our psalms

With a heavy heart, Lao Cao and I didn't sleep all night, and just stared at each other for a whole night.I don't know what he is thinking, let alone what I should be thinking.The next day is the weekend.After I woke up, Lao Cao had disappeared. In his line of work, there are almost no weekends to speak of.It is very difficult for him even if he wants to take a break from his busy schedule.

I sat up from the bed alone, dressed slowly and walked to the balcony, looking at the warm sunshine outside, the sky was still so blue, and the air was still so intoxicating.Maybe it's because the place I'm in has the smell of Lao Cao, it's so refreshing, addictive and intoxicating.I used to think about what love is, but when Lao Cao's attitude as a father, a person who is purely more father than my father, intervened in my life, I began to wonder whether it was love or family affection.After the biggest turning point in my life, that indelible year, when I returned to this house filled with fatherly love or other love in another form, I seemed to be more I can't find myself anymore.But at this moment, at least I can smell his scent, so I feel really happy that I can come back alive.

Whether it is a father or a lover, even a passer-by passing by on the side of the road, as long as he can feel his breath and smile at him with a sad and blessed attitude, it is really enough.

I went to Uncle He's place in the morning, and he was sitting in front of the computer studying some very complicated things, such as cells and other squirming things.While watching the computer screen, he kept shaking the test tube in his hand.Kuang Li, who came with me, covered his nose unbearably when he saw these scenes.

"Uncle He! It's already noon, don't you want to eat?" When I called him, he seemed to be shocked suddenly. The test tube in his hand fell to the ground and shattered. The colored liquid slowly overflowed.

"Ah, what's wrong with you, are you okay?" I walked over in surprise, "I'm sorry, did I... scare you?"

"No...no..." He looked a little strange, "It's just that I was too engrossed and didn't notice someone coming. It's okay, Zicheng, why do you have time to come here today?" After he finished speaking, he ran to the door to call for someone Come in and pick up the things on the ground.I pointed to the liquid on the ground and asked him, "It doesn't matter if these things are broken?"

"It's okay, just match again." Uncle He said with a smile, "Who is this girl?"

"Oh... I..." I was about to say it, but I suddenly didn't know how to introduce it. At this moment, I found that Kuang Li was looking at me with those piercing eyes.

"My...girlfriend..." I forced myself to finish the last few words, I really don't want Kuang Li to do something uncontrollable because of this.

"Ah...hehe...really?" Uncle He obviously opened his mouth, because he knows the story between me and Lao Cao, and he knows my story better than Lao Cao. Now a girlfriend suddenly appeared, it is really very strange Unbelievable.

"Didn't you ask me to come today? Did you forget?" I immediately changed the topic, because I felt that something was wrong with Kuang Li's eyes.

"Yes... oh... I forgot, last week, didn't you ask Lao Cao to come with you?" He touched his head and said.

"Dad is busy with work." I said, "What's the matter?"

"Of course... what I want to say is..." Uncle He stopped suddenly while speaking, his eyes kept rolling, as if he was thinking about something, "Actually... just remembering the meal you two had ..."

I clearly felt that he wanted to say something, but he didn't say it.But I didn't tell the truth, I understand that Uncle He must have something to hide.

"Hehe, it's okay to treat Kuang Li and me to dinner, right?"

"Of course...haha, of course!"

Sitting in a small Chinese restaurant, Uncle He generously ordered a table of dishes and then had a drink with me.And Kuang Li watched the old and the young silently from the side.

After a while, Uncle He suddenly asked me thoughtfully: "Son, do you regret it?"

I looked at him puzzled, "What do you regret?"

"Go back to your father's side..." He said very attentively, and kept watching Kuang Li next to him.

"Why should I regret it? I should have come back, shouldn't I? This is what you once said." I picked up the glass and drank the beer in the glass.

"Have you forgotten what Uncle He said?"

"what?"

"You should come back for treatment as soon as possible, you didn't tell him?"

"If I don't treat it, will it really be ... life-threatening?"

"of course."

Speaking of this, the chopsticks in Kuang Li's hand suddenly fell off, and she looked at me in surprise, "Zicheng, what..."

"Nothing, nothing!" I continued drinking my drink.

"You have to be responsible for yourself, son. If you don't say anything, I think I need to talk to Lao Cao personally..."

Sitting on the bus, Kuang Li snuggled up next to me.She looked at my face seriously and raptly, her eyes flickering.

"Let's go to the concert, shall we?"

"Okay."

"Can you promise me?" Her hand suddenly grabbed me even tighter.

"Promise what?"

"In the future, I will accompany me to every concert..."

"Fool, what if it's ugly?"

"As long as there is you, nothing will be ugly."

Suddenly, my heart was moved by a daze, which seemed to be more thorough and real than any other emotion.I suddenly and truly felt that I was really deeply loved by someone.

I held her tightly in my arms, and I could feel her tears wet my chest.She is a good girl, a good girl that I can't promise and shouldn't hurt.

As night fell, Han Yongzhe's concert in the gymnasium was already full of spectators, and there were no empty seats in the stadium.Crazy fans shouted and roared, long banners, and countless light sticks like stars covered every corner of the scene.The curtain in the center of the stage began to reveal a little bit of light, and on the large electronic screens on both sides, there were several beautiful fonts scrolling brilliantly and circularly: Han Yongzhe's Asian Tour Concert - the first stop of the journey of redemption.

The audience suddenly fell silent, because the screen began to play the opening PV of the concert, and a very handsome look appeared in the center of the screen, and then the camera slowly zoomed out, and a boy in a Christian robe appeared on the screen. Above, he turned around, and with an evil smile, the atmosphere of the audience exploded to the extreme. The screams and shouts almost burst the eardrums, and whistles and trumpets without any rhythm came from the mouths of crazy fans.

On the screen, Han Yongzhe is holding a scepter, and the scepter is shining brightly. At this time, the center stage of the concert bursts out with intense and beautiful fireworks, and the curtain slowly opens.Han Yongzhe on the screen spread out his hands, and several flashing characters slowly rose from his palms—the journey of redemption...

The handsome boy on the screen descended from the sky with a big cross on his back, and the black wings slowly spread out from his back.The music started, and the atmosphere reached a climax again. As the music progressed step by step, Han Yongzhe landed on the ground, unfolded his singing voice, and sang the fierce and violent opening track.

Several girls sitting next to me burst into tears on the spot.While crying, I called Han Yongzhe's name, I love you, I will always support your voice everywhere.

"So handsome!!! Ah!!!" Cao Wenxi sat in the seat closest to the stage in Area A, with her mother.Her mother kept a mysterious and noble smile all the time.

"Ah~~~~!" Cao Wenxi frantically tugged at her mother's clothes, "Why are you so handsome!!!"

Cao Wenxi's mother's eyes did not stay on the stage, but looked around.

"He should come, should come..."

"Mum, who are you talking about?"

"Your uncle!"

"what happened?"

"He's supposed to keep the law and order here."

"It should be...don't care, I want to see Yongzhe!"

"Don't be stupid, listen to your mother, tonight is a very critical time."

"What's the key!"

"Go to the backstage and wait right away, the backstage of the concert!"

"what?"

Cao Wenxi's mother took out a strange gold card from her body and handed it to her, "With this, those staff will let you in! Listen, go and see if your uncle is in there, if he's in the background immediately call me!"

"Oh..." Cao Wenxi still didn't understand, she stared at the stage obsessively, and slowly backed away