Bear Love◇Paradise Station◇

The letter paper has already been soaked by my tears, looking at his crooked fonts, it’s like seeing his hippie smiling face, I miss him.

I don't know how long I sat like that, Zuo Ming gently shook my shoulders, and I finally came back to my senses.

"Um...you've been sitting with your eyes in a trance for almost an hour, don't be like this, he doesn't want you to be like this either, you have to cheer up, okay?" Zuo Ming said in the most gentle tone.

At this moment, I feel my face is very dry, probably because the tears have dried up, so I got up and prepared to wash my face.

"I'm fine, I'm fine...he should have been there..." I got up and said, but I felt weak all over.

Zuo Ming sighed, "He is a good man, of course he will go to heaven, we all believe it."

The cold water can wake me up, I am very surprised why Zhao Xiaoyu got AIDS, I can't understand it!

"I said, Zuo Ming, why did he get AIDS? Do you know?" I yelled weakly in the bathroom.

Zuo Ming walked to the door of the bathroom, "I never knew about it. He never told me. Oh, by the way, isn't there another letter? You can read it later."

I hurriedly wiped my face, went back to the room and opened the third letter, which was written by Marc.

Ye Zhen:

Hello there!

Please forgive me.

I am writing this letter to you with mixed feelings.I communicated with Xiaoyu, and he said that he is not going to tell you how he got AIDS, nor does he want me to tell you.But now that he's gone, I think it's better to tell you the truth about it all.

When I met Xiaoyu at the beginning, I was completely attracted by his appearance and personality. Maybe he considered our family cooperation relationship, so he became my lover, but I knew he was not happy.Although he always pretends to be happy in front of me, I am not a fool, and more often I see his lonely expression.I thought about letting go, but I really love him, but I can't convince myself...

Later, Xiaoyu started not to think about eating and drinking, which made me feel very distressed, which made me fall into deep self-blame.Later I realized that when I love someone, I want him to be happy. No matter whether I give him happiness or not, as long as he can be happy, I will be happy!So I took the initiative to break up with him, and just like that, he went to Beijing.

I know that he was waiting downstairs at your house every day for you to get off work, just to take a good look at you.I called him stupid, I called him spineless, why didn't I talk to you directly?He said that you blackmailed his QQ, but you still don't forgive him, he doesn't dare to disturb your life anymore, he is very satisfied to see you every day.Seriously, I'm so jealous of you!If he is willing to do this for me, I will die for him without hesitation!

I called him one night and he said he was in a gay bar. I wondered why he would go to that kind of place. He said he was completely rejected by you and he came to the bar just to vent, so I didn't say much What.But, in fact, that night, he had a 419 with a bear. This was the only time he had 419. Unexpectedly, he contracted AIDS like this!

He knew that it had been several months since he got sick. He said that he did not have any safety measures when he slept with the bear. At that time, he did the 419 thing entirely because of his low mood and even some suicidal emotions. , It's too late to regret now, he feels that he is even less qualified to pursue you.

When I heard the bad news, I hated you first. It was you who rejected him that time, so he went to someone 419 and got this death-like disease!I know I can't forgive you myself, so I used all my connections to prevent you from finding a job in your hometown, and even if you find a job, you will be fired immediately.Later, when you joined the government department, I simply sent the photo to your home.I just wanted to let it out at the time, because you made Xiaoyu despair, which I can't tolerate.

My behavior is very despicable, I hope you can forgive me now.Later Xiaoyu knew what I did, he knelt down in front of me, and begged me to forgive him, and forgive you, he said he didn't hate you, it was all his fault, he asked for it 419, he didn't be safe.

Let the person I love the most kneel down to me. I know I can't afford it. I promised him that I would not interfere with your affairs again, and then I returned to the United States.

Later I heard him say that you are together, I am really happy for him!I know he finally got the happiness he wanted, I love him, of course I will be happy for him!

In mid-October, he called me, told me to come to Beijing, and told me that he had something to tell me.When he arrived, he gave me two letters, the passbook and the real estate certificate, and asked me to give them to you. At the same time, he asked me not to tell you the truth. He didn't want you to blame yourself.

Now that he is gone, you have the right to know the truth. I hope you can understand him, don't blame yourself, and live a good life, so that he will be happy in that world.

BEST WISHES, SINCERELY

MARCLEE