[scorching sun burns heart] again

To say that the most obvious change brought about by this injury is that Yi Guchun's attitude is finally no longer tentative and defensive. On the contrary, he seems to have complete trust in Xin Xiaofeng, even more than that, but Xin Xiaofeng said no. Find out what is left over.

Compared with Yi Guchun, who always had a little reservation in his previous life, and even understood the truth in the later period, Yi Guchun in this life is closer to him. Yi Guchun, who cared for him so much, and Xin Xiaofeng would always think of David in his previous life unexpectedly.

In fact, Xin Xiaofeng has gradually discovered his own situation since he had a relationship with David in his previous life, but it is more appropriate to say that he is bisexual rather than gay.

After all, he was full of fantasies about women's bodies when he was young, but perhaps because of the shadow of that incident, he couldn't even have any sexual interest in women in the next seven years.

But the man, after having a relationship with David, became an object that could appear in his dreams.

A dream with a woman always turns into a nightmare in the end, but a dream with a man stimulates his desire.

In the next life, this is still a lingering shadow. Xin Xiaofeng has given up struggling and has the right to regard himself as a pure homosexual.He didn't have much pressure to come out, but he was also worried that A Dao and Bijue would not accept it, so he kept hiding something.

Seeing Yi Guchun getting close to him without any scruples, and even helping him wipe his body, Xin Xiaofeng felt that he could hardly face him.

Seven years later, Yi Guchun can say that this is your freedom. I respect your words, but he is not sure whether Yi Guchun's heart is strong enough to that level seven years ago.

After all, when he saw him having sex with David, Yi Guchun ran away with a broken look on his face.

Xin Xiaofeng could only try to keep a little distance from him, at least brushing himself, he could barely do it himself, but if he couldn't, there were also A Dao and Bi Jue.

Being rejected, Yi Guchun's face was dark for several days, especially when he saw A Dao helping Xiaofeng wipe himself and thinking of himself, he immediately returned to the police station with a sinister aura of not getting close to strangers.

A group of colleagues secretly speculated that something happened to him, but no one guessed the truth.

The air-conditioning in Yi Guchun's body didn't subside until Xin Xiaofeng recovered from his injury and returned to the police station, but he didn't subside much. He wanted Xin Xiaofeng to know that he was unhappy, but he felt that it was a bit inexplicable for him to be unhappy because of such a trivial matter. of.

This kind of entanglement did not affect Xin Xiaofeng's attitude towards Yi Guchun. In fact, he didn't understand why Yi Guchun was unhappy. Maybe it was a family matter?Xin Xiaofeng was a little hesitant, wondering if he should ask, after all, they just had a rapprochement, so wouldn't it be good to immediately care about each other's privacy?

Yi Guchun thought he was a little weird at first, but after seeing that Xin Xiaofeng didn't care about why he was upset at all, he became even more upset!

This time, his displeasure was about to materialize. Xin Xiaofeng felt that staying with him was a bit stressful. It felt like going back to the days when he was staring at him in his previous life, doing everything and saying everything. Every word seems to be paid attention to.

Xin Xiaofeng lost countless brain cells and couldn't figure out why, so he could only ask this question.

"Did I do something wrong? Why don't you just tell me? I'm under a lot of pressure." Xin Xiaofeng, who didn't feel that he had done anything wrong at all, asked when the two of them went out to handle the case together. come out.

Yi Guchun was overjoyed, but immediately felt that the reason for his anger was too shameful, and he couldn't say it.Tell Xin Xiaofeng that he is upset because the other party won't let him wipe his body?Doesn't Xin Xiaofeng think he's crazy?

Yi Guchun had a straight face, and after a while he could hold back a sentence: "It's nothing to do with you, my sister will take the college entrance examination next year, and I'm under a lot of pressure! Maybe the condition is not very good, don't mind."

This reason...Although he knew it was an excuse, Xin Xiaofeng could only silently light a cigarette and pretend to accept it.

"Oh, is that right? I was quite nervous about the college entrance examination. It's okay. It's actually not that difficult. If you let her study hard, she will definitely be able to get into a good university." Xin Xiaofeng said lightly, but he couldn't stop complaining in his heart. .

Whose brother is starting to be nervous now because of his sister's college entrance examination next year!Can I still live before the college entrance examination?Can't you find an excuse to find something more reliable!It also prevents people from being intelligent!

Fortunately, no matter what the real reason is, after this conversation, Yi Guchun's state has indeed returned to normal. Xin Xiaofeng can understand that Yi Guchun may have difficulties that he doesn't want to talk about, just like his own occasional disappearance. What about the secret?

Xin Xiaofeng's disappearance wasn't to do anything bad, but he was in his prime of life, and his body's desires were almost satisfied, so it was a bit difficult to rely on himself, especially after he had tasted the sweetness of the two, his left and right hands could not satisfy him. .

He went to a gay bar and met a man. The two hit it off right away. It was just a purely physical relationship. They would go out to relax a few times when they had time. They didn't know each other's name, because Xin Xiaofeng didn't want to make the relationship too complicated.

After all, he is a policeman. Although he is still an assistant policeman, it is likely to become an official one in the future. If the other party knows his identity, it is always not good if something happens to him. Ready to put these on the counter.

As for his abnormality, Yi Guchun has actually noticed it for a long time, because everyone’s main communication tool is still a pager, so Yi Guchun saw Xin Xiaofeng calling in the phone booth several times, as if he was calling someone, but once he got close , Xin Xiaofeng would pretend that he finished the call and hang up the phone.

And at other times, he would receive messages from others calling him, and Xin Xiaofeng would delete them every time after reading them, but his expression had a somewhat indistinct expectation.

Yi Guchun secretly speculated about what he was hiding, and he remembered the previous doubts, the habit of rubbing off fingerprints, the bottomless eyes, and the gesture that was obviously hiding something.

The good feelings for Xin Xiaofeng made him unwilling to think about the possibility of bad things, but he couldn't turn a blind eye to all of them. Every time on the second day after receiving a message or making a phone call, Xin Xiaofeng seemed a little indistinctly depressed, and his eyes occasionally There will also be a touch of blue and black, just like taking drugs!

Yi Guchun thought about it, couldn't believe his guess, and couldn't let it go, finally made up his mind, and secretly followed Xin Xiaofeng who left alone after get off work.

The author has something to say: Even if I do it all over again, Xiaoyi will not be Xiaofeng’s first time, because I only intend to write a short article, if I wait for the two to find out, I always feel that it will be a long time to write, so I’d better order it once Get in place!The main reason is that I really can't let go of Xiaoyi's expression of opening the door to a new world and my urge to force PLAY to have a shot.