our psalms

He stopped me, he said there was something very important, very very important.From his eyes, I can't see the slightest hostility. He should be very clear about my position and the relationship between me and him.But he was so kind, so sincerely took my arm.

"Wait a minute, Luo Xiaorui!" He stood in front of me panting, "This is for you!" It was a photo, and he searched through his backpack for a long time before finding it. On the photo, there was the one that was once given to me. A man with infinite reverie, they embraced each other, smiling so lickingly, so sincerely.

"What do you mean?" I started to speak, I didn't want to talk to him at first, but when this photo was shown in front of my eyes, I was inexplicably angry, "Are you showing off?"

"No!" He shook his head again and again, "I want you to remember, and help him remember me!"

I looked at him suspiciously, but he didn't say anything, just smiled at me.

"Must come back and see him!" he said, "Must!"

When the train started to move slowly, I held the photo tightly, and saw the smiling child standing outside the window waving to me, with bright red blood flowing from his nostrils, and he was still wiping He smiled at me, "You must come back to see him, please!"

My eyes flew out of that picture, looking at the scene outside the window that was constantly receding backwards, I began to think about whether this journey is the way home, or what?

……

Dragging my tired body, I gradually felt more and more weakness and pain.Lao Cao stood on the balcony and looked at me. He must have been waiting for me for a long time.

"Where did you go?" He always cared about this question.

"I'm out and about, it's boring to be at home all day."

"I'm not at home at noon, and no one answered the phone all afternoon. Where did you go for so long?" Since I returned to the way I was before, he no longer treats me as gently and accommodatingly as a patient.The harshness of the past is gradually revealed.But that's okay, after all, this is the real him, and in my memory, the father who will never change.

"I went to see Xiaodong, and I stayed with Lao Xie." I said, sitting on the sofa, "Is the meal ready, I'm very hungry."

"If you want to do something, you should first learn how to greet people. If you run away without saying a word, what if something happens again?" Lao Cao looked very anxious and his voice was loud.

"Please, I'm so unlucky." I shouted, "It's okay, I promise there will be no next time!"

"Don't think that you can run amok when you recover from your illness. We will see what you do when you go to other places." Lao Cao said, and he had already put the dishes that had been prepared in the kitchen on the table.

"Uncle, where are we going?" In fact, I have wanted to ask him this question for a long time. He is so determined this time, so he should have plans.His face was still angry, as if what happened just now was still worrying him, he said angrily: "Go to the countryside, there are mountains and land in all directions, let's see where you can go every day."

"No way, the countryside, I like it, it's quiet and comfortable."

"You still want to be quiet, don't think that I don't know when you left Lao Xie's place in the nursing home, and where you went after such a long time, why did you hide it?" Originally, I wanted to wait until I finished eating, But he couldn't hold back anymore.In his eyes, my whereabouts are so clear and in control. With my previous temper, I will definitely quarrel again.But I didn't. It seemed that I was used to it. I looked at him helplessly and asked, "When will you be able to rest assured of me?"

"When you're no longer a child!" he said, "but you'll always be a child in my eyes, won't you?"

"I'm going to send Luo Xiaorui off..." I knew it would be difficult to hide him, so I told the truth.

"he's gone?"

"Well, in fact, he is also very pitiful, isn't he?"

"You know what pity is, give me something to eat!" Lao Cao didn't seem to want to mention this matter.He lowered his head and silently planed the rice.At this moment, there was a light knock on the door from behind.Lao Cao and I, who were eating, raised our heads defensively for a moment.

"Who will it be at this time?" Old Cao asked.I stood up and walked to the door to look through the cat's eyes, "It's your daughter."

Lao Cao stood up abruptly: "She hasn't left yet?"

Opening the door, Cao Wenxi looked very decadent, with her head down.When she saw me, there was a hint of surprise and excitement in her eyes, "Hello... is this true... how is it possible?"

"Wenxi, why are you still here? You haven't returned to the United States?" Lao Cao took the conversation and shouted, "What else are you going to do?"

"I...I just...want to come back to see you...you..." Cao Wenxi said hesitantly, she walked in slowly, closed the door and said, "I'm really happy, everything is back to the original state... I'm sorry... ..." When she said these three words, tears burst out of her eyes.

Lao Cao hugged her compassionately, wiped away her tears, and smiled kindly, "Don't be stupid, it's none of your business."

"No, if it wasn't for me... If it wasn't for me to help my mother, I would have told her everything, Yang Xing. To put it indirectly, I was the one who killed her. The QQ records and information on your network are all from me. I collected them all for her, so she can be so handy." Cao Wenxi cried and said, "Can you forgive me, uncle?" She suddenly curled her knees and knelt down to Lao Cao, "Uncle...forgive me I……"

Lao Cao quickly helped his daughter up from the ground, touched her face soaked in tears, and still smiled kindly, "It's okay, really, kid, it's not your fault..."

"Why are you so nice?" Cao Wenxi said, "Why, you beat me and scolded me, so I might feel better in my heart!"

"You are my daughter, silly girl!" Lao Cao laughed, "Have you eaten yet? We've just started. Let's have some food together."

"Uncle, mom is going crazy." Cao Wenxi didn't answer the question about eating, because she knew that the point was not there. "At first, I thought that mom's point of view must be right. My uncle, you were taken by others. Stolen, I only want to get back what belongs to me, but I don't know that I am also taking away your most important things bit by bit." She said, looking at me with apologetic eyes.I stood aside and smiled silently. For my old Cao, my daughter is also very important to him, so for me, I hardly have any hatred for her, even if she kills me .

"Sister, let's eat first. Everything is over. I'm glad you can see through and figure it out. What we have to do now is to get out of those shadows and welcome a new life." I said with a smile.When I finished speaking, Lao Cao looked at me incredulously, as if the person who spoke just now could not be his baby named Wang Zicheng.

"I really want to go back to my uncle. I've always thought so before." Even though she was sitting on the table, no one touched her chopsticks to eat. Cao Wenxi had a lot to say, so she kept crying and monologue.