Tear

Chapter 45

"Lin Xu, look at your brother bought you a lot of things, why haven't I heard you say that before?" Sister Zhao said while helping to carry things

In front of Sister Zhao, Lin Xu couldn't say anything, so he took a bag and opened the door.

I saw Xiao Ye took out the hand warmer in the same way, tea, ashtray, scarf, gloves, milk, eggs, health products, and a thick quilt were scattered on the bed, Lin Xu leaned against the door to watch staring at him, frowning and not speaking

Xiao Ye didn't say a word. After finishing all this, he put the small table on his own, took out the heat preservation box from a paper bag, and took out boxes of hot dishes one by one, such as spicy chicken, braised pork, Kung Pao chicken , sweet and sour pork ribs and a stewed chicken soup with bamboo fungus.The small table is full

"Xu Xu, you are too thin, and you are eating too vegetarian, you need to make up for it, come and eat some." Xiao Ye served the meal and set up the stool

Lin Xu thought about it for a while, but didn't say a word. Seeing that he couldn't be rushed away like this, he just sat down, picked up the bowl and started eating without saying anything.

Xiao Ye couldn't help but be very happy to see him start eating, he picked up vegetables for him, and scooped soup for him at the same time, seeing how delicious Lin Xu's food was, he was happy.

After dinner, Xiao Ye rushed to clean up, Lin Xu didn't argue, he sat in front of the computer to get the contract

After Xiao Ye cleaned up, he boiled water, made a cup of tea for himself, made a cup of tea for Lin Xu, put the half-dead electric heater by Lin Xu's feet, fully charged the hand warmer for Lin Xu, and ordered it himself. He lit a cigarette and sat on the bed. It was too cold, so he turned on the electric heater, leaned on the bed, took off his shoes, and pulled off the quilt to cover his feet. No matter what he did, Lin Xu didn't stop him. talk to him.

Xiao Ye leaned on the bed and smoked, looking at Lin Xu's indifferent profile, he was not sure what Lin Xu meant, but he thought, it's fine as it is now.

Looking at this boy quietly working in front of the computer, with slightly pursed lips, slightly frowned brows, pale face, and thin jaw, there is no such thing as the flying, worry-free and pure two years ago, but there is a little more With a touch of melancholy and maturity, Xiao Ye felt that he was even more charming. Seeing him shivering because of the cold, Xiao Ye suddenly had the urge to hold him in his arms, and his desire also stood upright. The days of abstinence are coming. A moment arrives without an appointment.Xiao Ye knew that he could no longer be reckless, he tried his best to control his impulse, and lifted the quilt covering his feet, it would be better if it was colder.

If Xu Xu forgives me, we can go home together, we won't live in this ice cave-like house anymore, we have to buy a coat for Xu Xu, Xiao Ye was thinking wildly.

Lin Xu had finished his work, turned around and saw Xiao Ye thinking about something with a smile on his face, Lin Xu turned off the computer, sat down facing Xiao Ye

"Mr. Xiao, I want to talk to you." Lin Xu said seriously

Xiao Ye looked at him calmly and indifferently, he was not at all cramped and nervous like the first time he saw him two years ago

"Okay" It is of course a good thing to take the initiative to talk to him

"Mr. Xiao, I don't know why you came to me, and I don't want to know. What happened before is over. I'm not a woman. I don't need you to take responsibility. It happened when it happened. I don't want it to continue. I have I don’t want others to disturb my own life, let alone you. I accept what you bought for me, and let it be the past. I hope you don’t come to me again in the future! If you continue to do this, I will Only move or leave, but I love my job, I don't want to leave, I hope you don't ruin my job again"

This is the most words Lin Xu has ever said to Xiao Ye. Looking at the child's determined eyes, Xiao Ye sighed in his heart, he was hurt too deeply at the beginning.

"Xu Xu, listen to me." Xiao Ye lit a cigarette, "No matter what happened before, I have been thinking about you for the past two years, not just because I hurt you, but because I like you Yes, it doesn't matter whether you believe it or not, now that we meet, I just want to take care of you, I don't ask you anything, just give me a chance to take care of you"

"Mr. Xiao, there is no need." Lin Xu interrupted him, "I am a man who can take care of myself. I don't need to take care of you, especially yours."

Xiao Ye panicked in his heart, and said loudly, "Can you take care of yourself? Can you take care of yourself like this? How thin do you think you are? What do you think you eat? Where do you live! If you live well, I won’t bother you! If someone can take good care of you, I’ll leave too! Fuck! You’re like this, your grandma knows.” Xiao Ye was stunned for a moment, “Your family will love you so much if they know. No? Or you go home! What happened to you to ruin yourself like this?"

Seeing the angry Xiao Ye walking around, Lin Xu was also stunned. He mentioned "grandma" and a warm place like "home", but Lin Xu didn't know how to go back to face his family, and his brother left suddenly I came back alone with nothing, and I couldn't even afford a decent gift for my family. How could I go home like this?Before my brother left, I never thought about life and future. I lived to my heart's content under my brother's doting, and my brother led him along all the time. I didn't know that my brother suddenly left him in the crowd so that he was at a loss. He needs to get used to it. He needs to learn to survive on his own.He thought he could handle it before going to face his family.There is also a thought in the deepest part of my mind, maybe one day I can go back with my brother, he is waiting.

Seeing Lin Xu in a daze, Xiao Ye gently embraced his shoulders, put him in his arms, and said softly

"Xuxu, no matter what happened before, it's over, let's start again, okay? Let me take care of you, okay?"

In this warm embrace with a faint smell of smoke, Lin Xu felt a little confused. He hadn’t felt this kind of warmth for a long time. He had been alone for too long, and he immediately realized that this person was Xiao Ye, not his brother.

"Mr. Xiao" Lin Xu quickly pushed him away, "I think I have made it very clear. If you said that you didn't respect me two years ago, now I hope you respect me once. I really really don't want to have anything to do with you." I don't want to see you in any way, so don't force me anymore."

Hearing that Lin Xu first took the initiative to mention two years ago, Xiao Ye's heart suddenly softened.

This conversation also went nowhere