Looking at the stars

I coughed for a long time and panted for a long time before I opened my mouth wide and calmed down with a huff.

I just felt my mind was blank, and I thought, if the soul could see, then there must have been a milky white, translucent big tadpole extending out of my mouth at that time, shaking its thin arms like flowing water, pulling saliva, Eyes flushed, heart fluttering dizzily in the air.

Xiaobei stared at me closely, and as time went by, the original sparkling eyes turned from anticipation, to panic, to anxiety, and then dimmed a little bit.Seeing that I didn't respond for a long time, he slowly lowered his head.The soft bangs slid down and blocked his face. I couldn't see his expression, but his head sank lower and lower. I suspect that if I don't make a sound, he can lower his head. Get in the dirt.

So when his head was about to touch the ground, I replied lightly, yes!

To be honest, at that time my heart was like a frightened deer, beating so fast that it almost burst out of my throat.However, I'm a pretty awesome person, no matter how excited I am, I can still act like I'm okay!You know, we are also trained in the wind and rain!

When Xiaobei heard this, his head was like a spring, and he lifted it up immediately, his face was flushed with excitement, and there were little stars twinkling in his eyes, so cute!

Later, like all the vulgar girls, when the two of us were kissing each other like glue, I chose a night where the wind was clear and the moon was bright and the stars were bright, and I leaned on his shoulder like a bird, Affectionately and silently sending eyeballs, he asked Xiaobei in a voice that would not pay for his life, what do you like about me? !

Xiaobei supported my shoulders, like checking the goods, stared at me up and down several times, and then said without haste, yes, it seems that I really don't know what I like about you!Then he pinched his chin seriously and thought about it for a while, then continued, it seems that there is nothing special about you that I like!

I pour!What an answer!Isn't it almost the same as not saying it!Uh... no, there is still a difference...

I suddenly felt like crying without tears.Generally, when people ask their boyfriends, why do you like me, should they answer, I like your innocence, your kindness, your purity... Or, I like you like me... No matter how bad it is, at least they will answer, I like you stupid, I like you stupid, I like your little idiot... How did you come to me? It's all messed up! ! !

By the way, since I have nothing in particular that you like, why did you confess your love to me back then?There is nothing to do when you are full!Or your head was kicked by a donkey!Now it's like stalking me!Let me tell you that once this product is sold, it will not be returned, even if you regret it, it will be too late!

I feel a cold wind blowing towards me around me!Not reconciled, I am really not reconciled!I couldn't help but twitched my eyes, smiled with anger, and continued to ask, why did you confess your love to me in the first place? !

Xiao Bei gave me a very disdainful white look, as if to say that he has seen a stupid person but never seen such a stupid one. Isn't the answer obvious? He really asked knowingly!Then he looked at me disdainfully and said unhurriedly, like you, I am afraid no one would dare to want it except me. If you can’t get married in this life, get depression or psychopathy or something, then go out, why not? It is not to harm the people, but to live up to the teachings of the party and the people, I decided to sacrifice myself, and I will take you in after a grievance!

I fuck you!Dare to say that, I was so angry that I jumped on his back, grabbed his ears and kicked and hit him until he begged for mercy. Of course, I also extorted a meal as my child The compensation of the soul, and it is the kind of leaning on the wall to go in and leaning on the wall to come out.

A long time later, when I was chatting with Mo Ran, Mo Ran told me that Xiao Bei said that he liked me because I was real and because I was kind.When the other girls were busy wiping the dirt on their hands, I was holding the dirty and smelly garbage truck to push the uncle who almost slipped down the slope regardless of his image; when the other girls were busy When I was running around in various stores to study the fashion of the clothes and the beautiful makeup, I was facing the scorching sun, distributing leaflets and doing activities for the poor living expenses; when I was happy, I would laugh out loud, and when I was angry, I would Roaring loudly, unlike other girls, who are so angry that they are dying, but still wear a false smile for the sake of so-called elegance...

At the end, Mo Ran added another sentence, you know, in fact, your facial features are very regular and you look beautiful, but you don't know how to take care of yourself.

Know how I felt at the time? !I felt like I was instantly stunned by lightning!You know, this is the first time Mo Ran has praised me. It is really more rare than a sow climbing a tree, red rain under the sky, and the sun coming out from the west.

Usually he always said that I was ugly, that I affected the appearance of the city, and when he was in middle school, he even adapted a poem from others to laugh at me:

When the swallow turned its head, it frightened a cow on the opposite side to death;

The swallow turned its head twice, and the boys on the street all jumped off the building;

The swallow turned its head three times, and Halley's comet hit the earth.

Uh... Swallow is my nickname. Children in our village will be given a baby name when they are first born, and then a formal scientific name when they go to school.Usually everyone calls me Yaner and Yanzi at home, and only at school do people call me by my scientific name.

It's quite embarrassing to say, when I was just admitted to university, I was sent an acceptance letter, and after asking all over the group, I was stunned to find me!why? !Don't people in the village know me?No, they all know me very well!However, they remembered that my name was Yan'er and Yanzi, but they forgot that I also had another name, Ji Qingyan.

This poem has been circulated in our class for a long time. I was so angry that I wanted to strangle him in my dreams. It was not until we were divided into two different classes in high school that this poem was gradually forgotten.

Therefore, Mo Ran would praise me, which really flattered me!

However, listening to others praise oneself is really quite comfortable, especially hearing Mo Ran praise herself, it is really beneficial!In the next few days, Mo Ran hit me several times and I didn't fight him, it's all thanks to that praise!

just now...

It turns out that the better the memory, the deeper it will really hurt!