A box of light gray blue

The weight on his shoulders was not heavy, but Xu Yan seemed to be suppressed by a jack, and he dared not move at all.Fu Zhongzhou half-opened his eyes, but was as quiet as if he was asleep.Xu Yu really wanted to take off his glasses, so that he would not see the figure on the stage clearly.

The guitar plucked sounded slowly, echoing crisply in the space.The bar is small, but the sound effects are top-notch.Xu Yan looked up to the stage from the corner, and saw Xie Yan slightly holding the microphone with both hands, her eyes wandering off the stage, but she didn't look this way.

Her voice is as cold as her appearance, clean and soothing, and her words are not sloppy.

The lyrics are beautiful and match the style of the band very well.

"Step into the temple of roses and pick thorns to make rings

Climb the cliff at midnight and pick the moon to write poetry

Dead wood sprouts, bone stones bloom

Witnessed wings grow from the spine

Romance decays, ideals dissolve

Sensing the desire in the waves"

The soothing drumbeat combined with the guitar and keyboard, coupled with Xie Yan's voice, set off the atmosphere of the whole song.Xu Yan was slightly surprised, and couldn't help but lowered his head and asked Fu Zhongzhou: "Is this an original song?"

"Yes, what do you think?"

Xu Chang naturally wanted to side with Fu Zhongzhou, so he said without hesitation: "The lyrics are so vulgar."

"...the lyrics were written by me."

The corner of Xu Yan's mouth twitched slightly, trying to change the subject in embarrassment. "Oh...actually, the writing is quite good, really. You can also write lyrics?"

Fu Zhongzhou raised his head and walked away from his shoulders, his eyes behind the lenses were crookedly smiling. "What? Are you underestimating me?"

His expression was very relaxed, and Xu Wei was finally relieved.But as soon as he took a breath, Fu Zhongzhou leaned back on his shoulder.Xu Yan finally couldn't hold back any longer, and coldly ordered him to get away from him.

"...Can't you sit down by yourself?"

The person beside him lowered his head and did not move, and a soft, almost coquettish voice sounded beside Xu Huang.

"No, let me rely on it for a while."

The singing on the stage continued, and the sound of singing and music came through the sound of wine glasses colliding and chatting.They sang a few more songs after that, all of which were covers of other people's songs.

"Next is the last song to be sung today." The music on stage stopped at the end, and Xie Yan picked up the mineral water beside her and took a sip.After singing several songs in a row, her voice was a little hoarse.

"To those present who have lost their love, I wish you all a happy life."

The guitar was plucked again, and after a beat, the people on the stage began to sing slowly.

"When time goes by, it will never come back, and the past can only be recalled..."

Xu Yu felt uneasy in his heart, but felt that Fu Zhongzhou beside him subconsciously tensed up.It is very obvious who this song is for, Fu Zhongzhou is really stupid if he can't hear it.He is not afraid that Fu Zhongzhou will come to see Xie Yan's performance, but he is afraid that Fu Zhongzhou will be stimulated by Xie Yan after drinking.

Moreover, seeing that Fu Zhongzhou still cared about Xie Yan, he felt bad.

"...You are going to change your mind, like going back in time."

In the middle of singing, Fu Zhongzhou was about to get up and leave.Xu Yan sat up straight nervously, "Where are you going?"

"Toilet, don't follow."

Fu Zhongzhou felt dizzy.His alcohol capacity is very poor, and a glass of fruit wine can make him feel like he is stepping on cotton.Xie Yan's voice was still echoing in his ears, he quickened his pace and left here, rushing into the bathroom.

Just now Xu Chang kept calling him from behind, but he just wanted to escape here quickly so as not to cry again in front of Xu Chang.

The faucet was turned on, and he washed his hands with clear cold water blankly, then took off his glasses, and washed his face with water in both hands.Tears mixed with running water, he supported the marble sink, his shoulders shrugged uncontrollably.

He didn't know why he liked to cry so much. If Xu Wei found out, he would definitely be laughed at again.But he really felt very helpless, many things would never come back as Xie Yan sang.He lived for 19 years, and the person who accompanied him the most besides his grandfather was Xie Yan.Therefore, the social circles of the two can be said to be completely overlapped. Once the two break up, Fu Zhongzhou will inevitably retreat into his own world.

The face in the mirror was wet, the eyes were very red, and there were tears hanging on the cheeks.

When Xu Chang came in, he saw this kind of Fu Zhongzhou.

He took off his glasses, revealing his red eyes, his hair was dripping, and he looked very embarrassed.Xu Chang knew that he was hiding and crying secretly just now, but he didn't say anything.

"Drunk again." Fu Zhongzhou sniffed his nose calmly, smiled apologetically, picked up the glasses beside him and wanted to put them on.

Perhaps because he was dazzled by Fu Zhongzhou's appearance, or maybe it was just out of distress, Xu Chang reached out and snatched his glasses, and put his arms around his neck.

The mirror of the washbasin reflected the figures of the two.Xu Yu tried hard to hide his selfishness, hugged Fu Zhongzhou, and patted him on the back.

"...If you don't want to hear it, let's go. If you don't know how to see old friends, don't see them. Can you be a little more self-centered?"

He couldn't see Fu Zhongzhou's expression in the mirror, but he felt that Fu Zhongzhou also reached out to hug him.After a long time, Xu Wei felt his body tremble slightly, mixed with almost inaudible sobs.Perhaps because of drinking, Fu Zhongzhou's cheeks were very hot, sticking to his neck, so Xu Yan could clearly feel the coolness oozing from his shoulders.

He had to let go of Fu Zhongzhou cruelly, otherwise he really couldn't help but pin him on the sink.He will give up his reason for this crying guy, first stop his sobbing mouth, then lick his tears away little by little, then kiss his eyes, and tell him not to feel sorry for his ex-girlfriend.

"Okay, be careful crying so dizzy." Xu Yan pulled the man away from his shoulders cruelly, and gave up a little space, "Let's go, go out and have a wind."

Fu Zhongzhou's eyes were still red, but his expression was so tense that he didn't even frown his eyebrows, only tears streaming down silently.

Xu Chang doesn't know how to comfort others, but he really wants to do something for Fu Zhongzhou.After thinking about it, he ran to a small shop and bought a pack of cigarettes.This is usually done in those TV dramas, lighting a cigarette in the night breeze, and under the effect of dopamine, all those troublesome things will be forgotten.

The two went out of the bar and sat down by the edge of an artificial lake. Xia Feng skipped over the lake and came head-on.

Fu Zhongzhou glanced at the things in Xu Yu's hand, "...do you know how to smoke?"

"No." Xu Yan sat down, took out one by himself, and handed him the lighter, "But you can learn."

Fu Zhongzhou took out one and lit a cigarette skillfully.The lighter made a crisp sound in the dark, and a flame burst out from the small hole.Fu Zhongzhou put the lighter in front of Xu Wei and lit a cigarette for him.

He inhaled lightly, and white smoke overflowed from his lips. "Well, it tastes like grapes."

Xu Yu hesitated and took a sip, a strong spicy taste poured down his throat, making him cough uncontrollably.He didn't taste anything, but tears flowed out.

"Why are you trying so hard to comfort others?" Fu Zhongzhou patted him on the back, took the cigarette away from his hand, extinguished it on the stone beside him, and threw it into the trash can.Xu Chang slowed down for a while, and lay down on the bench.

Fu Zhongzhou's condition looks much better.Xu Chang was sitting on the right, and he was holding a cigarette with his left hand.

"I learned this from last year's training camp. I don't usually smoke much." He shook his finger. "During class, I was so sleepy that a few friends went to the utility room to smoke to refresh our minds." As he spoke, he He also extinguished the cigarette in his hand, leaving only the lake surface glowing with blue light.

"I used to be the guitarist of the band, and I was responsible for writing lyrics by the way." He changed his comfortable posture and said to Xu Chang, "The time was too short, so I quit."

"Are those people all your friends?"

"Students from the same school," Fu Zhongzhou took a deep breath, "I told Xie Yan about quitting, and even had a fight with her."

After hearing so much from him back and forth, Xu Chang also felt that these two people were not from the same world at all. "You and her really look very different." He said.

"Yeah. I don't want to go out and make friends, but she told me that I should work hard and get out of my comfort zone." Fu Zhongzhou turned his head to look at Xu Wei, his eyes seemed to have waves of lake water, "If it was you, would you What will you tell me?"

The subtext of this sentence seems to be saying "if you are my girlfriend".Xu Yan cleared his throat nervously, and replied truthfully: "If you don't want to socialize, you don't socialize, and you won't die if you don't have a few friends."

He added: "Anyway... that's what I think. It's more important to be happy."

Fu Zhongzhou sighed sadly, stretched out his hand and pinched the back of his neck. "That's great, if only you were my girlfriend."

As if a thunderbolt struck Xu Yu, he was stunned for a moment, unable to understand the meaning of this sentence.

In the dark night, his hands began to tremble, but Fu Zhongzhou couldn't easily catch him.

"Fu Zhongzhou," he said cautiously, "it's okay, it's all over. I'll be with you."

"……thanks."

The two stayed by the artificial lake until nine o'clock in the evening before going back to school.This point had already passed the school holiday time, so Xu Chang didn't dare to enter through the main entrance, so he had to climb in through the railing at the back of the dormitory.

The railing was really difficult to turn over, and my knees were scratched.Xu Chang still felt severe pain when he woke up the next day.The studios were all emptied during the monthly exam, and they had to move all the painting tools back to the studio again.

Xu Yan walked into class 505 with a painting bag, and the door was already full of people.He squeezed through the crowd impatiently, only to realize that they were looking at the report card on the wall.

Peng Peng squeezed to the inside, turned around and saw Xu Huang squeezed in, and immediately stopped him in surprise.

"Xu Yu! You did really well in the exam too!"

Xu Yan was a little nervous, but he still pretended not to care, and asked casually, "How many points?"

"175!" Peng Peng rushed out from the crowd and reported to him in a low voice: "95 for sketch, 80 for head portrait."

"It's okay," Xu Yan suppressed a trace of joy in his heart, and walked back to his corner with his things.He did well in the exam this time, and he should be able to rank well in the whole school.He felt happy, subconsciously as if he was looking for Fu Zhongzhou to share.

Walking back to his seat, Xu Yan saw only an easel in the corner, beside which were scattered sketches that he forgot to take back last week.On the other side, it has been cleaned up.

——Fu Zhongzhou left.