Looking at the stars

Many past events are unfolding in front of my eyes, becoming so blurred,

Those who once believed so firmly, were so persistent, and believed all the time,

In fact, there is nothing, nothing is not suddenly realizing that I am stupid, I can't be stupid.

I swear, I laughed and tears fell from my eyes.

Laughing at us being so stupid, we are always repeating some injuries, and no one can hide from being found by the pain.

But still foolishly looking forward to disappointment, expecting again, disappointed again

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Dim lights, messy room; similar pictures, suffocating atmosphere.

It's still the two naked bodies entangled wantonly, and it's still the alluring face making daydreaming screams from time to time.

The thin figure outside the door seemed to be even thinner than before. He was still holding the doorknob, his body was still trembling uncontrollably, and the thin boy was still standing outside the door in a daze for a long time...

However, what was different from before was that this time the boy did not run away with tears all over his face. Instead, he summoned up his energy and summoned up the courage to push open the door.

The people outside continued their original actions as if they hadn't noticed the existence of the skinny boy until each other reached climax.The coquettish young man gently pulled the quilt lightly while examining the thin young man with a smile all over his face.

"Hey... Who is this cutie! She looks so beautiful! How about it, watching the show is enjoyable! Why don't you come and feel it too! Don't worry, I will take pity on you!"

"Don't you have anything to explain to me?"

"I've been ignored! Huh...Little cutie, how can you hurt someone's heart like this! You have trampled on someone's sincerity like this, so heartless!"

"Are you going to keep silent? Or do you think it's a waste of time to talk to me now."

"..."

Silence, deathly silence.Two pairs of eyes stared at each other without blinking, the other pair of eyes turned back and forth between the two, and a strange aura slowly rose.The silence was finally broken before each other suffocated.

"There's nothing to explain, haven't you seen it all! I don't love you, and I won't love you! I told you, I'm heartless, and I'll never love anyone."

"I used to think that I knew you very well, but now I realize that I was wrong. I really don't understand you more and more..."

"I warned you a long time ago, don't fall in love with me."

"But I still fell in love. I used to think that you still had feelings for me, but now it seems that I was wrong..."

"..."

"I don't mind your bad temper, and I don't care about your unreasonable troubles. Even if you mess around outside, I can pretend that I don't know anything. But ah, this is our home, and I have good memories here. Even if you You really hate me, you don’t need to defile this place if you want to drive me away! Haotian, I’m really disappointed in you!”

"You can leave if you are disappointed in me. There is no need for you to stay here and pretend to be wronged!"

"Okay, okay, I'm leaving, I'm leaving..."

……

"Xiaoqi! Haotian, hurry up and chase after him, hurry up and explain clearly to Xiaoqi! Tell him, we..."

"I don't need you to meddle in my own business. I told you, you'd better not meddle in our affairs!"

"Haotian, I'm really disappointed in you, you're a coward! I won't take care of your affairs anymore, but please don't ask me to do things that disturb my conscience."

……

(Lan Qi)

I left angrily today,

Naively fantasized that you would come after me.

explain to me

Coax me to relax.

But ah,

The more you wait, the colder you will be.

The more you wait, the more hurt you will be.

Yes,

You've never been one to put yourself down.

I can only laugh bitterly at my stupidity and naivety.

that moment,

you are so strange,

I even began to doubt,

Did I really know you.

We are like two hedgehogs in the snow,

longing to be near,

Keep each other warm.

But ah,

too close,

will cause harm to each other.

I've been foolishly looking forward to,

Looking forward to finding a suitable opportunity,

won't hurt each other's hearts,

but,

again and again,

In exchange, only disappointment.

(Yan Haotian)

You who are not used to being too calm,

I even started to panic a little.

Why do you feel this way?

I do not know.

Somewhere is terribly congested,

Can't even breathe.

see you angry,

Breathing begins slowly and easily.

I'm too selfish,

Or the nerves have begun to no longer work normally.