Hakka boor

Chapter 26 A touch of sadness

"Da Pao, after finishing work this morning, you and I will go back to the village first, and we will arrange the production plan for the next stage. After the artificial river is dug, all the villagers will go back. The work here will be in charge of by Liu Jun and Bald Tou." At the morning meeting today, the village chief said this.

It seems that Brother Pao and I are about to separate again. I feel so reluctant in my heart, but I can't say it or show it.

But Brother Pao smiled at me shallowly, meaning it's okay, we can be together again in a few days.

I ignored Brother Pao's eyes and just buried my head in remembering their burdens.In fact, I was very reluctant in my heart. Not long after I got together with Pao Ge, I had to part again, and my heart was aching.I resented the village chief in my heart. He must have been jealous when he saw me sticking to Brother Pao.The village chief and Brother Pao went back together, so Brother Pao is going to fall into the hands of the village chief again?

Thinking that Brother Pao was going to do that thing with the village head again, he was very upset.

I was depressed throughout the morning, and I registered wrongly several times, and I was brought to the head of the village to sue me, and I came to my senses.

I was really out of my mind, and my unhappiness was written all over my face.

"Liu Jun, be serious, you can't make any more mistakes." The village chief said to me viciously, his tone was very pungent, and I wished I could find a mouse hole to crawl into.

I had no choice but to whisper softly: "Got it." It was my fault, but if there was no such arrangement from the village chief, then Brother Pao and I could still be together.

Brother Pao seems to know my thoughts. When he sees no one around me, he will come over and say softly, "I will miss you."

I gave him a blank look and deliberately ignored him.

Brother Pao knew it was boring, so he never came here again.The person who should leave still left, and I became a lonely person again.

The sky in August is so poisonous that people can't breathe.Especially at two or three o'clock in the noon, the people who are roasting will be dry, and they will not look alive.

I am really bored, although I still have work, but my heart is like a wandering soul, lost its direction, lost the whole world.

The days without Brother Pao are simply suffering.

"Xiaojun, what's wrong with you? Why are you in a daze alone?" At this moment, Amin came over.

I raised my head and said weakly, "It's nothing, just very depressed."

"Did Brother Pao leave again?" Amin guessed my thoughts.

I nodded, looking helpless.

"It's okay, you can go back in a few days." Amin said something.

"What? I'm going back in a few days? You see the project is only half done, do you want to give up?" I asked anxiously.

"It's not that we don't do it anymore. The flood season here is here, and it will rain every day. We will temporarily suspend work. It was my master who heard from the secretary of the commune. Yes, you will be able to be with Brother Pao soon." Amin's The news should be very reliable. Since the secretary said it, there must be nothing wrong.

I was overjoyed, it seems that "Liu An Hua Ming is another village", and I can be with Brother Pao soon again.Even if I can see his back every day, I am very content.

"Amin, aren't you going back to the village?" I asked curiously where Amin was going.

"No, my master will be an official soon, and he will be promoted to be the secretary of the commune soon. Then I will drive the tractor he drives." Amin was very happy.

"Then I congratulate you first, you can get rid of the days of facing the loess and back to the sky." I was very happy for Amin.

"Thank you, how about I ask my master to give you a target for returning to the city to recruit workers?" A Ming was also very considerate of me.

"If I go back to the city, then I won't be able to see Brother Pao. Can Brother Pao come to the city with me?" I didn't intend to leave Brother Pao.

"Then it won't work. Brother Pao was originally from the countryside and couldn't enter the city. You educated youths are different. Although the registered permanent residence is in our rural areas, as long as you have the quotas for recruiting workers and joining the army, you will find a way to leave. Now there are Many educated youths who jumped in the queue have left, you see, there are not many people in our village." A Ming is right, there were more than a dozen educated youths when I first came, but now there are less than ten people, and everyone else has a way to go up.

"Then I won't leave, I want to be with Brother Pao." Without Brother Pao, my world will become very gloomy.

"That is, just like I don't want to leave my master. How nice it is to stay and be with the one I love."

Oh, Brother Pao, are you missing me too?

I finally endured it for another four or five days, and today I can't bear it anymore. I have nothing but him in my mind.Now I don't talk about him anymore, because thinking of him hurts me.

I always think that I have grown up and matured, and I can afford and let go of everything.I didn't expect that this time, she would appear so mentally handicapped in front of love.

In the middle of the night, I started to cry, lying on the bed and weeping, tears streaming down.

Sleeping in a dark room, recalling the scenes with him from the beginning to the present, flashing in front of my eyes like a movie.I have to admit that the joy he brought me cannot be described in words.And I also devoted myself to it with the whole heart of my first love.

I vaguely saw him appearing in my dream, and rushed down desperately, with his back to me, I could hear the sound of my heart beating.Slowly moving, getting closer and closer, when it was confirmed that the distance between us was within reach, I couldn't wait to reach out to grab him, and suddenly woke up, the pillow in my hand slipped to the ground at some point, my face I also had a strange feeling. I touched it lightly with my hand. So I also cried in my dreams, or did I not fall asleep at all?This is him appearing in my dream so real, why did he appear after leaving you?

I shouldn't think of you anymore, but I dream of you like this again and again.My heart is as uncomfortable as being stabbed by a knife, imagining that you might have a peace with the village chief, you will get angry for no reason.In fact, that's why I miss you so much and miss you so much.

I know that when your beautiful fate stays in my life, my world will become more colorful because of the arrival of this love!If missing is also a kind of sweetness.I just want to quietly enjoy a piece of innocence and tranquility alone in this warm feeling, and enjoy a piece of unique joy and intoxication.

However, how can you understand how I miss you when I am alone in the dead of night?At that time, how I wished that you could always appear by my side, and I would always be in your heart.Together with you, in the reality of love, share a lingering, share a passionate love!

I just want to tell you: Dear Brother Pao, I miss you all the time in my mind, as if there is always such a feeling entangled in my heart like a vine, which makes people feel depressed and depressed, and makes people feel warm and warm. sweet.

Even in the dreams you weave for me, only broken, I will feel beautiful.Because I already have a belief in my heart: I love you!I have no regrets.

Happiness and sadness, you can still feel your truth and touch, joy and sadness.

Tears, quietly dripping in the lake.

Missing you is my faint sadness.