Unintentionally forgotten love, you are hard to express

A year and a half ago——the night of the chance reunion after two years.

When I stand silently among the crowd and feel your strength together, I feel that I am very small.It turns out that I don't know anything about you...

Although I really want to ask you why you left.But I know that you will not make such a choice for no reason.As for the reason, I don't want to ask and explore.

I'm not a saint, I'm just a little piece of blood and a mortal body.

Saying you don't care... is a lie.

Of course, I have made a lot of guesses, and I have also blamed you for leaving without saying goodbye.But after thinking about it deeply, I finally realized it.

As long as you're all right now, that's all that matters.Then all the problems will no longer be problems.

Looking back suddenly like this, Yin Yan and Lu Mingxuan drove away from the school together.

Since he said he didn't want to go back to the place where he lived together, they are here now.The best (star hotel) near the school...

"I'll take a shower first." Lu Mingxuan said blankly, and then walked into the bathroom with a tired look.

I don't know if he did it unintentionally or on purpose.The door of that small space was not closed, it was wide open.

Is this what people say (lead.crime?)

After two years of unexpected reunion, Lu Mingxuan caught the eye and won applause at the party.The cold appearance adds infinitely to the handsome charm.The gesture of playing silently made many people blush, and how many strong hearts were touched...

but.At this time, at that time, he became very indifferent and free and easy.Behind his half-smile, even Yin Yan's hot and hot gaze.Those bright and energetic eyes, but without emotion.

At this moment, Yin Yan stood silently in the room.There was a clear and crisp sound of water ticking in the bathroom.With the help of the echo, let the people outside carefully record the sound of the bathing and rubbing into their ears.

When Lu Mingxuan came out of the bathroom, he was wearing a loose bathrobe and kept wiping his wet black hair with a towel on his head.He strode closer and randomly found a place to sit down, everything was so calm.

He glanced at the person who had stood still so far, and smiled lightly."You seem surprised to see me tonight?"

Yin Yan was taken aback secretly, "It's just a little bit."

"He's my cousin." Lu Mingxuan said again lightly, without giving people too much time to think.It's just that the words are amazing.

The person in front of him has not only become indifferent, but also hidden.But Yin Yan's attention was not on other things, he was only surprised for a moment because the classmate who had a birthday just now was related to Mingxuan.

Is Xu Wei your cousin? !

Although our class is short, there are more than 40 days.Why have I never seen you talk to each other?

Facing this lover who had turned upside down, he smiled disdainfully.Slowly walked forward and squatted in front of Mingxuan, looked up at him with a smile, and asked softly, "These two years... how have you been?"

Lu Mingxuan froze for a moment, "As you can see." His tone was still cold, but his expression changed slightly.

"That's good." After Yin Yan finished speaking, he sat in a seat far away.He may feel that only distance can suppress his urge to touch him.

With a half-smile, Ming Xuan asked coldly, "Don't you have anything to ask me?"

"Yes!" Yin Yan replied immediately, "And there are many. But when you stand in front of me properly, those things have become indifferent."

"It doesn't matter?" Lu Mingxuan seemed to have heard a joke, "Why did I appear in your class? You didn't even ask me when I recovered my memory. Now, you can't even ask me the most important reason for leaving?"

Lu Mingxuan gradually approached with words, and his tone and expression obviously became slightly angry.The gaze cast upon him was also extremely sharp, every word threatening.

Yin Yan could feel that his cowardly side had been discovered by him.I just don't understand, the one who should be angry is obviously me!

The topics that they avoided were pulled out by a knife in their hearts, arranged neatly on purpose, and exposed to the sun in front of each other.All kinds of things made Yin Yan gradually feel heartache.

Since you asked me to ask.So today...

I'm going to ask clearly!

"Then let me ask you. Are you colluding with Xu Wei? You deliberately came to my school and deliberately got into my life..." As he spoke, his eyes filled with pain, and he continued, "Seduce me... Then he slammed me away. Everything was done just to get revenge on me... right?" Close to Mingxuan's expressionless face, he slightly bent over to support the armrests on both sides.Breathing lightly, "Then answer me. I guess... right?" His voice was low and exuded a strong sense of oppression.

Lu Mingxuan stood up slowly, "But there is one thing you don't know. You have to thank your old roommate, it was he who disrupted my plan. Otherwise, I would never have made it to that point."

In the past, they loved each other so deeply, but now they meet like enemies, and they don't give in to each other.Once the seeds of revenge germinate, it can really make a person cold and ruthless.When the roots and leaves are growing rapidly, the heart is as iron and as hard as steel.

Yin Yan was not shocked by these words, he paused for more than ten seconds, then took two steps back with a smile.Seriously look at Lu Mingxuan's current appearance from head to toe.

Open your lips calmly "It is undeniable that your plan was successful. But there is one thing I must let you know. That is, even if you don't do that or even do nothing, my heart still loves you I can't extricate myself from you. The original promise is still valid until it expires, otherwise it will never change."

Lu Mingxuan frowned slightly, obviously not understanding the meaning of the last sentence.But he didn't want to know, let alone ask, because he didn't care at all.

Stretch out your hand and pull it (swish!) The curtain swishes back to the side.The night scene outside the window is still bustling and shining, with neon lights shining golden, and the traffic is busy, and the golden dragon dancing with fire is seen from afar.

"Mingxuan..." Yin Yan looked at Lu Mingxuan's back, hesitant to speak.He knew that he was not really admiring the beauty of the night, but was thinking that he was anxious.

But he did it, and Yin Yan couldn't be calm anymore because of his leisurely and calm attitude.

Lu Mingxuan turned his face to look at him sideways, and there seemed to be something hidden behind his half-smile: "How about you go take a shower?"

"Huh?!" Suddenly saying this made Yin Yan's mind go blank, not knowing what to do.

In this case, actually ask him to take a bath?What does it mean, how many meanings?

Lu Mingxuan smiled bewitchingly, and approached him, saying, "Don't go? Are you afraid that I'll eat you? We've tried a few times before... Haven't you changed your mind?"

When the footsteps stopped, the lips were almost attached to each other.Yin Yan unconsciously drooped his eyes slightly pink.Just move forward a little, and you can feel those two soft and thin lips.

I saw that the sides were slightly raised.Slowly raising his eyes, there is a provocative and evil smile.Immediately afterwards, I felt something move in my chest.

Yin Yan lowered his eyes suddenly!The buttons on the chest are being undone one by one!

Seeing that the buttons on the suit were being unbuttoned by a pair of big hands like white jade.

He froze, completely...

When he got to the third one, Yin Yan came to his senses and backed away, "Please don't do this... This is not what I want, at least not now..." He said extremely helplessly, so he used a wry smile to hide it.His face was almost distorted due to helplessness and pain.

He wants to leave!I feel that I have lost the reason to stay here calmly.

Lu Mingxuan approached again with a slight smile, and said in a low and ambiguous voice, "Oh? Not now, when...?"

He seemed very satisfied with Yin Yan's reaction.The strange color reflected in those bright eyes.Yin Yan finally understood that he was playing with himself and wanted to see his downcast side.

Yin Yan can tolerate everything, except his frivolous attitude.This will make him feel that the person in front of him has become a bohemian!

Please don't destroy my last line of defense... severely!

"Mingxuan, please talk to me seriously, okay?"

"Serious? Okay, please."

"I just wanted to ask you a few questions."

Lu Mingxuan put away all his expressions, and quietly looked at Yin Yan so closely.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Yin Yan continued, "If you were with me just for revenge, you could leave me earlier. Isn't it? There's no need to live with me, obviously your expected effect has already exceeded the ideal Achieved. Then tell me, please explain."

"I don't know how you want me to answer this. Maybe... because it feels good."

"If this is the case, why leave!"

"Because...that was my original intention to approach you."

"...Do you really...hate me so much?"

"Yes! I hate you very much. When I knew that you had forgotten me completely, I hated you to the bone..." Yin Yan circled his hands and hugged Ming Xuan who was getting more and more excited. .

With tears in my eyes, I said "I'm sorry... I'm sorry! Please tell me, what can I do to bring back the old you. This is really painful. If I don't get your forgiveness, I don't know how long I can last, I will go crazy It's gone! Did you know..."

Although I could definitely feel the grief-stricken trembling of the person hugging me, and the heartfelt apology, the arms around me gradually tightened.Lu Mingxuan was just as cold as a puppet and let him hug and cry, still unmoved at all.

Yin Yan calmed down a little, looking at his cold profile.A kiss fell on the white and flawless cheek, and then to the thin lips.Kissing the rhythm very gently, and trying to penetrate.The hands that were originally hugging his waist also moved to his face, fixing his head and sucking affectionately) Allow...

Yin Yan let go of his unresponsive lips and this cold body, and put his forehead on his shoulder, "You know what. The six words you left make me incomprehensible and have been suffering until now. I am..."

"We can't go back now, even if you talk about it, it won't help. Because, I don't love you anymore, and I won't..." Yin Yan hugged him tightly again, much stronger than before big.Lu Mingxuan was almost out of breath, and he still had the strength to speak.

"Please...! Stop talking, I don't want to hear... I know you are tired today, you should rest well. I'm leaving first. Can I ask you one more question at the end?"

"Just ask."

Yin Yan distanced themselves from each other, stared into Lu Mingxuan's eyes, and asked earnestly, "Have you ever loved me?"

Lu Mingxuan also looked at him seriously, and said calmly, "I can only tell you that I have such a small amount of love when I'm with you. But there is no real affection, only falsehood."

Lu Mingxuan stood motionless, his bright eyes did not follow Yin Yan's leaving figure.Until the sound of the door being opened and closed, a long sigh came from the room.

At 3 o'clock in the morning, in a dark room, the person on the bed was fast asleep.

"I can't find it... I can't reach it... your so-called beautiful future..." The mobile phone on the side suddenly rang.

Cui Kai turned around and turned on the desk lamp, answering "Hello..." half asleep and half awake, listening to the other party's words quietly.

Within a few seconds, the eyes that were so sleepy that it was difficult to open gradually enlarged, followed by a terrified look in a trance.

"Thank you, I'll be right over." Cui Kai hung up the call and immediately jumped out of bed, grabbed a suit of clothes and quickly put them on, and ran out the door.

Yin Yan left the hotel just now and encountered a car accident on the way home alone.A car with high beams turned on suddenly approached. Without being able to dodge in time, the whole car rushed onto the sidewalk. Fortunately, there were no passers-by at that time.

Cui Kai rushed to the hospital as quickly as possible, and saw Yin Yan sleeping there peacefully and unscathed.He confirmed to the doctor again that it was just a mild concussion.

"I'm really scared to death by you!"

After Cui Kai calmed down, he began to analyze the situation.The conversation between him and Mingxuan just now must have been unpleasant.Otherwise, he would never have come home in the middle of the night.

After figuring it out, he called Xu Wei and asked for Lu Mingxuan's current number.

Cui Kai told him Yin Yan's current situation, and Lu Mingxuan's reaction was very flat after listening, "I have something to do and I can't get away, you should take care of him first."

Before he could say a few words, he said he wanted to take a break, and mercilessly hung up the phone.

The hatred in Cui Kai's heart!Back then, I was really blind to help such a wolf-hearted man!

But what's the use of regretting, things have developed to this point.

Fortunately, Yin Yan was only slightly injured, and the doctor said that he could be discharged after a day or two of observation, otherwise he really didn't know what to do.

Should I go to Lu Mingxuan to settle accounts?Or do you blame yourself deeply?

No wonder others say.It's better not to be a matchmaker III...