Hakka boor

Chapter 11 Loving You Is Hard to Say

Grandma came back, her complexion was not very good, and I didn't dare to ask her more about the situation.

But we can know that Xiaoqian must not be able to forgive me all at once.I feel like I'm a sinner, but there's no way, I can't accept her.

"Come on, let's eat first." The meal was ready, but Brother Pao didn't eat, so he stayed with me.

I served a bowl of rice, but I couldn't swallow it because I had something on my mind.

"Hurry up and eat, wait for the girl to get better tomorrow, and then you can talk about it. I think the girl is pretty good, why don't you like her?" At this time, the silent grandma spoke up.

"I..." I didn't know how to speak to Grandma.

"Grandma, don't blame Xiaojun anymore, he feels very sad." Brother Pao was trying to excuse me.

"I know, but this matter must be resolved, what if the girl still doesn't give up?" Grandma said the same thing, she must give up.

After dinner, Brother Pao was about to leave. I looked at him pitifully, hoping he would stay with me again.

Grandma seemed to have seen through my thoughts, so she said to Brother Pao: "Da Pao, you can sleep at my house today, and enlighten Jun Er more."

"Okay, I won't leave today." Unexpectedly, Brother Pao quickly agreed.

There was a secret joy in my heart, I just like being with Brother Pao.I can touch his body tonight.Haha, you can't escape my palm.

So I fetched water, washed my feet, went to bed, and everything went as I wanted.

People in the mountains usually go to bed early, and at eight o'clock in the evening, there are not many people's lights in sight.It is said that this can save a lot of lamp oil, and it can also give birth to more babies.

I lit a kerosene lamp and made my quilt.There are two quilts on the bed, one brought by myself and the other by grandma.

The quilt I brought was a single military quilt, but my grandma's was the embroidered satin vest, which was very pretty and I liked it very much.

Brother Pao came to sleep in the same room with me for the first time. I dare not sleep in the same bed with him, I am afraid that he is not like me.

I let Brother Pao sleep on Grandma's good quilt, and I covered him with my old quilt.

At night, it is very quiet, only the lights are dancing on the oil lamps.

Everything is so quiet, you can hear a needle drop on the ground.

The two big men lay flat on the bamboo bed, also very quiet.No one spoke, they were all waiting for that one person to speak first.

The moonlight projected into the bedside, reflecting on Brother Pao's face.I slept on the inside of the bed, and I could secretly see Brother Pao's big face. Under the moonlight, his black face turned into silvery white, which is really beautiful.

I really want to get closer, but I'm afraid that he and I are not the same way.If he resists me very much, then I will stink to death, and I will have no face to see him in the future.

But from my observations in the past, he seems to be from the same path.You can see that he is always smiling at me, caring so much about me, and taking care of me everywhere.

He turned sideways, turning his back to me.It's as if he doesn't regard me as a person by his side.

It's over, he should not be the same person, I may be wishful thinking, I am unrequited love, what should I do?

Brother Pao, I love you, and now I don't know how to express my love to you.

I really love you so hard to express.

I thought that if I stayed in this backwater, I could find my own lover, that is, a simple man-to-man lover, but my hopes were about to be dashed, I was out of luck.

Poor thing, I am doomed to such a lonely life in this world?Who told me that I was born with this hobby?

I feel that my life is very tiring and not easy at all.Now it's Xiaoqian who came all the way to bother me, saying that she wanted to get along with me, and that she wanted to stay and jump in line with me.

How can this be?His father is powerful and powerful, he is his father's apple, the grievances between my family and his family have not been resolved, now can we be allowed to have a formal relationship?

Stop delusional.So what if you get married?Can I promise to be good to him?Can I do that with him in bed at night?

It's unimaginable, my life is a mess, and I don't want to involve her.She should have a good life of her own, instead of being trapped in me who doesn't love her at all.

The sound of the wind blowing the leaves rustling outside the window made me shiver. It may be because of the thinness of my quilt, or it may be because of the large temperature difference between day and night in the mountains. I am a little cold.

I leaned closer to Brother Pao, so the two of us should be warmer if we squeeze together.

"Come on, come into my bed." I didn't expect Brother Pao to be asleep, he knew my every move very well.

I hesitated for a moment, but still didn't dare, blushing very much.

"Stop being prudish, come on, I'll sleep with you in my arms, so I'll be warmer. I knew you liked men too, right? You've been eyeing me since the morning. Haha." I didn't expect this guy to be like this Damn it, you know it, but you still come to play tricks on me like this.

I slowly rolled over and got into his bed, not daring to raise my head.

Brother Pao stretched out his hand to grope me, but he didn't expect this pervert to plot against me, so I wouldn't let him touch it, so we rolled on the bed.

"Ahem..." The grandma upstairs coughed a few times.

No, our crazy actions just now were too loud and woke up Grandma.

"Hoo..." Brother Pao told me to keep my voice down.

I stopped shouting, but I hugged Brother Pao tightly, and the other hand still grabbed Brother Pao's baby.

Brother Pao smiled and signaled me to go to bed, because I have to deal with Xiaoqian's affairs tomorrow.

In this way, this is the first night that Brother Pao and I slept together. We just hugged like this, without doing anything special.Maybe we're going to put our first time in a more romantic moment and not just let it go.

Such a good night passed quickly, and I had to face Xiaoqian again.

We made an appointment to meet on the embankment by the lake, just like a lover's date.But for me, it's time for another showdown.

My attitude is still so firm, without the slightest wavering.No way, no way, there is no room for negotiation.

In the end, Xiaoqian still cried and scolded me for having no conscience, and said that she would wait for me for another ten years.

Ten years, what a terrible ten years, I dare not expect at all.

With Xiaoqian gone, I got a little peace for a while, so I can spend more time with Brother Pao.

In this way, Xiaoqian left, but I won Brother Pao's heart, and I have a man.