Bear Love◇Paradise Station◇

The weather started to get colder in September, and I was reluctant to move after a long time of idleness. At the urging of my parents, I started looking for a job.

I have left traces on every recruitment website, delivering 30 resumes per day, and I must go to job fairs in various talent markets every time. Hard work pays off. Just after November, an IT company notified me to go work.

It is very easy to work in that company, and the employees don’t seem to be busy during their working hours. Compared with the fast pace of Beijing, this is a big gap, but I am also happy to be free, sitting at the desk all day watching cats and other things Forum, very comfortable!

Unexpectedly, only a week later, the manager informed me that I was fired, which was the boss's decision.So I angrily confronted my boss!

"Mr. Sun, what did I do wrong to fire me? Can you give me a reasonable explanation?" I couldn't control my emotions.

The boss, Mr. Sun, frowned tightly, "I'm sorry, Ye Zhen, I can't help it, you can find another job! I can only say so much."

Hearing what he said, I don't know what to say, it seems that there is something unspeakable, why should I force others to keep me?Say goodbye to a colleague I've only worked with for a week and head home.

"Dad, I was fired." As soon as I entered the house, I walked to my room.

"Did you have a problem at work? Why did you fire you?" Dad came to my door.

"I don't know, and the boss can't tell me why. It's really depressing. It's so unreasonable." I said lying down.

"It must be because you are fat! I think you are lazy! You should lose weight for me!" This is my father, the father who hopes to have a son Jackie Chan. He will never speak well of me. My child is just a technical secondary school student.

"Okay! I see, you go watch TV!" Since you don't want to comfort me, then there is no need to say anything!I really envy American families, where parents and children can be friends, but in my family, I can't speak my mind.

I called Zuo Ming, Zuo Ming was really good at coaxing people, and it took me only 5 minutes to turn my sadness into joy. He cheered me up and asked me to find a job again!

After hanging up the phone, I started to submit my resume again. Two weeks later, a property company notified me to go to work.However, this job only survived for a week, and I lost my job again.Similarly, the boss didn't give me any reason, just like my dad said, maybe he thinks I'm fat, I comforted myself and said.

When I got home, my father reprimanded me even more severely, so I simply said nothing and ran to the Internet cafe to hide for a day.

Zuo Ming kept encouraging me, hoping I would not give up.Of course I won't give up, I just feel so useless!

Later, I found 4 more jobs, and every time I interviewed, I would ask to chat with the boss, which eliminated the reason that the boss and the HR manager disagreed, but the result was still the same. Every job was completed within a week or so. fire me.I can't figure it out, it's beyond my head!

In this way, in December, I told my father that I would not look for a job. Maybe it was bad luck. Anyway, I will not look for it for the time being. I can't bear this kind of blow.Dad thought about it for a few days, and decided to let me go into the government department and start from a low-level position.

My premonition tells me that there should be no firing this time, after all, it has something to do with it. I started to go to work at the end of December. The work was easy and the salary was acceptable. I spent two months carefree like this.

On February 2007, 2, the 16th of the twelfth lunar month, I came out.

When I got home from get off work that day, I happily took off my coat, "Mom, I'm back, I'm starving to death, have you cooked yet?"

Dad sat on the sofa in the living room with a low face and said nothing.I ignored him lazily, usually he seldom smiled at me, so I had to go back to my room after putting on my slippers.

"Stand here for me!" Dad suddenly shouted angrily.

I was taken aback by him, and looked at him blankly, "What's the matter?" I asked timidly, I was always afraid of my father, if he got angry, I would never dare to say no!

My mother came out of the bedroom, her eyes were red, and she gently stroked my head, "Son, do you have something to hide from us?"

I keep it from them?I thought about it carefully, and I didn't hide anything from them!I have told them about my work and life in Beijing, and I don't like to lie.Wait...it can't be that one!A chill travels down my spine to my cerebral cortex.

"I didn't hide anything from you! What's wrong with you?" I silently said God's blessing ten thousand times in my heart!

But God didn't protect me at the moment. "Son! Tell the truth! Are you that... that gay!?" Mom hugged me and cried.

With a bang, my heart exploded.I don't know what to say, but I'm going to try it by chance!

"Mom, who did you listen to? What nonsense! I'm not gay!"

"You fucking dare to quibble! People have sent photos of you and those men! You can see for yourself!" Dad blushed with anger, and threw me some photos.

This is a photo taken by me, Zhao Yun and Zuo Ming. We are very intimate in the photo. I just wanted to continue to defend myself, but my father continued: "Someone called and said that you had sex with that Zhao Xiaoyu when you were in high school. !Yes or no?!"

I felt dizzy, with a weeping mother in my arms and an angry father opposite, I didn't want to argue anymore.

"Yes, I'm gay, but I haven't done anything outrageous!" My mother looked up at me, then passed out.

"Mom! Mom! Wake up!" I was about to help my mother into the room, but with a slap, I was knocked down by my father's slap!

"You shameless bastard! Your mother and I are both intellectuals, how could you be such a pervert!" Dad kicked me hard on the ground.

I endured the pain and helped my mother sit on the bed, and she woke up 5 minutes later.

"Son, are you sick? Why didn't you tell us earlier? We'll take you for treatment!" Mom said weakly.

"Mom, I'm not sick! Homosexuality is not a disease, it's a scientific conclusion!" Before I finished speaking, my father slapped me on the back of the head again. I almost fainted from the pain. My father is very strong and strong. .

"Fucking sophistry! Is it reasonable for you to be gay?! Your mother and I raised you so big just to let you grow up to be penetrated by men?!"

What my father said made me feel ashamed. Yes, he was right. I never considered other people's feelings when I slept with them. If I were them, what would I think?

Thinking of the hard work my parents have put in for me over the years, I couldn't help but cry.

Dad kept kicking my stomach and legs, "You really embarrass our Ye family! I'll let you find a man! Break your legs!" After finishing speaking, he turned and went to the kitchen, holding a meter Come here with a long rolling pin.

Seeing this, mother quickly got up and hugged father, "Lao Ye! Are you crazy!? He is your son!"

"TMD! Look at his fat face! If you don't know it, you think he is quite a man! But this body of fat is for men to play with! Get out of the way! Today I don't beat him, I won't be named leaf!"

"Dad, I know I'm wrong, and I'm in pain too! I just ask for your forgiveness!" I knelt down on my knees and kowtowed heavily.

"Old Ye! I don't allow you to beat him! I'm just such a child! Whether he's gay or not, he's my son! Let's just let him get married! He'll get over it slowly! Okay, old man Ye? Don't hit him!" Mom tightly grabbed Dad's arm.

"Marriage? You let him ruin the happiness of other girls? You are killing other girls! Do you know!? A loving mother is a loser! Get out of the way! Or I will beat you too!" Dad was fierce staring at mother.

I know it's useless to say anything, he can hit him if he wants, he gave my life, and I have nothing to say when he takes it back. "Mom, thank you for your understanding, but you don't need to worry about it. Let Dad beat you. I will accept the punishment!"

"You really have guts!" Dad pushed Mom away and hit my leg with a stick!

I endured the pain and tried my best to protect my leg, and he hit me on the back with one stick after another, and gradually I lost consciousness...