Red Bean Raw Nanguo

Tao actually spent the night in a forest near the master's house last night. The heartache he had never experienced made him hug his knees tightly and curl up under an old tree. The cold wind dried the tears in the corners of his eyes over and over again. .

Yes, he was still an outcast after all, but this time it was different.In the past, he was living on the street, and his situation was worse than now, but at that time his heart was very calm and tenacious, not as painful as it is now; the pain was because he had loved once, and it was because a complete heart was torn in two, The master took his other half of his heart away, and he could guess that the master went to the nightclub. His mind was full of scenes of the master hugging those women who smelled of powder. The master was his other half of his heart. Unable to bear the other half of his heart being ravaged and played by the firework woman riding on his crotch, the master belongs to him, and he can't accept others to touch it.

Tao would run out of the woods every half an hour to see if the master had come back. Sometimes he would even tremble when he heard the horn of a car. When he ran to the gate, he saw the big cold lock. I had to walk back to the grove dejectedly again.

Originally, he had a key to the master's house, but if the master is not at home, that home does not belong to him. He has a lot of self-esteem, and he also has self-knowledge. He always thinks that he is just a passer-by, and the master can kick him away at any time. The master took him in because of pity and sympathy for him. He has no right to break into other people's homes without authorization.From this point of view, Tao Tao still has some low self-esteem in his heart, which was given to him by his hometown when he was a child, and it has penetrated into his bone marrow like a virus and cannot be removed.

Waiting in the cold woods until two o'clock in the morning, the master has not come back.Tao was completely desperate, presumably the master had fallen asleep with someone else in his arms.He wandered out of the grove like a ghost, walked aimlessly along the field path, walked out of Weiyang, and walked onto the wide painted road. The street lights prayed for him silently, and the shadow was thrown far away.

The street is very quiet, occasionally there are a few big trucks and night-running taxis passing in front of him, he is walking on the sidewalk of the street, crossing one street after another, he stops at the entrance of the nightclub, He was looking for the master's black Audi, and he found it on the parking lot in the backyard. Somehow, at this moment, he no longer knew what sadness was, what was sadness, and his other half was dead?He couldn't be sure.He has no mind to think about anything else, his only thought is to get out of here quickly, out of this sad place.

He is like a gust of wind, his body is light and floating, he finds it very strange, when he was a child, he heard that there were ghosts in the world, and now he wondered if he was dead, unconscious, floating in the streets and alleys like a feather, sometimes he saw lying on the ground. A tramp in ragged clothes, he would even think that that person was himself, and that was his true self.The encounter with the master, the sharing of the same bed with the master, is nothing more than a luxurious dream, a dream of beauty.But now, he is about to wake up from the dream, so he has great regret and unwillingness in his heart. He thinks it is necessary for him to go to all the places he has visited in the dream before he wakes up. Happiness and happiness are the best and brightest moments of his life.

When he came to the bank of the Weihe River, it started to rain, as if the sky was crying for him. He stood on the stone dam where he and his master embraced and watched the wild ducks playing in the river, and saw thousands of wild ducks blooming on the water. Each little flower is a word, telling the endless attachment and longing for the master.Master, where are you?

It was almost noon when the master arrived at the Weihe River, and Tao was completely drenched by the rain. Tao fell asleep at that time, perhaps he was having a happy dream, the dream of having the master by his side.According to the policeman, he was driving by here and saw a person lying by the river. He thought it was a dead person. When he got closer, he realized that Tao was still alive. So he found a mobile phone from Tao's pocket, turned it on, and found the phone book The stored phone number of the master, and then contact the master.

"How can you let the child run around in this heavy rain? You adults really have no sense of responsibility. Be careful next time. What if something happens to him if he rolls into the river?" The patrolman is also a middle-aged man, and Now that he was a father, he severely reprimanded his master indiscriminately, and then drove away in a police car.

The master’s eyes were red, and the rain, sweat, and tears rolled in his eyes. He hugged Tao into the car distressedly, helped him take off his wet clothes, wrapped his clothes around him, hugged him tightly, His own body temperature kept him warm. "Tao Tao, is it still cold? Let's go home in a while, don't be afraid." The master rubbed his face with his chin full of beard stubble, maybe it was soaked in the rain for a long time, his face was as white as jade, the master saw I am so sorry.

Tao's eyes were closed tightly, the black eyelashes trembling uncontrollably, and tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes one by one.He didn't open his eyes, he was afraid that this would be just a dream again, and he was afraid that all this would be lost when he woke up from the dream.The master stretched out his palm to help him wipe away the tears on his face, and apologized to him infinitely tenderly, "Master is wrong, I shouldn't leave Tao Tao alone, you should hit the master." The master said, grabbing Tao's hand and slapping him hard After hitting his own face a few times, Tao's hand stopped in the air. He gently stroked his master's face, but the master didn't stop him, allowing Tao's hand to wander around his forehead, nose, mouth and chin.He just hugged Tao tighter, for fear that Tao would leave him.

At this time, the master's cell phone rang, and it was Yulin calling.The master just said that Tao Tao was fine, and told them not to worry, and go about the work at hand, Tao Tao will take care of him.

The master drove Tao home, put on warm dry clothes, cooked him a big bowl of ginger cola, and put some brown sugar for him to drink, saying it could dispel rheumatism and prevent colds.Cooked poached egg noodles for him to eat, then coaxed him to take a hot bath together, hugged him and lay down on his own bed, and stayed by his side until he fell asleep, then the master quietly left and was busy in the factory. things went.