the love of my life

Chapter No.16

find a reason to love you

Before dawn, Wang Xinze had already packed his clothes. Thinking of leaving later, Wang Xinze was really reluctant.

Thinking of how he left silently without giving Zhang Zhihuai any reason, no matter what, Wang Xinze thought to himself.

Wang Xinze shook his head helplessly. He has only known Uncle Zhang Zhihuai for a few days, and now he wants to leave. Thinking about it, it is really ridiculous. No matter what nonsensical incident, it is much more normal than his current situation.

In fact, Wang Xinze still wanted to say goodbye to Zhang Zhihuai, but he still held back, since he had already decided to leave, why bother procrastinating, Wang Xinze thought to himself.

After staying in the room for a while, Wang Xinze easily opened the door, and then carefully left Zhang Zhihuai's residence.

Wang Xinze found a taxi and left.

"If you really need a reason, 1 is enough..."

Li Xiaozhuang was still sound asleep when he was woken up by a phone call.

"Hello?" Li Xiaozhuang was sleepy, and answered the call without seeing who it was.

"Xiaozhuang, it's me, Xinze, I beg you to do me a favor."

Hearing that it was Wang Xinze calling, Li Xiaozhuang immediately sobered up a lot:

"Xinze, you are not with your Uncle Zhang, what's the matter?"

"It's a long story. You promise me that Uncle Zhang is looking for me, that is, our boss is looking for you. Don't tell him where I am. That's all."

"Why..." Before Li Xiaozhuang had time to ask what happened to Wang Xinze, Wang Xinze had already hung up on him.

Li Xiaozhuang was puzzled by Wang Xinze's abnormality.

Sure enough, before lunch time, Zhang Zhihuai found Li Xiaozhuang.

"You are Li Xiaozhuang, Xinze's brother, do you know where Xinze has gone?" Zhang Zhihuai asked eagerly.

Li Xiaozhuang was baffled by Zhang Zhihuai's sudden questioning.

"Well, Zhang...boss, isn't Xinze with you? What, what happened to him?" Li Xiaozhuang asked in surprise.

"I don't know. I found out early this morning that he had packed away his luggage and everything. I called his cell phone and he didn't answer. I went to him to find him but couldn't find him. I thought he ran away. You're there..." Seeing Li Xiaozhuang, Zhang Zhihuai reacted like this, and knew that Wang Xinze was not there.

"I'll call him to see," Li Xiaozhuang said, then took out his mobile phone and called Wang Xinze, "No one answered."

Hearing what Li Xiaozhuang said, Zhang Zhihuai's heart sank.

"Where do you think Xinze will go?" Zhang Zhihuai asked worriedly.

"Will Xinze go home?" Li Xiaozhuang asked after thinking for a while.

"That's right, why didn't I think of it, thank you for reminding me, I'll call him again, if you have news about him, please let me know, thank you!" Zhang Zhihuai said goodbye to Li Xiaozhuang and left.

That kid Xinze is truly blessed, to have Uncle Zhang who cares so much about him, but it's a pity, alas, this kid doesn't know how to be blessed when he is in the midst of blessings.Li Xiaozhuang looked at Zhang Zhihuai who left in a hurry, feeling envious and jealous of Wang Xinze in his heart.

In fact, Wang Xinze did not go home, but ran to a neighboring city to live for a while.During this period, Wang Xinze changed his mobile phone number, and his QQ was not online. In short, no one could contact him.

In the past few days when no one "harassed" him, Wang Xinze was quite at ease.

As for work, after the incident last time, the fat girl agreed to Wang Xinze's request for unpaid leave without saying a word.

This peaceful life allowed Wang Xinze to calm down and think about his relationship with Uncle Zhang.In the end, Wang Xinze came to the conclusion that he went to the neighboring city to "cultivate himself" because he thought too much.

Because originally, I had nothing to do with Uncle Zhang at all, so why did I care so much about that person, and made me go to the neighboring city to "relax". In this way, instead, I was telling people that I really love him Don't care, Wang Xinze shook his head helplessly, seeing what he did to himself now.

What's more, I'm not gay, at least I'm sure of that, my relationship with Uncle Zhang is just a father-son relationship, what do I do now that I've made it like this?

Wang Xinze thought so, but he kept asking himself whether he was gay or not.

If meeting Uncle Zhang is just a foreshadowing for me to step into the gay circle, then in the future, I will really fall in love with Uncle Zhang and become gay. Is this the life I want?

If you really become gay, how your family sees you, how your friends see you, and a series of questions will drive you crazy.

Wang Xinze was stunned suddenly, thinking how he was going around, thinking about things related to Uncle Zhang, what's wrong?

Maybe at this time, I should slowly learn to forget, forget those things that happened after I met Uncle Zhang, so that I won't be so cranky anymore.

Life has to go on, and the occasional small waves are just to add a color to life.

For Wang Xinze, he is at leisure at this moment, but Zhang Zhihuai at this moment is extremely upset and irritable.

Because until now, he hadn't been able to contact Wang Xinze, all of this was enough for him to be depressed for a while, plus there were a lot of documents on the table to deal with, which gave him a headache.

Every day, besides working all the time, when he came home at night, Zhang Zhihuai brought out the wine by himself and drank it by himself.As a result, his body is getting worse day by day. From his deep bags under the eyes, it can be seen that his tired face is exhausted.

Since Wang Xinze left, Zhang Zhihuai's yearning for him has become more and more profound day by day. It was incomparable when Wang Xinze was still there.

At this moment, Zhang Zhihuai wished that Wang Xinze could appear in front of him and chat with him, at least he would not be so lonely.However, all of this is just fantasy.

However, even if Wang Xinze came back, so what? How could he accept his love for him, which surpassed the kind of love between father and son? Isn't this embarrassing for him?

To blame, only to blame myself for being too selfish. In order to get Wang Xinze, I asked him to move to live with me. I didn't consider that he had his own life at all.And I was too involved in his life, which led to the current result.

Alas, this person, after all, was trapped and hurt by love after all, Zhang Zhihuai drank another glass of wine.

In the sky of the city, only a few twinkling stars can be seen. These stars, twinkling, seem to be talking about something.

Why is it the same piece of sky, but people who see it have different moods?

Some people are happy, some people are comfortable and happy, but some people are lonely?

Recommended songs in this chapter:

Liu Chong - "Find a Reason to Love You"