Hakka boor

No.17 The Ambiguous Relationship Between the Village Chief and Brother Pao (1)

No need to guess anymore, that person must be the village head. It turns out that Brother Pao and the village head also have this kind of relationship.

My head was buzzing, as if the world was going to spin, and I was dizzy. How could Brother Pao be like this, even if he was with me, and at the same time maintained such a close relationship with the village chief.

I couldn't stand it anymore, so I threw the sweet potato pancakes that grandma asked me to give to Brother Pao on his threshold, and left in a huff.

This is my first love, but I was tortured so mercilessly.The feelings I gave wholeheartedly are indeed like duckweed in the lake, swaying in the wind and rain, losing confidence and self-esteem.

I stumbled along the country road alone, top-heavy, and almost hit walls and trees several times.

I think I am almost the same as a dead person, my face is pale and bloodless, maybe it is more accurate to say that I am a zombie.A knife was inserted into the apex of the heart, and the mind was numb and in a vacuum.I thought, if only I became an air person, I would not have so many troubles, nor so many melancholy...

Even if there are thousands of words, it is impossible to express my sadness at this time.Dependent origin, conditioned birth, conditioned extinction, shake off with the world, and turn into ashes.

The starry sky at night is so dark, there are only a few naughty stars peeking at the beauty and ugliness of the world, blinking their small eyes, as if laughing at my passion.

I was depressed and panicked alone, like a wandering soul, I lost my home and the whole world.

Before I knew it, I had returned to my grandma's house.

Grandma is not asleep yet, she is waiting for me.

"Come back so early?" Grandma asked with concern.

I forced a smile on my face and said, "He's not at home, I left that thing at his door."

"Oh, it would be a pity if it was eaten by dogs." Grandma is a very frugal person.

It's better to feed him than a dog.I thought so in my heart, but I couldn't say it out, lest my grandma would see my difference, so as not to worry about me.

"No, I put it in a very safe place." It would be better if it was eaten by dogs, but I am a duplicity person, thinking one thing in my heart, but saying another thing, I am about to become a bad person up.

"Hey, I see that your complexion is not good. Are you sick?" Grandma touched my forehead, but it didn't have a fever.

"I'm fine. Maybe it's because I'm too tired these days. Granny, please take a rest." I don't want my grandma to worry about me.

"Okay, Jun'er, you should go to bed too." Grandma urged me to go to bed quickly.

I fell headfirst on the bed, the wounds in my heart cannot be calmed and healed so quickly.

I told myself to be strong, but the unsatisfactory tears still stayed out.

The autumn wind is rustling, the fallen leaves are fluttering, and the ripples of memory are stirred up in the bottom of my heart. There is a feeling of slight pain, falling in love with sadness.

I was tossing and turning, unable to sleep.If it was in the past, she would have fallen asleep long ago, unable to wake up.

"Is Liu Jun at home?" That was the voice of God damn Brother Pao. I felt that it was painful to hear his voice, so I locked the door of my room. I don't want to see this person again.

"Yes, it's Cannon. He just went looking for you. Why aren't you at home?" Grandma opened the door for him and told me to get up. I pretended to be asleep and didn't want to pay attention to him.

"Yes, I'm not at home. As soon as I came back, I saw something at the door, and I knew that Liu Jun had come, so I hurried over to look for him." Brother Pao was still good at talking and lying.

"Is it delicious?" Grandma only cares about whether her sweet potato pancakes taste good, and my heart is sour.

"It's delicious, it's delicious. Grandma's craftsmanship is at the level of a super chef, so how dare you say it's not delicious." There is no tax on horses.

"Jun'er, come out quickly, your Paoge is here." Grandma saw that I hadn't moved, so she slapped my door a few times.

I pretended to be asleep and even pretended to snore.

"Jun'er fell asleep. I don't know what happened today. When I came back, I was very upset. In the past, as soon as I heard Brother Pao was coming, I would get up immediately." Grandma didn't understand my abnormality today.

"It's okay, grandma, go to bed first, I'll call him, tomorrow's work schedule must be implemented today." Brother Pao told grandma to go to bed first, so that he would not expose his previous scandal.

"Okay, don't be too late." Grandma went upstairs to sleep first.

"Xiaojun, please open the door for me first. You know what happened today. I have some difficulties. Let me come in and explain clearly to you." He knocked on the door lightly, and his words were extremely gentle.

My tears poured out again unconsciously, I'm sorry, what else can I say clearly.

"I know you are not asleep, please open the door quickly and give me another chance." Brother Pao seemed to be begging me there.

I will give you a chance, but who will give me a chance?I pretended to be sound asleep and snorted louder.

"Xiaojun, just open the door, I beg you, just let me in. Do you want me to kneel in front of you?" Brother Pao begged me with tears in his voice.

My heart is very kind, and I hate the person who is begging so hard. My heart has already begun to soften, but I can't just open the door like this.

"Hurry up and open the door. If you don't open the door again, I'm going to smash the door. When Grandma wakes up, it will be difficult. If the whole village knows about us, then I don't want to live anymore. "He is using grandma to suppress me, and he is using death to suppress me.He is such a rough man.

This is a matter between the two of us. I don't want my grandma to be hurt, so I have to open the door. It's not a door I open willingly, it's for grandma.

I got up and opened the door, and he got in right away, but I still fell asleep and didn't want to talk to him at all.

"Xiaojun, don't be so petty, don't ignore me, I feel so sad." He was still glib, and his previous calmness and honesty seemed to have disappeared all of a sudden.

I put the quilt over my head and didn't want to talk to him.

"I don't care if you listen or not, I will tell you clearly." He wanted to tell me about his relationship with the village chief.

In fact, he said that he didn't want to talk to Brother Pao anymore, but is it so easy to do?I poured such deep feelings, such deep love, can it disappear overnight?Can it be wiped out so quickly?

That's impossible, it's self-deception, no matter whether you will be in contact with him again now, you should listen to his confession.

Maybe he really has a last resort.