Looking at the stars

Mo Ran and I left that city and the place that made us sad.It's just that our next stop is not in the same place.For the first time, Mo Ran and I were separated for a long, long time.

For three years, Mo Ran and I would often talk on the phone, but we never saw each other again.I am married, and my husband is a very ordinary person.He is not as sunny as Mo Ran, not as talented as Xiao Bei, and not as handsome as the two of them.However, with him, I feel at ease.

In the middle, I contacted Li Qing again, and she said that she and her husband divorced, not because of money matters last time, but now her husband is working well, bought a house and a car, and has a child, the only thing he doesn't have is Feelings are small contradictions in life bit by bit, which wipe out the few remaining feelings.

Every time I go home, Mo Ran's mother will hold my hand and ask me to persuade Mo Ran to go home with tears streaming down her face.A person who was so strong and bright before suddenly aged a lot, and even his well-groomed black hair turned white.It turns out that for parents, children are always their hearts and minds. No matter what they do or how far they go, they will always be their parents' concern.

I called Mo Ran, and Mo Ran listened and didn't speak for a long time.This year, we got together again.

The night sky at home is always so charming, extraordinarily deep, extraordinarily distant, densely packed with stars twinkling, like small eyes, blinking constantly.Mo Ran and I lay side by side under this starry sky, and we couldn't help but be fascinated by it.

After a long time, I said quietly, do you miss him? !

Moran said, think!I used to think about it every day, when I was idle, when I was busy, when I was awake, and I still thought about it when I fell asleep...but now that I have him, I don’t think about it that way anymore, but in the dead of night, I still think about it inadvertently remembered.

I asked, can I see his picture?

Mo Ran took out his mobile phone, fiddled with it, and handed it to me.Seeing that familiar yet unfamiliar smiling face, my heart throbbed again without any surprise.

Seeing my surprised expression, Mo Ran said, what I liked before was his face, but now, what I like is everything about him.

I laughed and said, Xiaobei is my first love.

Mo Ran turned to look at me and said, you are my first love.

The sound was not loud, but it made my little heart throb and hurt.I turned my head abruptly and looked at Mo Ran in disbelief.

When we were young, everyone often joked about Mo Ran and me, saying that he was my little husband and I was his little wife.At that time, I despised them very much. Anyway, I was also his leader, okay, why did I get downgraded all of a sudden!

Li Qing once asked me in a serious manner, if you talk and keep silent all day long, are you in love with him?

At that time, I thought about it seriously, and it seemed that I really couldn't imagine how gloomy my life would be without Mo Ran!However, if we were to be lovers, uh...it would be awkward to think about it!You want to!How strange it feels to let you fall in love with your brother!

When I was in college, I also asked Mo Ran more than once, you said that you are small, although you look a bit sloppy, but you will not scare people to death, your temper, although it is a bit bad, but you can barely bear it, In fact, it's not the one who can't sell it. You said that others are like wolves who have been hungry for 800 years, rushing to find a girlfriend, why didn't you make any progress!

Mo Ran always gave me a contemptuous look and said, it's not your fault!You are dangling in front of my eyes like a ghost all day long, which makes me have a phobia for my girls!

People say that there is no pure friendship between men and women. I didn't believe it before, but now I believe it.Mo Ran's feelings for me have already exceeded the boundaries of friends, maybe I am too, but because I am too familiar, I dare not think about it.If Mo Ran said this sentence before we met Xiao Bei, would our fate be different? !Unfortunately, there is no if.

Mo Ran looked at me, couldn't help laughing, and said, look at your open mouth, your jaw almost fell to the ground!You said it's been so long, why haven't you made any progress!After all, that is already very far away.

I listened and laughed.

Everyone's first love, most of them are very innocent, most of them are very deep-rooted.After the first love, love has given birth to many gestures.Some people become flirtatious and love each other when they see one; some people become indifferent and never show their sincerity to love the second person;

Not everyone is suitable to grow old with you.Some people are used to grow; some people are used to live together; some people are used to miss for a lifetime.

Which one do I and Mo Ran belong to? !Which one do they belong to each other? !At least, Xiaobei will always be the one we miss forever.

I straightened my chest, kicked a small goose step, and embarked on the journey home again.There is a place called home. Although it is inconspicuous, it has my concerns.