The Prosperous Years of Wang Xiaohuo

The spring water is warm, and soaking in it makes the fatigue of the whole body drive away.

"Comfortable." On the way back, Shen Zhongmin said.

Wang Xiaohuo stared at the dark mountain love outside the window, only felt that the sky was endless, and the yearning for Ouyang Lin suddenly swept over him, and he sighed long.

"what happened?"

"It's nothing."

"Is there any news about your brother?"

"I'm calling, I'm busy, I won't be back for a while."

"Did you miss him?"

"Yes."

Shen Zhongmin asked: "Is he your own brother?"

Wang Xiaohuo glanced at him.

"I don't mean anything else." Shen Zhongmin hesitated, and said, "Don't blame me for talking too much, I always feel that you are not real brothers."

"Why?" Wang Xiaohuo was a little surprised.

"a feeling."

"What if I say I'm a brother?"

Shen Zhongmin laughed twice.

"Brother Shen, you are acting strange today."

"Have it?"

"Do you always feel that you have something hidden in your heart?"

At this time Shen Zhongmin handed over a cigarette, Wang Xiaoyan took it and held it between his fingers.

Shen Zhongmin stopped suddenly, walked down, and stood silently facing the wind.

"Brother Shen." Wang Xiaohuo called after him.

"Man, I'm so confused right now. I don't know if I should do this or not."

"tell me the story."

"If one day you suddenly fell in love with someone at first sight, but it violated ethics, what would you do?" Shen Zhongmin was talking to the wind, and it was heard in Wang Xiaohuo's ears.

"do not know."

"Alas..." Shen Zhongmin sighed, "It's ridiculous to say that I can face such a situation at my age."

"Is love related to age?"

"No."

"Since there is no connection, how can it be ridiculous?"

"But I don't know if it's right."

"Are you considering family?"

"Not only the family, but also..." Shen Zhongmin took a breath and continued, "I don't know whether I should confess my love."

Speaking of this, Wang Xiaohuo's heart skipped a beat, maybe the person he likes is me!Soon he dismissed this absurd idea, and secretly smiled: "How is it possible, he is not that kind of person."

"Tell me, if I confess to him, will I be looked down upon by him?"

"What do you think?"

"should be."

"Then there's no need to humiliate yourself."

"But if you don't show your mind, it's always like being blocked by a rock."

"Then confess."

"What if he refuses?"

"How will you know the result if you don't try?"

"Really?" Shen Zhongmin turned around sharply, looking directly at Wang Xiaohuo.

Wang Xiaohuo coughed twice, not daring to look at each other.

There was a night wind blowing by my ears, and the surroundings were so quiet that people were flustered. Wang Xiaohuo quickly turned around and prepared to get in the car, saying, "Let's go!"

Shen Zhongmin grabbed him and called softly, "Little Huo."

"Brother Shen, what is this for?"

"Xiaohuo, I have something to say to you."

"It's late, let's talk next time when we have time."

"Little Huo, if I miss today, I'm afraid I won't have the courage to speak up in the future."

"Brother Shen, it's late." Even though he has a good impression of him, with Ouyang Lin, Wang Xiaohuo doesn't want other people to get involved.

"Xiaohuo, I know it's rude to do this to you, but, I..."

"Brother Shen, don't say..."

"I found out that I like you." Shen Zhongmin finished speaking quickly, immediately let go of his hands, and turned his back to him.

Even though he was mentally prepared, Wang Xiaohuo couldn't help being stunned.

"I'm very perverted!" Shen Zhongmin said in a low voice: "Actually, I found out that I have a bit of it a long time ago, but I just restrained it and didn't give it a chance to mess around. In fact, since I almost bumped into you that night, your shadow has always been there. Burned in my heart, I ask myself from time to time, what's wrong with that person, his face is sad, did he encounter something unpleasant? In fact, when I went to pick you up, I recognized it at a glance, but I was too embarrassed to mention it. I planned to continue pretending to be stupid if you couldn’t remember it, but I didn’t expect you to recognize it.”

"Brother Shen, stop talking."

"Did you look down on me, didn't you expect me to be this kind of person?" Shen Zhongming said with a wry smile.

Wang Xiaohuo understood him. After all, he had faced the same situation before, so what if he just understood?I already have Ouyang Lin, so I can only say sorry to him.

Wang Xiaohuo shook his head, without a hint of sarcasm on his expression.

Shen Zhongmin was a little surprised, but he wasn't sure, so he asked in a low voice: "You, don't you hate me for being this kind of person?"

"Brother Shen, do you want to hear my story?" Wang Xiaohuo decided to tell him the story with Ouyang Lin.

Shen Zhongmin looked at him in surprise, Wang Xiaohuo lit a cigarette, and slowly poured out the story in his heart.

His thoughts flew back to the past, a young boy was riding a bicycle and driving fast against the scorching sun with a beautiful longing for the future.

Wang Xiaohuo sometimes wonders if the meeting and acquaintance between himself and Shen Zhongmin were arranged by heaven?Could it be that it heard Ouyang Lin's prayer and arranged for someone to take his place?

In the Qingming Festival, Wang Xiaohuo and Shen Zhongmin came to Ouyang Lin's tomb together. Although a long time had passed, he still couldn't believe the fact that he had left.

On the off-white tombstone, the words Ouyang Linzhi's tomb were simply engraved in big characters. The grass on the tomb was lush and green, with a few small purple flowers in the middle. Wang Xiaohuo knelt on the tomb and cried, "Brother, I'm here to see you."

"Xiaohuo..." Shen Zhongmin knelt down and put his arms around his shoulders.

"Brother, you are so cruel, you just left me alone, and you didn't even let me accompany you on the last stretch..."

"Little Huo, it's not that he doesn't want you to accompany him, but he's afraid that you will be sad."

"Sad? Is he afraid of me being sad? If he's afraid of me being sad, why bother to come back? Let me have hope but then cruelly destroy it." Wang Xiaohuo growled as he stared at the words on the stone tablet with blurred eyes.

"Actually, he is not willing to do this, but... I can understand his feelings." Shen Zhongmin stared at the grave and sighed deeply.

"But have you ever experienced my feelings? Yes, he was afraid that I would not be able to accept it, but, has he ever thought that a living person becomes a handful of ashes in a blink of an eye, and can no longer be seen or touched. I, I ..."

"This is love, this is his love for you."

"I don't want this kind of love. I want him to live. Even if he can't move in bed and waits for him every day, as long as he can see someone, I would rather not have his love!"

"Stupid words, don't you think he will be restless when he leaves?"

"He's at peace, how about me?"

"There is me!" Shen Zhongmin said firmly.

"Brother Shen, I'm sorry, my heart has gone with him and buried in the soil."

"Xiao Huo, your elder brother left, and we met again before he left, don't you think it's all arranged by fate?"

"I'm sorry, Brother Shen."

"Xiao Huo, I will wait."

"This road is too difficult, my elder brother, he has finished walking, and I will finish walking with him."

"There is still a long way to go, Xiaohuo, I am willing to accompany you, and I am willing to accompany you instead of him."

Wang Xiaohuo looked at Shen Zhongmin blankly, his eyes were tender, affectionate and extremely firm, from which Wang Xiaohuo seemed to see the shadow of Ouyang Lin.

The warm spring breeze blows affectionately across the green wheat fields, stretching as far as the eye can see.

"Xiao Huo, please forgive me for saying goodbye to you in this way, after spending the last happy days of my life with you, my life should also come to a successful conclusion, and I will have no more regrets.

"Since I left you many years ago, I have been living in deep memories of the past. I have met you in countless dreams, but when I wake up, it is just a pool of tears. I have come to the station countless times and watched Looking at the timetable of the train that sent me back to you, fantasizing about meeting you and being excited, trying countless times to give up and stick to the fruitless plan, but also to stay by your side. After all kinds of suffering, I remind myself, look at the stars! Send the thoughts silently, let this love quietly pass to your side with the sunrise and sunset, and tell you that I have always been by your side and never left."

"Xiaohuo, I'm actually tired. I want to find a home that really belongs to me. There are you and me in the home. We raise some small animals. It is best to adopt a child. The child can be named according to your name. He is innocent and cute. Give it to me. Our life has brought a lot of fun, fantasizing about these, I cried, because I know this is just a dream, even so I would like to live in this dream forever. Xiaohuo, I am really tired, but I am always warning I can't stop to rest, I'm afraid that after I stop, I can't help recalling the bits and pieces with you, the days of pain, love, hurt and care, the past days are far away from me, but I feel like It’s the same as yesterday. It’s been a few years. When I wake up in the middle of the night, I can still feel you lying next to me, snoring softly. This feeling is so happy, although it’s just a memory, but I still feel very happy.”

"During this period, I tried to communicate with others, hoping to find the feelings I used to have from them. Unfortunately, I used to love too deeply, and my small chest could no longer hold the shadow of others. I persuaded myself and made myself numb. , I want to indulge, if indulgence can relieve the pain in my heart, but I can't do it, I can't betray our relationship, let alone you."

"Two weeks before I came back, I found out that I had throat cancer because I was sick and went to the hospital for an examination. In the middle stage, I needed to be hospitalized immediately. In fact, I have already taken life and death very lightly. I asked the doctor how long I had, and the doctor said Not sure, when I went home and lay on the bed, I kept asking myself if I could really let it go? All the things passed before my eyes one by one, and I realized that I was not as calm as I imagined, and there were things I couldn’t let go of Too much, especially not letting go of you."

"Xiaohuo, I'm too selfish. I came back selfishly with the wish when I left, to find the happiness I once had. But I'm not sure if you can accept me. This concern comes after seeing you. That moment was dismissed, you were too indifferent at that time, but I know that behind the indifference is your inability to forget, just like I cannot forget, your love is not covered by time just like mine."

"Xiaohuo, I'm sorry, I used your love to bring me back to the happy days in the past, I have a tiger son, and I feel the kindness and virtuousness of my younger siblings. I suddenly feel that I am sorry for this happiness. I have changed. Terrified, I became afraid to face the reality, because the disease deprived me of the right to have everything. I got deeper and deeper, and I was afraid that I would expose my disguise in front of you if I didn’t persist, so I gave myself a deadline, time Once there, I will run away again."

"Xiaohuo, forgive me, I ran away again."

"Xiaohuo, I love you. Although I don't like to say the word love, it's cute but deeply buried in my heart. When we were together, you often suffered a lot because of the difficult conditions. Fortunately, God let me earn money. I have the ability to make up for it with some money. The house is bought for you. After everything is over, my uncle will hand over the relevant procedures. Although this is a bit tacky, it more or less represents my apology. Also, please help me Explain to my brothers and sisters, I don't intend to dote on Huzi, it's just that I can't let go of too many things."

"I wrote so much before I knew it. Chemotherapy starts tomorrow. I used to tell you that what should come should come, but now I finally use it on myself."

"Xiaohuo, although I really want to say goodbye to you, I really can't say it, maybe I don't need to say it at all, because my final belonging is the place where you grew up, a good place with flowers, grass, rivers and water, After you leave there, I will return to the original point and protect all our memories."

"Xiao Huo, take care of yourself. If God gives me another chance, I will still choose this path. I don't regret leaving you, I don't regret returning to you, and I don't regret stepping on this rough road. The only thing I regret is that I hurt your heart before I left! Xiaohuo, I’m sorry! If there is an afterlife, I will never let go of your hand, but now, let me accompany you in that place silently. Follow you!"—

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