum—"

Scumbag.

Ke Yu lay on the table laughing like he wanted to die.After laughing and steadying my heartbeat, I said seriously: "I signed 'Keyu' for you because I like this name very much. The word Xiaodao does not belong to me." Write these two words on it, "...One day, I will pay it back."

"Sounds like a confession."

Ke Yu looked at him: "What understanding do you have?"

"The word 'Xiaodao' does not belong to you, but 'Keyu' belongs to you. You signed him to me."

Xiaoxiao's thoughts were exposed on the spot, and Ke Yu said lightly: "Thinking too much, if I want to confess, I will definitely say the word 'like' clearly."

Xiao Bai came over with a tray and put the coffee, milk and sugar cubes away one by one.The fragrance is rich and hot, especially on typhoon days.The wind outside is getting stronger and stronger, the waves on the sea are hitting high wave after wave, the crown of the tree is struggling like a wig, and it seems that it will be blown away from the trunk at any time.The sky was very gloomy, and Ke Yu held his chin: "The weather is not good today, and the sea is not beautiful. When I was a child, I liked to run here to daze. I rode a bicycle to the foot of the mountain, and then climbed up by myself. There was no road before, but there was a shortcut. You can copy it. After climbing up, I sat on the grass in a daze. That was the freest moment in my life."

"So you opened the coffee shop here later?"

"Well, I'm losing money every month." Ke Yu smiled, "On a sunny day, this place is really beautiful, the sea is very blue, the endless blue, and the hillsides on both sides are full of thorns and wild flowers. You can see the sunset, and the beach will turn into a piece of golden yellow. There are times when you forget the time for fun, and before you ride your bicycle to the entrance of the alley, you hear your grandma shouting in a drawn-out voice, "Daw, go home for dinner." She doesn't Knowing that I ran so far up the mountain, I thought I could hear the sound, and I would go home when I heard it."

Shanglu caught his expression, saw that he was calm and relaxed, and comforted him: "Don't blame yourself, you are happy now, she is worth it."

"She is actually a native of Ning City, and Mei Zhongliang is an aborigine on the island. When she was 32 years old, she worked as a nanny in a teacher's home in Shantou City. One morning when she went to the vegetable market, she saw a swaddling baby next to the trash can. The baby in the swaddle...is me."

"In those days in Shantou City, abandoned baby girls were not uncommon, but boy babies were rare. When a family gave birth to a son, the neighbors wanted to congratulate them. How could anyone be willing to throw away their son? Even if they couldn't afford it, they would Will choose to adopt to relatives, or give away. Grandma said, when I was a child, I was cuter than now," Ke Yu pursed her lips, and lowered her head in embarrassment. "People around me say that children are round and round, and they are still a The one with the handle, why would I throw it away? It must be sick. There is no flaw in this logic, unless I have some disease that cannot be cured or costs money, otherwise it will definitely not be thrown away.”

"Grandma took you back?"

"Well, you know what, she put me in the vegetable basket, said that when she turned her head, she saw me grabbing a handful of celery and nibbling it into my mouth, and I was still giggling."

Shanglu followed with a smile: "What happened next?"

"Later, the teacher took me for an examination. Everything was normal. They have two daughters and are planning to have their third child. The state is cracking down on them, and they are public servants. They are ready to lose their jobs. Just when I showed up They decided to adopt me. At that time, the double-teacher family could be regarded as the current middle class, and there was no pressure to raise me. Grandma was also very happy."

Shang Lu was stunned: "Then what happened..." "Then they divorced, and soon, it was just over a year, and they didn't even have time to register for me. The husband and wife each brought a girl, and I became the redundant one." The female teacher told my grandma to let her take me back to live on the island first, and then come and take me away when she settles down.”

"She broke her promise."

Ke Yu shook her head: "She came to see me, and at first she gave grandma alimony, but when a woman changes her husband, she changes her family, and she will eventually have her own new ideas. The male teacher... also came to see me, He paused for a moment, "It was two or three years later, he changed his wife, but he still didn't have a son, so he thought of me. I told you, I was four or five years old at that time, and I was taken to mahjong every day by an old gambler. He made a fool of himself, he molested me, and was seen by the male teacher—"

Shanglu's heart lifted following his silence, "What do you see?"

"He thinks I'm unlucky."

Ke Yu let out a heavy sigh of relief, the corners of the photo were subconsciously rubbed repeatedly with his fingers, and the corners of the photo had curled up.

Shanglu clenched his fist tightly, and finally slammed it on the table with a bang: "Fuck."

The coffee cup and the delicate little silver spoon were all bumped into each other, Ke Yu smiled self-deprecatingly: "He has no obligation to me, I can't blame him. The fate between people is destined, this is what I have known since I was a child Things. I stayed on the island. Grandma didn't want me to have the same surname as Mei Zhongliang, but she also felt that she was a woman, so she was not qualified to let me take my mother's surname without my father's surname, so the surname Ke...is It was drawn by lottery." He tilted his head, the corners of his lips curled up, "Cool."

Phytophthora said: "Cool, very cool."

"Well, I think so too. Adults think that children have no memory. In fact, although children don't remember things, they can remember emotions. If they feel happiness, then remember happiness. If what they feel is fear and fear, then remember I live in fear and panic. I know I was abandoned more than once. Although my grandma is very good to me, I am always afraid that Mei will let her abandon me again, or think that I am a burden and cannot support me. , or have my own children... I am ready to be discarded every day."

Shang Lu stopped talking, he knew that Ke Yu didn't need him to talk.

"When I was young, my grandma thought I was really sick, because I seldom spoke unless I was forced to do so. After I got my household registration, she asked me if I could call her Muma." Ke Yu opened her eyes hard, but did not dare Blinking, "I don't want to scream, because I'm afraid. I'm afraid of screaming, so I take it seriously, I really treat her as my mother, if one day she doesn't want me anymore..." Ke Yu took a breath and picked up the coffee The cup swallowed hard like drinking water, "Then I am the one who was thrown twice by my mother."

"I just told grandma, you are not my mother, I don't want an uneducated mother." Ke Yu said, raising his head, and the veins on his neck protruded as he took a deep breath.After a while, the ups and downs of his chest gradually calmed down, and he smiled: "She thought I still wanted that female teacher, and she never mentioned it again."

"Don't be like this, Ke Yu," Shanglu held him tightly, "You were still young at that time."

"The coffee is cold." Ke Yu knocked on the table, "Don't waste our Xiaobai's thoughts."

Shanglu didn't drink, and gradually came to his senses, staring at him deeply: "Why are you talking to me all of a sudden?"

"A person's character and mental health have long been silently written. I have no parents, no surname, no family. When I burn incense, people say that my ancestors bless me, but I don't even have ancestors. You asked me that day, high school Why not be together with the girl I like, because I know that I will not be so lucky, I will be the one who is loved, and the one who is firmly chosen. I have no way to manage the relationship, because not only do I not trust the other party , I don’t believe in myself either. Because I’m pessimistic from beginning to end, just like I don’t want to call you Muma, I,” Ke Yu lowered her head deeply, and said the second half of the sentence slowly with trembling breath: "In any relationship, you are ready to withdraw at any time."

Shanglu pushed the chair away and stood up, "Let's stop here, I don't want to hear it."

Ke Yu didn't turn around to persuade her to stay, and said in a low voice, "I've already finished."

About Ke Yu, the boring, insignificant, and reserved past, you already know better than anyone else.

Xiaobai rushed over from behind the bar in a daze: "What's the matter? Is the handsome guy angry? Is there a fight? ——Hey, my autographed photo!"

Ke Yu looked down, and saw that several of the papers had been ruined beyond recognition, and those that had already been signed were also blurred.Xiao Bai was heartbroken, and Ke Yu comforted her: "I'll sign you a Blu-ray DVD later, that one is more expensive."

Xiaobai blinked: "Boss, is that really your friend? You have only brought Guoer for so many years."

Ke Yu looked at the tall back of Shang Lu walking outside, but did not answer.

Shang Lu was standing on the edge of the cliff, and Ke Yu couldn't figure out what he was thinking during these five minutes.

When he came back, he looked calm as usual, and picked up his coat from the back of the chair: "Let's go, it's time to go to the airport."

The huge waves aroused by the typhoon seemed to press down on his chest, and Ke Yu felt overwhelmed with suffocation and panic, but it was only for a short moment—so fast that he had already suppressed it before his eyes showed it. ——But subconsciously smiled and asked: "Really? What time is your flight? Do you want to eat—"

"No need." Shang Lu paused and looked at him, "About the movie, do you have any other suggestions?"

"Nothing."

"Okay, then," Shang Lu raised his wrist and looked at his watch, "There are still some elders at the Chamber of Commerce who want to say hello, what time is your flight? Do you want to go with me, or go by yourself later?"

Ke Yu held the cup hard, his knuckles turned white, but his tone was very natural, natural and polite: "I'll go by myself, you go to work first."

Shanglu's eyes and breath became colder, as if he had been blown to death by the sea breeze for just 5 minutes, after a long while, he nodded: "Okay."

"The handsome guy is gone?" Xiaobai came out to see off the guests, glanced at Ke Yu, felt that the atmosphere was subtle but couldn't explain it well, so he helped him open the glass door with a smile: "Looking forward to your next visit!"

The Tesla engine was silent, and Ke Yu didn't know when Shanglu drove away. He didn't know why, so he subconsciously counted down the seconds, one, two, three, four... The coffee cup and saucer were brought to him by the sudden movement of standing up. He fell to the ground, and the cold brown liquid splashed on his light gray sweatpants.Xiao Bai exclaimed, Ke Yu pulled out two paper towels, brought the dessert spoon, and rolled to the ground with the madeleine.

"old--"

Ke Yu ran out like a gust of wind, the glass door swayed back and forth in the strong wind, and the jingle of wind chimes rang crisply in the wind.

do not go.

do not go.

do not go.

The parking lot was empty, and his footsteps only paused for a moment, then he turned around and ran frantically towards the mountain road.How could he catch up?Even if it was only forty miles, he had already turned three turns at this time, and he was destined to be unable to catch up.Blessed by ancestors... No, he has no ancestors, no one will protect him, no one will share such luck and good luck with him.

"Pray to Heavenly Father to be a good person for 10 minutes."

To whom does he pray?If prayers helped, what about his mother?If prayers help, give her the memory of grandma back so he can call her momma.If prayers help...

Forgive his cowardice.

Forgive his cowardice.

Forgive his cowardice.

Show him a good view--

The silver Tesla stopped on the side of the road with double flashing lights.

... let me see the good times come.

Ke Yu stopped panting, ten meters away from the car.He swallowed hard, his chest almost burned, and his mouth was filled with the smell of blood after strenuous exercise.

Step by step, hesitating, gradually slowed down.

The heartbeat was so fast that it would burst out of the heart.Every shock felt like it was about to explode cruelly.

Ke Yu stopped completely, holding her breath as if begging for death, and tears rolled down her right eye.The tightly clenched fingertips almost pinched into the palm of his hand, and he finally ran hard again regardless of everything else.

Run to the car that is waiting for him.

While running, while crying, while raising his lips.

In the broken panting, his laughter sounded.A short, almost flying laugh.

When he ran to the rear of the car, the door was pushed open, and Shang Lu got out of the car and slammed the door hard, grabbing his wrist.

Suddenly, Ke Yu was knocked down on the vehicle body with a bang.

"Aren't you ready to withdraw at any time? Aren't you unconfident and unqualified to start a relationship? Don't you want to scare me away? What are you doing here again? Do you want to try again, tease me again, or kiss me again Then walk away as if nothing had happened?" Shang Lu held him down, the thick clouds in his eyes made his legs weaker than the typhoon passing through the sky, "Ke Yu, I gave you a chance."

The lips that were parted due to panting were sealed tightly.

Shanglu's kiss swept everything about him.

Ke Yu was pinched in his arms by his wrists, his waist was limp on the car body, and his other hand tightly circled Shanglu's neck.He responded to him recklessly and indiscriminately, the sky was on the ground, in broad daylight, he discarded all the shit, shame, rules and self-consciousness of being a star, and was suffocated by Phytophthora kisses, his legs were weak after kisses, and he was willing to throw away his armor and armor and leave. The lips and tongue are numb to the tip of the heart.

"Teacher Ke, I've never seen a person who is more shameless, arrogant, selfish and timid than you." Shang Lu clasped his face tightly with both hands, and clasped his soft and cold cheeks with his tiger's mouth. Fuck his tears falling down line by line, "But what should I do? I know your frivolity, cowardice and stupidity, all your vulgar tricks, trying to get you back, and your self-abased, hopeless and endless pessimism. Test the bet—but I like you, I like you, I like you..."

Ke Yu stared at him, looked deeply into his eyes, then grabbed the back of his head, and kissed his horrible and fatal confession.

The wind suddenly blows the sky and the earth thin, and on the lonely Windmill Mountain, the white shirt of Phytolaca is blown up by the wind.

The weather report came from the car radio:

"Typhoon Yunque will land in this city ahead of schedule tonight. Citizens are requested to prepare for disaster avoidance and emergency rescue. Relevant departments...according to the latest news from the airport, due to the impact of the typhoon, all flights departing, landing and stopping in this city have been cancelled. Citizens are requested to Carefully arrange travel plans with travelers and friends..."