those are my love for you

I don't like words with punctuation marks, because they are also free. Many times, an insignificant symbol is right and left to those words.Words also have temper, but I can't refute them, just like I can't refute your cruelty, so I gave up everything and came to this strange city.

It's just Xi, you never know why I don't have the courage to stay by your side.I left you six years of good time, all I got in exchange was that you cried on the phone that day and said you were a normal person.So I came to this city angrily. It was the opposite of the university my parents were going to attend. Yeah, you don’t go there anymore. What’s the point of me going there?

So, goodbye, Lai Xiaokui, goodbye, Lin Jiexi

I hope this city will give me hope, give me a future, give me what I want, but what should I do without your future

Xi, you must not know why I passed out drunk at the gate of the other shore on the day of graduation.You must not know that when you hugged me to sleep that night, I really almost died.Ashi, I have been in love with you for six years, so that I can't fall in love with others, but you say you are normal.You don't know that the day I left, my heart was ashamed, I told myself to live a future without you

Six years is a long time, maybe it will take longer to forget

But for such a long time, having had you, maybe I should be content.Maybe I shouldn't expect that our relationship will change

But Xi, love is selfish...