Bear Love◇Paradise Station◇

I couldn't believe my ears, "What? What? Say it again, I didn't hear you clearly!" I stared at the fat man in front of me who was similar in size to me.

"I'm with Zhao Yun. It's true. I know about you, and you will definitely despise me now, I know..." Marc squatted on the ground as he spoke, poking the weeds in the cemetery.

"I know there are some things I shouldn't say, but I think you are a good person, you shouldn't talk to Zhao Yun! He...he...ah!" I really didn't know whether I should say it or not.

"I know everything about him, everything. It's not difficult for me to find out the details of a person. Maybe it's destined to meet him. This time I returned to Beijing to enter the circle of China, and I met him not long after. , To be honest, I thought it was Xiaoyu when I saw him for the first time, so we talked about it." He didn't look at me when he was talking, just squatted there.

"Zhao Xiaoyu beat him...Zhao Yun is really not such a good partner, you should know, Marc." I said.

"He needs money, doesn't he? I can satisfy him, all I need is to see him, and that's enough. For me, Xiaoyu is something I will never forget in my life." He said.

"I don't know anymore, but I respect your choice and I hope you will be happy." After speaking, I pulled Marc up and walked back to Zhao Xiaoyu's grave together.

The conversation with Marc just now made me feel uneasy - on the one hand, I reflected on Zuo Ming, and on the other hand, I was shocked by the combination of Marc and Zhao Yun.

Zuo Ming saw the trance in my eyes, and hurriedly asked me what was wrong, and I smiled and said it was all right.In front of Zhao Xiaoyu, he also hopes that I can smile, right?

The three of us sat in front of the tomb, talking about Zhao Xiaoyu's past, as if Zhao Xiaoyu was right next to us, chatting and chatting together.

When the sun rose, Zuo Ming and I got up and left the cemetery and returned to his house.

I didn't make a decision right away, whether to stay with Zuo Ming or leave.I can see Zuo Ming's sadness, so I want to live with Zuo Ming for a while before making my choice.

In this way, I lived at Zuo Ming's house for a month, and I lived a life of staying at home. I passed the days by listening to sad love songs and watching emotional movies. Every evening, when Zuo Ming got off work, I would show a slight smile.Zuo Ming has always wanted to make me happy, every time I reluctantly cooperate with a smile, I know this can’t fool Zuo Ming, because every night he quietly goes to the balcony to smoke while I’m asleep, I saw it a few times The way he wiped his tears on the balcony broke my heart.

I remembered what Marc said, give yourself a chance. One day in December, I cooked a table of good dishes and waited for Zuo Ming to leave work.

As usual, Zuo Ming said "I'm back!" as soon as he entered the door, and then yelled hungry and hungry and entered the room.

"Ah! What's wrong with U Xiong today? There are so many delicious dishes...carp with scallion oil! I love this dish the most!" Zuo Ming said while moving his chopsticks to pick up a piece of fish.

"Do you like it? Eat it quickly, it's been a hard day." Because the cooking was just done, and my apron hadn't been taken off yet, I clumsily untied the knot behind me.

Zuo Ming immediately put down his chopsticks, walked behind me and hugged me, saying, "I don't work hard, you work hard, isn't it tiring to do so much? You don't need to do this, it's just a regular meal." Then he untied the apron for me .

"I still remember the three-year agreement, Zuo Ming." I turned to look at him and said.

Zuo Ming didn't expect me to say this, he stared blankly at me, but I patted his face in desperation, "Hey, wake up!"

"I have never dared to mention this to you...you still remember, I was very touched..." Zuo Ming said a little excitedly.

I pulled him to sit down, "It's been so long for you, let you worry about me. Zuo Ming, I want to tell you from the bottom of my heart, you love me, I know, the same, I love you too, it's just about Zhao Xiaoyu You know what it means to me. Let's do this, I don't promise you anything now, when the three-year contract expires, I will definitely let go of the burden in my heart and live a good life with you, okay?"

Zuo Ming laughed, "Okay! I've been waiting for more than two years, is it still two months away? Haha! Don't talk about it, eat and eat! There are bears to see and delicious food to eat. This is the happiest thing in life!"

We chatted very happily that night, for a few seconds I even forgot about Zhao Xiaoyu, but it was only for a few seconds.

After dinner, Zuo Ming is good at red wine time. It’s been a long time since he treated me with red wine and piano music, but I’m really happy tonight, so I drank one cup after another with him. He laughed and said that we drank 5000 of him in one night. dollars.

I don't know if I drank too much or what, in the melodious piano music, I leaned on Zuo Ming's arms.

"Zuo Ming, I'm sorry for you..." I said with a flushed face.

I could hear Zuo Ming's accelerated heartbeat. "Ah... why do you say that? Did you drink too much? How about we go to bed?" he said.

In fact, this night reminded me more of the first meeting with Zuo Ming, in this room, with the same red wine and piano music.I, should give each other a chance.

I nodded and lay down with him, pillowed in his broad arms.Zuo Ming gasped and looked at the ceiling, I understand his nervousness, because it was two years ago the last time I was like this with him.

With the strength of alcohol, my fat hand started to walk on his body, all the way down, and held his lower body.

"No...I don't want you to be like this..." Zuo Ming whispered.

I ignored him and continued to fiddle with him. After a while he grabbed my hand, "Ye Zhen, I don't want you to deceive yourself."

I sat up, took out the lubricant from his bedside drawer, applied some on my private parts, then got up and slowly sat down on his lower body, it hurt, but I didn't care, what I cared about was his reaction.

When I sat down completely, Zuo Ming sighed deeply and said, "I really don't know what to do. I won't force you to do this, you know?"

I made a "shh~" gesture with my hand in front of my mouth and continued my movement.

That night, Zuo Ming tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep.

Did i do something wrong?