Looking at the stars

The three of us spent less and less time together, and the topics we talked about became less and less, narrower and narrower. Many times, I felt that Mo Ran was avoiding me and Xiaobei. Maybe Xiaobei wanted to hide too. Mine, but he can't avoid it, because he still bears the title of my boyfriend.

It was a rare day off, Xiaobei went out to socialize because of work, Mo Ran said that he had to work overtime, bored, I just nestled on the sofa and watched TV.

The cell phone rang suddenly, and it was Xiaobei's colleague calling, saying that Xiaobei was drunk and asked me to pick him up.We've been together for four years, and I rarely see Xiaobei drinking alcohol. Even when he's with his best buddies, he's never drunk.

It was an unprecedented call, but before I reached the hotel entrance, I asked the driver to stop.Sitting in the car, I felt a throbbing pain in my chest. I didn't pay until the driver urged me, got out of the car, and settled down in a dark corner next to the hotel.

In the deep midnight, it was very quiet. Occasionally, passers-by would cast curious glances at the hotel entrance, but they left soon. After all, in their eyes, what was going on there was just a scene of drunken gaffes.

I saw Xiao Bei hugging Mo Ran's neck tightly with both arms, rubbing his flushed face against Mo Ran's neck.Mo Ran was blocked by Xiaobei, I couldn't see his expression.Xiaobei must have been quite drunk, he hung almost his whole body on Mo Ran, he looked a bit like a little monkey in the zoo who acted like a monkey mother, it was very funny, but I couldn't laugh.

In the past, maybe I would secretly take out my mobile phone and take a picture of this classic moment. In this way, after the parties wake up, I have another capital to laugh at them.But right now, I'm having a hard time even breathing.

But...but...don't...don't want me, I'm so scared, you...don't leave me...I miss you so much, but...but...

I heard Xiaobei calling Mo Ran's name non-stop, with a strong nasal voice mixed with ambiguous words, and I always felt endless sadness and desolation.

It turns out that Xiaobei can act like a baby and be afraid!In my memory, he has always been a mature and stable man, no matter what happens, he always looks calm, as if nothing in this world can stop him.He has always been my reliance, my umbrella, and it was the first time I saw him so weak and helpless.

I saw Mo Ran frantically trying to put some distance away from Xiao Bei, and fearing that he would fall, he pushed with both hands, either hugging or just dragging Xiao Bei.Probably feeling Mo Ran's resistance, Xiaobei pushed himself into Mo Ran's arms like a little pig.After tossing and tossing for a long time, Mo Ran seemed to have given up, and just hugged his slightly slumped body tightly, and the two of them stuck together so tightly for a long time.

But...but...I...let's go home, go...back to our house, you...are not here, I can't...sleep well every day, you...you and me...go home, no... Your house... so cold, so cold...

I don't know if it was the cold or some other reason, but I saw Mo Ran's body trembling slightly.

I'm Xiao Bei's girlfriend!four years ago!I suddenly realized that I didn't know him at all, and I felt like a failure, whether as his girlfriend or as a good friend.

Xiaobei's arms are getting tighter and tighter. I suspect that if his arms are tighter, Mo Ran will be strangled by him!My heart is broken little by little, until it breaks into dust-like particles, until it is so broken that it can no longer stick together.

Mo Ran tried his best and worked so hard to drag Xiao Bei to the side of the road. A taxi stopped beside them. Mo Ran stuffed Xiao Bei into the car, and then he followed suit He went in and held Xiao Bei in his arms again.

I stood motionless in the shadows until the car had completely disappeared, and my limbs were numb and my whole body was stiff. Then I raised my feet again and blended into the sparse crowd.

Before I knew it, it was already December, and the cold wind hit my face was extremely painful. It turned out that Mo Ran and Xiao Bei had tortured each other for two months. I suddenly discovered that this winter is really, really good. cold.

In fact, I have long known that they are not just for fun. I used to play "is there any" with Mo Ran, and Mo Ran never won. He didn't know. When he was lying, he would habitually look away, and then his eyelashes trembled frequently unconsciously.

I didn't take Mo Ran's words seriously before, but now I feel that sometimes what he said is really true!I am a timid ostrich who habitually buries my head in the sand.In fact, it's not that I didn't see it, but I just didn't want to see it. I thought that as long as I didn't admit it, the thing really didn't happen!Hehe, I'm so damn rubbish!

I finally know that we can't go back, really can't go back. ***************************************************** ***********

Written at home, don't like to save manuscripts, post it once