Me and Fat Bear Classroom Teacher Cheng: South Edge and North Track

After I hung up the phone, I calmed down a lot, and I almost turned around just now.

Today, there has always been an inexplicable ambiguity between Cheng Hui and Cheng Hui. This feeling of being close at hand made me forget myself, and even took the relationship between comrades for granted.

After I got home, I lay on my bed, looked at the ceiling, and seemed to see Cheng Hui's gaze again before I left.When rationality overcame impulse and I said I was going to leave, Cheng Hui didn't speak, but kept staring at me with his eyes. That kind of gaze was the same as the way my father looked at me when I left bitterly on the day I revealed the relationship between father and son. The eyes are the same.

Does he regard me as a family member?

Maybe…

Do you want to call Cheng Hui?It felt cruel to leave him alone.

After pressing the number, I still haven't dialed out...Let him take a good rest...Now I'm a little confused about how I want to develop with him...

It is of course good to go further, but we are not living in a novel after all. As comrades, some things cannot be done by ourselves.Maybe as I grow older, I gradually have a sense of responsibility. Now I have passed the age of only following my own feelings. I must not only consider the feelings of my relatives, but also take into account the worldly perspective.

Even if I'm not married, it's still hard for me to imagine what it would be like to take Cheng back to see my mother who has raised me for nearly 20 years...

Or maybe Cheng Hui took me to meet his wife and daughter whom he raised for more than ten years...

So what is the relationship between me and his daughter?

This kind of thing...don't even think about it...

It's too spoof.

What's more, I don't know if Cheng Hui is the same or not.

Maybe it's a good choice to maintain the current ambiguous relationship with him!

This feeling of being bound by the world makes me quite depressed and irritable, and I even want to find someone to fight to vent.Can't help but think of the bald man who fought with me in early September, cao!Find a chance to find out where he lives with those brothers who beat me.But if you want to take revenge, you must wait until the college entrance examination is over, otherwise, if the school finds out about such a big commotion, they will probably expel me directly.

Thinking of having to endure it for so long, it was another burst of inexplicable annoyance!

I was bored at home all day on Sunday, so I didn't go out to play with the golfers in the community very abnormally.It is said that they are golfers from the community, but they are actually office workers from a government unit near our home. Not all of them are from our community, but we happen to have a basketball court here, and they play here every Sunday. After getting acquainted, I also gave them foreign aid twice.My mother saw me standing on the balcony in a daze, and actually asked me if I was broken in love. I replied with a guilty conscience that I was not in a relationship, but that there was a small problem in my studies.

When I went back to school at night, I still went to self-study as usual, but Cheng Hui didn't come to monitor the discipline.The next morning I went to the office before math, and old Cheng was not there. I asked Xu Xiaobo, the former head teacher, and found out that Cheng Hui had returned to city n. came back.

Although after my insinuation, Lao Xu said that the process would come back, but I always ignored Lao Xu's assurance, until I heard that familiar voice again outside the office a week later, I was really relieved.

It seems that nothing has changed. When Cheng Hui saw me, he still winked at me like before, but I shamelessly took the opportunity to hug him, hum, and rubbed my face hard on his cheek. Twice.The temperature transmitted by the body is so real, and the familiar smell of papaya is still on the neck, until Cheng Hui's hand patted my back lightly, "I haven't hugged enough yet? Class starts soon!"

At this time, I should be decisive and serious, but I don't know if I was dazzled by the joy of reunion...

"Teacher, I love you so much!" I blurted out all of a sudden.

Cheng Hui was obviously stunned, and I was also taken aback by what I said...

Fortunately, Cheng Hui was stunned for a moment and immediately broke the silence, "Don't be poor, you go down and say hello to the people in the class, they probably don't know I'm back, so copy these questions on the blackboard by the way."

"That's fine."

After going out, I slapped myself on the forehead. There should be a teacher in the office just now, right?At least the one who talked to Cheng Hui was inside... It's embarrassing.

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Life in high school seems to be fulfilling, but it is actually very simple. In the third year of high school, the strict schedule of the school will make you feel that every day is a kind of repetition, repeated and endless.

Just like fine wine is strong in the throat, and the music is played at the climax, the most exciting time often heralds the end and the curtain call. After this unintentional confession, the ripples between me and Cheng Hui are also due to the intense review rhythm of the third year of high school. Back to calm.What I read every day is no longer textbooks, but countless practice questions bound into books. Various test papers are flying all over the sky, covering my sight with Cheng Hui.

Get up at five o'clock in the morning and go to bed at eleven o'clock in the evening. The short lunch break is almost a captive of the sea of ​​questions. I don't have time to savor any details between Cheng Hui and Cheng Hui. When I was around, I would still pinch my neck from time to time, and I even suspected that he and I were just an ordinary teacher-student relationship.

Maybe I won't make any progress with Cheng Hui before the college entrance examination...depressed...

But after the college entrance examination, Cheng Hui probably will return to City N, and I will never have another chance.

Maybe this is the helplessness of life. Cheng Hui and I don't belong to the same city. It was just a coincidence that we met through a school exchange. I should feel content to have such an inexplicable ambiguity with him now.