book patient

Eight

You're not too afraid of your own disappearance, because you've already died a painful death—how else would you have come into this world?

In your original world, you died of lung cancer.

In fact, according to traditional Chinese medicine, you have long-term stagnation in your chest, which has accumulated over the years and has become an incurable disease—you don’t quite understand why your ordinary life has caused stagnation in your chest... It seems a bit unsatisfactory. But you don't think those things are serious.

You have been isolated for no reason since you were a child. You failed the college entrance examination unfortunately, you always lost your job, and you are almost [-] and have not yet married. It doesn't make people really crazy or dead.

It still seems unscientific to say that, after all, you are indeed dead.To put it another way, slow, dull pain does not really make people lose the ability to live in peace.

So you keep your sanity, you try to figure out what you want, and then you get the bad news from the doctor.

To be honest, you who just heard the bad news did make trouble for a while, but you can only vent your anger on yourself and make trouble at yourself, and then you find that this can only make your life shorter, so you After calming down for a while, I began to work hard to fulfill my life wishes-who can really have a very, very, very important and strong bond with someone, who can be protected, and therefore satisfied.

You feel that there is nothing shameful in being self-satisfied and being nosy, after all, it is a matter of mutual benefit.

Then you see the book you are in now, you find the shadow you have longed for through him, you read this book over and over again, even your only friend wants to tear it up.

By the way, thanks to the late stage of lung cancer, you also know the secret about your best friend - this guy who is excellent in every aspect actually likes you crazily, and your life that has been completely unsatisfactory all this time is all thanks to him , you don't quite understand his idea of ​​"you just need to rely on me and don't think about anything else", and you think you should be killed by his awkward and crazy personality.

Now it's all dead.

After you know all this, you hate Tsundere's cuteness, which is not cute at all.So you didn’t accept your friend’s apology in the end. You watched him apologize, feel annoyed and jealous, yell and tear your book, hold you and cry, buy a new book, ask for forgiveness and apologize. From the beginning to the end, you didn't try to untie his knot, even though you knew you could do it.

You regard him in the book as the person you yearn for, and you have known him for a long time, through text, through reading, through your angular gyrus and Wernicke area, you did not fall in love with him, just because you lacked an opportunity.

Then you died, you got this opportunity, you saw the illusory flower described in the book, and the man you dreamed of was standing in front of you, you walked over and spoke to him incoherently, and then you got a sentence "Go away ".

In fact, a "go away" is also to make you happy.

In fact, even if you disappear immediately, you will have no complaints, after all, you have gained so much time that seems to be stolen.

Really good already.

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