The Prosperous Years of Wang Xiaohuo

"The first three months of training as a soldier were hard work, but it was nothing to me as a child from the countryside. Besides, I had rice for every meal, and I didn't have to pay for clothes and shoes from head to toe. I was content. I am a Carefree, and like to make friends, as long as the training is over, I like to chat and laugh with everyone, and after a long time, everyone gets to know each other well, except for one person." Li Fucai glanced at Ouyang Lin, and continued: "There is a young man who is old He is about [-] years old, tall, with delicate features, with a sad face every day, like someone owes him a debt, and he doesn’t want to get close to them. My intuition told me that it might be because I couldn’t stand the hard training as a soldier. I thought that since everyone came together from all directions, it was fate. Besides, it is natural for comrades to help each other, but I was afraid that my enthusiasm would be rejected, so I hesitated. After a long time, I decided to take him down, and I made up my mind to do it. That day, when he was on the order, I rushed over and said my thoughts straight to the point."

"After the emergency training, Brother Li and I were actually assigned to a company. Since then, we have become best comrades-in-arms and best friends." Ouyang Lin stared at Li Fucai and said leisurely.

"Yeah, if..." Li Fucai blushed in embarrassment, he picked up the cup and put it to his mouth to try to cover it up.

"Xiao Huo, come here, don't keep squatting, and tell you about the things between me and your uncle." Ouyang Lin said.

Wang Xiaohuo obediently sat beside him.

Li Fucai stopped immediately and said: "Little Ouyang, it's all over, what can I say."

Ouyang Lin shook his head and said sadly: "It is because of the past that I know that I did something wrong."

"In the summer of the second year of serving as a soldier, it rained continuously for several days. The river bank adjacent to the county where we were stationed was breached by the flood. We received an emergency order from our superiors. Our company was in charge of rescue. We rushed over to have a look. The place where the breach was not big, the current was turbulent, and the Huang Cheng Cheng River was mixed with sediment and poured straight out of the levee. The situation was critical. We carried the sacks filled with sand and blocked the breach from the outside to the inside according to the order. I couldn't stand at all. Seeing that the breach was filled piece by piece with heavy sandbags, everyone felt relieved. At this time, a sudden blow came from the river, and several sacks were washed away at my position. At that time, Brother Li was standing Beside me, I was still in a daze, but he pushed me away, and a heavy sack fell on him. When I came back to my senses, I saw him fall into the water with a thump. He stopped, he choked water into his mouth, and he was still in the mood to care about me, little Ouyang, didn't I hit you!" Ouyang Lin took a deep breath, and then said: "Usually his name is Xiao Ouyang, I'm always unhappy, it's always weird to my ears, but when I heard it at the time, I couldn't help crying, mixed with the cold river water, I thought, as long as he is fine this time, I will always be with him."

"Little Ouyang, the past is the past, and other comrades-in-arms would not stand by and watch."

"Maybe this is my fate. Since then, my feelings for Brother Li have quietly changed. I like to peep at him at every turn. If he is happy, I am also happy. If he encounters troublesome things, I will also be troubled. I can't let him notice this, I can only bear it, sometimes I can't help it, I take advantage of him when he is happy, touch his stomach, pat his butt."

"Oh, it's all my fault for being confused. If you have this kind of thought, you shouldn't have gotten so close to you in the first place."

"It's not that you are confused. In fact, even I don't understand why I became like this, and I tied my whole heart to a man."

Li Fucai's face turned redder, he coughed dryly twice, and said, "Stop talking, Xiaohuo is by my side."

Ouyang Lin glanced at Wang Xiaohuo and said, "Some things should be let him know."

Wang Xiaohuo murmured in his heart, if his uncle had quarrels with him before, what kind of thing is it between him and him?

Ouyang Lin seemed to see through his thoughts, and said bitterly: "I was also at Xiaohuo's age at that time, and I knew that there was a mistake in what I decided, but I still did it according to my temper, not to mention that feelings can't make decisions by themselves, sometimes in private. I also painfully warned myself, forget it, forget it, give up, the cute flame can't be extinguished no matter what, I secretly spy, and secretly fantasize, my mind is full of the shadow of Brother Li, but I dare not ask him Confession. Two years passed quickly, Brother Li was promoted to a non-commissioned officer because of his outstanding performance, but I had to leave. A voice was shouting, confession, confession! I did it, I threw myself into his arms while I was drunk, I hugged him tightly, and said Brother Li, I love you, my hand was on his stiff body Touching him back and forth, looking for the position of his mouth, I told myself that if he nodded and accepted, even if I were to die next, I would die without regret.”

"I was really scared at that time." Li Fucai couldn't help but interjected, he was embarrassed and a little shy: "At first I thought he was drunk, and I planned to help him back to the dormitory, but he rushed over, touching and groping I refused to let go. My calves were trembling, and I was afraid that someone would pass by and see me. I said angrily, Ouyang Lin, why are you crazy about drinking, but he kept rubbing on his face as if he didn’t hear it? Rubbing back and forth, my hands were dishonest, I was a little dumbfounded, thinking that it was nothing for a big man to be hugged, hugged, kissed and touched by another man like this. I pushed him away, and he fell to the ground one by one. I ran away, ran two steps and couldn't bear it anymore, looking back, he was sitting on the ground covering his head and crying loudly, I went back and squatted next to him, I was going to help him, but I was afraid of the same thing as before. He was hugged and refused to let him go, and he didn't know how to persuade him, so he had to stay silent."

"I didn't think I would cry at all, but I couldn't stop the tears when they flowed out. I just felt that my chest, which was very stuffy, was cracked and it was out of control. I cried and thought, why am I so stupid? , why do you want to hurt others, Brother Li is the closest person to me, I can't hurt him, I regret, I regret the mistakes I made impulsively, but I can't make up for it, I don't know how long it has passed, I feel dizzy, I don't remember anything."

"I saw him babbling like he was suffering from hypochondriacs. He spread his hands and sniffed and fell asleep. I had no choice but to carry him back to the dormitory."

Ouyang Lin looked at Li Fucai gratefully, and said: "Ever since that incident happened, Brother Li has gradually become estranged from me. I know he looks down on me, but I can't help it. Who made me like him. Later, I retired from the army. When I came back to work, I still couldn’t get rid of his shadow in my mind. Sometimes I thought too much, so I wrote letters to him, and each letter fell into the sea. I don’t know if Brother Li has read all those letters.”

"I did not see."

After hearing this, Ouyang Lin laughed at himself and said, "I don't think you will take it apart to read it. After a long time, you will bury this relationship in your heart."

"It's best to forget."

"Later, I was overjoyed to hear that Brother Li was demobilized and returned. I found out your address and wanted to go there, but...you are still you, and I am no longer me."

Hearing this, Wang Xiaohuo finally understands that Ouyang Lin's past and present feelings empathize with him, after all, he has experienced it before.

"Ouyang Lin, I don't look down on you, it's just... I've always regarded you as a good brother. As for the feelings you express, I really can't accept them."

"I understand."

"Furthermore, my background and growth experience do not allow me to think wildly, after all, my future is not easy to come by."

"sorry."

"Okay, okay, it's been so many years, no one is sorry for anyone, I just want to take Xiaohuo away now, I hope you can understand my painstaking efforts."

"Xiaohuo..." Ouyang Lin's face showed difficulty.

Wang Xiaohuo saw it, and Li Fucai also saw it, and he said: "Little Ouyang, Xiaohuo has only one seedling in his family, and it was hard for him to teach him. You can't destroy him."

"I……"

"Uncle, I'll go with you." Wang Xiaohuo cut in quickly, and said, "Brother Ouyang, take care of yourself after I leave."

Li Fucai let out a long breath like a heavy burden.

Ouyang Lin was stunned, staring straight at Wang Xiaohuo, he didn't understand why he did this, Wang Xiaohuo blinked at him, and he seemed to feel something again.

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