Ye Luo Zhiqiu

Yang Yong kept silent, he could only listen to the stories of Xiao Shan and Xiaopeng.

After a long time, Xiao Shan came out of his memories, looked at the cemetery, and smiled.

"Since then, we have been together naturally! I am not demonstrating the kind of love for him.

That year was the happiest year since we met. Both of us were very young and free-spirited.

But reality has to make us bow our heads. "

Speaking of this, Xiao Shan naturally lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and slowly exhaled the smoke ring.

"At that time, at our age, we were considered older, and our parents were all planning a wedding for us, but since I was with him, I was more sensitive about marriage. Sometimes I hope that I can get married and have children like a normal person. But I can't let him go."

"Xiaopeng is also in the same situation. During that time, we were in a very strange way of getting along. Although we lived together, our relationship became delicate. It was a bit like walking on eggshells. We never felt the way we did before!

I thought we would end like this, maybe I also had this thought at the time, so after another blind date arranged by my parents, I went there, and after the meeting, the woman was also very satisfied, so, behind his back, I started to talk about getting married. "

"Xiaopeng also noticed it and became silent. When I secretly got married, I rarely went back to our common residence. I don't know his situation.

I didn't go back and look until it was time for me to decide to get married. "

When Xiao Shan said this, he suddenly stopped talking, with a cigarette in his hand, he let it burn quietly, but he was in a state of trance.

Yang Yong glanced at Xiao Shan, did not speak, but secretly guessed in his heart that something might have happened later that would cause the two to be together again.

"I went back to the residence and found that he was not there, looking at the dust in the room, he has not been back for a long time!

——At that time, I felt an indescribable loss, and I was also rejoicing from the bottom of my heart.

I've also thought about it, two men can't be together after all!I think, this is also good, silent farewell, everyone understands in their hearts, and they didn't hurt each other. "

"However, when I got here, I thought it would be like this, but when I was distributing wedding invitations at my work unit, I saw him!"

Xiao Shan's eyes became cloudy.

"I was stunned and didn't dare to face him."

"He didn't speak, just stared at me like this. Just when I couldn't help but turn around and leave, he asked me to find a place to talk for a while."

"I agreed without even thinking about it, so we went to the lounge of the unit!"

"As soon as I entered, he slapped me directly, then turned around and left!

I was stunned, I was completely dumbfounded, my face was hot, but I had never seen his appearance just now, Xiaopeng has always been easy-going. "

"The next day, when I came to work, I heard that he had resigned."

"It's a good thing for me that he resigned. I don't have to face him! I admit that I thought this way at the time, but I still can't help being irritable in my heart."

"Maybe it's fate. When I returned to our common residence, I found that Xiaopeng was actually inside."

Tears slipped down, but Xiao Shan didn't realize it.

"He's packing up, neatly folding my clothes and packing them together."

"That figure from behind..."

"I know, I still love him, and I love him very much."

"Just as I opened the door, he turned around and when he saw me, he smiled.

'Brother Shan, are you back?I'm about to send these clothes to you! 'He laughed, but I wanted to cry.

'Brother Shan, I'm sorry! Xiaopeng came up and looked at my face with an apologetic expression. "

"I can't bear it anymore. I hugged him. My heart hurts, and I feel sad!"

"I understood my feelings, and I begged him to forgive, but he told me that he was going to get married too!"

"This news made me lose my mind. I thought that we would have nothing to worry about from now on. Maybe after many years, I will remember that there is another him in my life!"

"I don't know. He lied to me when he said he was going to get married, but my wedding day was not far away at that time, and my family was also busy, so I didn't think about it."

"However, at this moment, his parents died suddenly, gas poisoning!

I went to pay my respects, only to realize that what he said was a lie to me.

I questioned him, why, should we abandon our love? "Speaking of this, Xiao Shan suddenly raised his voice.

"He smiled and told me that homosexuality is not allowed in this society. We can't be so selfish and we have to think about our family!"

"His words made me unable to answer. Looking at him who is getting thinner and thinner, my heart aches!"

"I regretted it and told my parents that I didn't want to get married anymore. My parents kept asking me if I wanted to, but I kept silent. In the end, I fell out with my family!"

"I fell out with my family and didn't get married, but I felt relieved, as if the burden on my heart disappeared."

"I came to Xiaopeng's house, pestered him, and told him that I'm not married!"

"After that, we got together naturally."

"The good times don't last long. I don't get married, which has already made my parents sensitive, especially my mother. As an intellectual, she is keenly aware of something wrong. Finally, the news of our cohabitation has been exposed!"

"After my parents knew that I was gay, they were furious and asked me to leave him, but faced with my persistent attitude, they had no choice but to let me go!"

Xiao Shan smiled and reached out to wipe away the tears from his eyes.

"I'm free, I got the choice of free love, but, I lost my parents!"

"That was after Xiaopeng and I had known each other for eight years!

My parents knew that I was gay, and I also had the idea of ​​breaking the can, so I simply left my hometown and came here with Xiaopeng!Stay for eight years! "

"At that time, I also entered middle age, and some things gradually came to my mind. I wanted to go back and meet my parents. After all, my parents are the only child of me!"

"But, when I go back, what I face are only two tombstones!"

Xiao Shan smiled, Yang Yong looked at Xiao Shan from the side, and understood that it was a regretful smile.

After a long time, Xiao Shan adjusted his mood before continuing: "Xiaopeng and I have been getting along like this ever since! Until 09!"

"In recent years, with the opening up of society and the introduction of Western culture, places like bars have also appeared. Xiaopeng likes this kind of place very much, especially the gay bar, where he goes every day!"

"At the beginning, he dragged me to go with him, but in the end, I got annoyed and didn't allow him to go. I always feel that places with gays are messy!"

"Xiaopeng was obedient at first, but later, he sneaked behind my back and was caught several times by me."

"Until that time, I worked overtime, and the company asked me to deal with some matters. I went back late, but found that he was not there!"

"At that time, I was very angry and went there to find him. Sure enough, he was having a hot chat with someone."

"I didn't even think about it, I went straight over and pulled him home!"

"When I got home, he wanted to please me in every possible way as usual. I was also very tired because of the company's affairs. After I finished, I went to sleep. And he, after I fell asleep, went back secretly bar!"

"It was about eleven o'clock in the evening. He left the house and went to the bar. However, he was hit by a car and left!"

"That driver is drunk!"

Speaking of this, Xiao Shan stopped talking, instead drove and left.

The car window was opened, and the icy wind blew in, Yang Yong couldn't help shivering, and looked at Xiao Shan.

His face was expressionless, and his hands were tightly holding the steering wheel.

Yang Yong couldn't figure out why Xiao Shan did this all of a sudden!

Xiao Shan at this time, no doubt, gave Yang Yong a very strange feeling!