you know i know

Looking out the window.

"Do you know? You have always been so rational in my eyes. If you hadn't told me personally or others told me, I would never have believed it." Fu Xiaoya was so surprised.Zhang Zifeng blushed and said in a low voice, "We didn't do anything, it was just a heart-to-heart exchange."

"Hey, what do you plan to do in the future?" Fu Xiaoya worried about Zhang Zifeng.

"I want to accompany her through this journey. When she is admitted to university and she happens to grow up, she probably won't need me anymore." Zhang Zifeng suddenly felt pain in his heart when he said this.

"You know what the future holds, why do you keep going?"

"I can't leave her now. If I leave her, her life will lose focus, let alone go to college."

"Do you think you are the savior of the world? Everyone has their own life trajectory. God has arranged for those who fail to pass the exam to go to college. That is her fate." Fu Xiaoya was a little angry.

"Yeah, everyone has their own life trajectory. I was neither a step earlier nor a step later in her life. It just happened to appear. Isn't this just God's arrangement?"

"You! You! I can't say enough about you. You have grown your love now. I just hope you can take care of yourself." Fu Xiaoya picked up the teacup: "Drink tea, the tea is getting cold."

The two stopped talking, and looked at the beautiful scenery of the Han River outside the window together...

☆, fifteen, outing

[-]. Outing

The bleak and cold winter is finally over, and the spring girl came to the world shyly with light steps. Spring is a beautiful season, and it is also a season of recovery and hope.

In March of Yangchun, most lovers choose to tie the knot in this warm spring season.Zhang Zifeng's colleague Cheng Lulu got married, and the banquet was held at Fuyuan Restaurant.At noon that day, Zhang Zifeng came to Fuyuan Restaurant with several colleagues after get off work. The banquet hall was already full of guests. Cheng Lulu and her husband stood under the screen in front of the hall and wandered in the sweetness of happiness.Their wedding photos were being played on the screen, the emcee was hosting and teasing, and the guests burst into laughter from time to time.

Looking at this scene, Zhang Zifeng was sincerely happy for Cheng Lulu.Suddenly thought of Ye Chen, one day in the future, will Ye Chen walk into the palace of marriage?A conversation with Ye Chen during the walk a few days ago has been lingering in my mind.

"Why do you hate men?" Zhang Zifeng asked.

"Because they are unclean, whether in mind or body." Ye Chen replied.

"There are males among your relatives, are they also unclean?"

"Yes." Ye Chen answered simply.

"Is it true that women are clean in your eyes? But there are also some women who are very bad."

"The reason why these bad women are bad is because men force them out."

"Please, don't be so extreme, as if men are the source of evil in this world. We must look at things fairly and objectively. There are good men and bad men among men; there are also good women and bad women among women."

"I don't want to talk about this issue anymore. I don't like men anyway." Ye Chen was upset, and Zhang Zifeng sighed. If a concept is deeply ingrained in a person's heart, it cannot be changed overnight.

Zhang Zifeng returned home after the banquet to check the time was just over one o'clock, and there was still more than an hour before work time, so he picked up a book and read it.

At this moment, the phone's text message rang, Zhang Zifeng turned on the phone, an unfamiliar phone number, the text message was "beauty, can we chat?" Zhang Zifeng guessed that this should be a person who knows him deliberately teasing him.

Zhang Zifeng thought for a while, and replied, "You sent the wrong message. It's not a beauty, but a burly man." After a while, a text message came over, "Wow, when did the beauty become a burly man?"

Zhang Zifeng couldn't help laughing when he saw the text message, so he made up a text message and sent it, "Little Ye Zi, don't be funny, I know it's you."

"Wuuu... No, I guessed it was me so quickly."

"Whose phone are you using this time?"

"Hey, this is my aunt who works in province H and goes home to visit relatives. In order to facilitate contact with local relatives and friends, I specially applied for a local mobile phone number. My aunt has gone back. The old mobile phone and mobile phone number are left at the grandparents' house. Now start this The phone is mine."

"Great, it will be much more convenient for us to contact in the future. You shouldn't have much phone bill in your mobile phone card, right? I just have to pay the phone bill when I go to work this afternoon. By the way, put some phone bill in your card."

"Well, I'm so sorry."

……

On Saturday afternoon, Fu Xiaoya, Zhang Zifeng, Liu Feier, Zhang Ziwan, and Fan Ruiqi met to see peach blossoms in a flower field on the outskirts of the city.Zhang Ziwan drove a van, five women, five children, the van was full.

Zhang Zifeng said with a smile: "In a few years, when the children grow up, this van won't be able to fit in." Fu Xiaoya chuckled: "At that time, I will also buy a car, and I will drive it."

Along the way, there were laughter and laughter in the car.Huatian is located on the upper reaches of the Han River, ten kilometers away from the urban area. It has unique geographical advantages and natural climate. For decades, the standardized demonstration area of ​​Daxian peach in Huatian has grown to 5000 mu. The Daxian peach produced in Huatian is delicious and fresh every year. Out of stock.

Twenty minutes later, the car drove to the flower field, opened the door, and the children couldn't wait to jump out.The scene in front of me is amazing, the endless peach garden is like the sea, thousands of peach trees are full of pink and white flowers, one close to the other, like cloud clouds.A gust of breeze blows, and the fragrance of peach blossoms overflows.

The children shuttled among the peach trees, Zhang Zifeng took out the camera and asked the children to pose.Among this group of children, Liu Feier's son Huzai and Fan Ruiqi's son Wangzai are the oldest, both eight years old.Zhang Ziwan's daughter Tiantian is the youngest, less than five years old.

Zhang Zifeng pulled Niuniu, Tiantian and Tiantian: "Take a picture of the three little girls." Niuniu immediately stood on a tree stump, looked at Zhang Zifeng with a smile on Tiantian's shoulder.Tiantian was unwilling, turned his face to the side and cried secretly, his nose blew out a bubble, Zhang Zifeng just pressed the shutter, and laughed when he saw this photo after taking it.He hurried over to coax Tiantian, who said that she wanted to stand tall and take pictures.Zhang Zifeng hugged Tiantian and stood on the tree stump, Niuniu and Tiantian stood side by side supporting Tiantian, Tiantian smiled happily, and there were still tears on his face.

Hey, what's going on over there?Huzai and Wangzai grabbed each other's collars, shoved and quarreled endlessly. Liu Fei'er and Fan Ruiqi hurried over to pull them away and disciplined their children.

Fu Xiaoya spread an oilcloth in a wide area, and took out a bunch of snacks from the car.As soon as the children saw the snacks, they scrambled to grab them one by one, picked up the snacks and stuffed them into their mouths in a panic.The women smiled and looked at the children, eating snacks and chatting slowly.

When walking on Saturday night, Zhang Zifeng told Ye Chen about watching the peach blossoms in the afternoon, and Ye Chen immediately shouted: "I want to see the peach blossoms too, you take me there." Zhang Zifeng smiled and said: "That's exactly what I mean, I'll take it with you tomorrow afternoon." You go." Ye Chen happily took Zhang Zifeng's arm and shouted: "Look at the peach blossoms." A walker was looking here not far away, Zhang Zifeng scratched Ye Chen's nose: "Keep your voice down."

☆, sixteen, a woolen vest

Sixteen, a woolen vest

On Sunday afternoon, Zhang Zifeng sent Niu Niu to learn dancing, and arrived at the intersection of Xingfu Community at three o'clock. Ye Chen was already waiting at the intersection.Zhang Zifeng took out a helmet from the trunk and put it on for Ye Chen.

"I didn't see you wearing a helmet before, how did you use it today?" Ye Chen was a little surprised.

"I used to drive in urban areas at a very slow speed. Today, when I go to the suburbs, I need to drive faster and pay attention to safety." Zhang Zifeng was a little ashamed when he said this. Riding a motorcycle should wear a helmet no matter how fast or slow it is.

Zhang Zifeng took Ye Chen on the road in the suburbs, and Ye Chen looked around, admiring the spring scenery along the way.When they came to the flower field, Ye Chen was fascinated by the scenery of the peach garden in front of him: "It's so beautiful!" Ye Chen leaned close to a peach blossom and took a deep breath: "It's so fragrant!" Zhang Zifeng looked at Ye Chen with a smile, Thinking of the mood of admiring peach blossoms with friends and children yesterday, it is warm, what kind of mood is this?Zhang Zifeng suddenly sighed, the scenery is important, but what is more important is the person who is watching the scenery with you.

Ye Chen lingered among the peach trees, Zhang Zifeng took out his camera to take pictures of Ye Chen, and said while taking pictures: "I want to upload these photos to our blog album, the faces of peach blossoms are red." Ye Chen stuck out his tongue mischievously , Zhang Zifeng quickly pressed the shutter.

"Come and see, there is a corridor here." Ye Chen took Zhang Zifeng to a path, and peach trees stood neatly on both sides of the path.Look at this path, and then look at the peach blossoms on the left and right sides of the path.

Zhang Zifeng smiled: "Peach Blossom Corridor."

"Peach Blossom Corridor! That's a good name." Ye Chen cheered and took Zhang Zifeng's hand to circle around. Zhang Zifeng was dizzy and didn't dare to circle around.Ye Chen walked around Zhang Zifeng alone, Zhang Zifeng was thinking, don't you feel dizzy?Just thinking about it, Ye Chen fell into Zhang Zifeng's arms: "I'm dizzy." Zhang Zifeng laughed.Ye Chen raised his head and looked at Zhang Zifeng with a smile. Zhang Zifeng saw his warm reflection in the shimmering light in Ye Chen's eyes, and his heart beat faster.

Ye Chen Fu murmured in Zhang Zifeng's arms: "Feng, do you know? Sometimes I really want to put away all the masks of disguise, curl up in your arms with my slightly painful expression, and cry silently and heartily. When I wake up, there is actually no specific thing that makes me want to cry, I just feel depressed, and I want to release the tears in your arms." Zhang Zifeng gently stroked Ye Chen's hair: "Cry if you want to cry, I'm always there .”

"Feng, I am very happy with you, but I always feel guilty." Ye Chen's tone was helpless.When Zhang Zifeng heard the word "guilty", he was struck by lightning, and the joy he had just now disappeared without a trace.The moral condemnation was like a ferocious beast rushing towards her viciously, its sharp eyes pierced her heart, and she could not tolerate even a single word of complaint.Zhang Zifeng let go of Ye Chen, walked to the side and squatted down with his head down, so low that he couldn't lower it any more.The condemnation formed a huge rock in her heart, which made her breathless, depressed, self-blame, and guilty...

"Feng, I'm sorry, I said the wrong thing." Seeing Zhang Zifeng's sad appearance, Ye Chen felt even more sad.Zhang Zifeng stood up and looked at Ye Chen sadly: "Love is not something we can control, love that can be controlled is not love." Ye Chen threw himself into Zhang Zifeng's arms: "Feng, I love you! I can't control myself , I also want to be friends with you, but I can't do it!" Zhang Zifeng hugged Ye Chen tightly: "Little Yezi, me too!"

"Are you just holding me like this?" Ye Chen's eyes were filled with resentment and a hint of encouragement.

How Zhang Zifeng didn't know Ye Chen's desire, her face flushed immediately, she whispered in Ye Chen's ear, "Little Ye Zi, I want to wait for you to grow up." Ye Chen was a little disappointed, leaning against Zhang Zifeng's arms silently Speechless.

Zhang Zifeng was afraid of such intimacy, if he continued, he would definitely lose control of himself.Then gently pulled Ye Chen away: "I brought some snacks, I wonder if you like them?" Zhang Zifeng said while pulling Ye Chen to the side of the motorcycle, opened the trunk of the motorcycle, and took out a large snack from inside. Pack snacks.

Zhang Zifeng spread an oilcloth on the ground, and put the snacks on the oilcloth.Ye Chen flipped through the snacks, Xizhilang jelly, beef cubes, pistachios, Dove chocolate, raisins.

Ye Chen exclaimed happily: "Wow, these are all my favorite snacks, Feng, the one who knows me is not you."

Zhang Zifeng pushed aside a pistachio and put it into Ye Chen's mouth: "Eat pistachios, you should be happy every day."

Ye Chen put a piece of jelly into Zhang Zifeng's mouth: "After eating Xizhilang, Tiantianlang loves my concubine."

Zhang Zifeng couldn't help laughing when he heard this, Ye Chen also smiled happily, the depression and sadness just now disappeared without a trace.

"I want to change my QQ nickname, use your big head to help me think of a good nickname." Zhang Zifeng patted Ye Chen's head.

Ye Chen thought for a while: "How about sparse shadows and dark fragrance?" Zhang Zifeng pondered for a while: "Sparse shadows are horizontal and the water is clear and shallow, and the dark fragrance is floating in the moon and dusk. I choose the word sparse shadows, followed by moonlight, How about Shuying Moonlight?"

Ye Chen clapped his hands: "This nickname is good, my Q nickname corresponds to you with the dark perfume song." Zhang Zifeng scratched Ye Chen's nose: "Little Ye Zi, follow the steps!"

"Let me sing you a song." Ye Chen suddenly wanted to show off his singing voice.Zhang Zifeng quickly clapped his hands: "Welcome to Xiao Yezi's debut."

Ye Chen cleared his throat and sang "I Do" by Faye Wong.Zhang Zifeng was dumbfounded. It was the first time he heard Ye Chen sing. Ye Chen's voice had a magnetic and sad beauty.

After singing a song, Zhang Zifeng refused: "One more." Ye Chen thought for a while, and sang "I Love You" by SHE, his affectionate eyes surrounded Zhang Zifeng.Zhang Zifeng was a little embarrassed, but he couldn't bear to look away...

At dusk, Zhang Zifeng took Ye Chen back to the urban area.At the intersection of the Xingfu Community, Zhang Zifeng took out the unfinished snacks and handed them to Ye Chen: "You help me eat all these pistachios and concubines."

Ye Chen happily took the snacks: "The task must be completed."

Zhang Zifeng said: "Looking at the peach blossoms for two days in a row is too tiring. I won't take a walk tonight, wash up and go to bed early."

Ye Chen thoughtfully said: "Okay, you should have a good rest, and don't forget to write me a text message."

Zhang Zifeng raised his hand to make an "OK" sign, and then took out a package from the motorcycle trunk and handed it to Ye Chen: "I knitted a woolen vest for you, try it when you go home."

Ye Chen took the bag and opened it immediately, looking straight at Zhang Zifeng, with unbelievable eyes, Feng can knit a sweater?I never heard her say it?And knit a sweater for me?

Zhang Zifeng patted Ye Chen's face lightly: "Aren't you stupid? My sister has a lot to do." After saying this, he rode on the motorcycle with a smile and left.

Ye Chen watched Zhang Zifeng's back disappear around the corner before turning around humming a ditty and walking home.

When Ye Chen returned home, the house was quiet, and his parents were not at home.

Ye Chen quickly walked into his room and closed the door, then opened the sweater bag, and a red woolen vest appeared in front of him.He took off his coat, put on the woolen vest, and looked for himself in front of the wardrobe mirror. The woolen vest fits well on his body, and the exquisite lines are undoubtedly prominent.Ye Chen closed his eyes and stroked the sweater, feeling warm in his heart, as if being held in Zhang Zifeng's arms, he felt warm and peaceful.

As night fell, Zhang Zifeng lay on the bed and coaxed Niuniu to sleep. Niuniu groaned for a while and immediately fell asleep.

Zhang Zifeng didn't feel sleepy, turned on the phone and saw the text message from Ye Chen, "I was imprisoned by your woolen vest, it fits very well and is very warm. I wrote a poem. Shuying under the moon in Xiaoyingzhou, I haven't seen Yiren endlessly. Red It’s hard to send lovesickness on paper, the green grass is green and the boat is in the night. The glass and the river sing, and the night comes and the dark fragrance hooks the love. Thinking about the dream and knowing the coming and going, the dream is hard to get to the heart.” Zhang Zifeng read this poem over and over again , Thinking of the warm picture during the day, for a while, I was emotional, changed the phone setting to vibrate, and then started editing text messages.

Ye Chen has been looking forward to Zhang Zifeng's text message at home. Looking at the time, it is already 09:30 in the evening. What is she busy with?While thinking about it, the phone prompts that there is a text message, Ye Chen hurriedly turned on the phone, and saw that it was a text message from Zhang Zifeng, ecstatic!

"The first time I saw you, I was a little tempted. I told myself that if I want to steal my heart, I must be patient. Your gloomyness makes me feel worried. I collect funny words and try my best to relieve you. Do you understand my good intentions? You were amazed at my overzealousness, and I concealed that it was the concern between good friends. We talked together without any scruples, and we were happy with each other. I don’t have to dress up in front of you. It’s right or wrong, knowing Whether I don’t know, I will show humility. I don’t know when I started to fall in love with you, and I look forward to every meeting to enrich the center of my life. Thinking of you makes me feel fascinated, and you have become the sweetheart in my dreams. You Your tears make me worry, I am 100% sincere to you. You are kind-hearted, tolerant and considerate. I want to occupy you, but it is more than a little bit of greed? You are sunny, handsome, elegant and refined, and I have a lustful heart. I think Burn a kiss to your forehead and hear your heart beating wildly, that's the only bad thing I have. If you leave me, I will be sad. My love for you is so long, believe it or not It depends on my perseverance."

Ye Chen was very excited when he read the long text message, and savored the text message carefully again. He was also full of ideas, so he edited the text message immediately.

Zhang Zifeng waited there for a long time before seeing the vibration of the phone, opened it, and Ye Chen replied.

"If we say that our acquaintance was an accident, then the same complex pushes our intercourse to be inevitable. Although our ages and experience are not equal, but we can't disturb our spiritual meeting. We have similar characteristics, The same soul. I am amazed how can I have the same interests as you? Are you surprised how can you meet a partner who matches your heart in the world? When we are sad and tired, we will write some related texts to persuade, and sometimes we will say something different. A coherent joke. I don’t know when we fell in love with each other. You said that you and I will always be dependent on each other. I said that I always look dwarfed in front of you. How can you compare this with love? I let go of my doubts, how can I give up easily when I meet a friend? I said that I want to stay with you forever, and you gave me a sweet smile, and you said that you want to cherish this life with me."

Zhang Zifeng looked at the text message and smiled silently, closing his eyes, Ye Chen's clever smile and beautiful eyes were all in his mind...

After Ye Chen washed up, he heard a text message as soon as he got into bed. He turned on the phone, "Officer, the good time has come, let's go to rest! After that, I blushed. Good night! Sweet dreams!" Ye Chen saw this message The text message immediately burst into laughter under the covers. Zhang Zifeng, who had always been serious in his mind, would actually write such a text message.

Ye Chen laughed and laughed until he was tired, sleepy, and fell asleep...

☆, seventeen, shock consumption

Seventeen, shock

The hot and happy summer is coming, and people finally take off the thick shell on their bodies, and can stretch freely and let out a long breath.

One Sunday afternoon, Zhang Zifeng and Ye Chen were playing by the river, Zhang Zifeng noticed Ye Chen's expression was particularly depressed, and asked with concern: "What's wrong with you?

Ye Chen said with a sad face: "In order to learn mathematics well, I specially hired a tutor. Every Sunday morning, I have remedial math lessons. After more than two months, the math unit test is still hovering between 30 and 50 points. How is this math? What if I can’t learn well? I don’t need to work hard on Chinese and English, and I score above 130 in every test. Now I don’t have any confidence in mathematics at all.”

Zhang Zifeng smiled and patted Ye Chen on the shoulder: "The biggest enemy of man is himself, and only by defeating himself can he have the courage to overcome difficulties."

Ye Chen laughed when he heard this: "Our teacher said the same thing."

Zhang Zifeng laughed: "It seems that I have to change my career to be a teacher. There is a classic line in "The True Colors of Heroes". If you have confidence, you will not succeed, and if you don't have confidence, you will definitely not succeed." Ye Chen nodded, his whole body seemed to be full of enthusiasm strength.

The structure of the character "person" is to support each other. A simple word of comfort or an encouraging look can rekindle the fighting spirit to move forward bravely.

At dusk, more and more people came to the river, most of them came to swim, and saw many people swimming in the river.Zhang Zifeng asked Ye Chen: "Can you swim?"

Ye Chen scratched his head in embarrassment: "I was born a landlubber and I can't swim, but seeing them go up and down in the river like fish, I feel itchy and want to swim too, but every time I want to go into the water, I don't know how to swim." flinched."

"Haha, people who grew up by the Han River can't swim?" Zhang Zifeng couldn't help but tease Ye Chen.

"Can you swim?"

"Of course, it's just that I can't swim gracefully enough." Zhang Zifeng felt a little ashamed when he thought of his poor swimming skills.

"Why don't you teach me how to swim, I won't be afraid of water when you're here." Ye Chen looked forward to it.

"Okay, I'll teach you after your summer vacation." Zhang Zifeng agreed.

One afternoon in June, when Zhang Zifeng went to work and passed by the commercial street, he accidentally saw a black T-shirt on a model in a shop window. He thought in his heart that he had a pair of black pants to match with this black T-shirt. Must be cool.Just as he was thinking about it, he suddenly shivered. It seemed that the black suit was related to bad luck. Zhang Zifeng hated this feeling, and immediately dismissed the idea of ​​buying a black T-shirt. No matter how much he liked it, he would never buy it.

At noon the next day, after lunch, Zhang Zifeng searched for information on the Internet, and was concentrating on reading a document. Ke Dawei came over with his mobile phone and asked Zhang Zifeng to read the text message.Zhang Zifeng never looked at Ke Dawei's mobile phone, and blocked the screen of the mobile phone: "Don't look at it." However, Ke Dawei insisted on putting the mobile phone in front of Zhang Zifeng's eyes.Zhang Zifeng had no choice but to cast a glance, "Mother is critically ill. Brother."

Zhang Zifeng was taken aback, and immediately stood up: "For such an important matter, why did your elder brother send a text message instead of calling? You should call quickly and ask what's going on."

Ke Dawei also panicked, and immediately dialed Ke Daguo's cell phone.Zhang Zifeng couldn't understand the dialect of Ke Dawei's hometown, so he didn't know the reason until Ke Dawei hung up the phone.

Early this morning, Ke Mu was washing clothes by the river, and suddenly felt dizzy, and said to the laundry person next to her, "I can't move." Then she fell to the ground.The person next to him hurriedly called Father Ke, and Father Ke hurriedly called 120 to send Mother Ke to Jiangcheng Hospital. When Mother Ke entered the CT room for an examination, she only said one sentence, "It's so cold." Then she fell into a coma, and the doctor diagnosed It's a cerebral hemorrhage.

In the afternoon, Zhang Zifeng and Ke Dawei went to their respective units to ask for leave.Zhang Zifeng had to hand over some procedures, and then rushed to the kindergarten to pick up Niuniu. Niuniu was in day care in the kindergarten, so it was delayed for some time.

On the way home, Zhang Zifeng thought of that black T-shirt, and thought in his heart that since it was destined, I should buy this T-shirt.Back home, Ke Dawei had already packed his luggage, Zhang Zifeng didn't forget to bring his bank card, and the family of three hurried to the train station.

On the train, Zhang Zifeng sent a text message to Ye Chen, briefly explaining the reason.It was late at night when they arrived at Jiangcheng Hospital, father, Ke Daguo, Ding Jie, Ke Dazhi, and Meng Yunduo were all guarding the hospital. Niu Niu's cousin didn't come because she was going to school, so she stayed at her grandmother's house.

Zhang Zifeng and Ke Dawei watched their mother lying motionless on the hospital bed wearing an oxygen mask, crying while calling for their mother.Niuniu stayed on the sidelines and looked timidly at the grandmother on the hospital bed. Seeing Zhang Zifeng crying, she hugged Zhang Zifeng's leg and wept.Ke Dawei asked about his mother's condition, and Ke Daguo said that the doctor had issued a critical illness notice.

Zhang Zifeng looked around the ward, it was an intensive care ward with only two beds, and there was no patient assigned to the other bed.

Five days later, Ke Mu was still unconscious.In the morning, Zhang Zifeng, Ding Jie, and Meng Yunduo were having breakfast near the hospital. The faces of the three women were full of sorrow.

Meng Yunduo sighed: "I don't know when the old lady's illness will be cured? When will it be the end of this?"

Ding Jie said sullenly: "I hope I don't get such a disease when I'm old. If I want to die, I will die quickly, and if I want to live, I will live quickly."

Zhang Zifeng raised his head and stared at Jie: "Grandma's life is very hard. She lacked food and clothing when she was young, but she got this disease when she was old enough to enjoy life. Alas! My mother-in-law is only in her 50s this year. God is so unkind." gone."

The three women sighed.

In the morning, Zhang Zifeng checked that there were no more tissues in the ward, so he greeted Ke Dawei, took Niuniu out of the inpatient department, and walked through the outpatient hall in front to go to the supermarket across the road for shopping.

Walking into the outpatient hall, Zhang Zifeng glanced at the noise when he heard a noise. Two young women were shouting.Zhang Zifeng didn't care, and walked to the entrance of the hall, suddenly froze, turned around and took a closer look, aren't these two women Hua Yu and You Shan?Zhang Zifeng saw the photos of Hua Yu and You Shan on Hua Yu's QQ zone, and was deeply impressed.

I heard from Ye Chen before that Hua Yu works in Jiangcheng.Zhang Zifeng murmured in his heart, where in life do we not meet each other?I didn't expect to meet these two women in Jiangcheng Hospital.

Zhang Zifeng stayed for a while, and saw Hua Yu pointing at You Shan's nose and yelling, it seemed that Hua Yu had diarrhea, and complained that You Shan was responsible for all this.Zhang Zifeng didn't bother to look any further, and was about to walk out of the hall, when suddenly, Hua Yu was lying on the floor of the hall, kicking her legs and crying.You Shan leaned over and pulled Hua Yu in a low voice, speaking kindly, and some onlookers began to gather around.Zhang Zifeng shook his head, wondering how he would feel if Ye Chen saw this scene?

Zhang Zifeng pulled Niu Niu out of the outpatient hall, Niu Niu raised her head and asked curiously: "Mom, what happened to that person just now?"

"I took the wrong medicine." Zhang Zifeng replied casually.

"Why did the doctor give her the wrong medicine?" Niuniu was even more surprised.

"It's not that the doctor gave her the wrong medicine, it's that she took the wrong medicine." Zhang Zifeng was afraid that Niuniu would continue to ask, so he quickly changed the subject: "What snack do you want? Mom will buy it for you later." Niuniu heard about buying snacks As for the matter, the question on his lips was immediately thrown out of the blue.

Zhang Zifeng bought tissues and snacks in the supermarket, took Niu Niu out of the supermarket, and saw Huayu and Youshan on the road in front of the outpatient hall as soon as he walked out the gate.The position shifted to the road, Hua Yu sat on the ground crying and cursing, her feet were bare, and she didn't know where to throw her shoes.You Shan smoked non-stop and walked around Hua Yu.

Niu Niu opened her round eyes and looked at them curiously. Just as she was about to open her mouth to ask something, Zhang Zifeng made a "shh" gesture to Niu Niu.Zhang Zifeng took Niuniu back to the ward quickly, and opened the snacks for Niuniu. Niuniu just ate the snacks and quickly forgot about it.

On the sixth day, Ke Mu was still unconscious, and the instruments around her showed abnormal pulse and heartbeat, fluctuating high and low.

Ke Daguo sat cross-legged on another hospital bed and yelled: "Old lady, get up quickly! If you don't get up again, I'm going to fall down."

Ding Jie was the same as Ke Daguo: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Ke Dazhi followed with a sigh: "On weekdays, I don't want to eat, I don't want to wear clothes, but I can't bear to go to the hospital."

Ke Dawei didn't say a word, he sat by his mother's hospital bed and watched his mother sigh.Zhang Zifeng looked at Ke Dawei silently, Ke Dawei had lost a lot of weight, his eye sockets were sunken, and his beard had been unkempt for several days.

In the past few days, the three sons have had the hardest time staying in the hospital day and night.The daughters-in-law stayed in the hospital during the day and spent the night at relatives' homes in Jiangcheng.

Ke's father went home a few days ago. Ke Daguo's fish pond must be looked after every day. Once the fish lacks oxygen, a large number of fish will die. If this happens, the harvest of the year will be ruined.

Ke's father rushed from home to the hospital at noon, carefully looked at Ke's mother in front of the hospital bed, sighed at Ke's mother's extremely abnormal breathing, then walked back and forth in the ward, finally thought about it, and walked out of the ward Find the attending physician.

Father Ke came back from the attending doctor with a serious expression on his face.He called his son and daughter-in-law together: "The doctor said it was impossible to save."

Ke Daguo asked in a muffled voice, "Are you planning to send mother home to die?" Father Ke nodded.

Ke Dawei said angrily, "There is no hope of going home. What's the difference between that and waiting to die? We brought tens of thousands of dollars with us, and we can last as long as we can."

Father Ke burst into tears when he heard this: "It's not about money. Look at your mother, she has only one breath left now, and that breath is waiting to go back home before leaving. The custom of Jinxiang Town, outside Dead people cannot be carried into the house."

No one in the ward spoke anymore, everyone was wiping tears and sobbing, and finally reached an agreement to be discharged from the hospital in the afternoon and go home.Ke Dazhi contacted the health center in the town to infuse fluids and oxygen at home after prescribing medicines for a few days in the hospital.

In the afternoon, I rented an ambulance from the hospital to take Ke's mother home. In the car, my son and daughter-in-law cried all the way.It was past four o'clock when we got home, and Ke Mu was put on the bed, and infusion and oxygen were given.The daughters-in-law clean up the house and cook dinner.

Dinner started at six o'clock, and after dinner, the whole family stayed quietly by Ke's mother.When it was almost seven o'clock, Zhang Zifeng realized that Niuniu was not around, so he stood up and was going to look for Niuniu.Suddenly I heard Ke Mu coughing, looking back, Ke Mu coughed out a mouthful of dirty blood, Ke Dazhi quickly wiped it with a cotton ball, and then probed Ke Mu's nose—he was no longer breathing.

There was a heart-piercing cry in the room...

There are many customs in Jinxiang Town. When the old man dies, he has to choose a date for cremation, and after cremation, he must invite a Taoist priest to do the ashram.Ke's mother stayed at home for five days, and every day she entertained a few tables with big bowls of wine and meat, and the Ke family was so busy that they were dizzy.

On the sixth day, Ke's mother was cremated and buried.

The day after Ke's mother was buried, Zhang Zifeng took Niu Niu on the train home.Ke Dawei stayed with his father at home and would return a few days later.Sitting on the train, Zhang Zifeng was extremely tired. He sent Ye Chen a text message to return home today, and sat on the train for several hours.

Back home in the afternoon, Zhang Zifeng and Niu Niu ate a simple dinner, and they fell asleep on the bed after washing.

In the early morning of the next day, Zhang Zifeng sent Niuniu to the kindergarten, ate breakfast casually on the street, rushed to the company, and took over his pile of work.I was so busy until I was about to get off work at noon that I realized that my mobile phone was turned off last night, and I haven't turned it on since then.

Zhang Zifeng turned on the phone, there were two text messages and one missed call, all from Ye Chen.

☆, eighteen, scars

[-]. Scars

Ye Chen sent a text message to Zhang Zifeng early in the morning, but he didn't see a reply after a class in the morning, wondering if he didn't receive it or was he too busy?Send again.After two more classes, there was still no reply, so he simply dialed Zhang Zifeng's cell phone when the get out of class was over, but it was turned off.It wasn't until after school at noon that I received Zhang Zifeng's reply. I forgot to turn on the phone, and Ye Chen's hanging heart finally fell.

Zhang Zifeng made a casual lunch at home after get off work at noon.After eating, I looked inside. It hadn't been cleaned for more than ten days, and there was a thin layer of dust on the table.It took just over one o'clock to wipe the table, mop the floor, and tidy up everything at home.

Zhang Zifeng slept a lot last night, so he didn't intend to take a nap today. He went to work at [-] o'clock, and it was still early. After thinking about it, let's go online and check it out.Turn on the computer and log in to QQ, and saw the messages from several friends, and replied one by one.When browsing the Q panel, I accidentally saw that Hua Yu’s space diary was updated, "Thank you for letting me love you", and Zhang Zifeng wanted to laugh when I saw this title. Hua Yu has always been very rude, and I didn’t expect to write such an elegant words?

Entering Hua Yu's space, it turned out that it was a letter written to Hua Yu by someone else, and there was no signature written by anyone below.Looking at this letter, the more you read, the more familiar the sentences become. The whole letter is reminiscing about the past, thinking about others when seeing things, and finally hoping that Hua Yu will cherish the present life.

After reading this letter, Zhang Zifeng was absolutely sure that the person who wrote this letter was Ye Chen, and the date of writing was the previous week.

Zhang Zifeng sat blankly in front of the computer, feeling uncomfortable. Didn't Ye Chen tell himself that he would no longer contact Hua Yu?I haven't been with her for more than ten days because of things in my hometown, so why did she take the initiative to write to Huayu again?It's all right now, Hua Yu put the letter written by Ye Chen in the Q space to show to all Q friends.The more Zhang Zifeng thought about it, the more depressed he became. At this moment, the doorbell rang.

Zhang Zifeng opened the door, Ye Chen stood at the door and smiled: "Is it a surprise to see me?"

Zhang Zifeng forced a smile: "Come in."

Ye Chen walked into the room: "Where's the little guy? Didn't you just say you two came back yesterday?"

"Daycare for the little guy, three meals a day are in the kindergarten."

"Oh, forgot, you told me before. At noon today, I didn't plan to come to visit you, but we haven't seen each other for almost half a month, I miss you very much