Tear

Chapter 26

The early morning of this city is dirty and decadent, all the noise at night is gone, and scraps of paper are flying in the silence, it is also the first time Xiao Ye sees this city in the early morning, like a prostitute with remnants of make-up, tired and decadent

As soon as it was dawn, Lin Xu and Gao Fei went out with grandma. Grandma and mother believed in Buddhism. Every [-]th day, they would go to Taifu Temple on a small hill near City A to do volunteer work to pray for blessings and eat fast. This time When Lin Xu came, grandma asked them to accompany her.

The mountain is not high, and the temple is not big, but it is lush green and very quiet. The presiding master Hongtai is only in his 40s, but he is modest and quiet. Grandma and the master entered the house, and Lin Xu still brought Gao Fei with him. Go shopping, he has come to this temple since he was a child, and he is familiar with it like his own home

When grandma "Xu Xu" found them in the side hall, Lin Xu was holding Gao Fei's hand and talking about stealing fruit offerings when he was a child, "Go to the master's room, and the master will tell you a scripture."

"Okay" Lin Xu pulled Gao Fei to leave

"Gao Fei, please talk to me." Grandma naturally took Gao Fei's hand from Lin Xu's.

"Okay." Lin Xu went happily and stayed alone with the old lady. For some reason, Gao Fei's heart was pounding and he was a little nervous.

The side hall is not big, with curtains hanging down on both sides. Behind the curtains are futons and small tables for some laymen to chant scriptures.

Grandma pulled Gao Fei to sit on the futon, no one noticed, Xiao Ye also entered the side hall, and Li Jun sat down on the futon under the curtain on the other side.

"Child" grandma took Gao Fei's hand and looked into Gao Fei's eyes kindly

"Yes, grandma"

"Son, I don't know what my Xu Xu has experienced these days, but I know it must be very important to him, grandma said softly

"Grandma?" Gao Fei couldn't help being surprised

"Xu Xu was brought up by me. This child is pure and simple. I know him. Don't be afraid. I won't let you tell me anything." Grandma patted Gao Fei's hand lightly. At home, there must be his reasons. If he doesn’t want to talk, his parents and I will never ask him. You think, since Xu Xu chose not to let us worry, we have to follow his wishes, right?

"Xu Xu has never left us since he was a child. Even if he goes to school, he will keep in touch with us every day. The only extravagant expense he has is the phone bill. This time, I knew something was wrong when he didn't contact us for more than a month. Someone called and said that the company sent him to train. We also deceive ourselves to accept this reason. No matter what the reason is, the person who calls is always out of good intentions. But because of this call, I know better, my Xu Xu met I have reached the biggest hurdle in my life. I don’t want to guess what it is, I don’t want to guess, I just wait, wait... I stay by the phone all day and all night, stand at the intersection all day and watch, give him I also said that Xu Xu just behaved well and was sent to training. You know Xu Xu's mother, if she thought that Xu Xu had something to do, she would have gone to school and made a mess, it would be a pity Did Xu Xu suffer from painstaking efforts? But, my heart aches, I am really afraid that my old bones will still see my Xu Xu..."

grandma finally shed tears

"Grandma" Gao Fei felt uncomfortable, and tightly held grandma's hand

"But, child, I have to thank you! I know that you should be with Xu Xu during these days. Grandma thank you for being by Xu Xu's side. I can see that Xu Xu relies on you and likes you , Grandma has experienced too many joys and sorrows in her life, ups and downs, and grandma understands many things. Seeing Xuxu's happiness and health now, grandma is satisfied. I only hope Xuxu is happy, although life is very long and long. Anything can happen, and no one can replace what you have to bear. Everyone has their own life, and there is no one who sacrifices for whom. There are also various feelings, as long as you don’t hurt others, there is no right or wrong My son, I thank you, and I also hope that Xuxu will be happy with you, but you will have your own lives, grandma only hopes that whether you are walking together or alone, you can bless each other, not because of any Reasons to hate each other!

"But, child" grandma paused, "you are not a bird, you can fly higher, your sky will be big, you will fly high and far away, but my xuxu is just a small tree , the sky is too high for him, if you can't reach it, it will only hurt you more. I thank your kindness for saving my Xuxu, but I don't want your kindness to become your bondage, because it is what makes you The only way for Xu Xu to suffer the least harm, since there are some things we can't avoid, we choose the one that hurts the least. Child, do you understand what I mean?"

Gao Fei has mixed feelings in his heart. Facing this wise and insightful old man, Gao Fei only has deep admiration, but he can't make any promises!

On the other side of the curtain, a man covered his face deeply in his hands, and let out a suppressed sob. It turns out that all the cleverness of this old man has nowhere to hide in the eyes of this old man. How did he hurt such a family? What hurt the love and hope of such an old man! !

After coming down from the mountain, Lin Xu and Gao Fei took their luggage home and got on the bus to the airport.

"Are you going to ask them where they are going?" Li Jun said in a tired voice. He was stuck in the car for two days and nights, unable not to feel tired.

Watching those two handsome men disappear into the electric door, "Go back," Xiao Ye finally spoke.

elevator entrance

"Brother Xiao" Li Jun wants to say something

"Go back and rest." Xiao Ye smiled, "It's fine, as long as he lives well."

The security guard came over and looked at the two shaggy bearded men in rumpled clothes, and it took a long time to recognize that it was Mr. Xiao, so he hurried over to say hello, Xiao Ye waved his hand and walked into the elevator.

Li Jun sighed secretly, looked at the elevator in a daze, sighed and turned to leave.

Three days later, Xiao Ye appeared in the company as usual, and since then, Li Jun has never heard him mention the name "Lin Xu"...