star chaser poem

"This is too complicated to explain. I have to report it to the client the day after tomorrow. There is no time. Let's use Yan Chen's conclusion. Xiang Shi, help him make the PPT together."

At the meeting, the boss resolutely rejected the proposal that Xiang Shi had spent two days sorting out, and sent him directly to help the seniors in the group.

As soon as the meeting ended, Yan Chen ordered with a cold face: "Set up a short meeting of three to ten minutes in the afternoon, and I will tell you the details. The materials will be copied to you by email later, remember to read them before the meeting."

Although it was not expected to be passed at one time, the ending of the entire proposal being completely thrown into the trash can was really unexpected.

Of course, the boss knew that Xiang Shi was transferred midway and had almost zero experience.So it is conceivable that even if he spends a lot of energy on the preliminary investigation, what he doesn't understand is just what he doesn't understand. Is it still expected that he will learn it without a teacher within a few days?

In the case of a very tight deadline, the result of doing this is that the first is that precious time is wasted but the due output is not obtained, and the efficiency is extremely poor; the second is that Xiang Shi himself feels a lot of pressure and resentment .

In the name of exercising work autonomy, it actually means not paying attention to team management.If you don’t do well, you will shift the responsibility to your subordinates, accusing you of not being able to learn enough; if you do well, it’s all because he employs people well and stimulates the potential of employees-this leader is really easy.

Xiang Shi scolded the boss clearly in her mind, but on the surface, as if nothing happened, she quickly edited the meeting invitation.

After all, he is in the company of Party B. Over the years, he has already learned to put on his exclusive fake face mask at the right time.

There are a lot of eloquent people in this industry, even if you don't have the ability to describe a 120% job as doing more than [-] points, then it is almost impossible to get a chance to stand out.

He had a deep understanding of this before coming to Wu City, but he didn't expect that even the basic materials for weaving language were lost when he changed the project now.

In the short meeting, Yan Chen picked the key points and explained the tasks.What Xiang Shi has to do is to fill in the content in the PPT with a rough outline. Considering that the materials will be used the day after tomorrow, it is best to finish all the first drafts within today.

When he first joined the group, Xiang Shi had asked Shao Ke about the team atmosphere here, and the other party patted him on the shoulder in secret, and said with pity: "If Yan Chen takes you...it should be very uncomfortable..."

Xiang Shi felt a chill in his heart, "What do you mean?"

Shao Ke carefully chose his words, and seemed to be thinking about how to express Yan Chen's characteristics more accurately, "He is very impatient, and he only speaks based on the results. If you fail to meet his psychological expectations, he will be very explicit. treat you like a fool."

"Please, am I just a blank sheet of paper now?"

"Then you can be a fool with peace of mind."

"..."

Since he was going to meet the client with the boss and had no time to go back to the company, Yan Chen ordered him to put the completed PPT in the shared folder, saying that he would find time to confirm.

The task was handed over at two o'clock in the afternoon.In view of the heavy workload, Xiang Shi roughly estimated the working hours and was sure that she would stay until after ten o'clock tonight.

He is indeed used to the pace of life of being deprived of sleep before the deadline, but getting used to it doesn't mean he agrees.

Since I knew earlier that if I were to make a new proposal by myself, there was a high possibility that it would fail to meet the requirements, and the time was only less than a week, why didn't you arrange for me to help Yan Chen with the PPT from the very beginning?It is inexplicable to have to wait until the last moment to overthrow and start over.

Xiang Shi tapped the shortcut keys expressionlessly, and a cumulonimbus cloud filled with a lot of water vapor rolled down, crushing his shoulders more and more.

From the first year he joined the company, he has been disgusted with this kind of working method that is stingy with input but greedy for output.

It seems that everyone around is using "I'm busy" to whitewash the fact that it is full of loopholes. No one knows that the materials they have worked so hard to make will be read for a few minutes by others, or even have no chance of being seen at all.

Xiang Shi sometimes thinks that the proposal that is slowly taking shape under his hands is actually a pile of garbage, but because he can get paid, he mistakenly thinks that producing garbage is valuable.

·

When getting off work, Shao Ke happened to pass by the office area where Xiangshi's group was located. He wanted to say hello to him, but he yelled several times and got no response at all.His expression was particularly nervous, like a hedgehog curled up into a ball, and four large characters were written on his whole body: Don't bother me.

Shao Ke suspected that he hadn't eaten dinner at all, so she silently put an energy bar on the table and left.

On this day, it was almost 10:30 when I sent the progress report to Shi.He had to suspend his work. After all, both his mental and physical strength had been exhausted and he could no longer concentrate.

Drowsy, he decided to get up early the next day and re-edit the dissatisfied parts.

After getting on the subway home, Xiang Shi collapsed to the sideboard of the seat in a devastated state, her eyes lost sight of.

He looked indifferently at the office workers with dull eyes in the empty carriage, feeling like he was imprisoned in a slave ship transporting cheap labor.

While thinking about how long he can sleep at night, he took out his mobile phone and prepared to refresh his mind by swiping SNS.

Ironically, when he was a student, Xiang Shi was very disgusted with using a mobile phone, because it would hinder his concentration; after work, faced with the pitifully little free time, he no longer wanted to think about the problem of concentration or lack of concentration.

Xinshou clicked on the yellow APP, and the latest Weibo displayed on the top came from an account called "Sariel Band".

【NextLive】

September 9 (Saturday) Wu Mirage

Starring: Sariel, The Dark Side of the Moon, Tiger Eye, Nightmare

Opening: 17:30

Start: 18:00

With a blunt "ah", he sat up straight.

Sariye is Fu Jing's current band, and the name Xiang Shi remembers seems to have disbanded a few years ago.

After returning home that day, he deliberately checked the logo on the background of the standby, and then followed the clues to find the official account of the band, and secretly followed it with his zombie Weibo.

Clicking on the notification just now, there are actually a lot of messages and reposts below, most of them are enthusiastic girls.

A promotional image is attached to the announcement, which prints photos of the four participating bands and live details.

Xiang Shi zoomed in on the picture by dragging her index finger and thumb.

Sariel’s group photo was taken against a retro crimson background. All four of them are wearing black cloaks. If you look closely, you will find that the design of each cloak is subtly different: or Trimmed with tiers of ruffles or detailed with a pair of dainty bat wings at the front.

The three people standing at the back all wear white masks on the left half of their faces, each holding a stick candle that is also white; while the person standing at the front has gray hair and folds his hands in front of his chest, as if The pale vampire was sleeping in the hexagonal coffin, his eyes were covered by pure black ribbons, and he raised his head slightly, as if he was listening to something.

As if discovering an ulterior secret, Xiang Shi felt a slight tremor in his heart inexplicably.

Informing Weibo that someone was transferring tickets for the performance, he first switched to the mobile phone schedule to confirm the itinerary, then thought for a while, changed the nickname of Zombie Weibo, uploaded a new profile picture, and took the initiative to transfer tickets to the release The person who sent the message sent a private message.

-Dumbo working hard-

[Hello, can the tickets be handed in at the venue on the same day? ]

After typing, Xiang Shi stuffed the phone into his pocket, leaned back into the embrace of the bezel with his body tilted.

Closing my eyes, those disconnected memories were reconnected: When was the last time I had the idea of ​​going to his show?Senior year?

Today's Xiang Shi doesn't think this kind of behavior is called forgiveness, he begins to realize that in the whole thing, there is no such thing as pure right and wrong, understanding and misunderstanding, trust and betrayal.

Before Fu Jing left, he always thought that the part that was with him was the whole of this person; and after Fu Jing left, he thought that the part that he didn't see was the whole of this person.

Either only the intersecting parts are seen, or only the disjoint parts are seen, never the complete union.

·

The next day, arrive at the company one hour early.

After turning on the computer, Xiang Shi immediately found that there were several messages from Yan Chen lying in the chat software used internally, which were very long and sent after two o'clock in the morning.

Not even going to the vending machine to buy a refreshing drink, he frowned, and immediately began to read seriously.

Several messages listed the revisions of the PPT one by one, ignoring the details. The biggest problem is: Xiang Shi did not find the key data to support the argument—or he thought he found it, but in Yan Chen couldn't use it in his eyes.

Not only that, but at the end there is also a stern sermon on the line.

"You'd better learn to think for yourself than wait for me to tell you what to do."

"Don't just focus on the task in front of you short-sightedly, think about who your work is providing value to."

He was discouraged after reading it, thinking that although I know what you said is very reasonable, even if I have to do it again, the requirements you mentioned are too difficult for me in terms of my current experience and ability.

Open the shared folder, thinking to change the PPT as soon as possible, but the last editing time of the file is displayed as more than three o'clock in the morning, and the version number has changed from 0.1 to 0.2.

With a bad premonition, he quickly clicked on the slide, and the cursor slid down lightly——Sure enough, Yan Chen has completely overhauled the PPT, and even, several of them were directly redone .

At this moment, Xiang Shi suddenly felt that everything was ridiculous.I was transferred from Song City all the way, and it’s okay to be treated as a newcomer; first there is a proposal, and then there is a PPT. Since the hard work I have spent is almost worthless in the eyes of my superiors and seniors, then what is the point of the transfer? ?

It's just a matter of seeing where there is an empty space, and filling it with people—maybe it's not a person at all, but a carrot that lacks self-awareness and doesn't know how to resist.

At this moment, the mobile phone in his pocket vibrated, Xiang Shi took it out and opened the message to remind him that it was a private message from Weibo.

-miaomiao-

[Ms. Hello, the show starts at 17:30, can we meet at the gate of the mirage at 17:15 (OvO)]

The complicated emotions that were still full in his chest just now were like a balloon that was punctured, and he couldn't help laughing just like this while facing the phone.

-Dumbo working hard-

[Okay, I'll trouble you then. ]

[And I'm a man. ]