Bear Love◇Paradise Station◇

It seems that winter has become the season for me to break up. After breaking up with Zhao Yun that time, I never met him again. In fact, it was very easy to meet him in the same school, but I don’t want to be upset anymore. I hate Zhao Xiao A man like Yu and Zhao Yun!I even started to hate people surnamed Zhao, even though the fat people surnamed Zhao I know so far are all good-looking.

I remembered that Zhao Yun mentioned the Internet. Although I surf the Internet all day long, I never wanted to find gay-related content. So in the second week after the breakup, I searched the Internet for related content. I knew about bears and monkeys. Definition, the difference between 1 and 0, and the meaning of U, it turns out that there are so many fat people in China who like fat people like me!This gives me more or less comfort.

I started chatting in a certain chat room and made videos with different people. Some of them were good-looking, but most of them I couldn’t catch my eye. The number of my new QQ friends soared to 200 within a few days.If breaking up is too painful, it is true that chatting will divert that pain.I am looking for comfort in the online world, but more people will only comfort me with a few words and then ask to meet. I have never met a netizen, and I am really a little scared.But a netizen called "Write Poems for You" aroused my interest in meeting.

People are very cheap animals. When you can easily get something, you will not cherish it, but when you work hard but can't get it, it is often the best for you. "Write Poems for You" will not ask me to video, not even photos, but some chat with me.You have to know that for so many days, as long as I go online, my QQ flashes constantly, but he added me but has no intention of chatting. What kind of character is he?I ignored the messages sent by others, but took the initiative to close him and said, "Hello, don't you like chatting very much?"

"Oh, Big U Bear, hello, hello, I'm afraid to strike up a conversation with you, you're so pretty." He said.

"What's so good about it? I'm just a stupid fat guy to most people. Would you mind talking to me?" I was straightforward.

"Okay, what do you want to talk about?"

"Anything is fine, such as how old are you? How tall and fat?" This is a very cliché, but I have learned it.

"Oh, I'm 23, 78 meter 210, [-] catties, how about you?"

"That's fat enough! I'm 1 meters tall and weigh 73 pounds. I'm fatter than you in proportion!~"

"Everyone says you are a big U bear. Although I don't know what you look like, I know from the numbers that you must be very handsome, hehe..."

Absolutely gorgeous... My god, this is a description of a woman, forget it, I don't care about him, "Yeah, I'm still very shy, you are so funny, haha! Show me your respect How are you?" I have always hated people asking to see me, but when you are curious, you can't help but want to ask this question.

About half a minute later, he sent a photo, and I got an /fd expression again, okay, I admit, I was shocked by him, he is really U, U, U—very energetic short hair, with piercing eyelids He has a spirit, thick black eyebrows, and a fat face with Chinese characters. Because it is a half-length photo, you can still see his domineering belly.

"Wow, hello U, you still talk about me, I can't compare with you." I complimented.

"Hehe, as you said, I'm just a stupid fat man in the eyes of ordinary people, nothing more."

"Well, it's nice to meet you, and I hope to have the opportunity to meet you! I'll log off first, 88." I logged off quickly, fearing that I would lose my composure.

That night was the best sleep since we broke up, my mind was full of "writing poems for you", can I see him?

In the next few days, every time I go online, I check to see if he is there. If he is not there, I will be very disappointed. If he is, I will actively chat with him.Through the subsequent chats, I knew that he was from Beijing and worked in a state-owned enterprise. Since we were all in Beijing, I wanted to meet him even more.Finally one day, the opportunity came.

It was mid-January, and the Chinese New Year was coming soon. My parents went back to their hometown for the winter vacation, so I didn’t plan to go back. As usual, I went to QQ to pass the time waiting for various strike-ups, and suddenly received a “Write Poetry for You” message information:

"Are you free tonight? I'm in a bad mood and I want to meet and talk to you!"

I was overjoyed by the invitation, "Okay, where will I meet?"

"At 6:[-], wait for me at Liangma Bridge, and I will pick you up by car."

"Okay, see you there~!" Suddenly feeling that winter is not so cold, I was overjoyed!

I chose what I thought was the most decent outfit—a pink shirt with a creamy white sweetheart neck sweater and a black coat. I always think pink looks best on fair-skinned people, and black is Popular colors, this combination is invincible.

I arrived at Liangma Bridge at 6 o'clock, at 6 o'clock... I hope this 6 is not the usual 6!I lay on the overpass and waited, looking at the endless traffic on the third ring road, I felt that Beijing is really a bustling city, and this is also one of the places where gays gather in China. How many gay couples are there under the lights?While I was meditating, an Audi A6 drove up to me, "Hi, my name is Zuo Ming, let's get in the car and chat in the car." If I was shocked when I saw his photo, then the first In front of me, I can describe it as being lit by him, handsome, handsome, and majestic!

He took me to his residence, which was a three-bedroom apartment with elegant decoration, and he handed me a glass of red wine, please!I can't stand a man who likes red wine the most. The fragrance makes my resistance speed drop to 0.He played another piano piece, but my artistic level is not high, so I don’t know its name, but the melody is beautiful, which is what music without borders means.

He is very talkative, which is a common feature of Beijingers.There is no Beijinger in my impression who can’t talk about it. Let me give you an inappropriate example. When I first arrived in Beijing in 01, when my father and I took the 375 bus in Xizhimen to go to school, I was taught for the first time that the Beijing conductor swears. sharp!That's really powerful, just like the level of quarrel between brothel mothers in Zhou Xingchi's "Nine Pins of Sesame Official". I have to explain that I don't have any derogatory meaning here. I just admire her cursing skills and cursed. More than ten minutes, without repetition!Off topic.

I can talk a lot online, but in person, I am a person who talks very little, and I prefer to choose to listen.Zuo Ming's voice like a bell made me very intoxicated, and with that strong Beijing accent, it became even more lovely!My resistance is about to become negative.He told me about his troubles at work, I don't understand, I can only express my understanding, you must know that in this kind of melodious piano music, drinking red wine and chatting is very intoxicating, I didn't Too much to listen to what he said, I only know how to admire the handsome fat man in front of me.He should have noticed my strangeness, and walked to my side, "Can you give me a hug?" ?My resistance is already negative!I hugged his stomach without any hesitation, and put my head on his chest. I knew what would happen next. If it was me before, I would have hesitated, but this time I wouldn't think too much about it. There are two reasons. First, I was just dumped. I wanted to get revenge on Zhao Yun by having sex with someone else. Afterwards, I realized that my idea was really stupid. Zhao Yun didn't care about my life at all. What's the use of me doing this?Second, Zuo Ming is so infatuated with me, but I never thought that I could be with him for a long time. Could it be that I just got dumped, and after meeting a new man, I will try to be with him forever?So my recovery ability is too strong, right?

Holding him, my heart beat faster, but he couldn't see a trace of nervousness, maybe he has seen this kind of scene a lot.He asked me to lie down, "Thank you for coming to accompany me." Then the scene that is not suitable for children began, so I won't describe it here.

In the early morning, I lazily stretched my waist, looked at this handsome fat man beside me, and recalled the joy of fish and water with him last night, he is really good, I can feel that he is an old hand, and he is very good at taking care of 0 Feeling, in order to "praise" his heroic performance last night, I lightly kissed his sexy lips, this kiss was very short, just like our relationship, I knew he would not belong to me.When you maintain a normal mind about things, there will be no so-called accidents, let alone being hurt.

Afterwards, we became very good friends. We chatted when we met on the Internet. This is the frank meeting between men. It breaks through that layer of barriers and can speak more from the heart. The premise is that the other party wants to be your friend. Otherwise, they just get together and then break up. This is the sad fact of the circle.Later, I had several relationships with him, and it was all because of your love and my wish.He said that he liked my open-minded personality very much, and would not die or live. I laughed and said that if you are as tragic as me, you will be open-minded.He laughed and said to me, "This thing should have existed in the sky, but why did it fall into the mundane world overnight?"

Yeah?I feel more like a doll that is thrown away when people get tired of it.