our psalms

When I was about to reach the gate of the community, there was a familiar shout behind me. I turned my head and saw Lao Cao poking his head out of the car and smiling at me. When he saw my dull expression, the smile on his face became deeper And puzzled.

Sitting in the car, he asked me what was wrong, I forced myself to laugh but couldn't escape his piercing eyes.But in any case, it was impossible for him to think of the real cause of my distress.He must never have imagined that this person, who he finally had to give everything to chase and defend, would slowly disappear into the air where we existed together with the wind.

He didn't drive the car home, but drove directly to the suburb where we used to frequent.He knew the extraordinary significance to us there, and parked the car in the familiar farmhouse compound.He took my hand and jumped out of the car lightly.

I don’t know how many late autumns this is, but the time with Lao Cao always goes by very quickly, even including the torment and torture that I endured in that deep mountain that year, I feel that it has passed so quickly now , as if it never happened.

"Cheng'er, look, there are so many fallen leaves, don't they look like the Maple Mountain in your hometown?" Lao Cao stepped on the path covered with yellow leaves wantonly like a naughty boy, holding my hand and bouncing toward me. walking forward.And I, under the scene at this moment, quietly shed tears behind the back of the old Cao who seemed to be satisfied with the whole world.

"Uncle has been busy with work these days, so he didn't spend much time with you. Are you angry with Uncle?" Lao Cao's insight was very strong. When he turned his head, he had already wiped my eyes with his hand, "You Look, I'm crying again, Uncle's heart aches the most when he sees Cheng'er crying."

I shook his hands away vigorously, my move made him feel extremely surprised, he looked at me puzzled, but he still didn't forget to reach out and wipe my eyes.

"Be good, Cheng'er, don't be willful."

"Why do you want to be so nice to me? I don't want it!" After I said this, I ran away without looking back.I ran wildly all the way, tears flying out like broken beads.

I ran to the golden wheat stalk field, looked at the afterglow of the setting sun on the earth, looked at the boundless sky, staggered at a loss, and fell into a dead silence in my heart.Lao Cao quickly followed, but he didn't come forward to disturb my thoughts, but just stood behind silently, looking at me.

Suddenly, he hugged me from behind, "Be obedient, don't think so much, uncle forbids you to think so much!"

"Don't let me think so... much?" I looked at his face suspiciously.

"From now on in this world, there is nothing you have to worry about, son, uncle will handcuff you like a part of your body, no matter what happens." The handcuffs were taken out, and they were lightly placed on my and his arms. "Like this!" he said with a grin.

The handcuffs, which were used to confine and punish criminals, radiated red light under the light of the setting sun.Now, it has witnessed the love between his master and a boy countless times, and it obediently connects the hearts of the two people tightly.

"Look, what can stop a person from being alive, and what can stop two people who are alive from being together happily?" Lao Cao said with a smile, "I know you are very worried about Dad and the letter But even if there are tens of thousands of letters, it doesn't matter, nothing can defeat uncle, nothing can snatch Cheng'er from uncle's hands again."

"Uncle..." I cried, and once again lay down on Lao Cao's gentle chest.Yes, nothing can defeat him, and nothing can defeat me. When the two people's firmness comes together, any fear and tribulation can be overcome, and any reality and helplessness can be ignored.

After eating simple farm dishes, Lao Cao drove slowly on the vast rural road, the moonlight shone on his face, at that time, no matter how you look at it, his smile had no flaws at all. Any anxiety or worry.He is really satisfied.The car stopped on the side of the road, the surroundings were quiet, and his favorite song was playing in the car.We hugged and kissed lingeringly, I held his neck tightly, and decided to spend the last time to bury all the sorrows, he gently unbuttoned his clothes, revealing his strong chest and holding my face tightly Stick it on, tightly...

In that unchanging frequency, his heart beats, telling me that no matter what time, I am with him.

"I just hope you can let us go! My time with him is running out." I cried into the phone, and the voice on the other end seemed to be silent.

"You said, you..."

"Yes, I won't live long, I hope you can let us go, let us live the rest of the day, even if I beg you, please!"

"Are you lying to me?"

"Maybe in your world is full of cunning, so you can lose trust in anyone. But when I tell the truth, I have done what I have to do, and I will not leave him, at least, In my lifetime, I will not leave him, no matter what you want, I will not!"

I stared at the phone that was completely turned off by me, and stared at the photo of Lao Cao turning into darkness on the desktop of the phone. I knew that I should go back to my own world, just like when Uncle Tian always treated me The nagging sentence: Go back, go back to your father.At this moment, I finally understood the true meaning of this sentence.

At this time, Lao Cao had already come out of the toilet, came over and hugged me,

"Honey, let's take a shower and sleep..."

"I don't want to go to bed so early, I still want to play for a while..."

"Go to bed and play slowly."

"No, just don't!"

"I'm in charge here!"

"Ah... put me down... Officer Cao is bullying good people again..."

"Officer Cao is going to bully you, little bastard today..."

"Ah, you didn't wash your hands after going to the bathroom, so don't touch my face..."

"Dare to dislike uncle, court death..."