Stranger way home

Chapter 60 Untitled

Finally, I dragged my exhausted body back to my dormitory, and lay on my bed in such an exaggerated large font, ignoring the greetings from my roommate.

I don't know what's going on, but lying on the bed, I felt that on the way back, my mood gradually calmed down, and it seemed that I was neither sad nor happy.Maybe I see it through, or it's numb from the pain, anyway, I can't figure out the inexplicable emotions in my heart.

After lying down for a long time, my eyes kept staring at the ceiling blankly, but my thoughts flew to that street, and the two shadows embracing each other kept lingering in my mind.I admit that I am a little narrow-minded. The relationship between Uncle Liu and Shen Hanxing existed before me, and the degree of intimacy between them is no less than that between Uncle Liu and me.Although I can't get involved in their past, the past is the past after all, and it should be me and Uncle Liu who are in love now, not Uncle Liu and that Shen Hanxing.But now it is the two of them who hug each other tightly, so what am I?Maybe my own existence was a mistake, and Uncle Liu just fell in love with me on impulse, or maybe I was just a substitute from the beginning? !

Shaking my head, I sighed, how could I think so.Uncle Liu treats me with that kind of affection that doesn't seem to be fake, and even if there is no connection between them, it shows that Uncle Liu is a person who values ​​love and righteousness, and is a person worthy of my cherishing.But, facing them, what should I do?Should we let go and repay their happiness, or should we fight for our own happiness?

"Hey!" After thinking about it, he sighed again.Then, I slowly sat up from the bed, took out my mobile phone and checked the time, only to realize that it was getting late, and there was still class tomorrow, so I should wash up and go to bed.As for those emotional matters, they are always cut and messed up, so let's let nature take its course.Thinking like this, I washed up casually and went to bed again. At this time, the rest of the dormitory came back one after another.

"Hey, Luo Bin..."

In the middle of the night, when I was lying on the bed, tossing and turning and unable to fall asleep, someone’s voice came from my ear, it was that bad friend——Zheng Jie.He was lying on my bedside, staring at me with bright eyes, which made me jump.

"Uh, what's the matter?" I replied weakly, and then changed my position, trying to make myself lie more comfortably.

"I thought you were asleep. Why, lost love? Since you returned to the dormitory, you have been listless." Zheng Jie asked with concern.

"If you are broken in love, I will not be broken in love either!" I gave him a blank look, although he might not be able to see it in the dark.I couldn't help thinking, I really don't understand if he guessed randomly, or if his sixth sense is too keen, and he hit it as soon as he said it.

"Tch, once upon a time, I also had such a period of time." Zheng Jie paused, as if he wanted to raise my interest, but found no effect, so he continued, "I think back then, I... Well, anyway, it’s just embellishment and nonsense.)”

"Okay, stop bragging, I'm really fine." I helplessly stopped his words, if this continues, it will wake up the rest of the dormitory, and it will not be fun to cause public anger, "Say, tomorrow It's time for class, why don't you go to sleep, why come here pretending to be a ghost to scare me?"

"Tch, can't sleep, it's not because of my family." Zheng Jie shrugged, probably because he was uncomfortable lying on his stomach, so he just sat on the head of my bed.

"Oh." I replied lightly, expressing that I was not interested in what he said. I don't like meddling in other people's affairs.

"Hi, well, I'm going back to sleep. I see you are tired too, good night!" Sensing my impatience, Zheng Jie also got up from my bedside wisely, ready to go back to his own bed to sleep.

"Good night!" I replied lightly, closed my eyes again, and prepared to sleep.

"That, Luo Bin. Don't force anything about feelings!" The damned Zheng Jie just crawled back to his bed, but returned to me and whispered something in my ear.

"..." I opened my closed eyes helplessly, Zheng Jie was really haunted, I punched him hard on the chest, "I said, brother Zheng, I don't have as much energy as you, I really about to sleep."

"Oh, remember, don't force it!" Zheng Jie crawled back to his bed quickly this time, as if he was afraid of being hit hard by me again, and only said softly when he got back to his bed and lay down ,"Good night!"

Don't force it?Thinking of what Zheng Jie said, I whispered to myself softly.Maybe, if there is really no room for me to get involved in the matter of Uncle Liu and Shen Hanxing, maybe giving up is the best choice.Of course, first of all, you have to know what Uncle Liu means, whether you love me or him.No matter which one he chooses, I respect his choice.

The wind outside the window was still blowing, beating the closed windows, making a "pop" sound, like the heartbreak of some sad person.

sleepless night...

The next day, I woke up early in the morning. When I turned on my phone, I was a little disappointed—the familiar wallpaper told me that Uncle Liu didn’t give me any information.Rubbing my sleepy eyes, I felt that I didn't get enough sleep at all. All kinds of dreams tormented me all night. When I looked in the mirror, I realized that my eyes were swollen like hillocks.I hurriedly fetched a basin of water and flushed my face, only to be a little fuller, otherwise I would be mistaken for a national treasure panda when I walked out with this dignified appearance.

After I finished washing, my roommates also got up one after another. Everyone greeted casually, and then went to their own business.I also packed up my textbooks on my own and got ready to go to class.Yesterday's experience seems to have faded a lot after one night, maybe because I thought about it, and I can smile back at the classmates I know.

On the way to the classroom, I looked up at the sky, and it seemed that the weather had improved. The cloudy sky had cleared up a lot, and the freezing cold wind was no longer blowing in the air. Everything seemed to indicate that today is a good day .However, I found that I was wrong, maybe this kind of weather is good for other people, but not so good for me.

Because, on the way to the classroom, I met a person, a beautiful person that I dare not face.

"Ah ~ Xuefei, good morning!" Looking at the beautiful woman standing in front of me, I was taken aback, because today she was dressed differently than usual.Usually her dress is conservative, but today she changed into a slightly more open outfit.Dressed like this in this cold season, I can't help but think, isn't she cold?However, this kind of dress made her even more beautiful, so beautiful that people dare not look directly at her.

"Brother Luo~" Xue Fei looked at me quietly, and opened her mouth gently, as if she wanted to say a lot, but she only called my name when she reached her mouth.

"You, you're dressed like this, aren't you cold?" Feeling the embarrassment of the atmosphere, I rubbed my head embarrassingly, trying to find a topic.

"It's not cold, I'm wearing thermal underwear." Xue Fei was still standing there, staring at me with her two big eyes. After a pause, she continued, "Where did you go on New Year's Day, Brother Luo?" ?”

"It's nothing, I went out to play and relax." Hearing Xue Fei's question, Uncle Liu's face flashed in front of my eyes again, I shook my head, and after trying to get Uncle Liu out of my mind, I looked up Xue Fei's moving face continued, "How about you, are you having a good time?"

"I didn't go out to play, I'm not in the mood." Xue Fei still looked at me quietly, and said with a melancholy face.

"Really? Haha, be happy." I smiled wryly to myself, facing Yi Ren's complaint, how could I not understand what she meant.Maybe the best way to comfort her at this moment is to hold her in my arms and comfort her, but I can't give her the simplest way.

"Yeah." Xue Fei nodded lightly, then brushed the messy hair flying in front of her forehead with her right hand, she smiled, then turned and walked towards the classroom, "Xiao Luoge, let's go, we have class Already!"

"Yeah." I nodded, and then followed closely behind her, walking towards the white building in front.

Sitting in the classroom, the teacher is talking about the hype on the podium, but the students below are busy with their own affairs, just like the girl sitting in front of me. After a class, the mobile phone beeped for no less than 40 times. Maybe it was too busy texting with my boyfriend.And I supported my tired head, thinking about my own affairs, and the shadows of Xue Fei, Uncle Liu, and Shen Hanxing kept turning around in my mind.Xuefei is a good girl. If I were a normal person, getting her favor would be the greatest blessing in my life, but I am not a normal person, and I am destined not to get a normal love.Although I said that I was just a brother and sister to her, but she didn't seem to listen to it at all. Every time we met, the divine light revealed by those beautiful eyes was faint, and the meaning in it was self-evident .But Uncle Liu is someone I love deeply, and Uncle Liu is his ex. I don’t know who weighs more in Uncle Liu’s heart than Uncle Shen and I. Maybe Uncle Liu himself doesn’t know. .

"Ringling" the get out of class bell rang, pulling me out of my wild thoughts, and I realized that it was time to leave school. It turns out that time passes so quickly in a daze.

"Students..." Hearing the bell for the end of class, the teacher on the podium put away the books and patted the podium. When everyone focused on him, he continued, "Students, this term The end of the semester is approaching, everyone should study hard, and strive to have a good year!"

"Ah?!" Hearing that the end of the semester was approaching, there was a burst of surprise from the audience. I don't think many people came here to study seriously.It can be seen from everyone's usual behavior that when the class starts, everyone sits in the back row. Only a few serious people sit in the front row, and there is often a large blank space in the middle.The effect of this kind of learning method can be imagined, it would be strange not to be afraid of the final exam.

"The final exam?" I whispered to myself, although my grades are not bad, but so many things happened this semester, and the homework is not at 01:30, and it is a lie to say that I am not worried .But even worrying is useless, so I have to work hard to make up for it. Fortunately, after the exam, it will be a one-month winter vacation, and I can have a good rest by then.

"Okay, school is over, let's work hard for the final exam!" The teacher sorted out the textbooks, and then announced that school was over. The students sitting at the desks also sorted out their textbooks one after another, and then left the classroom together.I also followed everyone, took my things, and left the classroom.

"Has it been almost half a year? Ever since I met Uncle Liu." Leaving the teaching building, I raised my head and looked at the sun hiding in the clouds with only half of it exposed, so I thought.

"Dudu" the mobile phone in my trouser pocket suddenly vibrated, I slowly took out the mobile phone and looked, only two words that I was very familiar with were displayed on the small screen - Uncle Liu.