Reborn Wood Tour

Chapter 127

As long as Lin Anxuan could remember, he knew that he had no father, only a grandfather.

Lin Anxuan admired his father very much, because his father was tall and his shoulders were so wide that he could carry him up. Before he was picked up by Da Yubo, he lived with his father Lin Ze all the time. Together.

Every day during the day, Lin Anxuan is alone at home. When he is hungry, he eats nutritional supplements of various flavors. When he is tired, he goes to sleep. When he is bored, he plays games by himself. There are various intellectual games. When the children are done playing, they will play again and again. When I get tired of playing, I play adult intellectual games until I have nothing to play, and then I sit in a daze, looking at the direction where my father is going home by the door, hoping that my father will come home early.

The little Lin Anxuan always has a dull face because he has no one to accompany him. When he is not talking, he is like a lifeless doll, cute and distressing; He can talk, and the children in the school think he is difficult to get along with and don't play with him.

Whenever his classmates gather together to play with various toys, Lin Anxuan's little hand will involuntarily press the little white rabbit space button that his father gave him hanging around his neck. Asked him to play with his classmates, but Lin Anxuan never brought it out, not even once.

When the children were not playing with him, although Lin Anxuan was sad, he would not go up and ask to play together, because no one had ever taught him to take the initiative to approach anyone, and my father did not, because my father was busy.The big eyes will always look at the children who are having fun and laughing in front of them unconsciously, hoping to join them, but no child has ever come to him and stretched out his hand and said innocently, "Hey, let's play together, You don't want to stand here all the time, come and play with us~"

Never, and never himself, to go up and say, "May I join you? I want to play with you."

The little Lin Anxuan is very fragile in his heart, but he always likes to wrap himself in a hard shell. When the children are playing with the toys brought from home, Lin Anxuan always has a faint desire in his eyes, wanting to be part of that small group. However, after a few seconds, he put his head aside and pretended not to care, thinking in his heart like comforting: He already knew those things so mentally, so he didn’t want to play mentally retarded things, he played by himself also.

But after he rejected it in his heart, his eyes would always turn to the children in a circle from time to time, and then silently huddled in a corner by himself, like an abandoned child.

The teacher once asked Lin Anxuan why he didn't play with the children. The little Lin Anxuan looked at the teacher with big eyes and didn't say a word, which made the teacher very embarrassed. At the beginning, the teacher would often look for him, but little Anxuan would not respond to others , when someone is talking to him, his most straightforward method is to look straight at that person, looking at him, he only sees the person talking to him, but Xiao Anxuan doesn't know when he stares straight at a person , those clear eyes are like the most beautiful things in the world, which can reflect all the filth in the world; the teacher who talks to Xiao Anxuan always has the feeling that his own secrets cannot be escaped when he opens them like this. The teacher was very uncomfortable, and gradually the teacher stopped caring about Lin Anxuan.

After that, Lin Anxuan became alone again, attending class alone, playing alone, staring alone, eating alone, and he was the only one in school, and the others were either in twos or threes, or in groups. Xiao Anxuan, who was all laughing and laughing, looked at the people inside laughing and playing around like an outsider, all of which had nothing to do with him.

Xiao Anxuan actually dislikes going to school, because there is no one to play with him at school, he can only be alone, so it is better to be alone at home, at least there will be no children in his family who ignore him and will not feel sad.But the little Lin Anxuan always obediently took his father's big hand to get on the speeding car whenever Lin Ze sent him to school, got off the speeding car, and watched his father leave in a hurry without thinking about it.

Xiao Anxuan knew that his father had a job and was very busy, and being able to insist on sending him to school every day was already the limit. Xiao Anxuan knew that he could not demand too much and be willful, not to mention that he didn't know what asking for and being willful was, he had never Asked to be willful.

Every night when my father came back late or he had a mission in the army and couldn't come back at all, Xiao Anxuan would sit by the window with the window open and blow the wind all night. This was one of his favorite things to do at that time ;Because no one sees his little restless heart at night, because he can cry quietly at night without being afraid of being discovered, because the wind is slightly cool at night, he is as capable as the legendary father's hand Bring him warmth.

Lin Anxuan didn't have a father, and he had never seen his biological father since he could remember, but he knew what his father looked like.His father has black hair and black eyes, and looks very good-looking. Xiao Anxuan doesn't know how many adjectives, but he knows that the feeling of being comfortable when looking at a person is called good-looking.

Little Anxuan was always sad when people asked his father if he was doing well at school, because he didn't have a father, and he didn't dare to tell the children that he was a child who had never seen a father , he was afraid that the children wouldn't even talk to him in the future, but if he didn't answer the children, they wouldn't look for him, but he didn't want to say that it would embarrass him.

Little Anxuan has only seen photos of his father, and his father has never bought him clothes or snacks, nor has he hugged him to sleep, nor has he kissed his face. When Xiao Anxuan is sad, he will ask where his father is and why Did he not see Daddy?

"Because Daddy went to a very beautiful place, that place is too far away, and it takes a long time to go back and forth, but don't be disappointed, Xuanxuan, because Daddy will also miss Xuanxuan, so as long as Xuanxuan is obedient, Daddy will come back to see Xuanxuan oh~”

Xiao Anxuan remembered what his father said, and he was very excited. As long as he was obedient, he could see the daddy he had always wanted to see. It was really great~ In order to meet Daddy, so Xiao Anxuan was very obedient and not noisy Quietly, he hopes that one day when he hears the doorbell and opens the door, he will see the father in the photo standing at the door calling his name, hugging him and kissing his little face, buying him clothes and snacks to play with him , the most important thing is to sleep with him at night.

Every time he heard the noise outside the door, Xiao Anxuan excitedly ran out to look, but he didn't see the father he had always wanted to see. He would always be disappointed, but he soon cheered up, thinking that he is not very good now, so Daddy didn't come back to see him, for Daddy's sake he will be obedient.

Xiao Anxuan always thought that his life was just spent waiting day by day, but he didn't expect that apart from his father loving him, Da Yubo and Da Yubo Jun were also kind to him.

The children of the Lin family will be returned to the main house when they are four years old, and the patriarch and the elders will give questions for assessment to determine the general development of the child in the future, so that they can make up for the child's shortcomings when the child is still young, and strive to Children can be excellent.

When he was four years old, little Anxuan was brought to the main house by his father Lin Ze, and it was there that little Anxuan realized that he had so many jade brothers, and they were as old as himself.

Little Anxuan is very happy, but he doesn't know how to express himself, he doesn't know how to communicate with those brothers, how to play with them, so he can only silently lie in his father's arms and watch those brothers playing together with big eyes. child.

Lin Anxuan was very excited when he saw that there were a few children over there who wanted to come to him, it was great, they finally came to him to play.

However, those children didn't take a few steps and then retreated. Xiao Anxuan was very hurt. He buried his head in his father's arms and didn't move.

In fact, those children also wanted to come to Xiao Anxuan, but after seeing that Xiao Anxuan didn't come to them or talk to them, they stopped moving. It wasn't that they didn't want to play with Lin Anxuan, but that Lin Anxuan didn't want to play with them. The look of playing.

The patriarchs and elders began to come up with questions. The first test was to do the questions. They were randomly selected by the patriarch and the elders. After the questions were completed, the children's personal light brains were released. On the optical brain, it is reviewed by the patriarch and elders.

Little Anxuan sat nervously on the tables and chairs in the empty hall. There were children in the front, back, left, and right. Many adults around looked at the children sitting in the middle. He was not used to being watched from time to time. Little Anxuan was nervous. Tightly tugging on the corner of the clothes, hoping that this test can pass soon.

As Xiao Anxuan hoped, the test started soon, the children's personal optical brain prompts sounded in unison, and the hall that was still lively for a moment became quiet, and even a needle could be heard.

Having something to do, Xiao Anxuan was in a much calmer mood. He turned on his personal optical brain and frowned when he saw the questions in it. It was too simple. Although it was learned by adults, he knew it long ago. It wasn't challenging, and he also saw a wrong topic. The elders were so careless that they didn't even notice this.

I think so, but Xiao Anxuan never speaks out his own thoughts, he does the questions silently, and writes his own thoughts beside the wrong topic to indicate that the topic is wrong.He didn't notice the various reactions of the children next to him, and his mind was full of test questions in his brain. He just wanted to complete these tests immediately and return to his father.

This performance was in contrast to the chaos of the surrounding children, which made the patriarchs and elders pay attention to him. Many adults looked at him and said that he was smart and praised him. This is the first time that little Anxuan has received such a humble compliment , He was very happy for a while.

The test was handed in, and then there were a few small tests. Xiao Anxuan passed all of them, and then he got No.1. Xiao Anxuan was also very happy to see his father smiling happily. He is so obedient, isn't he? Daddy is coming back soon?

Little Anxuan left a deep image in everyone's hearts. He was calm and unaffected by the surrounding things at a young age, had his own ideas, and could point out the elders' intentional mistakes, which made the elders very excited. He thought that if this child continued like this, he might be the next Patriarch.

Xiao Anxuan was in Father's arms, they had finished the test and were about to go home when someone stopped them.

"Aze, there is something I want to talk to you about. As a father, I think you should sit down and listen."

Looking back, Xiao Anxuan knew this person, this beautiful man's father asked him to call him Dayu Bojun, Dayubojun Xiao Anxuan didn't like it very much, because Dayubojun would hug him and give him candy.

After a while, Xiao Anxuan heard Father's voice above his head.

"it is good."

Father's voice was a little dry and hesitant as if he hadn't drunk water, as if he didn't want to talk about that topic, but he finally agreed.

He looked up, but because of the light, he couldn't see what Father's expression was like, and he couldn't hear the meaning of those words.

In the study of the Lin family's main house, my father was talking to Da Yubo's family, but Xiao Anxuan couldn't understand what they were talking about. He just sat quietly on the side like a lifeless doll, which made people feel distressed.

Xiao Anxuan knew that his father sat there for a long time and talked a lot. On the second day after returning, Xiao Anxuan was told by his father that he would be sent to Dayubo's house for a few days.

Xiao Anxuan was naturally unwilling, but he didn't cry, he quietly obeyed his father's words, stood at the gate of the Lin family's main house and watched his father go farther and farther until the speeding car became a small black spot in mid-air I can't see him anymore; squatting beside him is Dayu Bojun gently touching his head, calling his name and talking to him softly; watching my father's sadness when he left is gradually replaced by warmth.

Looking up at the man with the gentle smile, Xiao Anxuan really hoped that this moment could stop forever. He liked Da Yubo very much, and this was the second person who treated him nicely besides Father.

Xiao Anxuan is very obedient, he listens to Dayu Bojun very much.

Because Dayu Bojun is kind to him, even better than his father, he will take him to buy clothes, put him to sleep, hug him improperly, and many other things.

"Bo Jun, why didn't father come?" Xiao Anxuan raised his head and asked Yang Xin.

"It doesn't matter, Xiao Anxuan doesn't have a father and Bojun, does Xiao Anxuan like Bojun?" Yang Xin rubbed Xiao Anxuan's head.

Xiao Anxuan thought Dayu Bojun had a really nice smile, just like his father, "I like it~"

"Isn't it good to only have Bojun? Even if Father is not here, how about having Bojun with Xiao Anxuan?" Yang Xin's smile is really pretty.

"Okay~ as long as Bojun~" Xiao Anxuan nodded vigorously, "Anxuan likes Bojun the most~"

As long as Xiao Anxuan said that, Yang Xin would laugh happily. When Xiao Anxuan saw him laughing, he would laugh too. He thought that Uncle Yu must hope that he would be obedient, so he would just listen to Uncle Yu. As long as Dayu Bojun is happy, he will be happy too.

Little Anxuan has a cousin, Yuzi, the eldest brother of Uncle Yu. His cousin's name is Lin Hongxuan, only one letter away from him, and he is half a year younger than Little Anxuan.The cousin is very naughty, but the cousin will play with him, he likes the cousin very much.

Xiao Anxuan is very happy. He has been happy every day since he came to Uncle Dayu's house. He no longer hates going to school because his cousin plays with him at school. He no longer hates going home because he lives in Uncle Dayu's house now. , Da Yubo and Da Yubojun in the family are very good to him.

Big Yubo is very serious, Xiao Anxuan is a little afraid of him, but he likes to be with Dayu Bojun very much, because Dayu Bojun is very gentle.

Every time Dayu Bojun gently touched his little head, Xiao Anxuan would hope that Dayu Bojun Yang Xin was his father. He had seen the fathers of children in school treat their children like Dayu Bojun.

There is a little secret in Xiao Anxuan's heart, which he never told anyone, that is, he has two fathers in his heart, one is his own father, and the other is Dayu Bojun.

Lin Anxuan's personality gradually became more cheerful. He learned to take the initiative to talk and communicate with others. Gradually, he also had friends, and he was no longer lonely.

In the beginning, my father would visit Xiao Anxuan every now and then. Later, maybe because he saw that Xiao Anxuan was doing well, or because he had too many missions, he gradually came less frequently, from once a day to once every two days in the last year. He came here once or twice, and after Xiao Anxuan was accompanied by Uncle Da Yu, he no longer relied on his father, because he had Uncle Uncle Da's family and Uncle Uncle Uncle Da Yu.

Little Anxuan has always been very happy, very happy, but at that time little Anxuan didn't know that when he thought that Dayu Bojun was very good, Dayu Bojun had been planting in his subconscious that Father had given up on him and wanted him now. Only Da Yubo's family is in pain. Without them, there would be no evil seed of Xiao Anxuan. This seed took root and sprouted before Xiao Anxuan knew it, and grew into a towering tree, killing him all his life. .

The relationship between Xiao Anxuan and his cousin was very good when he was young, the time when the relationship got worse was when Xiao Anxuan was ten years old, in another family test, Xiao Anxuan once again became the number one and stole the limelight, the elders said he Is the next house owner best winner.

The head of the Lin family can only take office for 300 years. Lin Chi is more than 100 years older than Lin Ze. He has been in that position for more than 100 years. In many cases, the next head of the Lin family is chosen when the previous head is still alive. came out, and Xiao Anxuan was the next best successor valued by the elders.

Brother Tiantang was unhappy, Uncle Yu was not happy because his cousin was unhappy, Uncle Yu was unhappy and Anxuan was not happy either.

But I don't know why Dayu Bojun treated Xiao Anxuan much better after that, and even learned how to cook for Xiao Anxuan himself.

Xiao Anxuan ate very happily, but at the same time he was at a loss and embarrassed, because Mr. Dayu Bojun only cooked food for him but not for his cousin, who was beaten when he asked for food. Xuan didn't know what to do.

That is to say, when he was ten years old, the relationship between his cousin and him became worse and worse, and he always targeted Xiao Anxuan, and Xiao Anxuan felt that it was because of him, Uncle Yu, that he gave his cousin's love to him, so He always doesn't care about his cousin, no matter how his cousin treats him at home or at school, he doesn't care, Xiao Anxuan feels that he is the one who is sorry for his cousin, and he is the one who took away his cousin's father's love.

After the age of ten, Xiao Anxuan's health gradually deteriorated, and sometimes he would feel nauseated, dizzy, and chest tight. He was checked by a home therapy device, but there was no result. Sometimes he would faint for no reason, but every time Xiao Anxuan woke up, he would see Dayu Bojun in front of him. With him, Xiao Anxuan was happy again, and he didn't feel so uncomfortable even seeing his cousin's cold eyes.

Two or three years later, after Xiao Anxuan fainted suddenly and his father found out about it, his father suddenly said that he wanted to take Xiao Anxuan home to live. His serious brows were always frowning, while Uncle Da Yu kept his head down all the time so that no one could see his expression, and Uncle Uncle Da Yu also had a face full of shame.

Xiao Anxuan didn't understand what happened, but he didn't want to go back with his father at all, he didn't want to go back to that cold home!

He made a fuss about not going home, but was still taken home mercilessly by his father. Sitting in the cold house, Xiao Anxuan felt that his whole body was cold, and he hated his father very much!

Da Yubo was right, Father only knew his own work and never cared about him!He no longer needs Father!He only wants Uncle Da Yu, and he wants to go back to Uncle Da Yu!

From Xiao Anxuan's point of view, the father who took him away from Da Yubo was really bad. He was angry at his father, but his father didn't say a word. Don't eat!

This threat is very useful to little Anxuan who is only four or five years old, but now Anxuan is ten years old, he is no longer young, so he ignores his father.

If you don't eat it, you don't want to eat it. He doesn't want to eat that unpalatable nutrient. He wants to eat the delicious food cooked by Dayu Bojun.

As soon as these words came out, Lin Ze was so angry that he hit him on the spot. The loud applause shook the father and son, neither of them expected this scene to happen.

Lin Ze held An Xuan in his arms and apologized. He really didn't expect that he would do it, but he got angry when he heard that Xiao Yuzi wanted to eat again.Seeing Xiao Yuzi who bowed his head silently in his arms, Lin Ze panicked. He kept apologizing, hoping that Xiao Yuzi could forgive him.

However, Xiao Anxuan never spoke. He broke free from his father's arms and ran upstairs to his room, no matter how much Lin Ze outside shouted.

He hid in the quilt and cried silently. This was the first time he cried for many years since he went to Uncle Dayu's house. This was also the first time he was beaten by his father when he grew up. To the heart, the heart is constricted and uncomfortable.

Little Anxuan hid and cried, his eyes were red and he fell asleep without knowing it.Lin Ze outside the door has been standing at the door watching the closed door in front of him all night. He has not left and does not want to leave, because he wants to guard his little Yuzi so that he will not be hurt again.

When he woke up the next day, Xiao Anxuan returned to the silence he had a few years ago. Facing the unpalatable meal made by his father, he silently grilled the meal, as if what he was facing was not a dark dish with half-baked and uneven seasoning. It is the most delicious food in the world.

Lin Ze threw away his chopsticks after taking a bite. He didn't try it himself when he made it. When he saw his son eating it, he thought it tasted good, but he didn't expect that even a person like him who didn't care about taste could not stand the taste.He took the chopsticks from his son's heart and handed him a bottle of nutritional supplements. His son looked like a puppet without saying a word, which made him uncomfortable, but this was also helpless. Putting the child with Brother Yu was the first time in his life. a regrettable thing.

As if to make up for that month, Lin Ze stayed by Lin Anxuan's side all the time, and the relationship between their father and son became less rigid during that month's company.After Lin Ze's vacation, Lin Anxuan had to leave his father to go to school again. Lin Ze handled the boarding procedures for him, and after that, little Anxuan became a person again.

Watching my father's speeding car gradually fly away and finally turned into a small dot that can no longer be seen, this scene is very familiar, Lin Anxuan thought to himself.He turned around and walked towards the school behind him, his expressionless and indifferent attitude embarrassed the instructor who came up to pick him up.

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